love, change 2

As night fell, the lights came on one by one, and the base was still bright and clear.

In Pengo Lie BOSS's office, the girl sat on the sofa and looked straight at the three youths opposite.The leading brown-haired young man lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking about. The silver-haired young man on his left had a sullen face, and the black-haired young man leaning against the wall not far to the right closed his phoenix eyes, with a calm expression on his face.

After this silence lasted for 2 minutes, a gentle smile appeared on Gangji's face again: "If you want to know, let me tell you. I have already told you what happened two years ago, let alone this matter." .”

Kyoko nodded cautiously.

After she separated from Bai Lan, she was very concerned about her departure ten years later, so she came to find Tsunaki, but unfortunately, Yuji and Skylark were also there. She couldn't hold back, so she asked, so the previous picture Appeared.

After hearing Gangji's words, Yusi cast his eyes on the ground, and Skylark opened his phoenix eyes and looked over.

"Two years ago, you were successfully rescued by Yamamoto. Although there was no external injury, you were unable to conceive... It has become an irreparable matter. But we can't give up. We will send you to the most famous hospital for treatment, or call Shamar to help you. You see a doctor, but the conclusion is the same. We went everywhere to find a doctor who is authoritative in this area, but we still got the same answer. At this time you said - 'Thank you, but don't look again, I'm fine'. "

"We didn't agree at the beginning, because this matter is so important, how can we give up casually?" His brows and eyes showed a little bitterness, "But you are so stubborn to ask us to give up, we don't understand, we should...you It was the one who most hoped to be healed. It wasn't until Li Baoen couldn't stand it and told us, "You are opening up her unhealed psychological wound", that we realized that we should It's about giving you time to heal it, not like we've been reminding you countless times, 'You can't have children'."

"When we finally stopped, you were surprised because we were tough before, and you laughed when you saw the reason and heard our apology. You said, 'No need to apologize because you care so much about me'. But To tell you the truth, we are still looking for it in secret, and you probably found it too, but you didn't say anything, just smiled at us."

"We are in pain, not only because of what happened to you, but also...you never blamed us. Since you were rescued, you never said a word of blame, complained, just told us it's okay Yes, smile at us. You're acting calm, but we'd rather you let your anxiety and pain out than hide it for yourself."

"We know it's your tenderness. You don't want to give us more distress. You are trying to tell us that you are fine. We are all men, but we need you to worry about it. If you think about it, we are really useless." He smiled, but couldn't hide his self-deprecation.

Kyoko didn't know what to say, but just shook her head.

Gangji quickly cleared up his mood and continued: "If you don't say it, we don't know how to say it, but we want to make it easier for you, so we tried to return to the previous way of getting along, but it seemed self-defeating, you still smiled But there is no shadow of happiness in the smile."

"Although everyone doesn't say it, you can feel the atmosphere in the base gradually becoming depressed. The mafia war is not over yet, so we can only continue to fight. Looking back at that time, it was a mess. It’s still the mood. Fortunately, there is no eternal war, it finally ended after two months, and we can finally take a breath to think about how to deal with the next thing, and your matter.”

"But you didn't give us this chance."

"Eh?"

Tsunayoshi lowered his eyes: "A few days after the end of the Mafia war, you left Italy without saying goodbye to anyone. Maybe you thought we would worry about it, so you left a letter. The letter said you read After we were safe, I finally felt relieved. I always wanted to travel before, but I didn’t mention it because I was afraid that we would be worried. Now I finally have the opportunity, so I didn’t hold back. Please forgive your willfulness, and please don’t go to you, let Take a good solo trip."

Kyoko was speechless in a daze.

"But why don't we know why you travel, we... still make you miserable."

The warm light hit the young man's face, but it became more and more obvious that the curvature of his mouth was like a shadow, and the smile on his face could not be called a smile at all.The silver-haired young man finally closed his eyes, and clenched his hands unconsciously on his thighs. The black-haired young man looked quietly, his expression didn't seem to change at all, only his phoenix eyes were lightly pressed.

They have always been very concerned about this, Kyoko thought, and asked, "Have I never been back?"

"As soon as you left, there was no news. Occasionally, I heard a little news about you from the elder brother, but not much. Probably this is what you meant. You didn't want us to worry, and you didn't want us to come to you, so through the elder brother's Tell us that you are fine." His eyes were covered with mist, "It's been more than a year, and you never came back, and then——"

Then she came.

No wonder they had that expression when they first came ten years ago, but now they can finally understand everything.

"That's right... Thank you, Tsunayoshi-kun, for telling me about this."

He shook his head, indicating that she didn't need to thank her.

"However, I want to say a few words to you."

"Go ahead."

"I'm not who I am ten years from now. I don't know exactly what I'm thinking, but one thing I'm sure of is——I still miss you all."

Although their names did not appear in that diary, she could feel that she had been missing them ten years later, and from the message she left for her that time, she could also feel the bond between her and them. affection for them.

"Also, didn't I already be in Italy when I first came here? Isn't this just a statement of a fact?" She chuckled, "So, I will come back here, because here are all the people I value, here It's my home."

"I have a request. I hope that when I go back to the past and you meet me again ten years later, you can have a good talk with me. This time, don't worry about it anymore, let go of all shackles, and will Tell me everything you want to say, everything you want me in ten years to know. Because if you don’t say it, I won’t be able to read minds in ten years, so I won’t be able to know what you’re thinking.”

"So promise me, okay?"

The girl smiled, her eyes were soft and seemed to be shining under the light.

——This is such a request that people cannot refuse.

That's why Tsunayoshi couldn't help showing a gentle smile, Prison Temple let go of his fist, and Skylark raised an almost invisible arc on the corner of his lips.

"Good," he said.

On the way back to the room, Kyoko, who felt relaxed and happy after learning all the truth, bent her mouth, and was suddenly grabbed by her wrist. She was shocked, but when she turned her head, she saw the boy's handsome face, he was frowning stare at her.

"Jingzi, where have you been today?" He asked in a blunt tone.

Yesterday she was also asked this question by him, and Jingzi was even more puzzled. He answered that he went out with Bailan for a stroll. After hearing the answer, he seemed to be relieved and fell into thinking about something. Then he said: "Tomorrow you Come with me, okay?"

She said in a doubtful tone, "It's possible, but..."

Lan Bo didn't listen to what she had to say, and made an appointment with her tomorrow's meeting place, said good night, and left. She watched him in surprise, not knowing what was going on with him.

Back in the room, Jingzi took out the diary to translate the next page as usual, when there was a knock on the door, she covered the diary with other things before opening the door, Lansha smiled and showed delicious biscuits, stuffed them He said it was a reward to her, and before she could ask what it was, he blinked at her and walked away in a good mood.

Kyoko closed the door half puzzled, picked up the biscuit and tasted it, her eyes lit up immediately.Thinking of learning from Lansha if she had a chance, she continued to do the interrupted work, but at the same time, she also vaguely cared about the word reward.

The next day, Kyoko, who had only one appointment, was busy translating the diary while keeping an eye on the time. After seeing that the hour hand finally pointed straight to twelve, she packed up her things and went to the meeting place, where Rambo was already waiting.

He looked over and found that she was carrying a pen and the notebook she used to study with him. He immediately understood that the other party had misunderstood him. He scratched the back of his head and sighed. Back to the textbook.

After walking behind him for a while, Kyoko looked left and right and it didn't look like she was going to his room, and the surrounding scenery gradually changed into a familiar Japanese style, as if she was going to Lark's territory.She asked: "Mr. Lanbo, where are we going? This is the range of Senior Skylark, isn't it?"

He explained: "I occasionally use the guest room here as a second room, and Yunshou acquiesced, so we'll go there today."

Before arriving at a certain room, Lanbo took off his shoes and opened the sliding door. Jingzi followed and took a look. There were indeed traces of his life here, and it was very clean. He must have cleaned it regularly.Kneeling down, she put the pen on the coffee table and asked with a smile, "What are you going to learn today?"

Lan Bo took out the textbook and frowned when he saw that it was the subject that bothered him the most.

Jingzi leaned over to take a look, and she understood. After he pointed out the topic that he didn't understand, she answered with a smile, and began to write to answer, while Lanbo watched from the side.

The questions he chose were all difficult, and Jingzi took a lot of effort to answer them. She flipped through the book and saw the answers. After comparing them, they were correct, so she wanted to tell him, but when she looked up, she found that the other party had been out of shape for a long time. look.

The boy propped his left cheek with one hand, closed his eyes, and nodded his head from time to time.

She thought it would be better to get a blanket for him and cover him up. When she looked around, she saw two blankets neatly placed together, and she was about to get it for a moment, but the young man next to her was awakened just now. Like, he grabbed her hand.

"Where are you going?" The boy with sleepy eyes asked in a questioning tone.

"I want to get you a blanket."

Lan Bo immediately relaxed a lot. He rubbed his eyes and yawned, "Ah... sorry, I accidentally fell asleep."

"If you want to sleep, you can continue to sleep."

"No." He shook his head and refused, "If you fell asleep, you might disappear when you wake up."

"How could it be." She was about to laugh at him, but found that his expression was not joking, his eyebrows and eyes were complicated, so she stopped talking.

Lan Bo didn't explain too much to what he said, and asked her to teach him after seeing that she had solved it. She nodded in agreement, and the doubts in her heart increased.

Time passed in a hurry during the teaching, and he did it again. By the time Lan Bo put down his pen and stretched, most of the afternoon had passed.Rambo suggested a walk outside to ease the eyes and mind, so they took a little walk in the garden.

Although the Vengley base is not as exotic as it is outside, compared with here, it is indeed more Japanese-style here. Kyoko will always feel kind to this place, so he will come here when he is free. Come here and sit with the skylark quietly drinking tea and watching the scenery.

Even though she had seen the scenery before, it was the first time to visit here with Lanbo, so she felt a little novel.

Suddenly, the young man beside him said to himself: "Recently, the atmosphere has become better."

"Huh?" She thought she was talking to her, and turned to look at him.

"Since you came, this place has been changing for the better. As expected, you are an indispensable existence for us." He was still muttering to himself.

Mingming's eyes reflected the surroundings, but she didn't take them into her heart, which made her very uneasy, and subconsciously called him a few times before he came back to look at her and asked what's wrong.She pursed her lips and asked back, "What was Mr. Lan Bo thinking just now?"

He answered nothing, which made her frown, but she didn't know where to start.He was a little strange, since Yamamoto told her what happened two years ago, he has been in this state. He was clearly beside her, but his mind was distracted from time to time, but he was so concerned about her whereabouts, as nervous as if he was afraid that she would disappear.

What flashed through her mind, she didn't catch it, but it should also be related to two years ago.

It would be great if he would say it, she sighed softly.

Walking back slowly along the road, Lan Bo sat directly in the aisle outside, patted the seat beside her, and she turned and sat down.

Today's weather is also very good. The light penetrates the gaps in the leaves and falls on the ground with fine and mottled light spots. The wind passing through the courtyard rushes in, bringing bursts of coolness. If there is another wind chime on the eaves, it must be It will definitely be more comfortable.

When her right hand on the aisle became hot, she trembled slightly, and her gaze shifted from the dense leaves to her hand. The young man's slender hand covered hers, and he held her hand with a little force. , but he had an absent-minded expression.

here we go again.She narrowed her eyes slightly.

"Hey, Mr. Lan Bo, are you afraid that I will leave?"

Lan Bo was taken aback for a moment, then his expression changed immediately. Seeing his reaction, even if he didn't say anything, she could understand that what she said was right.

"Why?" she asked, "Why are you so afraid of me leaving? Obviously, the only people I know here are you, and I won't go anywhere."

He closed his mouth tightly, and refused to say a word.

"Still..." She had a guess and tried to say it out, "Are you afraid that I will go back to ten years ago..."

Before he finished speaking, his expression changed again, but it said everything.

But Kyoko still didn't get the feeling of the most crucial part, she tried to say: "But isn't that good? I go back, then you can see me ten years later again, for Lanbo Say, it’s been more than a year since I saw me ten years later, right?”

"That's why, it's because of this that I..." He finally spoke, his tone was very fierce, "I'm afraid!"

"Eh?"

"Once Miss Jingzi comes back, maybe... maybe she will leave again, and then..." He bit his lower lip, "Leave in front of me!"

Is it—

"Didn't anyone notice when I left ten years later?" She asked late, because she remembered what Gang Ji said.

"No." He lowered his voice and looked even more depressed, "I saw that day, I saw Miss Jingzi walking towards the door with a suitcase."

Hearing this at first, Kyoko was taken aback.

"That day, I was supposed to go to school, but because of some accidents, I didn't catch the plane, so I had to go back to the base first. I saw Sister Jingzi shortly after entering the gate. Presumably, Sister Jingzi at that time must not have expected that I would come back. , so she was surprised when she saw me, she probably wanted to cover the suitcase, but I still saw it at a glance."

"I don't understand why Miss Jingzi is pulling her luggage, so I asked her where she was going, but she looked at me silently. Gradually, I realized that something was wrong. It was a special situation at that time. If she wanted to move out, I would There will definitely be news, and at that time, when everyone else was out, she was alone with her luggage, which all showed that Kyoko sister wanted to leave without anyone knowing."

"I asked Sister Jingzi many times, but I couldn't get an answer. I was anxious, so I held my luggage, and she spoke. I can't forget what she said at that time. She said, 'I'm sorry. Rambo, I'm leaving'."

"But I don't understand why, so I dragged my luggage to prevent her from leaving, and she smiled at me as usual, and said, 'Rambo, if I stay here, everyone will always be in pain, and they won't be able to let go of that. , even you, you understand?'. She said, 'So I'm leaving'."

"I looked at her expression, and suddenly understood, but at that time, I should have pretended to be confused, I should have pretended not to understand anything, in that case, I would have the courage to hold her back, and beg her to stay with the willfulness of a child If it was Kyoko, she would definitely not be able to refuse me, but I just watched her open the door and leave without looking back. Before she opened the door, she said to me, 'I'm sorry, Rambo'..."

"I wanted to say, don't go, don't leave me, if you want to go, take me with you, but I never had a chance to say these words, because Sister Jingzi still left, right in front of me."

He bit his lower lip tightly and looked at her with a pained expression on the verge of crying.

"That's why I'm afraid, afraid to watch you leave in front of me again."

Kyoko was silent.

After a long time, she smiled and said, "No, I assure you, I won't leave again in ten years' time."

"I won't believe it." But he said, "You're not Miss Jingzi either."

"So Mr. Lanbo thinks that I can't replace me ten years later and promise you?"

"No, it's just because I can no longer trust you, and Miss Kyoko."

"What does that mean?" She was a little confused.

"You don't know, since you came here, I have been waiting for me to take out the bazooka when I was a child, because I wanted to see Miss Jingzi so much. I used to think it was a trouble, because every time I went ten years ago, Bad things always happen, but now I wish I could use the bazooka every day for ten years when I was a kid. But I waited and waited and waited and waited, but it still didn't happen."

"I clearly understand that according to my temperament when I was a child, it is impossible to be so peaceful, so I know that it must be you, sister Jingzi ten years later, who stopped me."

He twitched the corners of his mouth, his smile mixed with pain and sadness.

"So I gradually wondered if it was Miss Jingzi who was ten years ago... who didn't want to see me, so she stopped me."

He took a deep breath, suppressing the soreness in his nose.

"You once made a promise with me that you would always be with me. I believed it so much, but you went back on your word. So, I won't trust you again."

"But, I want you to believe me."

He shook his head rejecting her.

"Perhaps Mr. Lan Bo can't understand why I still want you to believe me after listening to me, right? That's because I let you down and make you lose your confidence in me, so this trust must come from me Repair. But trust is a matter between two people, if you don't trust me, it will be difficult for me to repair this trust."

"..."

She held his hand that hadn't let go all this time, felt his trembling for a moment, and continued: "I won't force you to trust me, trusting this kind of thing can't be forced. But even so, I still won't I will give up, no matter how long it takes, I will make Mr. Lan Bo trust me again."

"Because I'm a stubborn person," she said with a smile.

"So, can you really not trust me again? Mr. Lanbo."

He stared at her blankly, and she met his gaze bluntly.

The wind was blowing, and the leaves were rustling. The dignified atmosphere surrounding the two seemed to be broken by the sound of the wind, and gradually changed.

"Are you really going to stop breaking your promise?" He confirmed to her like a child.

"Ah."

"Are you really not going to leave again?"

"Ah."

"You really won't...leave me anymore?"

"Yeah." She nodded heavily, "I won't, whether it's me, or me ten years later, I won't."

The girl showed a bright and bright smile, as if reassuring him, her gaze was so firm.

"...that's great." He said, his eyes were wet with water, he took her hand and pressed it to his cheek, closing his eyes, "In this case, I will trust you again, Jingzi .”

"Thank you."

boom!

The temperature felt in the palm of the hand disappeared in the smoke immediately, Jingzi's eyes widened in shock, and at the same time, the cry of a child came from the smoke.

"Lambo?"

The white mist dissipated, and the long-haired woman on the opposite side jumped into the field of vision. The familiar facial features and gestures made him mistakenly think that he was dreaming for a moment.

"Kyoko...sister?"

She looked at him for a long time before finally showing a faint smile: "Lan Bo, long time no see."

His pupils shrank.

The next moment, he hugged her forcefully into his arms.

"Jingzi, sister..." The boy's voice trembled a little, as if he was about to cry out in the next moment.

Jing gently stroked his hair, coaxing and softly said: "Well, I'm here."

"I want to see you so much, so much."

"Me too."

Holding tightly to this person who has been missing him, he can finally vent all his pain and sorrow unscrupulously through crying, and truly express his feelings in the way of a child.

She patted his back, quietly waiting for him to vent.

After venting, he hurriedly wiped his eyes with his sleeve, looked at her and said, "Miss Jingzi, you will be back, right?"

She was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "Well, I will come back to see you, and then, I won't leave without authorization again."

"I'll wait for you." He said, "Even if there is a next time, I will not watch you leave. I will hold you and tell you not to leave alone in pain. My brother and I will More reliable than you imagined. Although I can't reach the level that you can rely on now, I will work hard to grow into a fragile man who you can pour out of yourself like I just did. And I will not Let me protect you like a child again."

There were still tears on the young man's face. He was crying like a child just now, but now he looked embarrassed, but he seemed to have grown a lot in an instant, and his eyes revealed his determination.

"So please stand by my side and witness the realization of my determination, Miss Kyoko."

Jing stared intently at the young man in front of him, and then slowly smiled joyfully and softly.

"I will."

The smoke lingered between her fingers, the long black-haired woman curled her mouth, and the girl on the opposite screen comforted the crying child, her expression was full of doubts.

"You've finally come this far, Kyoko."

"Show me more, your efforts. Make me more convinced that you are 'hope'."

Then--

The author has something to say: The last truth two years ago is this =W=

Recently, I have been very literary (JIAO) art (QING), and I feel a little bad, so I have to quickly replace it in the next chapter, and I will not write (JIAO) art (QING) again in the future! (real?

But when I saw the word count, I just wanted to say: No, yes, right! ?

This is the end of the heart knot chapter!The next step is to enter the final chapter!

...That's what I said, and if I count it, I may have to write several chapters before it can be officially concluded. Cry!I don't even know why I can break it so much!

Please call me bye bye little expert (weeping)