--hyacinth

Yuki Asaba accidentally saw a notebook with a black cover.The corners of the book look very worn, but the leather cover feels good to the touch.After thinking about it, this book is probably an important thing of its owner.

Ever since she was sensible, Asaba Yuki knew that it was wrong to casually look through other people's diaries.You ask him why he knows that the notebook is a diary?Needless to say, because he was already watching.

So you can't expect Asaba Yuki to play cards according to common sense.

According to the date calculation of the diary, Hyacinth probably started writing in the sixth grade of elementary school, and the content continued until she was 17 years old.If you want to talk about why a small diary records things for such a long time... In fact, Hyacinth never writes in a diary every day.Sometimes it's a week, and sometimes it's only two or three days apart.

Lying on the bed, Yuki Asaba was flipping through the girl's diary with a potato chip in her mouth, and she didn't feel guilty about prying into other people's privacy while flipping through it.

The first page was written by Hyacinth when she was in the sixth grade. To the 19-year-old Asaba Yuki, the crooked pencil writing looked extraordinarily...cute.

On XX, XX, XX, the weather: heavy rain.

I didn’t watch TV yesterday, but I found out that I forgot to bring an umbrella when it rained today~~~ I felt very unlucky, but when I was in a daze in front of the shoe cabinet, I actually saw Chun Jiang! ! !It's a pity that I didn't get together with Chun Jiang in this year's class~~~ But fortunately, I'm in the same class as Yuxi this year. Although I can't say hello to them, I see them always eating together or after school together The way I'm leaving makes me feel so happy! ! !

Ah... that's right! ! !When I passed by a stationery store on the commercial street today, I bought a notebook with my pocket money, which is the one I am writing on now.Although my clothes were soaked, I am really happy to think that I can write down the things I don’t want to forget in the future~~~

Poor Hyacinth with a small vocabulary seems to be unable to think of other words to express her mood except happy.Asaba Yuki turned around and changed his posture, stretched out his hand and turned over the book to continue reading.

This time, the time jumped to a month later, when their elementary school was about to graduate.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

Sigh... Graduation is coming soon, and the friends in the class are discussing where to go to middle school when they are free.My mother asked me yesterday if there was any school I wanted to go to... I said no.In fact, I lied to my mother.As expected, I still want to go to the same school as Haru-chan.If Youxi, they will definitely be together, after all, the few of them have never been separated.

I originally wanted to ask Yuxi what school he wanted to go to, but I thought it would be strange for someone who had never talked to him to suddenly ask such a topic... But Yuxi would not take the initiative to say where he wanted to go in class... I feel so sorry...

But if I'm in junior high school, I can restore my identity as a girl ^0^

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

It's great that my dad is here today! ! !Since my father went to work in the factory, he rarely came home on time.

During the meal, my father recommended Hoshi Junior High School to me. Although I don't know what kind of school it is, but since it is close to home, I think I can try it.

I moved before going to elementary school, and it was a very remote place.If you go to Suixi Junior High School according to the route...it takes eleven stops to get there by tram...it's really far away...

I don't know where Chunjiang and the others will go?Will they be separated?If that's the case, I'll feel lonely and say...

Turning over a page, Yuki Asaba, who thought it was a graduation diary, glanced at the content, but after finding that it was not connected with the content of the previous chapter, she raised her eyes to look at the date.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: breeze

So Japan is a very magical place, and you can see super beautiful cherry blossoms every time school starts.Although I prefer hyacinth lol.

During the vacation, I received a call from my aunt, who said that even in middle school, I couldn't go to class as a girl.I asked her why?My aunt told me that because there is a teacher in the middle school who is her classmate, it will be very troublesome if it is known that I gave the wrong gender in elementary school and did not correct it.She doesn't want to bother with such a small matter, so let me make it up.

Honestly, what am I going to do with this kind of thing?If the school finds out, I will be the most troublesome person... Forget it, if I say something dissatisfied now, Dad will be in trouble again.Take one step at a time, but it’s a pity that I specially whitened my skin and long hair during the holiday~~~

Tomorrow is the entrance ceremony for new students, I really hope that I can be in the same class as Chun Jiang this year...

Wait, forget that I don’t know which school Chun Jiang went to, and thinking that I might never meet again in the future, I’m a little lonely to be honest~~~

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: windy

The worst part of spring is the strong wind. I don’t know if the gods saw my diary last night, but I actually saw Chun Jiang at school today! ! !And Yuxi and the others are also there! ! !

It's good to think about it... such a mood, but I also feel a little scared.I didn’t expect that except for the sixth year of elementary school (kindergarten is relatively late so it doesn’t count!) I was in the same class as Yuxi in elementary school, and compared to the previous situation where the seats were far apart, this year Yuxi and I were actually at the front and back desks. Front and rear tables! ! !How can I spend a holiday and see that this kid is actually taller than me!It's just unbearable! ! !

But... I'm really happy to continue to see them~~~

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: overcast

Today, the girls teamed up for home economics class. For some reason, the girls didn’t want to team up with Youxi. It’s so strange. Obviously, Youxi’s cooking and chopping skills are superb.But it doesn't matter, and I can do it with him~~~

I accidentally forgot to hide my little habit. Seeing Yuxi staring at me, I was super scared~~~ But thinking that he couldn't remember people and things that had nothing to do with me, I was a little relieved.next time! ! !Absolutely can't do the action that I am used to hitting my head with the back of a kitchen knife in front of Yuxi~~~

Speaking of which, if Youxi didn't know that I was in his class for six years...it would be a shock...

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

I don't know why, but I feel super uncomfortable after waking up today.But after a closer look, it disappeared again, which is really inexplicable.

There is a physical education class today, and the boy Youxi, who has been widely sought after by girls since the beginning of school, actually has a love letter in his sportswear cabinet today haha, I really don’t know how those girls stuffed things into it.Seeing Yuxi frowning because of the smell of perfume on her sportswear, my mood suddenly became super bright after a dull day.Seeing that you and I have been classmates for almost seven years, I will lend you my clothes~~~ Although I am a little upset to see him look a little small after putting on the clothes.

The teacher in the physical education class is an uncle, the kind that is super annoying.But today it is true that I am out of shape. At first I didn't understand why I was angry for no reason, but...

The football played by the girl named Qiyuekui saved me in a sense, and finally I no longer have to listen to the teacher's annoying voice.

My stomach hurts badly and I want to cry when I fall down.The feeling between my legs told me that I couldn't stand up now, and when I was super irritable, I heard Yuxi's voice.

He said: "San San, classmate Xin sprained his foot, I sent him to the infirmary~~~"

At that time, I suddenly felt that Yuxi actually knew everything.

Lying on Yuxi's back, I thought of when I was a child, I was obviously a thinner child than me, but under the changes of time, I have grown into a very reliable boy who makes people feel very reliable when I lie on my body.Really, I really want to tell this extremely careful boy who walks behind my back step by step, I really miss him...

Qiyuekui is a very smart girl, I think if it was her, I might not have to be so tired to hide anything.I couldn't help crying when she told me about the relationship between my parents and how she would help me.

It wasn't the panic of the secret being revealed, but the feeling of relief after being discovered.I have to say, this feels super good.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

It's been a long time since I wrote a diary, probably because I became busy after I became an adult.In the past few days, there have been a lot of girls looking for me, some I know, some I don’t know, and there are senior girls.But these people are all looking for me to help deliver love letters.

After last month's physical education class, the people around seemed to mistakenly think that Yuxi had a good relationship with me, so some girls who like him but are timid and shy always like to seek help from me, who is rated as "approachable".Although I politely declined.

First: I don't want to be hated by Yuxi.Second: Even the love letter needs someone else to send it for you. Needless to say, such a relationship will definitely fail.

Even though I thought so, I still got angry today, and the reason for my anger was because the third-year senior mistook Yuta for something like Yuki asking me to help hand over the love letter.

It's fine to help, but this time you can't even recognize people?

I met this senior, Yuta and I met on the way to the teacher's office that day as the class committee of two classes.Because of the fact that Yuxi sent me to the infirmary, I began to communicate with them slowly, but that was only limited to the state of knowing the other party's "name".

On the way to the office, a senior accidentally bumped into Yuxi and spilled the things in her arms.Compared with Yuki's going his own way, Yuta is gentle as an elder brother.This senior sister fell in love with Yuta at first sight, such a thing is understandable.But I didn't expect that during the break this morning, I actually saw her at the door of my class, and she asked the passing girl about Yuxi's name.

At noon, I was called to the rooftop by my senior, and I was stuffed into an envelope with Yuki Asaba written on it.

Super upset, even if Yuki has many shortcomings, even if he and Yuta look very similar, but you can't even tell them apart and just write casually, like this, where did you put Yuta? What did you think of Yuxi! ! !

In a fit of rage, for the first time, I gave a harsh lesson to my senior sister who was older than me.But the other party just slapped me.

After returning to the classroom, Yuxi was sitting in his seat in a daze. After seeing me coming back, he indicated with his eyes that he wanted to say something to me.After I sat on the seat, I didn't expect that the other party directly reached out and touched my side face.

"Who beat this one?"

Maybe it's an illusion, I feel that Youxi knows the answer, but he is waiting for me to tell the truth.

"Hey~~~ I was accidentally hit by a senior from a society. The other party didn't mean it, so it's okay."

Youxi blinked his eyes and didn't say anything to me. He always felt like he was angry?

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

Should I tell Dad I got confessed at school?Hahaha, sure enough, my charm is still relatively large~~~

The senior who was pissed off by me yesterday not only put a love letter in my shoe cabinet today, but also waited there to confess to me! ! !Oh oh oh! ! !I feel that my life is still full of success! ! !

But when Youxi saw it, she put me under her arm and left, she was so unhappy when she thought of this, ah me, have you bullied me since I went to junior high school, haven't I grown taller!

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: breeze

Today, I finally confirmed that Yuxi really knew my identity... I always feel that writing like this has a suspenseful taste...

The school festival is coming soon, and the seniors from the book club and I went to the warehouse to borrow the blackout cloth needed for the event.Maybe it was because I was born with a bully look, the senior who always liked to play pranks locked the warehouse door when I was moving things.At that time, it was time for everyone to participate in club activities in the morning.

Hearing the class bell rang, the warehouse door didn't show any sign of opening, so I don't need to guess, I know that the senior with a relatively forgetful mind has forgotten about me.But it doesn't matter, I will remember it at a certain time.That's what I thought then.

Counting the bells on the campus, I realized the seriousness of the problem when the bell rang, which symbolized the end of club activities in the afternoon and the students leaving school.If no one comes again, I will be locked in this dark warehouse for a whole night, maybe longer.

Besides, Dad is coming home tonight, I can't come home late and worry him...

Fumbling, I found the wooden boxes that had been stacked aside by memory.I don't know how many times I was smashed, so I piled up the wooden boxes to the height in my mind.Smear got on all fours, and I found the locked ventilation window.

There are many ways to open the window, like me using a baseball bat is also a way.But the moment I smashed open the window and saw the light, my eyes hurt a bit, and then, like in a warehouse, I couldn't see anything.

After thinking about it, I think it's better for me to go out first, after all, I can't stay here all the time.I couldn't see the height, so I stepped on the window frame and jumped down without any scruples... Then I twisted my foot as a matter of course.

"Hey, skipping class for a day just to harm yourself, you idiot."

The pain in my ankle made me sweat all over my back, and when I heard Yuxi's voice behind me, I felt that I had to leave quickly.

In the past few days, this guy has been dangling in front of me more and more. If this continues, I can't help but tell him the truth.No, just let him "forget about me"...

Gritting my teeth, I got up and walked forward with the help of the wall, but Yuxi seemed dissatisfied with me like this.After hearing him say a few words to Chun Jiang, I was sent directly to the hospital, along with my father who came to hear the news.

I don't know much about what happened next, it should be because I was so tired that I fell asleep.However, when I woke up, the smell of disinfectant and the dark environment really scared me.

Could it be that I am blind?Thinking of this, I trembled with fear.

Later, I heard the sound of the door being pushed open. Based on the memory before I fell asleep, I guessed it might be Yuxi.So I called out his name.

The door was opened wide, and I saw lights outside the house.That's great, I'm not blind.

The blurred vision of the room seemed to have no effect on Yuxi, because I could feel him grabbing my wrist that hadn't been pricked and bringing something up. When I was wondering, he turned on the desk lamp.

"It's okay, I'm still here."

I saw a red shell bracelet on my wrist.

I know that he has not forgotten me, he knows that I have always been by his side.

My heart beat faster due to Yuxi's words. In order to cover up my shyness, I excused myself to be tired and retreated into the bed, pretending to sleep.

And then...youxi, that bastard, actually lay beside me! ! !

Afterwards, the diary suddenly became much shorter. After thinking about it for a while, Asaba Yuki found that it seemed that Hyacinth had stopped talking since then.That date was when they were in the third year of junior high school.The diary Hyacinth in the second year of junior high school has no other sentences except for the occasional sentence "a girl named Mo Mujiang said she likes my book...".In just a few pages, the time of the diary is directly after the graduation of the third year of junior high school.

Asaba Yuki rubbed his eyes, cheered up and continued to look at the girl's increasingly proficient handwriting.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

It has been two months since my father passed away, and everything is completely relieved today.I remember meeting Youxi when I ran away at the funeral. It was ridiculous. I knew he remembered me, but I hoped he would forget me.

I like Yuxi, maybe when I saw the shell bracelet, or maybe when I took the risk to find the blue hyacinth...

Now... Maybe I can't stay with them like I used to shout "I want to be Haru-chan's knight".No... Earlier, when I stood in front of them and said that I "didn't know" them, I couldn't stand side by side with them.

I can't be willful anymore...

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: light snow

Three months after moving... I went home for the first time. When I was in the supermarket, I met a foreign boy with blond hair and blue eyes. He was very energetic.

When I called to hear that my relatives were coming, thinking of those nosy guys, I lied because I didn't want to go back.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

The next day at the hotel, the family called to say that relatives had gone back.I walked home, but saw a foreign boy building a snowman at the door of my house. I found out later that he was my new neighbor.

On XX, XX, XX, the weather: heavy rain.

Chizuru is very happy today.After I opened the window, he couldn't wait to get in and sat on my bed and told me anecdotes about him in school, but... my inattention suddenly became serious when I heard the Asaba twins...

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

I didn't tell Qianhe that I knew Yuxi and the others. Every time I saw the happy faces of Qianhe's mobile phone, I seemed to be very happy too.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: breeze

After dinner, Qianzuru told me that he confessed to the girl he likes. I was in a good mood and asked the girl's name, but I found out that the person Qianzuru liked was actually a junior in my country who liked my works.

Masaki Sato is a strong and cute girl.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: overcast

I stayed at home for a year, and sure enough, my relatives were dissatisfied.The job recommended by my aunt is a hairdresser. To be honest, I don't like this job.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: heavy rain

Looking at my mother's face, I went to work in a beauty salon, but I resigned after half a month.I have a better idea. A bookstore is recruiting part-time jobs for promotional posters, and a coffee shop is recruiting coser waiters.Not a very eye-catching job, but it's what I like.In terms of wages, anyway, I can make money publishing books, which is enough for me and my mother's living expenses.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: heavy rain

My phone was broken by me, and all the calls I made were from my aunt and the others, but they just resigned, and they didn't rob them of their money anymore, so why be so angry.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: heavy rain

I lost my bank card, and it will take a week to report the loss and replace it. I plan to borrow some living expenses from my mother and return it to her in the future.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: heavy rain

Unexpectedly, my aunt and other relatives were there when I returned home. They didn’t believe that my bank card was lost, and they thought I was lying and defrauding my mother of the money... Forget it, if I don’t have money, I will find a way by myself, so I don’t need them.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: heavy rain

It has been raining for a long time, today is the day to pay the rent, the bank card was secretly taken away by my mother.It was my uncle's idea. He said that it is better for adults to take care of the money. Children will mess around if they have too much money... Forget it, I can't blame my mother.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: overcast

The rain has stopped, and I have very little cash left on me. I have to find a way to make money, preferably cash... (The relatives went to the place of work to fight, and I haven't found a new job yet...)

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

The man said he would pay, there is no quicker way to make money than sleeping, anyway, I have nothing, so... that's fine...

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

My brother is very angry, but I don't know why, does it have anything to do with him...

The owner of the ramen shop is actually a colleague in front of my father... Speaking of which, I also worked in the factory when my father was away. I vaguely remember that he is a good person...

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: sunny

Mom said she was sick, so I went home.Passing by the beauty salon where I used to work, I saw the person who replaced me, a very beautiful girl with dark red hair.

XXXX, XX, XX, weather: breeze

On the second day after returning home, Qianhe heard the news and came to see me. Apart from my thin body and overly changed appearance, Qianhe showed me the photos of his friend's crush who failed.

After watching it... I just realized how sad it is to be forgotten.

Asaba Yuki likes that girl who takes over my job.

Yuki Asaba... seems to have forgotten that there is a liar like me in her life.

fair enough……

At this point in the diary, the entire book is finished.With the end of the diary, there is also the girl's life from green to bitter.

After Asaba Yuta took a shower, when he returned to the bedroom, he saw his brother's thoughtful expression.

"What's wrong Yuki?"

"It's nothing... I suddenly remembered that when I was in high school, Qianhe knew about the canteen cook, and I haven't settled with him yet."

"...Compared to this, shouldn't you explain it gently?"

"……makes sense……"

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