love, change 2

The comfortable wind brushed her cheeks, her consciousness was drowsy, as if someone was quietly staring at her beside her, subconsciously felt that the breath from this person reassured her, but the sudden pain on her cheek dispelled her desire to continue sleeping idea.

Jingzi's consciousness suddenly came to life, and the culprit's hand was slowly withdrawn.Facing her blank and surprised gaze, Lan Sha sighed exaggeratedly, with an accusatory tone: "Is it so boring to stay with me? They all fell asleep."

Embarrassed, Jingzi hurriedly shook her head, but when asked why, she pursed her lips in embarrassment.

"Actually, it's because I didn't sleep well?" Lan Sha hit the nail on the head, holding her chin and said, "Could it be because of the previous scene that I had nightmares? But it happened five days ago, and even the person involved was walking around alive and kicking." Come and go."

"I, I'm not because of that..." Jingzi said with some confidence.

"Then..." Lan Sha rolled her eyes and said with a smile, "You can go out with me today."

After the words fell, the girl's face turned pale.

"Look at you, this is your reaction when you mention going outside, don't you still say no? What happened last time must have left a deep shadow on you. Or..." She changed the subject, "Are you scared? Do something else?"

Kyoko's expression revealed shaken.

"Jingzi, who do you like?" Suddenly Lansha asked an irrelevant question, but soon she gave an explanation, "When those two were injured, you ran to Three or four trips to the ward, staying for several hours at a time, I can understand this, after all, they are hurt because of you, and you will feel guilty, but it is too enthusiastic, isn't it? In my opinion, this is a girl The level of urgency and worry that comes with hurting your sweetheart."

"Lansha, what are you talking about..."

Lan Sha interrupted her and continued: "But I remembered that when I was with you before, you would talk about Pengo Lie, and I thought you liked one of them at first, but then I found out that you would mention each of them I haven't been able to ask, I'm afraid it's just my misunderstanding, but now it seems that it's not my illusion."

"No, don't say it!" Jingzi stood up suddenly, her face was ugly, she seemed to feel that the voice was too loud, she forced a smile and said, "I'm not feeling well, I'm going back to my room first."

But Lansha grabbed her hand when she turned around. Taking advantage of this short pause, she turned her body and held her shoulders tightly. Her expression was serious and serious instead of the relaxed one just now.She looked at Jingzi intently and said, "Jingzi, why do you want to run away? This is not a problem that can be solved by running away."

"Please let me go, Lansha." Kyoko struggled to get away.

"How long are you going to run away?! Don't run away, Jing!"

Kyoko, who was restrained by her, stopped struggling, and stared blankly at the woman whose eyebrows were as cold as snow.She has never seen her like this before, she has always been smiling, making people think that she will never get angry.

But that anger only lasted for a moment, and Lan Sha said in a moderate tone: "Listen to me, emotional matters cannot be avoided. Once you escape, you will not be able to see your own heart clearly. Only when people see their own heart clearly, will they be able to understand each other. Read other people's hearts."

"Lansha..."

"Hey, what happened in your nightmare? It's the last thing you want to see, isn't it?" Seeing her hesitation, Lan Sha nodded lightly, let go of her shoulders, and took out what looked like candy. Something, "If you think my words are credible, then eat this."

"this is…?"

"This thing is called 'Stranger'. After eating it, everyone will regard you as a familiar stranger within a day, and they are the same." She put it in Jingzi's palm, "I hope you can see your heart clearly."

Lansha gave her an encouraging smile and left, leaving only Jingzi standing there blankly, staring at the things in the palm of her hand for a long time.

She understood the implication in her words, as long as she ate this, she would become an "insignificant person".Jingzi lowered her eyes, and Xifeng whispered in her ear, but she didn't hear it.

Jingzi suddenly took a deep breath, and put it in her mouth, it melted in her mouth, and she couldn't allow her to go back on her word.However, she will not regret it.

Until the sweet taste slowly disappeared from the tip of her tongue, Kyoko stepped out of the door, walking aimlessly.The friendly members who usually greeted her passed her by as if they didn't see her, and she knew it was working.

Unprepared, Kyoko met Liu Daomui head-on, she subconsciously stopped, her eyes fell on the ground, her heart beat faster as he approached.

Liu Dao Mu walked past her with leisurely steps, without hesitation.

"Mr. Skull..."

Her murmur did not escape Liu Dao Mu's ears, he turned around and looked at her for a long time, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Oh, I don't remember that you can call me 'Mu Jun' this kind of intimate How far is it, Kyoko Sasakawa."

Although his tone was joking, there was no smile in his eyes.

Is this... Stranger?Jingzi's eyes were in a daze for a moment, as if he had returned to the stage when the two just knew each other. He wore an elegant smile like a mask, but the smile revealed a faint irony.

At that time, she didn't understand that what she held in his arms was simply curiosity, but he scoffed, divided the areas, and isolated the two of them in different worlds.

"I'm sorry, Mukuro... Lord of the Six Paths."

Liu Dao Mu shrugged, turned and left.

Jingzi watched him leave, she couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in, she looked away, she turned around and suddenly saw a man standing behind her at some point, she was somewhat frightened.

"Sorry for scaring you." With a gentle smile on his delicate facial features, he apologized, "I saw you talking with Liu Dao just now, so I didn't make a sound."

Kyoko shook her head.

"I heard what he said to you just now." Gang Ji sighed slightly, "Liu Dao is such a person, he didn't target you, I hope you don't mind."

It sounded like he was apologizing on behalf of Liu Dao Mu, but Kyoko could hear a bit of alienation. His tone and words clearly put him and Liu Dao Mu into the same circle, but isolated her.So she understood that this was just superficial etiquette.

Suppressing all her emotions, she changed the subject: "What is Gangji-kun doing here?"

"I'm looking for Liu Dao." He smiled wryly, "I have to talk to him about some things."

Jingzi was stunned, and couldn't help asking what was the matter, but she regretted it when she blurted out, this is not a question that can be asked, even though the gentle smile on his face has not changed.

So there is a difference, she thought.

It turned out that in front of her, he had let go of all his pretense and showed his truest self.Otherwise, how could his disguise be easily seen through by her, just like now, she couldn't see clearly what mood he was in.

She said: "Mu... Liu Dao-kun is about to go far away, it's better for Tsunaji-kun to chase after him quickly."

Tsunaji nodded, said goodbye to her politely, and walked quickly in the direction of Liudao.

After regaining her senses, Kyoko remembered something, took out her mobile phone and looked at it, and it turned out that it was already the time agreed with Yuji. She hurriedly walked a few steps towards her room, but gradually stopped.

In the current situation, would he still teach her?Jingzi suddenly became a little uncertain.

After thinking twice, she still didn't go back to get the pen and notes, and went straight to the prison temple office.She paused when she raised her hand in front of the door, but knocked anyway.Probably Prison Temple was on the left and right sides of the door at this time, so he didn't call her in, but opened the door himself, and his cold handsome face didn't change at all when he saw her.

"Is something wrong?" His tone was very distant.

"Juji-jun, I'm..." Kyoko hesitated, but seeing his frowning tendency, she mustered up the courage to say, "I'm here to learn G characters."

"G character?" Prison Temple's eyebrows didn't move, but his tone became a bit colder, "I don't remember that I promised you to teach you G character."

It is impossible to teach you, his eyes said to her.

Kyoko took a step back somewhat at a loss.

"Is there anything else? If not, I still have something to do."

She could only shake her head, watching him close the door expressionlessly, the sound of closing the door echoed mercilessly in her ears.

Kyoko actually guessed that he had this kind of reaction. Compared with him when he was young, he is now calmer and calmer, so he will treat insignificant people with indifference and politeness.She wasn't surprised, but her imagination was nothing but her imagination, and she still couldn't help but tighten her heart.

"Huh? Sister Sasakawa, what are you doing in front of Brother Prison Temple?"

Jingzi saw the boy holding the coffee and drink looking at her suspiciously, she hurried forward to hold the tray, frowned and said, "Your leg injury is not fully healed, so don't carry anything."

The adult, Lan Bo, seemed a little surprised. He scratched his cheek with the fingers of his left hand: "Sister Sasakawa, the medical technology in the future has actually become very good, so you don't have to worry about it. Besides, he will definitely..."

As he spoke, he shivered.

Jingzi let go of his hand before he knew it, and after a moment of silence, he said that he wanted to go with him. His lord Lan Bo could think about it, so he agreed.

She's a little absent-minded, Sasakawa-san?He completely only regarded her as an elder, and it was the same with what he said just now. If it weren't for this situation, he would have said "I don't want girls to come and get things".

The sudden sense of oppression brought Kyoko back to her senses. The black-haired young man who stood in front of her had a calm expression and said indifferently, "You are blocking my way."

"Senior Skylark, what is your clothes...?"

The clothes on his body seemed to have been scratched in several places by a sharp weapon, obviously after a fight.

Yunque just stared at her, his eyes unmoved, Kyoko hesitated for a moment and stepped out of the way, he walked straight past without a moment's pause.When he was far away, the lord Lan Bo breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered: "Yun Shou is still scary as usual."

Jingzi stared at the back without saying a word, her eyes dazed.It turned out that she was so used to asking him and he answered her. Since when did he respond to her?

She had forgotten that it should have been taken for granted.

Following the adult Lan Bo, she continued to walk, and when she came to the familiar balcony, she immediately saw a young man in a black hat in a shaded gazebo.He looked up at them, and when they got close, he put down the book in his hand and said, "It took 4 minutes to serve the coffee, it really is your efficiency."

My lord, Lan Bo obediently put down the tray.

"Are you worried about him, so did you follow?" Seeing her nodding, Li Baoen said in a steady voice, "This guy has very strong vitality, even if he can't use it for anything, the only thing he can do is to serve tea. , you can rest assured."

The lord, Lan Bo, was used to him criticizing him badly, so he just sipped his drink in silence.

Seeing that there was no reason to stay any longer, Kyoko left.She walked a few steps towards the entrance, stopped again, and turned to look at Li Baowen, who was holding coffee, she was a little puzzled.

It's obviously the same expression, but why does it feel so much unfamiliar to her?

She shook her head and left here, but she didn't know where to go. She hesitated for a while, and thought of floating in the water for no reason, so she walked towards the lake.

The lake was sparkling, Jingzi found a flat stone and sent it out, it jumped a few times on the water before sinking.This is what Yamamoto taught her. After that day, he and her practiced here a few times, and finally let her learn how to float.

The sound of clapping hands interrupted her memory, and the white-haired young man came clapping his hands from behind her, and at the same time, Kyoko also saw the black-haired young man.

"Oh~ I didn't expect Xiao Jingzi to play with this." Bai Lan picked up a stone with a smile and threw it towards the surface of the water. The stone jumped and finally sank to the bottom of the water. "Did your brother teach you that?"

Kyoko was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously glanced at Yamamoto, but she didn't expect him to look at her too, so she turned her eyes away wondering if she should answer.

Fortunately, Bai Lan didn't really mean to ask. He patted the dust off his hands, and Yamamoto calmly asked, "Bai Lan, what's the matter with you today?"

"I wanted to talk to Tsunayoshi-kun, but I couldn't find him, so I just wandered around here. I didn't expect to meet the two of you." Bai Lan spread her hands, and then put them in her pockets casually, "Yamamoto-kun Do you know where he is?"

"Gangna probably has six conversations with Skylark."

"Oh?" Bai Lan became interested, "Could it be for... that matter?"

Yamamoto glanced at Jingzi, and Bai Lan naturally understood what he was worried about, looked her up with a smile, and said, "This child is an unrelated person, so you don't want her to know?"

Kyoko's pupils shrank slightly.

"You guys are still being dishonest." With a casual smile on his lips, he turned to ask her, "Xiao Jingzi, do you want to know what that matter is?"

"...Thank you, no need." She smiled slightly, "If you have something important to discuss, I'll go first."

Yamamoto nodded and looked away from her, while Bai Lan smiled regretfully.

Kyoko pursed her lips, stopped walking around, and returned to her room.The curtains were drawn to block out all the light, and the room was suddenly dark. She lay down on the bed powerlessly. In this place where no one could see, she let go of all her emotions.

"Can you bear it?" she asked herself, multiple images flashed through her mind, and she drooped her long eyelashes.

Their indifference, their indifference, their alienation, can she bear it?

The answer is already there.

Whether it's this question, or—the feelings that Lansha wants her to see clearly.

In fact, Lan Sha was wrong, what she should see clearly was not her own feelings, because she knew it well.

Jingzi has always been clear, too clear, and it is impossible to even pretend to be confused.

Falling in love with someone is love, but... how about falling in love with more than one person?

From the moment she discovered this feeling, she had been terrified.Afraid of being rejected by them, afraid that they will give her disgusted eyes when they find out, and afraid that they will stay away from her and alienate her.So she had to pretend not to know, only if she didn't know, could she stay by their side calmly.

In fact, she also thought about burying this feeling, but they are too good, so good that she can't look away, let alone suppress and remove this feeling, she can only let it germinate and grow, and grow in her heart over time. Rooted, entangled all her sanity.

When she confirmed that she could no longer stop it, she had already decided that she must not let anyone know the existence of this feeling.

It is impossible to realize this relationship, she said to herself at that time, but, but... as long as they can be by their side.

That's enough.

But the battle five days ago woke her up suddenly, and today she became someone who was irrelevant to them. After experiencing their indifference, she completely understood.

This is no longer the time for her to hide her feelings.

It turned out that compared to their disgusted eyes and their alienation, what frightened her more was losing them.

In the past few days, she has dreamed of their death countless times, bleeding blindingly, right in front of her eyes, and every time she wakes up screaming, every time she is grateful that it is just a dream, almost crying.

The world of mafia may be accompanied by danger at any moment. Last time they survived by chance, what about next time?What about next time?

At the thought of this, Kyoko was so frightened that she couldn't help herself.

After a wave of fear, what followed was a stronger desire. She didn't understand what this desire was a few times ago, but now she understands it.

It was a strong desire to tell their hearts, to get closer to them.

She wants to no longer hide her feelings, and wants to express her heart openly.

Thinking of this, Jingzi seemed to let go of the stone that had been pressing on her heart for a long time, and her mood suddenly became brighter.

She couldn't help laughing, but her nose was sour, and she shed tears.She didn't stop it, but let it overflow her eyes, blurring her vision.

She wants to cry a lot, and after crying, she wants to face them with the most authentic mood.

She will no longer be confused.

Outside the door, the black-haired woman leaned on the door panel and listened to the faint crying sound coming from inside the door. She lowered her head slightly, her bangs covering her expression.

"It's not enough, this is still not enough, Kyoko."

she whispered.

"You must follow my plan completely, and you must not deviate from it in the slightest."

The corner of her mouth raised a strange arc.

The author has something to say: Well, I really didn’t have time to update yesterday, this is already what I expected (being beaten

This chapter mainly talks about Kyoko's confusion about her own feelings. It is not something that she can easily accept if she likes more than one person, but she cares more about their opinions than her own feelings, so she dare not take a step forward. This step, so I arrange a shootout

I hope I didn't write this chapter too suddenly, although I feel a little bad at writing QAQ

Kyoko will be active after this chapter (laughs)

But before that, I have to write the Beijing chapter first, and then I will write the Jingzi chapter after finishing the Beijing chapter (bow