Be Dazai's mother

It took me a long time to realize what Mr. Sato was saying, which made my eyes widen, and I kept making "ah?", "what?", "isn't it?"

I touched my cheek and said nervously, "Excuse me, I must have misunderstood? "Try" means...?"

Mr. Sato looked at me tolerantly, and said in a gentle tone: "To be frank, I hope to be able to associate with Ms. Sachiko, even if I go out for a date."

"Someone like, like me?" I said blankly, unconsciously clutching my hand because of panic: "As you can see, I'm not pretty enough, not interesting enough, let alone Elegant ladies, you are just boring and vulgar women. Mr. Sato, you have a gentle and popular personality, and you can obviously find a woman who is much better than me."

Ms. Rena, who is like a colleague, is much more beautiful than me, and has an optimistic and cheerful personality. She is often approached on the street.Not to mention that although Mr. Sato has been divorced once and has a daughter, he has a gentle personality, good looks, and a wealthy family. Miss Reina once expressed her affection for him.

Why would he choose someone like me?

Mr. Sato frowned unhappily, and said, "Please don't say that about yourself."

"In my mind, Ms. Sachiko is a very beautiful, strong and gentle woman." Mr. Sato grabbed my wrist emotionally, so that I would stop torturing my hand.He looked at me with gentle eyes, and said sincerely: "I hope you can cherish yourself more, and at the same time, please give me a chance to pursue you."

"OK?" he asked softly.

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Mr. Sato's words lingered in my mind, and I was still thinking about it when I was walking home from get off work.

It's not that no one has praised me before, but those words are so light that they seem to be spoken casually, so that I always don't take these compliments to heart, but think they are the other party's polite words.But what Mr. Sato said this morning made me clearly realize that he is serious and that he really thinks so—this discovery made me flustered and felt warm in my chest at the same time, and even made me feel like The urge to cry because of being treated tenderly.

"Wish I could love myself more..." I murmured blankly, looking up, the moon in the night sky was reflected in my eyes.Today's weather is very good, and there are not many dark clouds to cover the moon when the night comes. It may be because I am in a big city. I can't see any stars in the night sky. Only the moon hangs alone in the dark world , looking extremely lonely.

I stared at the moon and said softly: "But what should I do to be considered 'love myself'?"

Is it "love yourself" to eat what you like, watch what you like to watch, and do what you like to do?I love myself enough for that.

I have always felt that I should cherish myself and try hard to live, right?Why is it said that you don't love yourself enough?

I was walking on the road with this doubt, and when I walked to the door of the house, I saw the lights swaying from the door, and I was a little surprised to think: Is Azhi at home today?

After spending the night here last night, he should be back in the port mafia today.After all, we don't live together on weekdays, and only occasionally when Azhi is free will he come back and live for a day or two.

I took out the key to open the door, took off my usual shoes and put on indoor shoes, and walked to the living room. As expected, I saw the familiar figure on the sofa: "Ah Zhi? Didn't you go back to your side?"

Aji, who is curled up on the sofa in the living room, is watching TV, and the TV screen is playing a recent quite popular criminal investigation drama. The heroine Yui has an extreme personality and unconscious self-abuse mentality because of her psychological shadow. At this time, she is reckless He tampered with the murderer's car, and was severely scolded by his boss, the hero.

I am not very interested in criminal investigation dramas, so after a hasty glance at this time, I continued to focus on Azhi.

Hearing my voice, Aji turned his head to look at me, limp on the sofa as if he had no bones, and lazily shouted at me: "Welcome home ~ Sachiko."

I reluctantly put down my handbag and said, "I'm back~ But didn't you go back?"

"When I was patrolling with my subordinates, I happened to come here, so I came in and sat for a while." Azhi said.

"Really?" I raised my eyebrows, a little skeptical in my heart, but in the end I didn't get entangled in this issue, I just asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"No." Aji touched his stomach.

"Next time, remember to send me a message to tell me earlier, so that I can come back early to make you dinner or bring you something to eat when I come back." I went to the kitchen and looked through the refrigerator to see what else was in it. thing.

Actually, I seldom go home to cook by myself. Leaving aside the cooking process, the process of cleaning the kitchen and washing dishes after cooking is really tormenting, especially after a hard day’s work. It also raised the degree of suffering by more than one level.Since I rarely cook, my fridge is empty of nothing but a few beverages.

In the past, when Azhi came back, he would tell him a day or two in advance, and when he left, he would not leave in the morning and come back in the evening like now.This also caused me to open the refrigerator with a fluke mind, and I could only see an empty space.

"No need." Azhi waved his hand so that I don't need to pay too much attention, and said: "Wait, there is still work to do, although I really want to skip it, but without me, those useless subordinates don't know if they will Get me into more trouble. Just drop by the curb on my way back to the Port Mafia."

"The food on the side of the road is not very hygienic. You should go to the restaurants under the banner of Hong Kong and black to eat. You won't be able to cheat you." Remember not to go to the bar too late, and don't bully Mr. Ango with your natural Oda-kun, that person's hairline is getting longer and longer..."

I didn't hear Azhi's response, I looked over with some doubts, and found that he was looking at me straight.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Sachiko." Azhi looked at me, and following the voice from the TV, he said in a calm voice, "Have you been confessed?"

"Ah?" I subconsciously felt a little embarrassed. After all, the child found out that someone was chasing me, and I always felt that the image of "mother" had become shaky. I said secretly: "No, no, what are you thinking? How can someone like me?"

I covertly packed the snack bags on the table, and without looking at Azhi's face, I said naggingly: "You are really kid, you don't eat dinner, you always eat these snacks all day long, How bad it is for your health, at least eat dinner and then eat snacks."

Azhi looked at me with his face propped up, smiled and said, "Don't change the subject, that person still invited you out on a date?"

Why do you even know this kind of thing?Aji is also too smart, right?

Because I was too ashamed, I gave up on myself and said, "Okay, that's right. Mr. Sato invited me to go out together." As I said that, I was afraid that Aji would be unhappy, because I knew this kid better than anyone else. It was simply too much, and last night he got into a fight because of Akutagawa-kun and Xiaoyin.

I looked at him reassuringly and said, "But don't worry, I don't agree. After all, I have to go to work tomorrow."

"Go on a date." Azhi's voice sounded in the living room together with the voice from the TV, making my brain numb like thunder.

"Think about it carefully, Xingzi, you don't seem to have dated any other opposite sex. After all, with me as a motivator, even men who have a crush on you will be discouraged by this." Azhi said so, a little He said dissatisfiedly: "No, it's the best for people like them to stay far away. It's really lack of willpower to give up just because Sachiko brought me such an oil bottle."

Hearing Azhi's extremely eccentric words, I couldn't help but say, "Oh, what are you talking about, I haven't done anything to make people like me. And—" I reached out and poked his forehead, He smiled and said, "You are not a oil bottle, you are obviously my little treasure."

Aji laughed a few times childishly, covered his forehead and said, "Don't worry about those details. Anyway, Sachiko, it's good for you to take this opportunity to experience the feeling of dating, isn't it?"

"A date..." I murmured with my face covered in distress.

"Love" - ​​this is something very, very distant to me.Looking back on my previous life, from when I was Haruko to now as Sachiko, I don't seem to have felt the feeling of being in love.

It's not that I have never had a crush on a man, it's just that I have a unilateral crush on the other person, and no one has ever told me that he likes me.And these good feelings are more like hormones, and they fade away lightly.Although I always have some regrets in my heart, I still want to continue walking on the road of my life.

But now a person appeared, he has a gentle personality and looks good, the most important thing is that he likes me, and Azhi is also supportive of this matter.

Sato-san's date invitation...how about accepting it?

Thinking of this, I felt my face was a little hot.

I took out my mobile phone, sent a message to Mr. Sato, and agreed to the date invitation, but I have to work tomorrow, how about changing the time?

Mr. Sato replied that he was willing to ask for leave for me and the store manager. He wanted to take me to an art exhibition. It seems that the exhibition will be closed the day after tomorrow due to some special reasons. It would be a pity if we missed it.

Mr. Sato and the store manager have been close friends for several years. In fact, it was only after Mr. Sato confessed to me today that I knew from the teasing eyes of other colleagues that they had been secretly matching me and Mr. Sato. Slow, until Mr. Sato clearly stated his favor, he didn't notice half of it.

The store manager is naturally one of this group of people, he even took out a tissue to wipe his tears in relief and said, Sachiko, you are finally enlightened, I thought you would never be able to notice it in your life.

The topic is far away. In short, after Mr. Sato apologized to the store manager and was willing to compensate for the loss, the store manager released him very readily.

I made an appointment with Mr. Sato to meet at the place and time.I got up early the next day and followed the tutorial in the video to apply a delicate makeup.

I don't like makeup, and I almost don't wear makeup on weekdays except for some important occasions, and because of this, other people in the hotel said that I don't look like a woman.But I, who have lived in a poor environment for a long time, am really not interested in this kind of thing.Wearing makeup to date someone like this always feels kind of weird.

But no matter how complicated my heart was, when I came to the meeting place with light makeup and a dress, Mr. Sato’s exaggerated praise still made me blush a little shyly.It's the first time I've been told that I'm beautiful like this.

After a brief greeting, Mr. Sato and I came to the art exhibition.Although Aji likes painting very much, I personally don't know much about this aspect, but even so I can intuitively feel "beauty".I looked at those paintings intently and chatted with Mr. Sato in a low voice, feeling happy about this date.

That's... why does it always feel like someone behind me is always looking at me?

I turned around in a daze to look behind me, only to see other guests looking up at the painting.

"What's the matter?" Mr. Sato looked at me who looked back frequently in doubt.

I shook my head and said, "I always feel as if someone is watching me, maybe it's my illusion."

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No, that's not your illusion, Ms. Sachiko.

Zhongyuan Zhong, who was hiding behind the stone pillar, also thought with dead eyes.

He glanced at Osamu Dazai who was smiling brightly, Mori Ogai who was watching the show, and his humanoid superpower Alice.In addition, there is Oda Sakunosuke who was rushed to the second floor by Osamu Dazai because of the sudden joining of the leader. It is said that Ango Sakaguchi was also there, and he did not know where to hide. Silver and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who was hidden by her.

It's shocking enough that these guys from the Port Mafia are stalking people on dates, let alone—

Nakahara Nakaya looked at the opposite stone pillar - Fukuzawa Yukichi who followed with a disapproving face but because the other two insisted on following and worried about their safety, and Edogawa Ran who joined because he thought it was very interesting Akiko Yosano, who has been watching Sachiko-san.

Of course, all the people in this art exhibition, including those who introduced the paintings, were replaced by Dazai Osamu.

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but deeply wonder if he was the only normal person in this world?