love, change 2

Due to Yamamoto's responsibilities and his own fatigue, Kyoko didn't take up much of his time, and returned to the base in about two hours.So far she hasn't found a chance to talk to Yamamoto, and seeing that she is about to separate from him, she frowned in annoyance.

How could Yamamoto not be aware of her mood? After letting his subordinates go back to their posts first, he looked down at the petite girl who was only as tall as his chest: "There is no one else here now."

Jingzi was surprised, and after thinking about it, he realized that he might think that she didn't say it because of the presence of others. Although there were also factors in that aspect, it was him who she cared more about.

As he said, there is no one else here, and the place is very secluded, so it is not easy for others to hear the conversation, so it is the best place to talk to him about that matter.

His questioning eyes couldn't stop, Kyoko lowered her head and took a few deep breaths, then raised her head to meet his gaze: "I've always wanted to ask you something, Yamamoto-kun."

"What is it? If I can answer it, I will try."

She summoned up her courage: "What I want to ask is——the incident two years ago."

The girl's lips opened and closed, obviously as usual, but what she spit out made him almost suffocate, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

The black-haired young man came almost in the next moment, his eyes were as dark as a black abyss: "Where did you know it?!"

An oppressive feeling that she had never experienced surged forward, making her hands and feet stiff, and her body instinctively clamored to run away, to run away from him.But Jingzi still endured it, looked at him without blinking and said, "There are... a lot, all in bits and pieces."

"Who are the bastards?!" He rarely cursed.

She shook her head.

"Damn it...!" he growled.

Yamamoto, who had lost his unbelievable calmness in the past, looked irritable, and the darkness in his eyes made people wonder whether he would draw out his sword in the next moment, and cut everything to let her know about "that incident" people.

Kyoko grabbed his arm and said urgently, "Calm down, Yamamoto-kun!"

After being called out by her, Yamamoto barely restrained himself, lowered his voice and patiently said: "No matter where or from whom you learned about its existence, you should forget about it next time, and don't ask about it again. "

She still shook her head: "Yamamoto-kun, tell me, what happened two years ago? I want to know."

"I won't tell you, it's even more impossible for others!" He coldly dropped this sentence, pulled off her hand a little rudely, turned and left regardless of her questioning.

Even after calling him several times, he still left without looking back. Jingzi's expression darkened, but soon she cheered up and chased after him.

This may be Kyoko's cheekiest time. No matter how many times Yamamoto refused, she still persisted in chasing him and asking, trying to ignore his increasingly ugly expression, and persistently wanted to get the answer from him.But until night fell, Kyoko, who lost Yamamoto again, still found nothing and had to return without success.

On the way back to the room, she remembered what happened that day, and murmured blankly: "Why, don't you want to talk about it? Yamamoto-kun..."

No one but Yamamoto could answer her question.

After walking with her head down for a long time, a voice in front of her finally brought her back to her senses——

"You asked him."

Seeing that it was Li Baoen, she nodded wearily and cast a puzzled look at him.

"When I saw that guy just now, he was in a terrible mood." Li Baoen said, "Since that incident, this is the first time he has been like this."

Jingzi murmured, with a dejected expression, but a warm feeling came from the top of her head. She was a little surprised, and Li Baoen's steady voice sounded from above: "Thanks for your hard work, well done, Jingzi."

For some reason, she felt a sore nose when she heard this sentence.

"Yamamoto has also become a stubborn guy in the past two years, so if this continues, he won't answer you. But don't worry, no matter how you change, Yamamoto is still the same Yamamoto, so he will definitely not be able to resist it."

Can't resist what?Just when she was about to ask, the big hand on top of her head moved away, and the young man smiled with an indescribably familiar expression.

"Come to me tomorrow, and I'll find a way to enlighten him."

After returning to the room with his words, Jingzi's depression was almost gone, and she habitually took out the diary to look through it.She basically memorized all the G characters, but it was still a bit difficult for her to read faster, but she has never lacked patience.Trying to translate while studying, she has read half of the content now.

The diary records her mood ten years later. After Lansha told her that she will be traveling ten years later, Kyoko understands why the names of her brother and Hua always appear in the diary. She must miss them very much during the journey. .

So far, this diary is just an ordinary tool for recording emotions, and there seems to be nothing special about it.

Until Lansha's name began to appear in the diary.

This is nothing unusual, and it is reasonable for her to write the names of her friends, but the problem is that from that page onwards, the content of the diary revolves around Lansha alone.And it's not so much a diary as it is...

- Monitoring content.

Although Kyoko doesn't want to describe it in this way, it is very easy to think of it in terms of the content and the narrative techniques she uses ten years later.

The diary recorded Lansha's one-day itinerary, including her expressions and actions at the time, which surprised her a lot when she found out.She didn't understand why she would do this ten years later, and judging from the degree of yellowing of the page, she might have read these contents over and over again ten years later.

It's almost like trying to find something out of it.

For her best friend, she believed that even if it was ten years apart, she would trust her wholeheartedly, but the contents of the diary almost overturned her idea.

Did she change, or...

Kyoko closed the diary, stopped thinking about it, and turned off the light after washing and going to bed.As expected, Liu Dao Mu fell into her dream, he seemed to have forgotten the unhappiness in the morning, and teased her very happily, Kyoko thought about it, let's not mention that matter in front of him for the time being.

After waking up from sleep, Kyoko, who remembered Li Baoen's words, hurriedly washed up, and Li Baoen seemed to have expected that she would come early. Before she even knocked on the door, he heard him let her in. .Kyoko politely said "Excuse me", pushed the door open and went in.

"Sit down and have breakfast first."

Jingzi's gaze shifted from the young man to the table, where the steaming hot breakfast for two people was clearly placed on the table not long ago.

It stands to reason that she should have been surprised by this, but after seeing his calm appearance, she unknowingly got up as a matter of course, thanked him with a smile, and sat down to have breakfast with him.After breakfast, Li Baoen quickly brought her to the topic.

"You know this?" he said, pulling out a bullet. "This is called a dead air bullet."

Kyoko looked at it with a puzzled expression, as if she had seen it before but hadn't.

"This was originally for the stupid gang, but after he got the Death Qi Pill, he didn't need it anymore, but he would use it in certain situations." With some deep meaning, he put it into the box In the gun, "Dead air bullets can go into people's heads with this gun, it can make you reach your potential."

"You mean, I use this potential to ask Yamamoto-kun? But how...?"

"Let me tell you, Yamamoto is a stubborn guy now, and he won't wake up without a good beating, and there is no other suitable person for this beating than you."

"Eh... eh?" Kyoko didn't expect such a "direct and simple" method.

"Don't worry, Yamamoto is one of the guardians anyway, and he won't be beaten so easily." He hooked the corner of his mouth coldly, and changed the topic, "However, there is one prerequisite for using the death bomb, and that is—— regret."

Kyoko repeated the word in bewilderment.

"It takes a certain risk to penetrate into a person's brain. Even if the dead air bomb is a special bomb, if you have no regrets, you will die." He said, "How about it, Kyoko?"

"...Aside from this method, is there no other way?"

"So far, no." He said decisively.

But Jingzi suddenly smiled: "Mr. Li Baoen, I seldom regret anything, but if I don't ask now, I don't know when I will go back. I think, if it really becomes like that, it will probably be the last thing to do." Make me regret it."

After hearing this, Li Baoen gave her a set of clothes, saying that they were specially made, and asked her to change them, and Jingzi borrowed his bathroom to change clothes.After coming out, Li Baoen asked her again if she had made up her mind, and she nodded solemnly.

With a chuckle, he slowly raised his gun: "Do it with all your might, Jingzi."

boom!

The young man lowered his head slightly, his eyes seemed to be on the ground but he didn't seem to be looking at it, his brows were tightened to reveal a bad mood, and his lips were drawn straight.

Suddenly his eyes flickered, he moved his arm to the side, and a fist hit his head with great force.His sharp gaze froze when he touched the person who came, and he called out her name in disbelief: "Sasakawa?"

The girl quietly raised her eyes, the warm eyes were so calm at this moment that there was no soft color, and her expression was even more calm as if she had no emotion. A familiar yet unfamiliar flame was burning on her forehead.

In a moment, Yamamoto knew what was going on—she had been hit by a death bullet.

"Please Yamamoto-kun tell me." As she said that, the girl threw another punch, and Yamamoto, who was distracted, was almost caught in the face.

Blocking her fist, Yamamoto jumped back a few steps, frowned and said, "Did you do this on purpose...?"

The girl didn't answer, but continued to attack, repeating the previous sentence with a blank face.

For her, Yamamoto would never do anything, so he could only defend. I have to say that the death bullet is really powerful. For example, when he avoided her fist now, she couldn't stop it and hit the wall. A crack opened like a spider's web, but she withdrew her hand without pain, her slender feet swept towards him, and he turned around to avoid it, only to feel the sharp air sweeping from below.

She is serious.

"Sasakawa!"

Kyoko ignored him, still insisting on wanting him to tell the incident and attacking him.

"Sasakawa, stop!"

"If Yamamoto-kun agrees to tell me, I'll stop." She said calmly, turning her fist towards his chest.

One attack and one dodge, it seems that there is no winner. In order to make her stop, Yamamoto seized the opportunity to dodge behind her, hooked her neck with one arm, and grabbed her hand with the other, making her stop After a while, he was soft-hearted after all, and he didn't want her to be hurt, but Jingzi didn't think so at this time, so she grabbed her arm instead, threw him over his shoulder and threw him to the ground hard.

Yamamoto was about to get up, but the girl rolled over and sat up, restraining him from getting up.

"Yamamoto-kun, tell me," she said.

Yamamoto also calmed down at the moment, and he said word by word: "Give up, I won't say anything."

"Tell me, otherwise..." She raised her fist.

Yamamoto, who was silently threatened, looked at her indifferently: "If you want to beat up, hit her up. If it can calm you down, it's okay to stop asking about that matter."

After speaking, he quietly closed his eyes.

There was a sound of fists piercing through the air, and Yamamoto, who thought he would be in pain, heard the sound of being broken in his ears, and small fragments hit his face.

"That's really cunning, Yamamoto-kun."

The girl who no longer spoke in that emotionless tone said softly.

"In this case, wouldn't I have no way to press you? Obviously...Obviously I really want to know."

He sighed, "Sorry."

"Yamamoto-kun doesn't need to apologize, because you have your own difficulties, right? That's why you haven't told me until now. But, I must know."

"...Why don't you give up?"

"Because I want to know more about you, and about them."

Hearing that her voice was unsteady, Yamamoto opened his eyes, the flame on her forehead was still burning.

"Because I don't want to go back ten years ago with regrets and unwillingness, Yamamoto-kun. I'm sorry for being so self-willed, but I still want to be self-willed."

The girl slightly raised the corners of her lips, but crystal clear tears fell on his face.

One drop, one drop, neither heavy nor light, but it was enough to make Yamamoto stagnate all his thoughts, unable to move at all, he could only watch as if absent-minded.

"So, tell me, please? Yamamoto-kun—"

She begged him with a voice that implied crying.

"I... really failed."

The young man smiled wryly.

"Obviously I had decided at that time that I would not make you sad anymore, but did it still become like this..."

The slightly trembling fingers gently wiped away her tears, and the pain shown in his expression made her feel sad just by looking at him.

"I'll tell you everything, I'll tell you everything, so..." His voice trembled, and he said, "Don't cry."

Choosing a hidden place, the two sat side by side on a long stone bench, and Yamamoto spoke quietly.

"Two years ago, the Italian Mafia, who had been fighting openly and secretly, finally broke out because of a certain incident. The war between the Mafia became fiercer, and Vengley, who is well-known in the Mafia circle, that is, our family, could not avoid it." Being drawn into it, even though Ah Gang has repeatedly stated that Vongola is neutral."

"Other mafias have always been eyeing Vongola, and it is within our expectation to take advantage of this opportunity to attack Vengola. When we knew we had to fight, Agang discussed with us and decided that the primary goal is to protect the family. The secondary goal is to defeat the enemy. Waves of battles come, although the enemy is not very strong, but the large number makes it difficult for us."

"Among this group of mafias, there is one family that gives us the most headaches. As I said before, they are not powerful, far inferior to the Mirufiore family led by Bai Lan back then, but the family they used The despicable means made us hard to guard against. Their behavior caused us to lose many members, and we had to suppress them first."

"So we have formulated a series of actions, the most important link of which is to lure the enemy into a trap, but problems have arisen. Judging from their cunning, they will not rush to follow us as if we are fools. Our appearance It has long been known by various mafias, and even Skylark, which doesn't show up often, has long been known for its strength, so none of the several guardians is suitable for this task." Speaking of this, Yamamoto's tone became difficult , "At that time, you stand up."

"I…?"

"You are not a combatant, but you are known to the mafia for some reason. If you come forward as bait, the enemy will definitely lower their guard - that is what you advised us at the time, but because of this, we all disagreed. Your life is more important than fighting."

Jingzi looked at it for a while, then said softly, "But you finally agreed, right?"

"Because once you become stubborn, no one can stop you." He smiled wryly, "If Skylark or Liu Dao were present, maybe the situation would have changed, but we couldn't at that time, and in the end, little... Li Baoen reprimanded us for dawdling Yes, Ah Gang was helpless, so he made an agreement with you to put your safety first, and when you agreed, he agreed."

"The plan is going on as usual, everything is going smoothly, and the enemy has been drawn in step by step, and finally the most critical step has come, which is your appearance. When you went out, you smiled and comforted us and said that you will succeed, and you will definitely succeed." He came back safely and made an agreement with us. However... the agreement was still broken."

Kyoko's breathing was slightly stagnant.

"Although you successfully let the enemy step into the trap, there are still people on the scene holding their breath. They forcibly knocked you out and took you away. The skylark who just came back and got the news first was furious and destroyed The enemy's base, but they still can't find you. We guess they have other hidden places, so we all set out to find you."

"Despite all our efforts, including Mirufiore's participation, we...were still one step too late."

Yamamoto closed his eyes abruptly, his breath was extremely unstable, as if it was just yesterday, he couldn't help but let out a strong murderous aura.It wasn't until the soft hand covered his that he came back to his senses, twitched the corners of his mouth at her worried eyes, and continued talking.

"When I finally found you, you were already drugged by the enemy, and you were almost..."

That day when he knocked open the door, he went crazy when he saw that scene, and killed all those people when he came back to his senses, while she hugged him tightly and comforted him over and over again, saying it was okay up.

Kyoko clenched his hand: "But Yamamoto-kun found me and rescued me, didn't he?"

"However, it's still too late." He said, "The drug you've been given can't be undone by current medical technology. It deprives you of your rights as a woman, as a... mother."

Jingzi was stunned, and the young man's expression was telling her how painful it was when he knew it.

Losing the right to be a mother means that she no longer has the ability to reproduce.

After being stunned for a while, Kyoko suddenly said softly: "But even so, Yamamoto-kun doesn't have to feel so guilty and painful. Why is it so painful?"

"Because..." he said mockingly, "I was the one who was responsible for secretly protecting you at that time."

He is the culprit.

Those eyes were clearly illuminated by the light, but they were still incredibly dark.

So it was, she thought.

Yesterday, when she asked the question, she clearly saw the change in his expression.

——The wounds of the past were mercilessly torn open.

That's how his expression made her feel.

While his reaction was more intense than anyone else's, she was surprised, and at the same time, she had a stronger premonition, maybe... Maybe he was the most hurt person in this incident, that's why she was so repulsive.

She just heard the truth and couldn't get her thoughts out for a moment, and saw him stand up before she had time to say anything.

"I know you must be very confused now, come to me after you figure it out."

She watched him leave without a word, and sat there for a long time without moving.After a long time, she let out a breath, stood up and walked in the direction he left.

Pushing open the door in front of her, all the people inside turned their heads to look at her. They were Boss Pengelie, the five guardians, and Li Baoen and Bai Lan. They seemed to be talking about something, but she couldn't control it anymore. too much.She walked straight to Yamamoto, stood still in front of him, raised her head to meet his complex and painful gaze, and smiled slightly.

"Yamamoto-kun, thank you for telling me everything, so I will also say to you instead of me ten years later—"

"I forgive you."

The document in his hand fell to the ground, and the young man's eyes were turbulent.

"Although Yamamoto-kun thinks that incident is his fault, I also want to say that it's not your fault, not your fault, Yamamoto-kun, so please don't carry this unnecessary burden."

"But…!"

She understood what he meant before. He wanted her to scold him for being so careless, which led to such a thing. Maybe he still wanted her to beat him up.But she didn't want to do that at all, she just wanted to ask him a question.

"Hey, would Yamamoto-kun mind me like that?" She tilted her head slightly, "Mind me who can't have children."

"How is it possible! How is it possible for me..." His tone gradually lowered, and he said in a patient voice, "I will mind."

The young man's sad expression as if he was crying made her reach out her hand to touch his cheek, and she showed a soft smile: "I don't mind, and you don't mind me like that, this is enough, we can still be happy forever Go on."

"But, you like children, don't you?!"

"It's not wrong for me to like children, but that doesn't mean that I have to have children by myself, and ah... It is said that giving birth will be very painful!" She said seriously, "I am very afraid of pain, so I can escape It's been a disaster."

She smiled mischievously.

"So don't suppress yourself anymore, don't carry a heavy burden that doesn't belong to you, Yamamoto-kun."

The girl's voice was so soft that he felt as if something heavy had been lifted from his body, and he bent down and hugged her tightly.

Feeling the trembling coming from him, Kyoko gently hugged him, the young man who had been holding back all this time.

After a long time, when he let her go, she turned and smiled at them.Looking at them, she said, "I already know about that, so don't hide anything from me anymore. Whatever it is, tell me."

"Because I want to be closer to you."

She smiled brightly, her eyes were serious to the point of dazzling.

The picture was fixed on the girl's smile, and the long black-haired woman took a step back and leaned against the wall, with her head tilted and her hands covering her eyes, only the corners of her mouth became more and more curved.

"Great..." She murmured first, and then suddenly increased her voice, "You did a great job, ha, ha ha ha!!"

The wild laughter was still floating in the room, she put down her hand, her eyes fixed on the frozen picture.

"I'm looking forward to you, Kyoko, let's end this quickly."

The author has something to say: So I say it is not a powerful method (Tan Shou

So the truth of two years ago is these, in fact, it is not mysterious and important at all (Touching

But because of this, it triggers a series of changes, ah, of course, not everything is triggered by it

One of the three major points is finally exposed, how to say it is still a sigh of relief, and then we have to work hard to expose the other two o(￣ヘ￣o#)

By the way: the word count is over again...

Having said that, there is actually one thing that Yamamoto didn't say, but it will be exposed soon