please kill me

When he received the call, Liu Chunyang was sitting alone at the barbecue stall eating pork belly skewers.

On a hot day, putting skewers in your mouth will burn your mouth.But because I like it, my back is soaked and I don't want to leave.Eating barbecue in an air-conditioned room is not called barbecue, and eating skewers under the air-conditioning is not called eating skewers!

The ringtone of his phone was the food feeding song, and a little girl with a sweet voice sang "I'm so hungry, so hungry~ I'm really hungry~ Ten thousand! Spit! Years old!" It fit his philosophy of life very well.

Liu Chunyang rubbed his fingertips with the tissue he had crumpled up, took out the phone from his pants pocket, and casually looked at the caller ID.

"senior".

His hands trembled and he became nervous.

"Chunyang?" The phone was connected, and a gentle male voice came from the other end, so comfortable that it made people shiver, "I'm Fu Yuqing."

"Hey, senior!" Liu Chunyang pinched the phone, his palms sweating.

He thought, of course I know you are Fu Yuqing, I have saved your phone number.

"Chunyang, are you free during the November holiday?" Fu Yuqing asked on the other end of the phone, deliberately lowering her voice, a little deceptive.

Liu Chunyang thought that this holiday seemed to be assigned three shifts by the part-time boss.

"Yes." Liu Chunyang responded, "Of course."

It's fine to turn down part-time jobs or something, but at worst it's being blackmailed by the boss.God knows what Fu Yuqing asked him to do, but he was willing to do whatever it was.

"Well, I will drive to school to pick you up on weekends." Fu Yuqing smiled, "Goodbye, Chunyang."

"Bye-Bye……"

After hanging up the phone, Liu Chunyang was in a daze.The pork belly skewers in my hand seemed to have suddenly grown arms and legs, jumping out of the plate one by one to sprinkle flowers.

Liu Chunyang and Fu Yuqing met in an oolong.

At that time, Liu Chunyang and his university held the centennial celebration, and he was not very interested in the series of activities associated with the celebration, except for eating and serving snacks.

During the college entrance examination, Liu Chunyang was brainwashed by an inspirational movie. He put all his energy on his studies, forgot to eat and sleep every day, and finally got admitted to this famous university.As a result, after entering the university, he was very confused by the popular but uninteresting majors, and he became a fool when he learned to learn. Instead, he learned the true meaning of his life from the food around the school.

Probably because he didn't eat seriously all year long in his third year of high school, and he fed his stomach for the whole summer vacation. When he stuffed these snacks from the university city into his mouth after the report, Liu Chunyang felt that eating was really good.Since then, he has gone farther and farther on the road of rice bucket.

Therefore, on the first day of the school celebration, Liu Chunyang focused on finding food, and walked against the current in a group of people immersed in the atmosphere of the school celebration.

As a result, the wallet was lost.

When he found out that the wallet was missing, Liu Chunyang was talking about having more green onions, and when he touched the wallet, it was empty.

Liu Chunyang was dumbfounded.

"Boss, my wallet is missing..."

The middle-aged man at the pancake stand in Shandong looked up at him, then buried his head and continued to smooth the egg, and said in an accent that he didn't know where, "It's okay, I remember you, give me the money next time."

Liu Chunyang almost burst into tears.

But if the wallet was gone, it was gone. Liu Chunyang went back with tofu nao and Shandong pancakes, and started crying while hugging his roommate who was playing games.

The roommate asked him to attach his mobile phone number to send the notice to the class WeChat group, and asked them to expand it to large and small WeChat groups.Naturally, Liu Chunyang did as he did. Unexpectedly, the notice of the missing object spread far and wide, and spread to a community group where all the graduates belonged.

When receiving a call from a stranger, Liu Chunyang was still in a daze.

The voice on the other end of the phone is very gentle, a gentleness that makes people feel good immediately.

"Hello, I found your wallet, let's meet somewhere." The other party said, "I am a graduate of class 0X who came to attend the school celebration. My name is Fu Yuqing."

Liu Chunyang is a little 0. Hearing Fu Yuqing's voice, his legs were weak, and he kept nodding wildly.It was only when the question "Are you listening?" came from over there that I realized that the other party was invisible when I nodded.

Before the meeting, Liu Chunyang had some uncontrollable fantasies about what kind of person the senior would be, but he didn't expect that after the meeting, he far exceeded his expectations.Even if he has a gentle face, he is tall and well-dressed, and there is no embarrassment at all alone. He is already a man with both temperament and confidence.

"Can I buy you something to eat?" Liu Chunyang asked a little shyly after taking back the wallet and introducing themselves to each other.

"Thank you, but I have work to do now."

Liu Chunyang felt lost in his heart, and he was too young to hide things, so he could not help but write his loss on his face.

I don't know if Fu Yuqing simply thinks his appearance is pitiful or if he sees through his little thoughts and rubs his head: "Chunyang? Let's add a WeChat account."

The palms of the older man were very hot. Although Liu Chunyang was a little frightened, his joy and shyness surpassed the slight discomfort of being touched by someone he just met.

Later, the two gradually became acquainted on WeChat, chatting about life, school, and food.

Liu Chunyang's life is poor, but Fu Yuqing's life experience is rich and he can always teach him a lot.No matter what questions I ask, the other party will patiently answer them.

And although Fu Yuqing doesn't like to post on Moments, he likes every post Liu Chunyang posts.

Liu Chunyang sometimes feels, is Fu Yuqing hinting at himself?Does he have a little affection for himself?

He secretly saved the number that Fu Yuqing used to call him. Although he usually sends voice messages when chatting on WeChat, it has been a while since he had a direct conversation.

He didn't have the courage to fight, and fiddled with his chat dialog box repeatedly, worrying about gains and losses.

This is probably tempting.

Liu Chunyang has been looking forward to the arrival of November. That morning, he specially put on newly bought clothes and brushed his running shoes white, and sat in the breakfast shop at the back door of the school to wait for Fu Yuqing.

They talked on the phone again last night, Fu Yuqing said to pick him up at nine o'clock, and reminded him to get up in the morning to feed himself first, so as not to be hungry.

Liu Chunyang felt sweet in his heart, so he naturally followed suit.It's just that he got up too early, it's only after seven o'clock.

Liu Chunyang sat in the breakfast shop dangling his legs and eating bean paste buns, feeling that time passed very slowly.

He waved his fingers, feeling bored, so he looked up their previous WeChat chat records, and his mood improved a bit.

At [-]:[-], Fu Yuqing came.

Not too late, Fu Yuqing came when Liu Chunyang was thinking about what to do with 10 minutes left.

Liu Chunyang got into the co-pilot and felt his heart beating fast.

The two of them were so close that they couldn't feel at ease even if they peeked.He lowered his head to play with his mobile phone and was afraid that Fu Yuqing would feel that he didn't respect him, so he could only sit stupidly.

"Chunyang, don't be so cautious." Fu Yuqing smiled, "There are discs in the basket on the car door, check to see if there is anything you want to hear."

Liu Chunyang responded, and was a little surprised that all he found were Jay Chou's albums.

But it was only for a moment, Jay Chou was fine.Liu Chunyang thought.It's just that he thought that people like Fu Yuqing would prefer pure music, which was a bit of a surprise.

He picked one of them, took out the disc and handed it to Fu Yuqing, and soon the car was filled with singing.

Finally, it wasn't so quiet anymore, and Liu Chunyang became more courageous: "Senior, where are we going later?"

"Go pick up a friend first, and then take you to my place for a few days." Fu Yuqing said, "Is that okay?"

It was just a red light, and Fu Yuqing suddenly turned his head to meet Liu Chunyang's gaze, and the ambiguity in the air spread.Liu Chunyang blushed and nodded quickly.

I got through the phone in advance, and when the car drove to the gate of a community, there was already a man waiting there.

Fu Yuqing got out of the car and patted him on the shoulder. The two seemed very close.

Liu Chunyang rolled down the car window to look at them, hesitating whether to get out of the car too.At this time, Fu Yuqing's friend suddenly looked over, his eyes were empty and lifeless, and when they fell on Liu Chunyang, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable all over.

Fu Yuqing followed his gaze, saw Liu Chunyang lying on the edge of the car window with dull eyes, and smiled.

"Yang Jing, this is my junior, Liu Chunyang." He introduced.

"Hello……"

Yang Jing's hair is very long, covering his face in a sloppy look.The dark circles are heavy, the eyes are black and upward, and the appearance of people is very scary, and there seems to be endless negative energy exuding from the body.

Even more disturbing, he spoke like an old saw sawing through wood, as if regressed by seldom speaking.

Liu Chunyang felt surprised in his heart, he didn't know why Fu Yuqing had such a friend.The other party's eyes were fixed on him, as if he had seen something he shouldn't have seen, as if there would be a god of death slashing at him with a sickle in the next second.

Liu Chunyang shuddered, but in consideration of Fu Yuqing's mood, he still greeted him.

In the narrow space of driving, Liu Chunyang was restless.

Through the inner rearview mirror, Liu Chunyang happened to meet the pair of eyes staring at him.He hastily turned his eyes away, and the feeling of disgust crawled all over his body, making him uncontrollably enter a state of alert.Even when Fu Yuqing talked to him later, the gentle voice swayed in his mind for several times, and he couldn't feel at ease.

When the car drove halfway, Fu Yuqing made a phone call, and not long after, a car parked on the side of the road followed.

The two cars were far away from the urban area. There were fewer cars and more trees around, and the air suddenly became fresher.

Fu Yuqing drove the car into a high-end residential area, and finally stopped in front of a villa.

Liu Chunyang got out of the car and closed the door, feeling that it was really quiet here.His family is an ordinary family, and there are no rich relatives and friends, so he is still very unfamiliar with this kind of place. At this time, he feels a little cautious, but there is also a little novelty.

Two groups of people rounded up at the door.Everyone else was older than Liu Chunyang, and Liu Chunyang always felt a little embarrassed when he called his brothers and sisters to say hello all the way, facing his childish face.

After entering the room, they sat on the sofa and chatted. Liu Chunyang sat in the middle and couldn't talk, so he kept drinking water, taking small sips, killing time slowly, and minimizing his existence by the way.

Liu Chunyang didn't know why Fu Yuqing would bring him here to get along with his friends. He thought he was not a cheerful personality, even if he was full of enthusiasm for a while, he would soon give up because of exhaustion. I believe Fu Yuqing didn't know he was such a person.

However, it is possible that Fu Yuqing wanted to introduce himself to his friends, and he had a wish in his heart that Liu Chunyan could blend in. He liked Liu Chunyang.

If so, great.But it was all his fault for not living up to expectations, lacking courage, and being unable to fulfill his wish.

Liu Chunyang was in a daze by himself, when he suddenly heard Fu Yuqing calling him, he struggled to wake up, and looked at the person who called his name.

"Chunyang, do you want to swim?"

Liu Chunyang blinked and looked at him.

"You saw it just now, there is a swimming pool." Fu Yuqing smiled, "You look bored, do you want to go?"

It turned out that his own boredom was taken into account.

Liu Chunyang felt happy in his mind, so he nodded.

"I'll go with him."

Yang Jing in the corner of the sofa said suddenly.

Liu Chunyang was taken aback, and stared at him with wide eyes.

The man's eyes were still gloomy, his face was expressionless, and his hands were rubbing the rim of the teacup.

To look at him was like looking at a dead man.

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