--hyacinth

The little rabbit grooming its hair facing the river was pushed from behind. When the soft hair and senses were soaked by the cold river water, it saw the family standing on the bank smiling and waving to it.

"Come on, Xiaoxinzi!!!"

"It's okay to be a rabbit who can't swim, Xiaoxinzi has to work hard for her own life~~~"

"Ala~~~ If you can't swim, you will be laughed at~~~Nobuko-chan~~~"

who is it?Why?Why a rabbit?Where's dad?Yada, it's so cold here, I don't want to learn to swim.

"Do it... Do it, Xinzijiang... Auntie and the others are also doing it for your own good, so don't let them down!"

ha?Why?No, I don't want to learn to swim, it's so cold here, my nose hurts.Is that how you learn to swim?Anyone is fine, Kuaiai came to save me...

"Oh~~~ My sister is so stupid~~~ I learned how to swim in half an hour~~~"

It's so sad...Is Dad not here?Mom... Mom, don't stand there, come and save me...

"Nobuko...study hard, don't waste your mother's tuition..."

"That's right, Nobuko, it's not easy for your mother to earn money~~~"

"Ah!!! Xinzi is so useless, even this kind of thing needs to be specially taught~~~"

"Nobuko..."

"Xinzi sauce..."

"Miss Xinzi..."

Ah, that's right.I am really stupid, my mother said that they are all for my own good... Then, it is okay to just sink like this... right?

"Xinko~~~"

Dad's words...you will be angry if you see this scene, such a useless me...

"Nobuko wake up!!!"

Huh?who is it?It feels so warm.

"Hyacinth!!! Open your eyes quickly!!!"

Hmm... Is this how it feels in the depths of the water?The breathing is very smooth, and the body does not feel cold... The only bad thing is... the stomach is a little uncomfortable.

"Wang-"

Huh? ? ?In the river...is there any fish that barks like a dog?so strange~~~

"Nobuko?! Nobuko!!! How do you feel, Nobuko!!!"

Even if you ask me that... I don't know.Although I know everyone is doing it for my own good...but I still feel sad.

"Huh... finally woke up..."

wake up?who is it?Am I not awake all the time?This smell... so comfortable, is it Dad?What, it turns out that Dad has always been there...

"dad……"

"Dad, what are you doing, Dad, if you don't pay attention, you will make trouble for me."

"I'm sorry, Dad, I made it difficult for Mom again..."

"Huh? Dad or something... Kassan will faint if she sees such a big daughter... You should take a good look at it for me——huh?"

"Dad?! Are you angry?"

"Can't see it?! By the way, your face is scary pale, is there any discomfort in your body?"

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry!!! I won't lie anymore, and I won't be arguing with my mother anymore, so...so please...please don't leave me this time, Dad, please is you!!!"

"Really... I can't see it..."

"...Close your eyes and sleep for a while, Nobuko...it's okay."

"dad?!"

"no problem……"

no problem……

...No problem at all! ! !

Asaba Yuki put down the hand waving in front of the girl, pulled the quilt on the bed and covered her tightly.

——Playing smart points or something in the middle of the night, girl, didn't you really do it on purpose?

The time in the diary starts when the girl goes to junior high school and ends on the 16th day after the other party's 20th birthday.The blue and black handwriting has changed from green at the beginning to calm at the end, and the vocabulary and sentences have also changed from naive at the beginning to the orderly introduction at the end...

That guy...it turned out that during the time he couldn't see, he was working hard alone...

"I said Yuxi, have there been a lot of strange things in your drawer recently?"

Yuta Asaba, who was looking for scissors, opened his younger brother's drawer and saw a pile full of... No, it was just a few sporadic things, but the corners of his mouth were twitched by the well-placed pendants.

A medicine bottle with an incomprehensible name and a motorcycle key with a cute pendant... Some familiar bracelets and handkerchiefs but I can't remember where I've seen them...

……

"Youxi~~~ You are such an idiot, was that idiot's girl made up by her?"

Asaba Yuki grabbed the potato chips from the bag and stuffed them into his mouth.

"Yuta, I didn't hear what you just said was too windy~~~"

……

"Where should I complain?"

With the lights off, Asaba Yuki, who was lying under the quilt and flipping through the phone, couldn't beat his biological clock and fell asleep early, so that he didn't notice that the phone was held in his hand and not closed.

The beach, the sun, the coast... and the red-haired girl in a bikini who is smiling and throwing herself into her arms acting like a baby...

"Wang-"

Yami got such a beautiful scene twelve, how could you come out and make trouble.

"Wang Wang-"

Stop screaming and you can eat it just a little bit more! !

"Ouch-"

"Snapped--!!!"

The sound of slapping glass awakened Asaba Yuki from his dream.I moved my hands and found that the phone was still in my hand, and subconsciously turned on the screen of the phone, and the words 4 o'clock in the morning were displayed on the background screen with the girl's photo.

"Yuxi, it seems that Twelve is knocking on the window." Also awakened was Yuta Asaba who was rubbing his eyes.

"Well, I'll go take a look."

Yuki Asaba, who turned on the light and opened the curtains, was suddenly startled by the flattened dog's face (...) pressed against the glass. After seeing the other party's watery eyes and sad expression clearly, Yuki Asaba felt herself completely People are bad.

——No matter who sees a pet dog with such a human expression, it will feel bad! ! !

——Besides, this scene looks familiar, hey! ! !

Opening the balcony door, Yuki Asaba received a cute and stupid husky that was circling around her trousers with tears in her eyes.

The light-colored wooden floor has left a string of wet plum blossom footprints since entering the house. Looking carefully under the light, the hair on the little guy's calf is all soaked in water and sticks together.

Not knowing which tendon was wrong, Asaba Yuki suddenly remembered the scene of someone lying in a bathtub full of water and falling asleep in the first volume.

"Hey Yuki..." Asaba Yuta suddenly said. "I remember the setting of that guy Feng... it's a girl with a fine score..."

Asaba Yuki nodded.

"But there was... nothing unusual about her yesterday afternoon, right?"

"Her normality is the biggest abnormality, Yuta~~~"

The two brothers looked at each other silently for a long time...

"Sure enough, you are still angry, Feng..."

"Well, I'll go and have a look..."

The glass broken by the girl's kick was temporarily covered with a few pieces of cardboard, and under the moonlight covered by dark clouds, Yuki Asaba could not see the mottled blood on the curtains.

Just turning over the balcony, his feet without shoes immediately felt a burst of coldness.

"Water?!" On the opposite side was the musty smell from the cardboard soaked in water, bit by bit trickling through the deep puddles above the feet, Yuki Asaba turned on the light in the girl's bedroom.

……

——What kind of situation can let the water flood the bedroom without knowing it? !

Looking around, Yuki Asaba found that even the living room outside the bedroom was not spared from being flooded.

"Where did the water come from?" Yuki Asaba, who couldn't find the figure of a girl in the bedroom and living room, also failed to find the water source. The two stopped.

Three steps and two steps quickly walked to the toilet door and opened it, what greeted him was a wave of water washing over his feet.

The sound of running water could be heard clearly from the bathroom separated by a shower curtain, and the rabbit pajamas on the shower curtain also showed the location of the owner of the house.

Pulling open the shower curtain, the words Asaba Yuki wanted to say were blocked in his throat.

The bathtub, which was just big enough to hold the girl alone, was constantly bubbling water, and the culprit was the cold water faucet that was not turned off.

In the cold air, the girl sank to the bottom of the water, frowning, but there was no sign of struggling or waking up.

——Is this... just the rhythm of thinking about committing suicide?

Turn off the tap, skillfully fish out a guy from the bathtub who has been bathed until he fell asleep, and returns to the bedroom.Asaba Yuki started first aid measures for drowning girls...

Press the chest...

- White teeth! ! !You can't tell by wearing clothes, but this guy's figure is surprisingly good~~~

Mouth-to-mouth artificial respiration...

——This guy, did he take the medicine for food?Even he can't stand the bitter taste, hey! ! !

It wasn't until the girl spat out a mouthful of dirty water that Asaba Yuki stopped eating tofu (crossed out) for first aid.Silently helping the girl to dress her well, Asaba Yuki looked at the girl's slightly opened eyes and sighed.

"Huh... finally woke up..."

The boy Youxi who was sighing just like that did not expect that the girl's next words shattered his glass heart instantly.

——...Call Dad to the man who likes you, girl, you get the skill of hitting people. (thumb)

The opened amber eyes saw that he was obviously out of focus, and he stretched out his hand and waved in front of the girl's eyes, but as expected, the other party didn't move at all.

Obviously, the body that was just salvaged from cold water was soaked in sweat in a short period of time. Pulling up the quilt to cover the girl tightly, Asaba Yuki waited until the other party was completely asleep before finding a mop to clean the quilt Flooded house.

——I hope the residents downstairs don't come to make trouble because of his hard work.

——Fortunately, he has no class this morning~~~

It was already six o'clock in the morning when the house was all tidied up. After touching the girl's forehead to make sure that she didn't have a fever, Yuki Asaba searched and quickly found the drawer where the girl put the medicine.

——Depression, if it is maintained by drugs alone, when will it be the end.

Yuki Asaba, who was meditating on the name of the medicine in his heart, unnaturally remembered what he had read in the book about the aftereffects of the medicine that was thrown into his drawer.

Vision loss, eye pain.Hypotension, fainting, hallucinations or delirium, arrhythmia, bradycardia, muscle tremor, urinary retention, seizures, rash, sore throat, high fever, jaundice... Constipation, dizziness, malaise, dry mouth, headache, Nausea, increased heart rate, excessive sweating, skin sensitivity to light, insomnia, etc., the drug should be stopped or reduced in time.

Silently glanced at the sleeping girl...

——This guy's current symptoms...it is necessary to stop the drug...

Looking at the medicine bottles in the drawer, Asaba Yuki thought for a while and found a plastic bag from the kitchen.

"Amitriptyline, amitriptyline... How much do you buy to fill up a drawer? Hey, is it possible that you really eat the medicine as a meal? Huh? This medicine bottle is different. Alas ~~~ It’s for stomach problems, and it’s expired, throw it away. This one is different, it’s also for toothache, it’s also expired, throw it away. And this one…”

Slowly, the movements of Asaba Yuki's men stopped.

——Really...the idiot who takes medicine for food...

Brushing the hair stuck to the girl's face with her fingers, Yuki Asaba slowed down her expression.

Obviously when he was young, he was as round as a meat bun, but now he is so thin that the blood vessels under the skin can be clearly seen.The smile that always hangs on the face in memory has disappeared with the passage of time, and the wheat-colored skin has also become so gray unconsciously.

……

Suddenly thinking of something, Asaba Yuki lifted the quilt at the foot of the bed and gently held the girl's right foot.

——Ah, yes, although the color is not very dark, the crescent-shaped birthmark on her toe is still there.

"Tsk——everything is still there..." With a light tut, Asaba Yuki put down the quilt.

—Speaking of which, this guy’s feet are really small.It seems that it is not as big as your own palm.

Recalling how the girl should often complain to him for not being able to buy suitable shoes when she was a child, Asaba Yuki lay down beside the bed and closed her eyes.

Hmm... the white hyacinth, the flower language seems to be a secret love.

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