love, change 2

Jingzi stepped here lightly, Lansha looked away, looked at something not far away, and said with a smile: "It's been ten years, and this place still hasn't changed, right, Jingzi? Reminds me of those days , You are too serious to be honest, I obviously just said that casually, but you firmly kept it in your heart, and then put it into action, but I am very happy every day, because I can tease you."

"Recalling carefully, I accepted the job here not for anything else, but because I wanted to find pleasure from them, but later the object of pleasure was changed to you."

Jingzi listened quietly, and followed her to look here. Rows of bookshelves were erected in the space dyed with the afterglow of the setting sun, filled with books, and the air was filled with the fragrance of books. A record book of visitors was spread out on the table , with a name on it, and a class number——

This is the reading room of Bingzhong.

Lan Sha's eyes fell on her again, and seeing her pursed her lips, she smiled and said, "If you have anything to say, tell me everything, I'd love to hear it~"

Being watched by her with a smile on her face, Jingzi was silent for a while before opening her mouth softly: "You know? On the way here, I kept thinking about the contents of the diary and about Lansha."

"Then I realized that even though we got along so well, in retrospect, I realized that I didn't understand you at all. Otherwise, I wouldn't have known who Lan Sha was until now."

Lansha didn't speak.

"Actually, I've always been curious, why is Lansha so enthusiastic about my feelings? I also find it strange, so I thought and thought, and then... finally found out."

"Because that's the purpose, it's the only reason why you came here and by my side."

Lan Sha bent her eyes, her smile said everything.

"I'm also curious, Kyoko, about how you found out who I am."

"I think Lansha should know about it..."

"But I still want to expose everything through your mouth, please satisfy me, hey, Kyoko?" She tilted her head and said in a rascally tone.

After all, Kyoko had no way to refuse, and after a slight sigh, she got what she wanted.

"Although I didn't realize it myself, looking back now, it seems that from the very beginning, I felt that Lansha gave me a very familiar feeling, because it was only slightly, and Lansha and I were the same sex, so I didn't care."

"Then Lansha is very familiar with everything about me. I was surprised. Normally speaking, Lansha, who is just a friend, would not know so many of my habits, but I only thought that Lansha was keen and didn't go into other aspects. think."

"The thing that made me fully aware of Lansha's identity was my diary ten years later." Jingzi paused, then asked, "Does Lansha actually know what the diary contains?"

"Although I don't know it completely, I can guess it more or less." She laughed several times, "Even after ten years, you are still a person who can't hide~"

Jingzi continued: "Before this, when I read the diary, I only thought that Lansha was a very powerful person, but after I realized it, I realized that there were so many similarities. You once took me to ride Motorcycles, you seem to have a penchant for riding them, and there are two people I know who fit that profile."

"But whether it's a sweet tooth, or mastering so many skills, or likes to tease me, there is only one person who completely matches. From the time you met him, I felt that you were very similar, but never I expected that it wasn't a similarity at all, but—the same person."

"I was surprised because how could there be two identical people in the world, and then I remembered that I had seen the exact same painting in another place as the one in your photo album, so I guessed , you are not from this world."

"The time you took me to the beach, you told me that you didn't go to the beach because I couldn't be with you ten years later, right? The way you looked at me at that time seemed to cast me in my eyes. Looking at other people. And in the diary, I also saw a similar sentence, which is what you said when I asked you why you didn’t stay with the person you love ten years later.”

"Compare it like this, as if I am your beloved, but that's not me, is it?"

Lansha laughed lightly.

"Yes, she is not you in this world, she is——my Jing."

The words declaring sovereignty made her stunned, and the ring in the photo she saw that day immediately appeared in her mind.

It turned out that it was not her in this world who got married, but her in "her" world.

Jingzi pursed her lips, and carefully asked, "What's wrong with me?"

"Don't worry, you've come this far, she'll be fine~"

The other party's ambiguous answer puzzled her. She lowered her head and thought for a while, then raised her head and said, "Hey, I want to ask a question."

"what?"

"Has Lansha... been there ten years ago?"

In the diary, the reason why she didn't record it for a period of time before the summer vacation may not be what she thought before, but because she couldn't remember ten years later——

If the target person is not there, how can it be recorded?

"Why do you ask~?"

"Lansha may not remember, you said something to me that night at the dance, and a masked person said something similar to me at the celebration ten years ago. So I thought, would it be That person will be you."

Lan Sha smiled and said, "As expected of you~ You have even discovered such a small thing."

"Why?" She was confused, "Why did you say that? Why did you come to this time and space?"

Lan Sha didn't answer immediately, but walked to the window and looked out, turned around and leaned against the window, the afterglow behind her covered "her" face with once warm colors, "she" aroused lip.

"Because you are both 'despair' and 'hope'."

hope?despair?

Jingzi leaned towards her, frowned and said, "Don't keep saying things I don't understand, please explain carefully."

Lan Sha shook her head, said with a light smile, "Even if I have the heart to explain, time waits for no one."

"Eh?"

"I am not from this time and space. Although I have escaped the 'rules' with this appearance, I can't stay in this time and space for a long time. It is almost the limit to stay until today." Lan Sha looked at the clock hanging on the wall, " When the needle pointed to seven o'clock, it was the moment when I left this world."

Jingzi looked back subconsciously. There were two minutes left, and it would be seven o'clock. Seeing this, she was speechless in a daze.

"She"... is leaving...

"Kyoko, call me by my name."

"Eh?"

"Actually, I set a small program for myself. On the day I go back, if you see through my identity and call out my name to me, I will return to my original appearance in this world. This is my last Please, after all, if I say goodbye to you with this attitude, no matter how I say it, I still don’t like it~”

The woman in front of her smiled casually, Kyoko stared at it for a while, moved her lips slightly, and called out as if sighing——

"Mr. Bai Lan."

A light halo enveloped the woman's body, and gradually the body became wider and taller, and the woman's delicate face gradually became handsome...

The setting sun reflected on the window sash of the reading room, dyeing the white hair in front of my eyes a layer of warm honey color, the young man bent his mouth and looked down slightly, his light purple eyes reflected her appearance, and the wind outside blown the white curtains over Flying up, it drew a rippling arc around him.

"Are you... leaving?"

"Don't show such an expression." He rubbed her hair, "You did a good job, whether it was before or today. So even if I leave, I will leave happily."

"Really?"

"It's true~" A smile overflowed from the purple eyes.

Hearing this, Jingzi stretched her eyebrows.

"After I leave, the memory of 'you' will come back." Seeing her confused expression again, he pinched her nose affectionately, "You don't have to worry about why I came, just remember to thank you, It was enough for me to leave without regrets."

"…it is good."

"This is a good boy~" He smiled and let go of his hand, "The time spent with you made me feel very happy. Although there will be no chance to see you again in the future, we should cherish this memory."

Jingzi nodded heavily: "I will, I will never forget you."

"I really don't see you again this time..." He whispered softly, no longer the usual smile on his face, but a light but full of his unique tenderness, "I'm leaving, Beijing."

Jingzi showed a bright and bright smile, and said softly, "Please go slowly, Lansha...Mr. Bailan."

As the young man's face gradually became transparent, she was finally the only one left in the dim reading room smudged by the setting sun.

Jingzi looked at the place where he was just now, and whispered in her heart.

--Thank you.

……

It was still that dream, she watched it quietly, waiting for that person to appear.When that person finally revealed his appearance clearly, Kyoko realized that she wasn't surprised that the person who appeared in front of her was herself ten years later.And she knew that this was not something that happened in the present, but a memory, a memory that was closed by "Lansha".

Jing stared at her, smiled and said, "You must be very confused, right? Why did I appear in your dream?"

Her lips moved spontaneously: "Are you...?"

"I am you ten years later. To be precise, it is a possibility of your future. Just like the pictures you see, they are also your future. If you know what is the theory of parallel time and space, then you will clear."

"Why are you showing me this? Is this really... my future?"

The picture she saw appeared in Jingzi's mind, full of pain, sadness, and helplessness, and even the people watching couldn't help feeling sad.

Jing's eyes darkened: "Well, it's all about your future, as long as you make a wrong choice, the future will become like that."

"how come…"

"Hey, what do you think after reading this?"

Kyoko felt herself pursing her lips, and shook her head.

"Do you know why it happened like this?"

She still shook her head.

"That's because..." She smiled lightly, but she felt sad, "'I' wasn't honest enough about my feelings."

"?!"

"Their future is that 'I' can't face my own feelings in the end. I only accept one of them, but I still can't really let myself out of this relationship, and then... make both of them suffer." Jing smiled wryly. Voice.

Kyoko heard herself gasp.

"Kyoko, do you want the future to be like this?"

"how come!"

"Then you must face your feelings bravely." Jing's eyes are serious, "If you don't face it, the future will still be like this and will not change. Before changing the future, you must first change yourself."

"But...but..."

"I know." Jing sighed softly, "Why don't I know, after all, you are me. But you are the last hope, if even you give up, then... the future will never change."

Hearing this sentence, even Jingzi was stunned: "The last... hope?"

"Because of that person's influence, I have studied the theory of parallel time and space. When I accidentally saw these parallel time and space, I used that knowledge to calculate it, and finally came to the conclusion that only one of you The future is a future that accepts no one, that does not go into grief and pain, and lives with them."

"So you are the only hope that can change the future."

Hope...it turns out that hope refers to this matter.Kyoko thought.

Jing took a deep breath and said solemnly: "It is not easy for us to face our feelings, but as long as you become able to face your own feelings, all time and space will be affected by you and change. Although the future The status will not change, but it is enough for 'us' to let go of our hearts and face them and our lover frankly."

"........."

"I don't have much time, I hope you can think about it and change the future."

Are you leaving?Kyoko wanted to ask her, but couldn't.

"That person." Jing suddenly said, "That person will come to this time and space, after I do that..."

"That person?" she heard herself ask, but she was actually stunned.

"That person may do some bad things to you, but please forgive me, he didn't do it out of malice. Although I don't know what kind of actions he will take, I still want to say..." Jing bent up At the corner of his mouth, "I'll leave that person to you."

With a slight smile, she disappeared.

After waking up, Kyoko sat up, turned on the light, and looked at the photo album left by "Lansha" she found on the table. The photo was nowhere to be found, and it must have disappeared when he left. .

After reading this memory, she seemed to understand the reason why he came to this world. After a period of sourness, while being grateful, she also strengthened her feelings.

"Don't worry, I won't run away again."

She said softly, facing the two people who were not in this time and space.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if Lansha’s identity has succeeded in surprising you. XD

Regarding Lansha's identity, I have actually hinted at it before, but it may be too obscure. If you are interested, you can read the chapter where Lansha appeared

Going around in a circle, the last and the first answer to the mystery is on Lansha. This chapter reveals part of the answer, and some answers will be mentioned in Lansha's episode

Lan Sha can probably be regarded as the most difficult character in this article, but the ending must be good, of course this will also be reflected in the episode