When Jin Youyan came home, her alcoholic boyfriend had already fallen asleep, and he didn't know if he drank too much and even his parents didn't know each other. He didn't sleep on the bed, but lay directly on the floor, even though it was early summer, But there was still a big temperature difference at night, she hesitated for a while and took a blanket to cover him.She knows that this alcoholic boyfriend is very pitiful, but she doesn't sympathize with him. Why do you vent your anger on your girlfriend because of your own troubles?Still not a man?Of course, Jin Youyan does not sympathize with the original owner. You feel that you can endure all this because of love, and other people have nothing to say. Anyway, the injured person is only you. You don’t mind yourself, so why should others feel sorry for you? ——Okay, only that silly boy would feel distressed. Thinking of this, Jin Youyan couldn't help but support her forehead. To be honest, Quan Zhilong in this piercing is too good. It's not that she didn't see his devotion these days , even thought that he would take the blame for himself in the future, obviously this is just a virtual space, she couldn't help but light the wax for Quan Zhilong - whoever wants you to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you is destined to be abused, and even if abused No complaints.
She fell asleep with a mess of thoughts in her head, and when she woke up, the drunkard was gone again.She deeply suspected that maybe in his heart, this place was no different from the trash can on the side of the road - he could sleep on his feet.She decided to use the little money that Quan Zhilong donated to herself for free to buy a pair of shoes, the kind of soft leather flat shoes, she found that the original owner seemed to only have high heels, and then simple canvas shoes, but she was going to work after all, although it was just a convenience Store cashier (...), but you also have to pay attention to your image, don't you?The cashier is always standing, it must be very hard, and high heels are really not advisable.Standing in front of the mirror, she had to complain again and suddenly went back to the past to see the messiness of these so-called fashion clothes... This is not me, this is not me... After saying it a hundred times, she put on the off-the-shoulder top that she hated before There are also knee-length skirts to go out.
When she saw Quan Zhilong waiting at the intersection, she didn't know what to say about this silly boy. Perhaps whether it was Quan Zhilong in reality or this illusory him, there was an obsession that made people want to throw the table Bar.Why bother, Jin Youyan felt that if the other party didn't like her, then forget it, there's no need to keep getting involved like this, she walked up to Quan Zhilong, and casually pulled out her hair: "Hey, the weather is really nice today."
Quan Zhilong silently pulled out a bag of milk from behind and handed it to her: "Good morning." Jin Youyan didn't know whether to accept it or not, but Quan Zhilong at this time really resembled her first boyfriend Well, that was when she was in her freshman year of high school, and the impression that the boyfriend left on her now is - tall, thin, and white.Every day, he pushes his bicycle and waits for her at the intersection two blocks away from her home, and then she rushes over with her schoolbag on her back, and he will take out a carton of milk from the schoolbag and hand it to her.She has always remembered that once after school with this boyfriend, there was a seller of roasted sweet potatoes on the street, she held his arm and pointed to the old couple who sold sweet potatoes: "In the future, even if I sell roasted sweet potatoes with you I am willing too!" At that time, her boyfriend rubbed her face and said a silly girl, but in fact she knew that he was very happy.She used to be too young, so the love she gave was absolutely sincere. Seeing Quan Zhilong like this, Jin Youyan was inexplicably sad. She hesitated for a while, took the milk, and pretended to ask casually: "You just gave it to me? milk?"
He shook his head, it was very hot today, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his face: "Didn't you say you were looking for a job? I will accompany you, and I will take you to the hospital after I find it. You still have bruises on your body." Right? You need to ask the doctor to prescribe some ointment." Jin Youyan shook her head and said directly: "I have already found a job, I went to the clinic downstairs yesterday and prescribed some ointment, it's fine, don't worry." ——One Why does the ointment cost 5000 yuan! Why!Now it's not 14 years why is it so expensive!
Quan Zhilong's expression was slightly sad, Jin Youyan couldn't stand it anymore, so she said that she was going to buy shoes, and asked him if he wanted to go together, and then he laughed happily.After choosing a pair of white soft-soled leather shoes in a wholesale mall in Dongdaemun, Jin Youyan was satisfied. Although it didn't look very good-looking, she was already thankful for buying this pair of shoes for 1 yuan!I don't know if it was her illusion, but she always felt that Quan Zhilong's expression was a little disgusted. ——What do you dislike?You don't have any money to cut yourself!
After walking around for a long time, the two of them became tired like dogs.Jin Youyan was also a little embarrassed, so she dragged Quan Zhilong to a milk tea shop, everyone ordered the most common and cheapest pearl milk tea, and then sat on the chairs chatting with each other, she had nothing to do when she was free. I took the post-it note that the shopkeeper left here specially, and wrote on the paper with a pink highlighter - Mom and Dad are in good health, and Yuyan is more beautiful every day than yesterday.
She was stuck on the wall, and he leaned over to take a look, and saw that she had written a sentence in the lower right corner of the post-it note, and he couldn't help being stunned - By. Suki.
Jin Youyan didn't care about this either, and smiled directly: "The English name... well, it's also a pseudonym, Suki. Do you know? Suki, it's the pronunciation of "like" in Japanese." Quan Zhilong repeated the English name , showing an inexplicable smile.
Suki?OK, remember.
In the afternoon, everyone went back to each house to find their own mothers.Jin Youyan is still very happy today, why?I bought a pair of cheap shoes, and I ate fried chicken just now. Although Quan Zhilong bought it, where did he get the money from?Isn't it all given to her?Well, does he also save private money?She just knew it!How can anyone give so selflessly!She just knew it!How could Quan Zhilong's style who likes to stab people suddenly become an extinct good man!
Unexpectedly, just after entering the door, she saw her alcoholic boyfriend sitting on the bed with a wine bottle in his hand. Apart from the necessary communication, Jin Youyan basically chose a zero-communication mode with him.She threw the bag and the paper bag on the sofa, and sat at the dressing table to start removing makeup. The alcoholic boyfriend suddenly smiled sinisterly: "Did you have a good date?"
Crazy again?Jin Youyan ignored him.
He stood up and suddenly stood behind her, grabbed her, and slapped her. Jin Youyan was overwhelmed by the slap, she was slapped to the side. Although it didn't hurt, she would be angry if someone slapped her like this !Subconsciously covered her face and stared at him angrily, the alcoholic boyfriend wanted to slap her, but unfortunately Jin Youyan was not the original owner of the bun, so she dodged and yelled at the man, "Why are you crazy!"
"Why am I crazy? You think I don't know when you're with that kid every day? Let me tell you, Jin Youyan, wants to leave me? Don't even think about it in this life!" The wine bottle was thrown on the ground, and Jin Youyan was so angry that she began to speak indiscriminately at this moment: "I tell you, I've had enough of you! When someone else finds a boyfriend, not to mention tall, rich and handsome, at least one of them must be one of them! Look at you, you are neither tall nor handsome, and you have no money! That’s all! Who the hell made me blind to you! If you treat me better, I will admit it with gritted teeth Is there any reason for you to coax you and not let others talk about you! I tell you that we are done for! Get out! Get out of my house! This is my home!"
She has been enduring these days, and she found that some extreme emotions of the original owner still remained in her body, so at this moment, she broke out all at once.
"I'm going to get lost, so you can stay with that kid, right?" The alcoholic boyfriend also yelled back, the violent factor in his body was stimulated, and it soared to the highest point. His strength was much stronger than Jin Youyan, and he pulled her away. His hair hit the wall.Jin Youyan felt that another soul in her body was gradually awakening, and she could clearly feel that it was not her... but the original owner.She couldn't even control her behavior, picked up the flower pot on the table and threw it on the head of the alcoholic boyfriend, he was dizzy, but she still didn't let go... like crazy He smashed it desperately, as if he wanted to vent all the emotions accumulated in his heart for more than half a year...
When Jin Youyan came back to her senses, she saw that the man limp on the ground was covered in blood, and she was still holding the murder weapon in her hand - a flowerpot.She screamed loudly in fright and threw the flowerpot out...
It was clearly not her just now! !It's obviously not her! !
She didn't want to kill him! !
What should I do! !
Just when she was so frightened that her whole body became weak, and she wished she could faint in the next second, the phone rang, her hands were trembling, and she couldn't press the connect button all the time.But the guy on the other end was patient...
Finally pressed down.
"Yoyan..." Just as Quan Zhilong opened his mouth, Jin Youyan couldn't help crying, "I...I, I, I...Quan Zhilong, I killed...I killed..."
The author has something to say: Some readers said that after reading the last two chapters, the heroine felt a bit unbearable to look at directly...
This time I want to challenge a heroine with a fuller and more comprehensive personality
In fact, she is very similar to many people around us, including you, including me. She is greedy for life and afraid of death, smart, and happy with the situation. For example, the confession of Brother Long was written in the last chapter—just like a little girl who has not been hurt.She is such a person, and what should I say about this person, she has a lot of problems, uh, she doesn't have lofty ideals, and she always makes some ridiculous jokes. I try to make this character more down-to-earth.The most striking character in her is authenticity.
I have written several types of heroines, such as Kim Jin-ah who is gentle on the surface but scheming (many readers said that they want to read similar dark articles, sorry, I can’t write a second Kim Jin-ah anymore, That is the true child in my mind, there is nothing that can be copied or replaced.) For example, Park Eun-ji, who looks soft but has inner principles and strives hard for her dreams, and Xiao Su, a gentle, kind, classical beauty with a sense of responsibility.This time, I want to write a down-to-earth heroine.
As for Brother Long, you may think that every time you travel through time, you will meet different Brother Long who will play, laugh, I believe that you have seen many types of Brother Long on the big JJ, I am very relieved about this.
Let me explain to you
The heroine's emotional intelligence is not low, and she doesn't know Xiaobai, so it's not a setting to make the heroine like Long Ge.The main reason for the heroine to fall in love with someone so quickly is that Minister Sang will cry.The heroine just regards these fast travels as tasks, she knows very well that the Brother Long she meets is just an imaginary character, just like an NPC in the game.
This is not a dark novel, to be honest, I really want to write another dark novel, but at least for now, I don’t think I can surpass the book that is close to love, so I temporarily put Scarlett’s book on hold. Knowing what other authors think, at least for me, if the next novel is of the same type, it must be improved.So when I wrote Scarlett's article, I would stop updating, and this is the main reason.
When I feel like I can't get past it, I stop writing.Readers please understand.Just like, I will never write an article with Kim Jin-ah as the heroine again, in my heart, I will never write another Kim Jin-ah.
Now let's talk about the important thing.
There is an important point in this chapter, a very, very important point.It depends on whether you can find out.
She fell asleep with a mess of thoughts in her head, and when she woke up, the drunkard was gone again.She deeply suspected that maybe in his heart, this place was no different from the trash can on the side of the road - he could sleep on his feet.She decided to use the little money that Quan Zhilong donated to herself for free to buy a pair of shoes, the kind of soft leather flat shoes, she found that the original owner seemed to only have high heels, and then simple canvas shoes, but she was going to work after all, although it was just a convenience Store cashier (...), but you also have to pay attention to your image, don't you?The cashier is always standing, it must be very hard, and high heels are really not advisable.Standing in front of the mirror, she had to complain again and suddenly went back to the past to see the messiness of these so-called fashion clothes... This is not me, this is not me... After saying it a hundred times, she put on the off-the-shoulder top that she hated before There are also knee-length skirts to go out.
When she saw Quan Zhilong waiting at the intersection, she didn't know what to say about this silly boy. Perhaps whether it was Quan Zhilong in reality or this illusory him, there was an obsession that made people want to throw the table Bar.Why bother, Jin Youyan felt that if the other party didn't like her, then forget it, there's no need to keep getting involved like this, she walked up to Quan Zhilong, and casually pulled out her hair: "Hey, the weather is really nice today."
Quan Zhilong silently pulled out a bag of milk from behind and handed it to her: "Good morning." Jin Youyan didn't know whether to accept it or not, but Quan Zhilong at this time really resembled her first boyfriend Well, that was when she was in her freshman year of high school, and the impression that the boyfriend left on her now is - tall, thin, and white.Every day, he pushes his bicycle and waits for her at the intersection two blocks away from her home, and then she rushes over with her schoolbag on her back, and he will take out a carton of milk from the schoolbag and hand it to her.She has always remembered that once after school with this boyfriend, there was a seller of roasted sweet potatoes on the street, she held his arm and pointed to the old couple who sold sweet potatoes: "In the future, even if I sell roasted sweet potatoes with you I am willing too!" At that time, her boyfriend rubbed her face and said a silly girl, but in fact she knew that he was very happy.She used to be too young, so the love she gave was absolutely sincere. Seeing Quan Zhilong like this, Jin Youyan was inexplicably sad. She hesitated for a while, took the milk, and pretended to ask casually: "You just gave it to me? milk?"
He shook his head, it was very hot today, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his face: "Didn't you say you were looking for a job? I will accompany you, and I will take you to the hospital after I find it. You still have bruises on your body." Right? You need to ask the doctor to prescribe some ointment." Jin Youyan shook her head and said directly: "I have already found a job, I went to the clinic downstairs yesterday and prescribed some ointment, it's fine, don't worry." ——One Why does the ointment cost 5000 yuan! Why!Now it's not 14 years why is it so expensive!
Quan Zhilong's expression was slightly sad, Jin Youyan couldn't stand it anymore, so she said that she was going to buy shoes, and asked him if he wanted to go together, and then he laughed happily.After choosing a pair of white soft-soled leather shoes in a wholesale mall in Dongdaemun, Jin Youyan was satisfied. Although it didn't look very good-looking, she was already thankful for buying this pair of shoes for 1 yuan!I don't know if it was her illusion, but she always felt that Quan Zhilong's expression was a little disgusted. ——What do you dislike?You don't have any money to cut yourself!
After walking around for a long time, the two of them became tired like dogs.Jin Youyan was also a little embarrassed, so she dragged Quan Zhilong to a milk tea shop, everyone ordered the most common and cheapest pearl milk tea, and then sat on the chairs chatting with each other, she had nothing to do when she was free. I took the post-it note that the shopkeeper left here specially, and wrote on the paper with a pink highlighter - Mom and Dad are in good health, and Yuyan is more beautiful every day than yesterday.
She was stuck on the wall, and he leaned over to take a look, and saw that she had written a sentence in the lower right corner of the post-it note, and he couldn't help being stunned - By. Suki.
Jin Youyan didn't care about this either, and smiled directly: "The English name... well, it's also a pseudonym, Suki. Do you know? Suki, it's the pronunciation of "like" in Japanese." Quan Zhilong repeated the English name , showing an inexplicable smile.
Suki?OK, remember.
In the afternoon, everyone went back to each house to find their own mothers.Jin Youyan is still very happy today, why?I bought a pair of cheap shoes, and I ate fried chicken just now. Although Quan Zhilong bought it, where did he get the money from?Isn't it all given to her?Well, does he also save private money?She just knew it!How can anyone give so selflessly!She just knew it!How could Quan Zhilong's style who likes to stab people suddenly become an extinct good man!
Unexpectedly, just after entering the door, she saw her alcoholic boyfriend sitting on the bed with a wine bottle in his hand. Apart from the necessary communication, Jin Youyan basically chose a zero-communication mode with him.She threw the bag and the paper bag on the sofa, and sat at the dressing table to start removing makeup. The alcoholic boyfriend suddenly smiled sinisterly: "Did you have a good date?"
Crazy again?Jin Youyan ignored him.
He stood up and suddenly stood behind her, grabbed her, and slapped her. Jin Youyan was overwhelmed by the slap, she was slapped to the side. Although it didn't hurt, she would be angry if someone slapped her like this !Subconsciously covered her face and stared at him angrily, the alcoholic boyfriend wanted to slap her, but unfortunately Jin Youyan was not the original owner of the bun, so she dodged and yelled at the man, "Why are you crazy!"
"Why am I crazy? You think I don't know when you're with that kid every day? Let me tell you, Jin Youyan, wants to leave me? Don't even think about it in this life!" The wine bottle was thrown on the ground, and Jin Youyan was so angry that she began to speak indiscriminately at this moment: "I tell you, I've had enough of you! When someone else finds a boyfriend, not to mention tall, rich and handsome, at least one of them must be one of them! Look at you, you are neither tall nor handsome, and you have no money! That’s all! Who the hell made me blind to you! If you treat me better, I will admit it with gritted teeth Is there any reason for you to coax you and not let others talk about you! I tell you that we are done for! Get out! Get out of my house! This is my home!"
She has been enduring these days, and she found that some extreme emotions of the original owner still remained in her body, so at this moment, she broke out all at once.
"I'm going to get lost, so you can stay with that kid, right?" The alcoholic boyfriend also yelled back, the violent factor in his body was stimulated, and it soared to the highest point. His strength was much stronger than Jin Youyan, and he pulled her away. His hair hit the wall.Jin Youyan felt that another soul in her body was gradually awakening, and she could clearly feel that it was not her... but the original owner.She couldn't even control her behavior, picked up the flower pot on the table and threw it on the head of the alcoholic boyfriend, he was dizzy, but she still didn't let go... like crazy He smashed it desperately, as if he wanted to vent all the emotions accumulated in his heart for more than half a year...
When Jin Youyan came back to her senses, she saw that the man limp on the ground was covered in blood, and she was still holding the murder weapon in her hand - a flowerpot.She screamed loudly in fright and threw the flowerpot out...
It was clearly not her just now! !It's obviously not her! !
She didn't want to kill him! !
What should I do! !
Just when she was so frightened that her whole body became weak, and she wished she could faint in the next second, the phone rang, her hands were trembling, and she couldn't press the connect button all the time.But the guy on the other end was patient...
Finally pressed down.
"Yoyan..." Just as Quan Zhilong opened his mouth, Jin Youyan couldn't help crying, "I...I, I, I...Quan Zhilong, I killed...I killed..."
The author has something to say: Some readers said that after reading the last two chapters, the heroine felt a bit unbearable to look at directly...
This time I want to challenge a heroine with a fuller and more comprehensive personality
In fact, she is very similar to many people around us, including you, including me. She is greedy for life and afraid of death, smart, and happy with the situation. For example, the confession of Brother Long was written in the last chapter—just like a little girl who has not been hurt.She is such a person, and what should I say about this person, she has a lot of problems, uh, she doesn't have lofty ideals, and she always makes some ridiculous jokes. I try to make this character more down-to-earth.The most striking character in her is authenticity.
I have written several types of heroines, such as Kim Jin-ah who is gentle on the surface but scheming (many readers said that they want to read similar dark articles, sorry, I can’t write a second Kim Jin-ah anymore, That is the true child in my mind, there is nothing that can be copied or replaced.) For example, Park Eun-ji, who looks soft but has inner principles and strives hard for her dreams, and Xiao Su, a gentle, kind, classical beauty with a sense of responsibility.This time, I want to write a down-to-earth heroine.
As for Brother Long, you may think that every time you travel through time, you will meet different Brother Long who will play, laugh, I believe that you have seen many types of Brother Long on the big JJ, I am very relieved about this.
Let me explain to you
The heroine's emotional intelligence is not low, and she doesn't know Xiaobai, so it's not a setting to make the heroine like Long Ge.The main reason for the heroine to fall in love with someone so quickly is that Minister Sang will cry.The heroine just regards these fast travels as tasks, she knows very well that the Brother Long she meets is just an imaginary character, just like an NPC in the game.
This is not a dark novel, to be honest, I really want to write another dark novel, but at least for now, I don’t think I can surpass the book that is close to love, so I temporarily put Scarlett’s book on hold. Knowing what other authors think, at least for me, if the next novel is of the same type, it must be improved.So when I wrote Scarlett's article, I would stop updating, and this is the main reason.
When I feel like I can't get past it, I stop writing.Readers please understand.Just like, I will never write an article with Kim Jin-ah as the heroine again, in my heart, I will never write another Kim Jin-ah.
Now let's talk about the important thing.
There is an important point in this chapter, a very, very important point.It depends on whether you can find out.
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