Looking at Yunjuan Yunshu

After Brother Zhu Wang's father asked me to resign to prepare for the engagement, and when I got into trouble with Brother Zhu Wang because of the small problem of sending flowers, I didn't expect that Brother Zhu Wang would fall in love with another woman so passionately in a short period of time.

I have cried and made trouble, and even got into a small car accident while driving under the influence of alcohol, but it didn't shake brother Zhu Wang's heart. It turns out that men are so heartless when they don't love women.

Just when I thought I was going crazy thinking about Brother Zhuwang and was about to collapse, he appeared by my side again. He patiently coaxed me to take the medicine, watched me fall asleep, and I gradually felt relieved.

But within a few days, when I felt relieved that he had changed his mind, Brother Zhu Wang disappeared again. No matter how I searched for him or called him, he never got a response.I was in so much pain that I finally thought I'd try again and if it didn't work I'd leave the world that made me suffer so much.I called him and said, "Brother Zhu Wang, I only love you in my life. If you don't marry me, I will jump off the Han River Bridge, and I will never live in such pain again."

What I didn't expect was that Brother Zhu Wang said he wanted to marry me within a few days.I cried with joy, brother Zhu Wang still loves me and cares about me, right?Otherwise, he wouldn't get married so soon because of my words.I happily put on my wedding dress and married him. I didn't notice the abnormality of my parents during this period, and I ignored Brother Zhuwang's expression of no joy at the wedding. I only thought that I was the happiest bride in the world .

During the honeymoon, Brother Zhu Wang ignored me because he was busy with work, and I was not as angry as before. I am already his wife, so I should be considerate of his work as my mother said.

I thought my life was complete like this, but God made a big joke on me.The first time I returned to Korea after my honeymoon, what greeted me was not the smile of my mother-in-law, but a kind of impatience and contempt.My parents, the parents I have always been proud of turned out to be shameless extramarital affairs, my amiable father was a cold-blooded person who abandoned his wife and daughter, my beautiful mother was a mistress who seduced a married sister’s husband, And I am the strongest evidence of their adultery, which makes me feel so embarrassing.

It turned out that those previous blows were so insignificant, but this is the devastating blow, it destroyed everything about me.Am I, a person born with sin, entitled to happiness?

Grandma and mother are so indifferent and disgusting towards me. I never thought that they would treat me like this one day, but I dare not be dissatisfied. I know it is my parents' fault, and it is also my fault. Original sin born with.

In this family, only Brother Zhu Wang is kind to me, but I still feel the indifference that has been vague since the wedding.Brother Zhu Wang, are you even blaming me?I am in great pain.

I can't accept that my parents are immoral people, and I can't forgive what they did. I don't see them, and I try to get to know sister Ya Liying, hoping to get their understanding and become good sisters with her.

But I couldn't find Sister Yaliying, and I thought she didn't want to see me.In the growing loneliness, I couldn't help but miss my parents. Although they did something wrong, they were the only ones who cared and tolerated my wayward daughter infinitely.

The marriage time is getting longer and longer, brother Zhu Wang is busy with work every day, grandma and mother-in-law don't want to talk to me at all, and my stomach doesn't move.

Sometimes I wonder if it was right to marry Brother Zhu Wang who wanted to die or live?I'm not happy at all in Li's house, sometimes I suspect that I'm a machine that can vent my anger, why do I love Brother Zhu Wang?Does love him be cold to me, always ignoring my existence?

When Ms. Su Zhenxi found Li's family and said that she was pregnant with Brother Zhu Wang's child, I felt desperate to die, and I also had a contradictory feeling of relief that this kind of ending really came.

Maybe when I learned about what my parents had done, I thought I would not be happy in this life!

In fact, when I committed suicide, Zhu Wangge’s affair only accounted for a small part of the blow, and more because I really lost the motivation to live.

However, I did not die. Brother Zhu Wang's self-blame did not move me. When I saw my parents' old and sad faces, I felt that I should not seek death. I still have my parents to take care of.

Aunt Yingchun helped me, and she asked for a sum of money for me.Maybe Brother Zhu Wang still has that ridiculous guilt towards me!The Li family paid me a large amount of alimony without much hesitation, and gave me an apartment within a building like the one my natal family lived in before I got married.

I no longer have the so-called self-esteem. The ridiculous sympathy of the Li family is just enough for me to take my parents to live with me. I haven't repaid my parents for their kindness.No matter what they are, they are always the parents who love and raise me.

Later, I learned from Marlene that there was someone else who helped me.

I just found out that Aunt Han Jinghui was blinded by crying because of Shiying's disappearance. Shiying turned out to be my younger brother. Aunt Jinghui was forced to divorce and made him autistic from birth so he was kidnapped. Elder sister Ya Liying also supported the whole family at a young age due to the tragedy of her mother and younger brother. She was too tired to work and had a car accident that ruined her appearance and underwent plastic surgery.It turns out that my happiness since I was a child was based on the misfortune of my sister and brother. I really hate my birth.

I also know that Brother Zhu Wang likes sister Ya Liying, if it is not because of me, they will get married!Brother Zhu Wang is right, he should like my sister, not me, who was born with sin, but I robbed my sister's position, that's why I'm so unlucky, this is God's punishment for me!

I also know that my parents used to have the cheek to recognize Shiying’s younger brother, just because he is the famous gold medal screenwriter "Hu Shen", and my father even threatened sister Ya Liying for this, I feel very ashamed, I can’t believe it My parents were like this, and again I feel like I can't forgive them.

Ma Lin also told me that Shiying hired a lawyer and someone to investigate the evidence of Zhu Wang's cheating, and Aunt Yingchun was entrusted by him.

It turned out that Shiying still cared about me.Yes, they are all kind people, and they will not hurt others because of their own selfishness, I should have known earlier.

I don't deserve to be their sister, and I don't dare to recognize each other. I can only be optimistic about my parents and stop them from messing around.I can only silently bless my sister and brother in my heart.

They are so outstanding and dazzling, but I am so ordinary and insignificant. My parents let them experience half a lifetime of suffering. They must never want to see our family of three, and I have no face to appear in front of them.After going through all this, I realized how ignorant and self-willed I was, how ridiculous and hurtful my thoughts were, and now I finally learned to be considerate, and just stand at a distance and watch the happiness of their lives , Happiness is enough!

When I was a 36-year-old volunteer caring for autistic children and abandoned babies, I met the psychologist Song Chengyuan. I didn’t dare to have any illusions about his care and consideration. When everyone around me began to tease us as a couple, I felt Started to stay away from him.

I didn't expect Mr. Cheng Yuan to chase after me, so I rejected him.He asked why, he obviously felt that I also had a good impression of him, I told him the story of my parents and me, and told him that I was not worthy of happiness.

But I didn't expect that after listening to my story, Mr. Cheng Yuan didn't stay away from me, but told me that life should not be indulged in the past. He also told me that his whole family had a car accident, his wife and children died and only he survived.

Half a year later, I put on my wedding dress for the second time. Facing my mother who was holding me and crying bitterly, I knew what my parents had always worried about me.Looking at Mr. Cheng Yuan who has been looking at me with concern, I think maybe I can let go of the life of chasing happiness in the past.

After marriage, Mr. Cheng Yuan donated more than half of his assets for my wish of becoming a mother, and accompanied me to the United States to be a test-tube baby. In the spring of the second year, when the flowers bloomed, our experiment was successful. On the eve of the Spring Festival, we finally embraced a baby. For my lovely daughter, I leaned into Cheng Yuanjun's arms and cried a lot.

I think my ordeal is finally over and my new life begins, looking at my loving husband and lovely daughter.

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