--hyacinth

If you were asked to name a person with the lowest sense of existence, who would you think of?Heizi Tetsuya?If you knew hyacinths, you would never say that.

What reason do you think makes the friends who spent the kindergarten together forget themselves in the blink of an eye when they went to elementary school?Little Hyacinth will tell you that all of this is the deep malice of the big universe.

Yes, there is nothing wrong with being malicious.

Tsukahara, who was watching TV in the living room, suddenly heard a shout from his mother who was tidying up the room upstairs. Although impatient but unable to get rid of the attribute of mother's control, the boy finally chose to go upstairs to find out after many struggles.

"What's wrong, Kasan..."

Now that he is more mature, he doesn't blow his hair around and hurt others like before. The young man who has learned to take into account the feelings of others, after seeing his mother hunched over and struggling, he took the initiative to help remove the restraints. Paper boxes on top of tall cabinets.

"Wow! So much ash, what's in it?"

The boy who was choking on the dust carefully cleaned the paper box before handing it to the mother who was beside him. The lady whose hair became more and more gray was covering her mouth with one hand and teasing her son as before.

"Yada~~~ Yaojiang doesn't even remember the token of love I gave to my mother? Mom is so sad~~~"

"There's no such thing at all!"

The box that had been dusty for a long time was opened, and there were some familiar but extremely strange things in it, large and small.

Childish graffiti, shapeless car models...

"Ah~~~ I really miss it~~~ It feels like Little Ruanruan will follow behind me Kasang Kasang, the child who kept shouting is still the scene from yesterday, and now I look at it and find that my son is unknowingly It's grown so big."

Things that are like waste paper in my eyes are actually treasured like treasures in my mother's eyes. Although this kind of scene is almost a necessary process in every family, it has a different feeling after experiencing it personally.

When tidying up the box, Tsukahara wanted to be caught by a group photo in the classmate book. With a little doubt and expectation, Tsukahara wanted to open this face-down, slightly larger photo in front of him.

"This...this is..."

The atmosphere in the small restaurant, which had long since closed down, was solemn. A child and three adults in the room faced each other with heavy expressions.

"Ha...haha...don't be like this, Xiao Xinzi's boy school uniform is also quite cute hahaha."

Mayu Xiangji never knew that her sister married a Chinese man and gave birth to a child, but she was busy doing business all the year round, and she didn't know whether her sister gave birth to a boy or a girl.

During the nearly two years since the other party returned to Japan, she heard a lot about the couple's affairs from her parents, but no one brought up the topic of their children.Finally, when she heard her husband say that her nephew might have reached the age of elementary school this year, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't visited her sister's family for such a long time.

After calculating the time, she found out after arriving at the destination the next day that her sister and brother-in-law opened a restaurant not far from where they lived. It can be seen from people's faces that they are living a good life here.

After entering the store and chatting for a few words, when she learned that her nephew, whom she had met from a long time ago, still had time to go to the school to go through the registration procedures, she volunteered that this trivial matter was taken care of by her.The couple of the Feng family, unable to refuse after several times, had no choice but to let this happy sister (sister-in-law) help them run this way.

Unexpectedly, just running like this has resulted in a situation where a certain four teenagers only hear a certain girl's name but not see her body.And this situation has been maintained for 6 years...

When Mayu Xiangji went to the restaurant, it was just in time for Hyacinth to go out to play. By the time the big and small people met, it was time for Mayu Xiangji to go home.As she was saying goodbye, she suddenly saw her brother-in-law standing aside grinned, and then saw a blue figure passing her and laying directly in his arms.

"Xiaoxin, what happened to your clothes?"

It should be because her back was turned to her and she didn't see the child's appearance. She originally wanted to say hello, but she gave up the idea under the sound of the child crying.

"Wuuuuuuu... We were having a good time playing on the river bank, but suddenly... a few villains came and pushed Chun into the river without saying a word, and said Chun was a sissy or something... I was so angry But I argued with them, and they laughed at Chun for being afraid of his wife in the future... woo woo woo, Chun is not afraid of his wife, Chun is actually... really amazing woo woo woo woo!!!"

The child in his arms was crying out of breath, causing several regular customers in the store to stick their heads out to find out.Ma Youxiangji was stunned for a moment before she understood the meaning of the child's words. She, who had not had a child not long after she got married, suddenly felt soft-hearted and felt pity for the child.

——Looking at her small body and thin body, no wonder she gets bullied...

"Dad will ask you again what happened to your clothes."

Facing his father's question, the child began to explain after sobbing for a long time.

"During the fight, I accidentally fell into the river. Brother Yuta lent me his clothes."

"The Asaba couple?"

As an adult, he can quickly figure out the cause and effect from the child's words, so Feng Xiangyang just made eye contact with his wife and took the child back to the house.

If there was a strange impression that she left on my aunt when she first met her when she came home wearing men's clothing, then the hair cut off by her when she graduated from kindergarten was definitely one of the culprits! ! !

Children with short hair and men's clothing left adults with the idea that "it must be a boy if they are so cute", so Hyacinth's tragedy in this winter vacation also changed from an ordinary "don't don't want to move" to "why do I want to move?" You have to change your gender to go to school with a mustache!!!”

Originally, he wanted to trouble the person who had done something wrong to run errands to correct his daughter's affairs, but Feng Xiangyang completely lost his patience when he faltered and said to the other woman that he was very busy and had no time after repeated pleadings.

"Forget it then. If it's Xinzi's case, it's fine even if it's a boy. At worst, just transfer her to another school." Feng Xiangyang, who put down the phone, silently patted his daughter's head. He turned and left without hearing it.

——If you say you’re busy and don’t have time, if you say it’s too troublesome, let’s just leave it at that, if you say it’s just a child, it’s no big deal... If that’s the case, then what’s the swearing look at the beginning...

It was at that time that she saw her father cry for the first time, so in the following days, whether it was moving or going to school, she did not complain in silence.Maybe it's because half of her body is Chinese. She is taller and thinner than girls of the same age, and her skin has also turned dark due to her wanton play.so……

Tsukahara was shaking his hand while holding the photo, and it took him a long time to look at the graduation photo in his hand and close the phone that he had ended the call with.

In the photo, he is standing on the podium in the auditorium like a little adult, and next to him is a red-haired boy who is about the same height as him, and is cooperating with his speech and handing out graduation certificates to every student who comes to the stage to receive the certificate.

"It's just that I couldn't remember where I saw this guy at the time. It turned out to be you, bastard!!!"

Once the memory is opened, it is difficult to take it back, not to mention the memories that are mixed with a lot of dark history and secrets.

Tsukahara was about to hang up the phone, as if his mother had asked for his childhood photo album and all his classmates, and then, ignoring his mother's meaningful gaze behind him, he returned to the bedroom with these things.

He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that being able to keep people around him from noticing him from elementary school to junior high school must not be as simple as he thought now.

That person, the person who has been watching their every move silently behind them until now, the person who has the impression that he cries less and smiles more like a golden retriever than a rabbit...

What went wrong in the end, will let all the doubts be solved and return to the original point...

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