Quickly travel through the book: Xiaocao Raiders Flower God

The night is just right tonight, a crescent moon hangs high in the night sky, the bright moonlight falls on the flowers and plants in the garden, accompanied by the sound of insects in the middle of the night, it is a picture of the moonlight in midsummer.

At this time, Xiaoqi and Luo Qian were waiting in the garden for the epiphyllum to bloom. The two chatted with each other, standing by the edge of the epiphyllum tree like two big children, watching the epiphyllum bloom, as if returning home. The most innocent time of childhood.

"Luo Qian, when will these epiphyllum bloom?" Xiaoqi rested her chin with one hand, stretched out her hand to touch the green leaves of the epiphyllum, and asked boredly.

"Wait a little longer, it is estimated that it will open one after another after nine o'clock." Luo Qian put his arms around Xiaoqi's waist, and looked up at the extremely lush Tan Huayuan, and his heart was full of anticipation.

When it was about nine o'clock, the epiphyllum had begun to bloom one after another, one after another, and the snow-white epiphyllum had no flaws, just like the most flawless white jade. No wonder some people called the epiphyllum a viburnum. Is it Qiong Zi's lost appearance?

Layers upon layers of petals like snow, pure white and flawless color, pure and pleasant fragrance, when all the epiphyllum blooms in the garden, Xiaoqi and Luo Qian couldn't help but be amazed by it, because it is so beautiful, this There should be in heaven.

When Xiaoqi couldn't help but walked over to caress the petals of an epiphyllum, Luo Qian stood there quietly looking at Xiaoqi's side face, looking at the most beautiful existence in his heart.

The delicate curve of the side face, the straight nose bridge, the bright red lips, and his favorite black and clear eyes, in his heart, those eyes seemed to reflect all the dirt in the world and wash away all the dirt. Sin, give him peace and tranquility.

His heart suddenly became very quiet, and Luo Qian suddenly felt that the scene in front of him seemed to have happened at a certain point in time, making him just look at Xiaoqi like this, as if seeing the end of time.

However, Xiaoqi looks so clean, like this garden full of epiphyllums, but he is so dirty and vulgar. With his dark past and blood on his hands, can he really be worthy of the Qionghua falling from the sky?

A bit of bitterness flashed through Luo Qian's heart, and Luo Qian couldn't help but think back to the past years. He tried his best to become the pride of heaven in the eyes of others, adorning his appearance with accumulated honors, aristocratic appearance and decent clothes. He has become an elegant and noble son in everyone's mouth, but only he knows that all of this is just to hide the inferiority and timidity in his heart.

Can you really have it?Guigui young master, can someone like him really live in his eyes?For the first time in history, Luo Qian felt uncertain and hesitant in his heart.

"Seven seven."

"Huh?" Xiaoqi turned her head back with a smile on her face, but Luo Qian just looked at him and said nothing, with a bit of doubt in her eyes, "Do you have something to say?"

Shaking his head, Luo Qian suddenly took a step forward, squeezed Xiaoqi's chin and kissed her.

No matter what, no matter what method is used, this person, he will be determined!He is not a good person, even if he uses the bloody past to get the other party's sympathy, he will not hesitate, anyway, his heart is already black, since he can't let go, let's try his best to snatch it!

The branches of the epiphyllum were bumped into by the two people, and some of the petals of the epiphyllum scattered and floated down, and landed beside the two of them. One of the petals fell on the lips where the two met, instantly making the kiss dizzy Stained with the scent of epiphyllum.

Raising his hand to push the petals, Luo Qian backed away a little, but did not let go of Xiaoqi, just quietly staring at Xiaoqi and looking back into his eyes.

For a long, long time, neither of them spoke, until Luo Qian said softly: "You know what? I didn't believe in love, or even any human feelings, but I met you."

A flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, Xiaoqi didn't quite understand the deep meaning in Luo Qian's words, and when he saw Luo Qian raised his hand, he subconsciously blinked, letting Luo Qian stretch out his hand to brush his forehead hair, then raised his eyes and asked: "What? mean?"

Instead of answering directly, Luo Qian smiled and said in an understatement tone, as if telling an irrelevant story, "Do you know? I am a product of crime, and I should not be born. My mother... huh... She won't let me call her mom, so I'll use her instead. She hates me and doesn't recognize me because I'm the evidence she was raped and the reason she was abandoned by her marriage partner."

The bottom of her heart trembled slightly, although Xiaoqi already knew about Luo Qian's past, but when she heard Luo Qian talk about her past in such an indifferent tone, her heart still couldn't help but feel a little ache.

Stretching out to hold Luo Qian's hand, Xiao Qi realized that Luo Qian's palm was covered with cold sweat, and it felt damp to the touch, showing that Luo Qian's heart was not peaceful.

Xiaoqi didn't dislike Luo Qian's sweaty palms, but clenched Luo Qian even more, wanting to give some support.

As if there was a feeling in his heart, Luo Qian clasped Xiaoqi's hand even tighter, and smiled at Xiaoqi, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I just want to share a story with you, tell you about me Hidden past."

Hearing this, Xiaoqi took a step forward, hugging Luo Qian's back with the other hand, and buried her head deeply in Luo Qian's arms, her voice was humming and nasal, revealing a bit of distress, " Well... if you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

Raising his hand to touch the back of Xiaoqi's head, Luo Qian's tone completely calmed down, and his heartbeat also gradually calmed down, because suddenly he seemed to have strength, knowing that Xiaoqi would not despise him, would not think he was dirty, Will accept the real him, "No, I want to tell you, I want you to know the real me."

After a pause, Luo Qian started talking, "Do you know why I study psychology?"

"Why?" Looking up, Xiaoqi stood on tiptoe and kissed Luo Qian's chin, in exchange for Luo Qian's low smile and an extremely gentle kiss on the top of his head.

"Because I used to be a mentally ill patient, I suffer from severe schizophrenia." Having said this, Luo Qian slightly tightened the hand that had been sliding on the back of Xiaoqi's head, and firmly held the back of Xiaoqi's neck, The tone also became more low, "I want to understand my own illness and treat myself."

When Luo Qian finished saying this, Xiao Qi suddenly felt a change in Luo Fan's soul fragments, as if the two fragments were beginning to fuse, which made him happy, and began to understand Luo Qian and Luo Jun faintly. The key point of fusion is to accept the other party as a true part of oneself. The most important thing is that the master Grotchen no longer resists his past, but opens his heart to accept those dark pasts, so as to come out completely.

After that, Xiaoqi quietly listened to Luo Qian talk about the past in his memory, those abuses, cold violence, crazy mother, constant injuries, and the second personality that gradually appeared because of being driven crazy, and his true personality indifference and darkness.

"You know? I can't trust a person. I will keep doubting, covering up, and hypnotizing with gentle illusions. It seems that I feel safe only when I am far away from everyone. But you are different... Seven Seven, you are really different, you are like...like a ray of sunshine...your eyes are like clear springs, so watery, so bright, hehe...it makes me addicted, and makes me afraid...it makes me worry about gain and loss, which led to my recent My mental state is a little unstable, and I'm afraid I'll lose you...hehe...do you think I'm a little scary?" Luo Qian said with a low smile, and Luo Qian's tone gradually became a little bit bitter.

The more he listened to Xiaoqi, the more uncomfortable he felt. When he heard Luo Qian personally say about killing that woman, he couldn't help but think back to the scene he saw in Luo Qian's dream.The young man with exquisite eyebrows and cold eyes held a sharp knife in his hand, his eyes were full of scarlet, anger and resentment, and the blood soaked in the woman's chest, which made his heart ache and sore, but he had no fear, because of this The murder case, compared to everything that Luo Qian has suffered, is really not good to talk about right and wrong, crime and punishment.

It can only be said that the target of women's revenge was wrong from the very beginning. She was also a victim. She was only to blame for the indifference of society, the cruelty of human nature and the fragility of false love. She was obviously a victim when she was raped, but Being scorned by society, abandoned by her fiancé, and even being laughed at by others as "deserving it", "who made her look beautiful", "who made her dress short", as if being raped//violated was her fault.The rape//violent was not sanctioned by the law because of her family background, so she was suffering, resentful and even crazy. In the end, she was just a poor woman. She was not wrong at all, but she made a mistake, and that was for Luo Qian ill.

It was because she could have chosen not to give birth to Luo Qian, or to be more open-minded and firm, to resist social pressure, to abandon her fiancé who was unwilling to accept her, and to be a true and excellent self, but she chose neither of the two options, but chose The most difficult thing is to give birth to this child, but not to raise the child well, which leads to even greater tragedies.

She vented all her resentment on the innocent children until she drove the same poor child crazy, and in the end the two of them almost died together, while those who harmed others were still alive and well. Isn't this the pain of relatives and the happiness of enemies? ?

Xiaoqi blinked, forced back the tears that were about to fill her eyes, couldn't help but hugged Luo Qian more tightly, and said with a sob: "Don't say it, don't say it...it's all over, everything is over, in the future... From now on, I will be with you, I will be with you... I am not afraid of you, I like you, like you, like you!"

Hearing Xiaoqi's words, Luo Qian's voice that was still talking suddenly stopped, he hugged Xiaoqi tightly, couldn't help raising his head, and suppressed the raging enthusiasm in his eyes, he didn't expect Xiaoqi to say such a similar promise If he said that, he thought... that Xiaoqi would hate him, be afraid of him, and... alienate him... because he was... obviously so dirty, so vile, his flesh and blood were all vile, because he was a strong //The son of a violent criminal is an existence that everyone despises. Even though he tried his best to cover it up, he still had to admit it.

Slightly lowering his eyelids, Luo Qian finally couldn't hold back the soreness in his eyes, and hot tears rolled down from his eyes, helping him vent the grievances, resentment, loneliness, inferiority and guilt that he had hidden in these years.

In fact, up to now, after he became sensible, he would not hate his mother long ago, otherwise he would not be able to lock his second personality and become an almost normal person.Just because he understood that his mother was more pitiful than him. Back then, he was almost strangled to death by his mother, and his mother was killed by his second personality. All the unjust debts should have ended long ago.He should move forward instead of looking back all the time. As for his mother, she has suffered so much in this life, she will definitely have a good life in the next life, meet a good man, live in a generous and peaceful era, and live happily end their lives, and those who harm others will surely die a bad death and fall into hell forever.

"Qiqi..." The voice was so deep that it was even a bit hoarse. Luo Qian kissed Xiaoqi's hair, and he couldn't even believe that he could get a heart and an understanding. He is a strong// The son of the violent criminal, he is still a murderer. Although no one mentions it again, he will always remember it in his heart, but today, he feels that he can let it go, because he has Xiaoqi, and someone who knows everything and is willing to stay with him one person.

"Seven seven..."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Laughing with a crying voice, Xiaoqi placed her head on Luo Qian's chest, and said softly: "I will love you, one day. Now, I like you, very much, very much, no matter what it is I like you like this."

As soon as the words were spoken, Luo Jun's soul image seemed to appear in front of Xiaoqi's eyes. It was Luo Qian in his youth. His eyes were finally no longer gloomy and indifferent, but happy like a real young man. With a smile, he grabbed the corner of his mother's clothes, coquettishly, and called, "Mom, mom, I love you so much, do you love me?"

There was no madness or hysteria on that woman's face. Instead, she was filled with a confident and beautiful smile, exuding a charming demeanor. She smiled and opened her arms to embrace the child she loved, hated, pity and guilt, and said softly: "I'm sorry, mom loves you. Mom should love you. In the next life, I will be your mother's child, okay? Mom loves you forever."

"Hehe...hehe...hehe..."

A series of silver bell-like laughter came from my ears, and then the laughter gradually faded away, from big to small, until it completely disappeared in my ears, and the images of the young Luo Qian and that woman also completely disappeared in front of my eyes, until the small Qi saw a string of soul fragments belonging to Luo Jun flying down into Luo Qian's body with a long fluorescent tail, gradually merging with the soul fragments of Luo Qian's main personality.

From then on, Luo Qian is Luo Jun, and Luo Jun is Luo Qian, one is the past and the other is the present, they jointly create the future, the best and most perfect Luo Qian in the future.

At this very moment, the Bingdi lotus in Xiaoqi's sea of ​​consciousness finally fully bloomed, and the two thousand-petal lotus flowers were so beautiful that they swayed in the sea of ​​Xiaoqi's consciousness, happily enjoying the nourishment of love provided by Xiaoqi, wantonly Open up, releasing the purest and most beautiful youth.

Lotus and lotus, even if they come out of mud, are still not stained with dust. Their souls are the purest. Even after experiencing pain and suffering, they are still strong and open, exuding unique charm, giving love, collecting love, and blooming burning fragrant flowers.

When Xiaoqi looked at the new soul fragments that belonged to Bingdilian in her palm and had been integrated into one, she couldn't help but smiled and said silently, "Clear water produces hibiscus, which can be carved naturally. Luo Qian, Luo Jun, a modest gentleman, dignified and elegant."