My golden finger is not right

one,

When I ran down the mountain, I met Yuichi and others who were exhausted.

I explained Yamashita-kun's matter to them, and suggested asking adults to come and help.

However, this idea was rejected by Yuichi.

He said that it was because of him that Mr. Yamashita went up the mountain. If Mr. Yamashita did not come back in the end, then he would die.

He said that only a few of us know about Mr. Yamashita, as long as we don't tell, the adults will never know that we are involved in this matter.

Finally he turned to me and said:

Qingtai, I'm afraid.

two,

In the evening, Yamashita-kun's parents came to the door.

They seemed to have visited Yuichi and others before, but they never got any useful news.

Yamashita-kun's mother has always been a neat and decent looking person. She even once had a whole table of cosmetics on display when she invited others to her home, and the envious wives took the "countryside" behind her back. Nicknames like "The Lady".

But now she looks very bad, and she is no longer as dignified and beautiful as before.

If Mrs. Tsuruta next door saw her current appearance, Mrs. Tsuruta would be very happy.

I thought about it endlessly.

three,

Their coming made grandfather very unhappy, because in his eyes, it was a very shameful thing for visitors not to come for him.

Especially because they are still a piece of garbage that doesn't understand the rules.

Yamashita-kun's father is a very straightforward person. As soon as he saw me, he asked me if I had seen Yamashita-kun and if I knew where he went after he left the mountain.

I am in their expectant eyes.

shook his head.

The light in their eyes went out.

four,

When I was in kindergarten at noon, I desperately stuffed things into my mouth.

After Yamashita-kun's parents left yesterday, my grandfather removed my dinner for "disrespectful words and deeds", and didn't even prepare my breakfast.

Although I don't understand what it means to be inappropriate, but judging from the punishment I received, this is probably a very bad evaluation.

But I soon put these things behind me, because there were more troubles waiting for me.

Youyi didn't know why, he ignored me all day today, I tried my best to get him to pay attention to me, but it didn't work.

Later I found out that he had no contact with the few people who went up the mountain together at that time.

Fives,

This is not the first time I saw Yan Yejun come out of that dilapidated little house.

He has been going to that place a lot lately, and he sits there all day long.

It's not good...

What if he finds out...

six,

You grabbed the electric toy at the foot of the mountain and hid it in the small room behind the nap room.

But he didn't want to go there and get it back.

I ended up passing by myself.

Sliding easily through the gap between the doors, I caught sight of the electric toy thrown on the floor.

I went forward to pick it up, and the moment I got up, I suddenly felt that I was being "watched".

Seven,

At first, I still didn't understand why Yuichi didn't want to come back here, but when I saw what was in the mirror, I understood everything.

In the mirror, live a monster.

It doesn't eat people, but it knows how to confuse people.

Eight,

Watching Yan Yejun's figure gradually appear in front of my eyes, I thought of Yuuichi's expression when he said "scared" to me.

Such a fragile Yuuichi, I must protect her well...

I bit my arm hard until the bleeding finally forced the tears.

Satisfied, I pulled up my sleeves, and then covered my face and sat in a corner.

nine,

Yuichi officially broke up with me.

I know that he did it because he was afraid of recalling that day.

And the best way to forget about one thing is to get away from everything related to it.

He is doing very well.

But I'm angry.

ten,

I've never wanted anything so badly.

If I hadn't owned it before, I might not care about it, but since I can't bear it now, I will definitely keep it firmly in the palm of my hand, and I won't allow it to escape.

eleven,

I drove my nails hard into the wound until it got bigger and deeper.

Obviously, I should be in pain if I did this, but I laughed instead.

Seeing him leaving in a panic, I smiled and my face suddenly turned cold.

Yuichi, now your crimes are not limited to the one of darkness...

twelve,

The injury was discovered by my mother as I arranged.

Seeing her so nervous that she almost shed tears, for a moment, there was a faint expectation in my heart.

But things like expectations, hopes, and dreams are always used to break.

My mother and grandfather got into an argument, and she questioned whether my grandfather was taking good care of me.

Grandfather was tough at first, but he became tongue-tied when Mother said she was going to sue him for negligence as guardian.

They argued for a long time, until my mother finally got my wish and got custody of me.

I annihilated the last trace of emotion, and began to watch them repel each other coldly.

Gradually, I felt more and more sleepy and colder.

Probably too much blood flow...

But they still haven't finished arguing...

thirteen,

When I woke up, Yuichi had already arrived.

He is looking at me.

His eyes seemed to be looking at a troublemaker.

When he saw me awake, he couldn't wait to start questioning my injuries.

Ask me why I am not standing still.

Ask me why I hurt so obviously.

Ask me why I say his name.

……

I suddenly found that the joy that had been caused by his appearance had completely disappeared.

Only then did I suddenly understand that the person in front of me was meaningless to me.

fourteen,

Yuyi's family moved out of here soon.

When Yuichi left, I didn't go to see him off.

The reason is not only because I am the chief culprit who caused them to leave, but also because Yu Yi's current appearance is too ugly.

He's so ugly I'm not interested.

But although I didn't go, I was the one who knew the most.

At least I know that they will never have a good life.

fifteen,

I told Yamashita-kun's father everything.

sixteen,

Soon after, I went to Kyoto with my mother.

It was only when I arrived in Kyoto that I realized how rich the background of the family she married into was.

But even so, I didn't live as happily as my mother described.

Because, her new husband loves her very much.

Love too much to bear my presence.

[-].

While I was in college, my grandfather in the countryside died of illness.Since my father's whereabouts have been unknown, I, as the grandson, am the only one who can keep watch for him.

So ten years later, I'm finally back where it all started.

From then on until my death, I did not leave.

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Finally got a person's side story ︿(￣︶￣)︿