My golden finger is not right

thirteen,

"My name is... Mori Princess Himeko..."

"...I want to be good friends with everyone..."

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In the dark and closed room, the only light source can only come in from the small window on the wall.

Concubine Sen, who was twelve or thirteen years old, was curled up under the window, covered by her messy hair, unable to see her expression clearly.

She held a half-eaten rice ball in her hand, and there were still some rice grains at the corner of her mouth.If it was before, she would definitely take off these rice grains and eat them, and then grope on the ground for a while to see if there are any other rice grains that fell.After all, her daily food is only this small rice ball. If she doesn't eat it sparingly, her stomach will be hungry at night.

But now, she just sat on the ground blankly, and lost interest after eating a few bites of rice balls.

For some reason, she no longer feels the pain caused by hunger at all, but once the pressure is relieved, she is not very happy, and she doesn't even know what she should do now.

Do you want to continue...eating or...no or...I can't do anything...I can't do anything...

Concubine Sen closed her eyes slightly, and as soon as she relaxed, those painful memories flooded up frantically, torturing her so badly that she couldn't breathe.

so painful...

This is the second year she has been locked in this room. Last month she barely survived the winter relying on a thin quilt. Since yesterday, it has been raining in spring outside.

Concubine Sen originally hated rain the most, because she couldn't go out to play when it rained, so she could only stay at home, fearfully avoiding her drunken and beating father.

But now, rain has become what she looks forward to most.

It was the only movement in this dark and dead room.

Concubine Sen didn't like staying in this room. As a child, few would like such a cold and dark place, but her mother said that if she didn't want to stay here, she had to go to school.

But she doesn't want to go to school.

In the school... there are her nightmares...

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Since she was dragged and slid for a while last time, her face and body had been left with many small scars due to improper handling.Every time she went out, the way others looked at her made her feel like a monster.

And those guys who took pleasure in her saw her face turned into this, not only didn't give up, but they went too far.

She couldn't stand being bullied anymore, so she went to find her favorite teacher Taketori.The last time I was dragged by them and got hurt all over, it was Mr. Taketori who gave me medicine.Although the scars could not be removed later for some reason, she was still very grateful to Mr. Taketori for taking care of her at that time.

But she found that since she had these ugly scars on her face, Taketori-sensei has become very kind to herself. When no one is around, she always touches her face and calls herself a "little monster" affectionately.Although it feels a bit uncomfortable, it is really a blessing to have someone who doesn't hate me!

She began to tentatively tell Mr. Taketori about being bullied. She also told her mother about these things, but her mother never believed what she said.

"You must have done something bad." Mom said coldly while sewing, "You didn't do anything annoying, how could others bully you? Look at your appearance now, so ugly, How will I get married in the future? I still have to study more to get out!"

Mom makes a living by mending and washing clothes for others. In the past, no matter what she said, she would talk about studying hard. She was very stubborn in this regard. Even if Dad threw a wine bottle on Mom's head because he had no money to drink, she would not Give your tuition to Dad.

Concubine Sen really wanted to refute her mother, but seeing the calluses and wounds on her hands, she swallowed her words in the end.

She has been studying hard all the time, but because her mind is not very smart, it is very difficult to study. She also asked teachers to ask questions, but they didn't seem to like her, and they answered her questions. It's all perfunctory.

Only Teacher Taketori is different. She will hold her hand, answer her own questions, and touch her face to give herself candy.

Concubine Mori likes Taketori-sensei the most, and the one I like the most in this world is Taketori-sensei!

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Taketori-sensei believed his words!

At that moment, Concubine Sen felt that the whole world lit up.

Teacher Taketori kept comforting herself, even though her face was covered with tears and snot, she carefully wiped herself clean with a handkerchief, and even hugged herself into her arms and touched her.

Concubine Mori really wants to be with Taketori-sensei forever...

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Teacher Taketori once told her that if you are bullied, you must resist, otherwise they will continue to bully you when they see you are so weak.

Concubine Mori felt that what Teacher Taketori said was right, that's why she mustered up the courage to throw the dead mouse at Hino Kahoko, the person who likes to bully her the most.

However, although he did this to relieve his anger, he was still severely punished.

She didn't dare to resist anymore, but Taketori-sensei didn't look disappointed either.

Every time I went to the office to find Teacher Taketori with all my injuries, she would gently help me treat the wound and then give myself candy.

The last time she overheard Mr. Uejing asking Mr. Taketori why he was so kind and always helping that ugly monster with his wounds.Teacher Senfei said a lot, to the effect that she couldn't see herself being sad.

She was hiding at the door and burst into tears when she heard this.

Mr. Taketori is indeed the best person in the world!She wants to be with Taketori-sensei forever!

But then things changed a little bit, a girl named Hanayamain Iori was suddenly transferred to the class, she was very fat, and her face was full of oily acne, although she tried very hard to get along with everyone, But no one wants to talk to her.

Because of her appearance, Concubine Mori found that she was no longer being bullied, because they all changed the target of attack to Oriyi Hanayamain, except for Hino Kahoko, who still hated the thing that she threw the dead mouse on her before, and refused to let it go. I can live up to myself, but the degree of being bullied has been greatly reduced.

And, somehow, she gradually changed from victim to persecutor.

Although she was forced, she did bully Huashanyuan several times.But after the bullying, she found that she seemed to be finally accepted by this group, and someone began to take care of her.

But it was from this time that Mr. Taketori suddenly stopped talking to him.

She began to put her eyes on Huashanin, several times Concubine Mori saw Huashanin go to Teacher Taketori with a red nose, and she treated him with tenderness.

Concubine Mori wondered if she was hated by Mr. Taketori, because now she has become a bad boy who bullies others, so Mr. Taketori doesn't want to care about herself anymore.

She doesn't want to lose Taketori-sensei, no matter what, so if someone wants to bully Hanayamain later, she will stand up for her, and would rather let herself be bullied than let Hanazanin get hurt.

After coming down a few times, nothing happened in Huashanyuan, but Concubine Sen herself was injured all over.

But Mr. Taketori finally likes himself again!Seeing the gentleness and kindness of the other party while bandaging her, Concubine Mori felt that what she did was worthwhile.

Until one day, she was blocked at the entrance of the alley by Hinoka alone.

She was terrified at first, thinking that she would be beaten again, but Hinoka's expression looked very subtle.

I didn't want to take care of you at first, but after all you also... In short... you stay away from that Taketori, she is not a good person...

Concubine Mori was blushing, and when she heard her words, she got some courage out of nowhere, and retorted loudly: Teacher Taketori is the best person in the world!You are not allowed to speak ill of her!

Hinoka didn't get angry when she heard the words, and looked at herself with that strange look.

Do you think she treats you so well because she is kind?You're as stupid as...she's only doing this because she wants to be thought nice!

If she really doesn't want you to be hurt, she can directly find the parents of the person who bullied you and warn you, and you will never be bullied again!

The reason why she treats you so well is because every time she finishes bandaging you, the other teachers will think that she is a gentle woman like Yamato Nadeko, and they will be kind to her.And this is what she wants most!Because she was only transferred to this school in the past few years, she didn't get along well with other teachers, she failed several evaluations, and people often said that she was indiscreet.

But everything has changed since she started bandaging students' wounds.

Concubine Mori didn't want to believe Hinoka's words at all, and even boldly pushed her away and ran away.

I thought that she would definitely get revenge when I went to school the next day, but in the end nothing happened, not only nothing happened to me, even the Huashanyuan was fine.

The two of them were like air, ignored by everyone and not bullied in any way.

This situation has been going on for several days. Concubine Mori knows that it must have something to do with Hinoka. She looked at her eyes at that time, and she will never forget it anyway.

Although not being bullied is really a very, very happy thing, and it is also her biggest dream since she went to school, but Mr. Taketori seems not happy at all, even angry.

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"I like Huashanyuan classmate very much, but she always says bad things about you in front of me. She is really not a good boy. Can Ji Zichan help me to make Huashanyuan a good boy? But don't tell her that these words are said by the teacher Yes, I don't want Huashanyuan to be embarrassed."

Seeing the reluctant and sad woman in front of her smiling face, Concubine Mori finally knew that Hinoka hadn't lied to her.

With my own personality, I will definitely believe it when I hear this. When I am angry, it is definitely not possible to communicate with Huashanyuan who "speaks bad things about myself".

Hanayamain will definitely be injured, and because she doesn't know, she will definitely go to Taketori-sensei for help, so...she will have another chance to show her kindness...

She also understood why Taketori-sensei advised her to resist. Only by resisting can she be injured more seriously. The worse she looks, the more she can show how kind-hearted Taketori-sensei looks to take care of her.

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"Hinoka, why did you tell me that?"

"Tsk...why do you think I must bully you?"

It turns out that someone told you that I spoke ill of you...

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Concubine Mori doesn't want to go to school anymore, and she doesn't want to go to school anyway.This made my mother very angry. She dragged Concubine Sen to school, but Concubine Sen escaped every time.

After going down several times, my mother finally gave up.

Rather than giving up, it is better to say despair.

"Whether it's a husband or a child...all of them are unreliable..."

Mom collapsed and fell to the ground, crying like a child.

"Why let me live in such a world! Why!"

Concubine Sen really doesn't want her mother to be sad, but she also really doesn't want to go to school anymore.

After my mother cried, it was like a different person. She no longer frantically worked for others to earn money just to save tuition for herself, but used all the money to buy clothes and cosmetics for herself, and dressed up beautifully every day. He went out and came home very late, disheveled and drunk.Dad didn't know when he disappeared. Mom said he ran away with another woman, but one day she found a bloody watch in the back of the cabinet.

It was Dad's favorite thing, something he never forgot to take away no matter what.

Concubine Sen didn't understand, and she had no chance to understand.

Because my mother locked her, who was no longer of any use, into the room.

If you don't want to go to school one day, you will stay here all day.

until she is willing to learn.

As a result, this level is one year.