Be Dazai's mother
Chapter 1
"I pleaded with the housekeeper to let you come in to be a maid for the sake of your pity. You have to remember to behave yourself and do things seriously." Maid Asami-san told me so.
I expressed my gratitude to Mami-san again, and then kept nodding my head to show that I would stick to my duty and understand what to do and what not to do.
I am really grateful to Mami-san.Although I know that I need to pay a price for her help, if she didn't intercede with the housekeeper for me, I wouldn't even be able to pay the price.
Although the great war is over now, society is still in a period of depressive madness and chaos, and people everywhere sell their dignity and body in order to survive.I, a woman with no relatives and no reason, can work as a maid in a wealthy family. It is really something that many people can't ask for.
Miss Mami helped me, on the one hand, because she needed help, and on the other hand, because the owner of this body came from Fuyuki City, which happened to be the place where Miss Mami was born and raised. Miss is also a little more tolerant to me.
It might sound like I'm delusional to say it, but I'm actually born again.I forgot what my original name was and where I lived. I just remember that I died and was reborn into the current owner of this body, Mei.
Mei died of dystocia. When I crossed over, she tried her best and even sacrificed her life because of this. The baby she gave birth was already cold.
...The situation at that time will not be mentioned for the time being.In short, when I packed up all my emotions and prepared to start my life again, I almost starved to death on the street because of the reality.
After all, it was not long after the war, and the entire social environment was extremely depressing and poor. Who would want me to be a woman of unknown origin?Unless it's some special work, it's impossible for me to betray myself or this body that belongs to Mei.
A few days ago, the Tianjin Island family was recruiting a maid. I ran to apply for the job with the idea of giving it a try, and was rejected without any surprise.Really thanks to Miss Asami's help, I was able to come in and work.
Under the leadership of Ms. Mami, I met with the butler. The butler was an old man with a mean look. He looked at me critically and asked, "What's your name?"
I smiled flatteringly and said, "Sachiko, my name is Sachiko Kotori."
"Sachiko, that's a good name." The butler read the name once, nodded, and said, "Mami will tell you about the cleaning in the future, and you have to remember to do it well. If you don't do it well, I won't pay you any salary." of."
"Of course." I kept nodding.
"Also, don't offend the master and young masters and ladies, no one can help you if you get into trouble." The housekeeper continued.Before leading me here, Mami-san told me that the housekeeper’s words were not pleasant, so basically it’s enough to just ignore them. I was also muttering in my heart while nodding my head.
After instructing some important matters, the housekeeper let me go, and Mami-san stood beside me, ready to take me to the place where I will be responsible first.
"Since you're going to work here in the future, you should at least get to know the masters." Miss Mami kindly introduced the situation of the Tsushima family to me.
The Tsushima family is a very well-known wealthy family in this area. There are a master and several young masters and ladies in the family.No one knows where Madam is, she probably passed away.It is not something that people like me can inquire about rich people.
"And then..." Miss Mami was talking, but suddenly there was a sound from the stairs. I subconsciously looked over and found that it was a boy who seemed to be only five or six years old. He was standing on the stairs, with his right eye Bandaged for some reason, her naked left eye stared straight at me and Asami-san downstairs.
"Master Xiuzhi!" Miss Mami called out suddenly, she walked over in small steps, squatted in front of the boy, with that distorted smile on her face that was too enthusiastic, she said: "What's the matter at this time?" Still here? Isn't it time for school?"
The little boy who was standing on the stairs looking at us blankly suddenly also laughed, pretending to be a child with an innocent smile and said: "Because I don't want to go to school."
He was so thin that the bandages around his face made him look extremely sick.From Mami-san's address and her attitude, it is very likely that this "Master Shuji" is also the young master of this family.It's fine if it's a child from a poor family, but can a child from a rich family be as thin and weak as this?
In my poor understanding, the children of rich families are the lucky ones who eat well and are not troubled by the sufferings of the world.Even if they are sick, there will be specialized doctors to take care of them. They will not be like children from poor families who can only grit their teeth and bear it. If they don't bear it, they will die.
But the clothes worn by Master Xiuzhi are indeed not affordable for poor people.But he was dressed a little thinly. Is it really good to wear so little in such a cold winter?
Miss Mami didn't seem to notice that Master Xiuzhi was wearing less clothes, she just coaxed him in a low voice: "This can't be done. Master Xiuzhi must study hard to become an excellent man like the master."
"Is father good?" said the boy called Shuzhi like any child who yearns for his father.
"Of course." Miss Mami nodded with a smile and said, "Your father is a very outstanding person."
The smile on Master Xiuzhi's face seemed to be blurred through a window, he seemed to be smiling but when he looked carefully, there was no smile on his face.
Somehow, I feel a little uncomfortable.
Maybe it's because when this young master Xiuzhi, who is probably one of my masters, stood at the top of the stairs and looked over, his naked left eye looked extremely creepy and terrifying, as dark as a bottomless quagmire .
Or maybe it was because the smile on his face was so fake, it was like a mask.Ordinary children don't smile like that, or in other words, as long as they are a "person", they don't smile like him.
Is that really an expression a child can have?Or a snickering demon in the guise of a child?
Anyway, I frowned slightly in discomfort.
This action seems to have attracted Master Xiuzhi's attention to me, obviously he is still talking to Mami-san, isn't he?He is such a frighteningly sensitive child. Master Xiuzhi turned his head to look at me and asked, "Who is this pretty lady?"
It was as if he was born to please women, and he could say sweet words casually.Even if I was a little disgusted because of his strangeness just now, I couldn't help but redden my ears uncomfortably.
"This is the new maid, Sachiko. If Master Shuji needs anything in the future, he can ask her for help." Miss Asami said.
"Xingzi, Xingzi, Xingzi." Master Xiuzhi said my name several times in a low voice, then said with a smile: "It's such a good name, it feels very gentle when you say it."
"Maybe it's because Sachiko's parents chose it with love." Asami-san continued with that terribly fake smile, she looked at me and said, "You think so, Sachiko."
"Yes, Master Xiuzhi." This is of course a lie, the name Xingzi was chosen randomly.But it is impossible for me to say such a thing in front of Master Shuji, so I said it with a smile that is not different from Mami-san.
Master Xiuzhi watched me quietly, turned his head as if he lost interest all of a sudden, and said, "I'm going to school."
"Ask Rie to inform the driver. Be careful on the road, Master Xiuzhi." Miss Mami sent Master Xiuzhi away.
When the figure of the little boy was completely out of sight, Mami-san showed a disgusted expression and said, "You nasty brat."
I acted like I didn't see anything, I didn't hear anything.If it wasn't for Mami-san, I might have starved to death on the street by now after being rejected when I was applying for a maid.I know what I should do and what I should not do.
It's just that the child's figure appeared in my mind, which made me ask Ms. Mami: "That was Master Xiuzhi just now?"
"Ah, I haven't introduced you yet." Miss Asami waved her hand nonchalantly, and said, "That is Shuji Tsushima, the sixth young master in the family. He is a very strange child. Don't pay special attention to him."
As she said that, she muttered dissatisfiedly: "I don't know how long he has been standing on the stairs just now, and he didn't make a sound. What a weird child."
I was noncommittal, and I knew in my heart that what Miss Mami said to me represented trust. If I really didn't have any brains and thought about using these words to blackmail her or inform other people, then I would only end up being kicked out of Tsushima's house. Finally, the scene of starving to death on the street.
I listened to Miss Mami's complaints meekly. She seemed to be very satisfied with it. After telling me something, she said in a very kind way: "You just came here today, so you don't have to do so much work. Put what I just said Just sweep it, then mop it again, and wipe down the windows."
"Thank you, Ms. Mami." I said gratefully, and quietly took a lipstick from my pocket and stuffed it to Ms. Mami—this is the lipstick that the original owner of this body, Mei, bought but was useless.
This is the original lipstick that Mei bought after saving money for a long time. Unexpectedly, she found out that she was pregnant before she used it.She cherishes these two hard-won lipsticks very much, and I feel guilty for giving them away like this.But I really need Miss Asami's help.I'll buy the same lipstick again when I get paid at work.
Mami-san happily accepted the lipstick.She also looks to be in her forties, and she has been in Tsushima's house for a long time, so she can be said to be an "old man" level.This lipstick is a "Girl Heart Lipstick" that was very popular among young girls before.
Although Ms. Mami was also captured by this lipstick at first sight, she was embarrassed to go to the store to buy it because of face.
That day, when I went to Tsushima's house for an interview, I noticed that Mami-san was staring at the lipstick I took out accidentally, and secretly gave it to her with the idea of trying it out. Mami-san was very happy to accept it. .
But now after giving Mami-san two lipsticks, there is really nothing on me.Fortunately, I don't like makeup, and the only thing I'm worried about at this time is to buy a new lipstick and return it to Mei.
It’s just because of things like “face” that I can’t buy the lipstick I’ve been thinking about, and I can only be given to myself secretly. It’s too much for someone like me who is willing to sacrifice all face in order to survive. Luxury troubles.
I wouldn't say that I looked down on Mami-san because of this.After all, no matter what, she is indeed a lifesaver to me.What's more, human beings themselves are a very complicated creature, and the definition of good or bad itself is set out of the development of civilization and collective interests.
Of course, I don't think this definition is completely bad.In any case, this definition does largely protect the interests of most people.And I am a person who will remain [-]% tolerant and look at problems as long as I don’t hurt others, so I think Miss Mami’s troubles are not bad, and it’s cute when I think about it.
While I was thinking, I took a broom and cleaned the floor, and then I started mopping the floor and cleaning the windows.
Although Mami-san had deliberately asked me to do less on the first day, I was still exhausted after the trip.I guess I didn't suffer much before I died. Although Mei seemed to have suffered a lot, she didn't do too much hard work.
Especially now that the weather is cold, my hands are red and swollen after wiping the windows.Fortunately, Ms. Asami was prepared and brought me a ointment. It is not expensive, but it is very effective. After rubbing it, the painful hands became more comfortable.
After I finished everything and checked with the housekeeper, I finally got an order of food for dinner.
I ate my dinner contentedly, and after I finished eating, I began to worry about the rest of my life.
Oh, what should I do?
Since I had nowhere to go, Mami-san took pity on me and pleaded with the housekeeper to let a maid like me who was still on probation temporarily live in a room that was originally used as a warehouse.
This was like a pie in the sky for me. I was still worried about where to sleep.Needless to say, some time ago, I slept in some small alleys with fear.I almost froze to death several times and even encountered bad things in my sleep. Fortunately, I was able to wake up and escape every time.
After tidying up the dusty room that hadn't been used for a long time, I was so tired that I couldn't breathe. I could only lie on the floor and look at the moon outside the window, and fell asleep unconsciously.
But my sleep quality has always been poor, and I was able to fall asleep so quickly because I was too tired, and I still woke up from a nightmare when I slept in the middle of the night.
I was panting violently, feeling that my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.Obviously the weather outside is still very cold, and I can vaguely hear the "whoosh" sound of wind and snow blowing in the world outside the window, but I am covered in sweat.
After waking up, I tried my best to recall what dream I had just had, but everything in the dream seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and I just roughly guessed that the dream just now was not Mei's but belonged to me of.
I don't remember what happened before I died, I can only roughly guess that after my death, I was reborn on the body of Mei who died of dystocia for some reason.Although I lost my own memory, I also got Mei's broken memories, which enabled me to continue to support myself who was originally blank.
I sighed, trying not to let myself think about it too much, if I continued to think about it, I would definitely fall into endless self-loathing again.
I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and I also felt thirsty. I stood up and wanted to get the water I had prepared before going to bed, but after I stood up, I suddenly found that there seemed to be a slight sound outside my door.
The sound of something scratching on the paper was particularly harsh in the silent night, which made me shiver involuntarily.
etc!It is said that some bad things often happen in rich people's homes, and those who die tragically will turn into grieving ghosts, return to the place where they were alive in the middle of the night, and kill people indiscriminately until the day their enemy dies.
I wouldn't be so unlucky to be haunted by a grieving ghost on the first day I came here by mistake, right?
No way?
I was so frightened that my hands and feet became cold and stiff in an instant, and I felt my heart beating wildly, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.
Given my unlucky nature, it didn't seem so strange for this to happen.
I was only as courageous as soybeans, so I was about to tiptoe back to the floor and pretend that I didn't find anything. Unexpectedly, there was a childish cry from outside the door.
I froze for a moment, the fear in my heart was blown away like a dandelion, I opened the door carefully, and saw an unexpected person outside.
"...Master Xiuzhi?" I called softly.
The little boy squatting on the ground turned his head, put away the drawing paper and pen in his hand, raised his head and greeted me with a smile, and shouted, "Good evening, Sachiko."
He just seemed to make a sound because his legs were numb from squatting, and he almost fell when he wanted to stand up.
"Good evening." I subconsciously replied to him, and frowned again after realizing it, and asked, "Aren't you going to bed so late?"
Then I realized that there was a long distance between where he was staying and the room I was living in that was supposed to be a warehouse.And as a maid, I shouldn't speak to him in such a tone, so I softened my voice again and asked, "Do you need me to prepare anything for you? It's cold now, right?"
Maybe because he noticed the change in my tone, the smiling Master Xiuzhi suddenly lost expression on his face.He seemed to be watching me with an uncharacteristically childlike calm.
I don't know the age of Master Xiuzhi, maybe five or six years old, he looks very small, like a teddy bear when he huddles up.His somewhat sickly appearance also made him look much younger than his actual age.
Different from the thin clothes when we met in the morning, Master Xiuzhi is wearing a lot of clothes at this time, as if he wants to wrap himself up. He seems to be the type who is very afraid of the cold, and I don’t know why he is wearing clothes in the morning. so little.
He is really too sensitive, and seems to be very good at capturing people's emotions.I don't understand why he is so abnormal in front of me, obviously he can show the kind of smile that pleases everyone in front of Mami-san, does it mean that Master Xiuzhi hates me?
I was so confused thinking, I couldn't help squatting down, looking at him at the same level, and tentatively said: "Master Xiu Zhi squatted here in the middle of the night, did you have something to look for me?"
I couldn't help thinking about whether I had offended him, but apart from coming to Tsushima's house this morning to say hello to Master Xiuzhi, I have been working all the time, so there should be no place to offend him.
Seeing that I changed the subject, Master Xiuzhi didn't react too much to it. He just shook his head and said, "The room you are sleeping in now is my secret base."
I blinked, and was struck by the cuteness of this unexpected answer.After thinking about it, although the warehouse I live in is some distance away from the main house, it is not too far away, and no one will deliberately approach here. It can indeed be used as a "secret base" for children.
Thinking of this, my eyes couldn't help being stained with little smiles, and I said in a pretending apologetic voice: "I'm really sorry, I robbed your secret base."
The voice was so soft that even I couldn't believe it was coming from me.Perhaps it was because I was a little excited when I woke up in the middle of the night, I folded my hands together, please forgive him and said pitifully, "Please forgive me?"
Master Xiuzhi looked at me fixedly, nodded, and said, "Then forget it."
I laughed and asked him if he wanted to come to my room.After all, the corridor is still very cold, and it is better to be in the room than the corridor outside.
Master Xiuzhi nodded and followed me into the door.
There is nothing in the warehouse.For me, as long as there is a place that can block the wind, it will be fine.Therefore, after inviting Master Xiuzhi to come in, I had no choice but to let him sit on the old chair in the warehouse.
Fortunately, Master Xiuzhi didn't lose his temper, otherwise I really don't know what to do.
At the same time, I also noticed what he was holding in his hand, and asked curiously, "What were you doing just now?"
Recalling the voice I heard just now, I understood something and asked, "Could it be that you are painting?"
I noticed that Master Xiuzhi, who was sitting on a small chair, had traces of paintbrushes on his face and hands, which looked funny but cute.
Master Xiuzhi nodded and asked me, "Do you want to see it?"
"Can you?" I asked.
Master Xiuzhi seemed to be watching my reaction again, he nodded, and brought the painting he had just hidden before my eyes.
I was taken aback by the scene that appeared unexpectedly.
Different from the immature and innocent portraits of children I imagined, what Master Xiuzhi painted was not flowers and fairy tales, nor his own dreams, nor his own family members. What he painted——was a monster.
Yes, monsters.Forgive me that I can only use such words to describe it.But it really is a monster.The dark background, distorted lines and the gloomy gaze on it all make people feel creepy.
Master Xiuzhi looked at me, smiled slowly, and said softly, "Guess what this is?"
It is said that children can see things that adults cannot see. Could it be that Master Xiuzhi is such a child?
In any case, it was too weird for a child to draw such a terrifying portrait at night, let alone the impression that Master Xiuzhi gave people as a gloomy child.There is no child like Master Xiuzhi.They smiled carefreely, and the suffering in the world seemed to be far away from them.
Of course, I know that there are many, many children who died in unknown corners, but I just don't want to think about it.When misfortune and calamity come down, it doesn't care whether the bearer is a man or a woman, an adult or a child, poor or rich.
It's just that Master Xiuzhi is indeed a very different child.Although it seems too impolite and arrogant to think so with people who have only met two sides now, but it is true that no child would sit in front of someone else's door in the middle of the night and draw weird portraits.
I should have been afraid, but perhaps because of the feelings of this body—the feelings of Mei who died of dystocia, I didn't feel afraid of Master Shuji.
What's more, although I am timid and afraid of ghosts, I have always liked stories about monsters.Even if I lose my memory, I'm still very sure of it.
After all, humans are far scarier than monsters - at least I think so.
In my understanding, ghosts are the product of human changes after death, or a collection of dark emotions such as resentment and jealousy.But monsters are different, and many monsters are even more lovable than humans.I don't know why I have such horrible thoughts.
Master Xiuzhi watched me quietly, like a delicate ceramic doll.What exactly did he want from me?I really can't figure it out, after all, I'm not a smart person, so I can only express my first feeling.
"To be honest, I was taken aback." I said, "I thought Master Xiuzhi's painting would be something like fairy tales and flowers."
Master Xiuzhi covered his mouth and laughed softly, looked at me with eyes that showed no emotion, and said, "Does Xingzi think I'm that type?"
"Hmm..." I pondered for a while, then said hesitantly, "It's not true."
From my impression of Master Xiuzhi so far, it seems that his interests are indeed different from those of ordinary children.
I said, "It's just that I hope that what you see is always beautiful and pure." Master Xiuzhi may be too precocious and sensitive, which makes him see many things that they shouldn't see than other children.
At this moment, I believe without doubt that this portrait is exactly what Master Xiuzhi really wants to paint in his heart.But I am afraid that this sharpness and purity will drag him into the boundless hell.
Master Xiuzhi seemed to be stunned for a moment because of this, I don't know if what I said would make him feel that I care too much, or that I am too arrogant to be disgusted with me, so I added another sentence, saying: "But no matter what So, you can draw whatever you like, it is a great thing to be able to draw what you want to draw.”
Maybe it was the feelings left in Mei's body that made me worry a little bit.But if you think about it carefully, it seems a good thing for children to live in a carefree environment and only see beautiful and pure things, but it will also deprive them of their growth and let them grow up on the day when they have to grow up. Being forced to accept something completely opposite to what you have always accepted is the most hopeless thing.
It may also be a good thing that Master Xiuzhi can draw what he wants to express on paper, and he can use this to express his emotions.After all, creation itself is a matter of subconsciously pouring out one's emotions to express oneself.
It's just that if possible, I still sincerely hope that he can be happier.From the first time I saw Master Xiuzhi, he seemed very unhappy all the time.
"If you like drawing, keep drawing." I said.
Master Xiuzhi was silent, and showed me a cute smile, which seemed to be a fake smile, but it seemed to be mixed with real emotions.
"May I ask, has Master Xiuzhi met me before?" I asked.I don't know why there is always a look that he seems to have seen me before.
Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I always feel that Master Xiuzhi doesn't look at me like someone I met for the first time.
"No." Young Master Xiuzhi swayed his legs from some children and said, "Why would Xingzi ask such a question?"
He may be the type who likes to act like a spoiled child to others, or he doesn't really think that way at all, but unconsciously and almost instinctively adopts actions that can please others.
In fact, I originally wanted to find some excuses to cover up like a normal person.But I don't know why, but I think it's better not to deceive Master Xiuzhi, so I said: "I always feel like I have seen my eyes before."
For such an overly perceptive child, maybe lying would make him feel uncomfortable.
"No." Master Xiuzhi shook his head and said, "I haven't seen Xingzi before."
"That's it." I smiled and didn't continue.Since he said "no", the answer is "no".After all, he is the young master of the wealthy family I work for, and I have no right to investigate because I can have a meal after taking the blessing of the Tsushima family.
This action of mine may have offended him again, Master Xiu Zhi pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said nothing, seeing me looking over, he showed another shallow smile.The action loosened the bandage around his right eye, and he reached out to fix it.
"Why are you wearing a bandage?" Looking at the bandages on his body, I asked with some concern.
Children this age are generally more active.Although Master Xiuzhi seems to be a relatively quiet type, he might fall down the stairs out of curiosity, or get injured while playing with other things.
"This one." Master Xiuzhi untied the bandage on his right hand, revealing a pair of iris-colored eyes, which were beautiful and had no obvious wounds."Because it looked cool, so I stuck with it," he laughs.
I couldn't laugh or cry for a while, I looked at Master Xiuzhi helplessly, and said, "If you wrap the bandage for too long, it's not good for your skin. Don't you think the place where you are wrapped is itchy and uncomfortable?"
"It's a little bit." Young Master Xiu Zhi pursed his lips in distress.
"The skin also needs to breathe, and it's not good for the skin if it's stuffy for a long time." I coaxed him softly: "You must cherish your body."
"I will." Young Master Xiuzhi didn't seem to listen to my advice, just smiled.
Before I could say anything more, he stood up again with his painting and pen.He seemed to be shivering a little as he stood up.
"Okay. I'm going back to sleep. Sachiko, don't tell anyone else about my painting here. If my father finds out, he will be very angry."
The boy, who looked extremely young, put his index finger to his lips, made a "shh" motion, and said, "This is our little secret."
Looking at his cute appearance, I couldn't help softening my expression and said, "Okay. I promise I won't tell anyone."
Master Xiuzhi smiled at me again holding the drawing paper, opened the door, and quickly ran away.
Looking at the back of Master Xiuzhi leaving, I feel mixed feelings in my heart.
When I was reborn, Mei died of dystocia, and I miraculously resurrected on her frozen body, but the baby she gave birth to gave birth had already died.I'm not sure about the exact cause of her death, but I can only guess that she wanted to sell her lipstick so that she could save a fortune to go to the hospital for delivery.Unexpectedly, I suddenly had a stomachache while walking on the road, and there was no one nearby—or even if someone passed by, I didn’t want to meddle in other people’s business. No matter how much I called for help, it was useless. In the end, I had to hide in the alley next to me. Unexpectedly, I had a dystocia up.
Of course, these are just my guesses.What happened at that time, only the dead Mei knew.And no matter what, the child she gave birth to would never come back.
It's only been about a month since this incident. Looking at the appearance of Master Xiuzhi, I can't help but wonder, if that child survives, will it stand like Master Xiuzhi in a few years? Smile at me in front of my face?
If he survives...
But think about it, not to mention that the child is dead.Even if I survived, it would be difficult for me to support myself, so how could I support Mei, a child whose biological father I don't even know?
Maybe he will resent why I let him be born in this world.
With that in mind, I looked out the window.
The darkness is gradually passing away, the world is shrouded in twilight, and the fine and dense snow falls from the sky, covering everything that can be reflected in the sight with a layer of dreamlike tulle.
I closed my eyes, quietly enjoying the tranquility at this moment, and sincerely hoped that this quiet and peaceful day could last forever.
At this time, I don't know that Master Xiuzhi is not five or six years old but eight years old, and he is not wearing bandages to pretend to be cool.What's more, I don't know that in the near future, I will lead Master Xiuzhi to escape this dream world together.
This time I just looked out the window at the snow and grieved how many more people might die on this cold night.I prayed quietly in my heart.
God, please let the warm spring come quickly.
The author has something to say: This article is probably relatively slow, and the style of writing and the direction of the story are not the kind that the public likes now 2333 In short, let it be (x)
Some plots may refer to Oba Yozo, but most of them are private settings, and the background and timeline are all private settings (hello)
I hope to treat each character as an independent, flesh-and-blood person. Although the writing skills are not good, I will work hard_(:з」∠)_
The heroine of this article, Sachiko, is not a strong woman, she is just an ordinary person.There are advantages and disadvantages, and many times they are even too indecisive.I really like the episode where ordinary people grow up 2333
I hope you all enjoy her and this story!
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Yuan Tan: 1. In "The NPC That Can't Be Beaten", a game that is popular all over the universe, everyone finds that no matter which character is conquered, the last character will say that their favorite is only Yi Wenzhi.And Yi Wenzhi is an NPC that cannot be attacked.The protagonist who wants to live a peaceful life but someone always wants to attack him, so he gives them a negative favor.
2. "Those Years I Was the God of Creation" has serious emotional flaws, and Luo Yan, who is difficult to feel and feel emotions of others, becomes the story of God of Creation.It's a heartwarming article, but all of them didn't make it in the early stage.The suitors include women, people outside (there are those who can become like ordinary humans and beasts, please note) and handsome old men (.
I expressed my gratitude to Mami-san again, and then kept nodding my head to show that I would stick to my duty and understand what to do and what not to do.
I am really grateful to Mami-san.Although I know that I need to pay a price for her help, if she didn't intercede with the housekeeper for me, I wouldn't even be able to pay the price.
Although the great war is over now, society is still in a period of depressive madness and chaos, and people everywhere sell their dignity and body in order to survive.I, a woman with no relatives and no reason, can work as a maid in a wealthy family. It is really something that many people can't ask for.
Miss Mami helped me, on the one hand, because she needed help, and on the other hand, because the owner of this body came from Fuyuki City, which happened to be the place where Miss Mami was born and raised. Miss is also a little more tolerant to me.
It might sound like I'm delusional to say it, but I'm actually born again.I forgot what my original name was and where I lived. I just remember that I died and was reborn into the current owner of this body, Mei.
Mei died of dystocia. When I crossed over, she tried her best and even sacrificed her life because of this. The baby she gave birth was already cold.
...The situation at that time will not be mentioned for the time being.In short, when I packed up all my emotions and prepared to start my life again, I almost starved to death on the street because of the reality.
After all, it was not long after the war, and the entire social environment was extremely depressing and poor. Who would want me to be a woman of unknown origin?Unless it's some special work, it's impossible for me to betray myself or this body that belongs to Mei.
A few days ago, the Tianjin Island family was recruiting a maid. I ran to apply for the job with the idea of giving it a try, and was rejected without any surprise.Really thanks to Miss Asami's help, I was able to come in and work.
Under the leadership of Ms. Mami, I met with the butler. The butler was an old man with a mean look. He looked at me critically and asked, "What's your name?"
I smiled flatteringly and said, "Sachiko, my name is Sachiko Kotori."
"Sachiko, that's a good name." The butler read the name once, nodded, and said, "Mami will tell you about the cleaning in the future, and you have to remember to do it well. If you don't do it well, I won't pay you any salary." of."
"Of course." I kept nodding.
"Also, don't offend the master and young masters and ladies, no one can help you if you get into trouble." The housekeeper continued.Before leading me here, Mami-san told me that the housekeeper’s words were not pleasant, so basically it’s enough to just ignore them. I was also muttering in my heart while nodding my head.
After instructing some important matters, the housekeeper let me go, and Mami-san stood beside me, ready to take me to the place where I will be responsible first.
"Since you're going to work here in the future, you should at least get to know the masters." Miss Mami kindly introduced the situation of the Tsushima family to me.
The Tsushima family is a very well-known wealthy family in this area. There are a master and several young masters and ladies in the family.No one knows where Madam is, she probably passed away.It is not something that people like me can inquire about rich people.
"And then..." Miss Mami was talking, but suddenly there was a sound from the stairs. I subconsciously looked over and found that it was a boy who seemed to be only five or six years old. He was standing on the stairs, with his right eye Bandaged for some reason, her naked left eye stared straight at me and Asami-san downstairs.
"Master Xiuzhi!" Miss Mami called out suddenly, she walked over in small steps, squatted in front of the boy, with that distorted smile on her face that was too enthusiastic, she said: "What's the matter at this time?" Still here? Isn't it time for school?"
The little boy who was standing on the stairs looking at us blankly suddenly also laughed, pretending to be a child with an innocent smile and said: "Because I don't want to go to school."
He was so thin that the bandages around his face made him look extremely sick.From Mami-san's address and her attitude, it is very likely that this "Master Shuji" is also the young master of this family.It's fine if it's a child from a poor family, but can a child from a rich family be as thin and weak as this?
In my poor understanding, the children of rich families are the lucky ones who eat well and are not troubled by the sufferings of the world.Even if they are sick, there will be specialized doctors to take care of them. They will not be like children from poor families who can only grit their teeth and bear it. If they don't bear it, they will die.
But the clothes worn by Master Xiuzhi are indeed not affordable for poor people.But he was dressed a little thinly. Is it really good to wear so little in such a cold winter?
Miss Mami didn't seem to notice that Master Xiuzhi was wearing less clothes, she just coaxed him in a low voice: "This can't be done. Master Xiuzhi must study hard to become an excellent man like the master."
"Is father good?" said the boy called Shuzhi like any child who yearns for his father.
"Of course." Miss Mami nodded with a smile and said, "Your father is a very outstanding person."
The smile on Master Xiuzhi's face seemed to be blurred through a window, he seemed to be smiling but when he looked carefully, there was no smile on his face.
Somehow, I feel a little uncomfortable.
Maybe it's because when this young master Xiuzhi, who is probably one of my masters, stood at the top of the stairs and looked over, his naked left eye looked extremely creepy and terrifying, as dark as a bottomless quagmire .
Or maybe it was because the smile on his face was so fake, it was like a mask.Ordinary children don't smile like that, or in other words, as long as they are a "person", they don't smile like him.
Is that really an expression a child can have?Or a snickering demon in the guise of a child?
Anyway, I frowned slightly in discomfort.
This action seems to have attracted Master Xiuzhi's attention to me, obviously he is still talking to Mami-san, isn't he?He is such a frighteningly sensitive child. Master Xiuzhi turned his head to look at me and asked, "Who is this pretty lady?"
It was as if he was born to please women, and he could say sweet words casually.Even if I was a little disgusted because of his strangeness just now, I couldn't help but redden my ears uncomfortably.
"This is the new maid, Sachiko. If Master Shuji needs anything in the future, he can ask her for help." Miss Asami said.
"Xingzi, Xingzi, Xingzi." Master Xiuzhi said my name several times in a low voice, then said with a smile: "It's such a good name, it feels very gentle when you say it."
"Maybe it's because Sachiko's parents chose it with love." Asami-san continued with that terribly fake smile, she looked at me and said, "You think so, Sachiko."
"Yes, Master Xiuzhi." This is of course a lie, the name Xingzi was chosen randomly.But it is impossible for me to say such a thing in front of Master Shuji, so I said it with a smile that is not different from Mami-san.
Master Xiuzhi watched me quietly, turned his head as if he lost interest all of a sudden, and said, "I'm going to school."
"Ask Rie to inform the driver. Be careful on the road, Master Xiuzhi." Miss Mami sent Master Xiuzhi away.
When the figure of the little boy was completely out of sight, Mami-san showed a disgusted expression and said, "You nasty brat."
I acted like I didn't see anything, I didn't hear anything.If it wasn't for Mami-san, I might have starved to death on the street by now after being rejected when I was applying for a maid.I know what I should do and what I should not do.
It's just that the child's figure appeared in my mind, which made me ask Ms. Mami: "That was Master Xiuzhi just now?"
"Ah, I haven't introduced you yet." Miss Asami waved her hand nonchalantly, and said, "That is Shuji Tsushima, the sixth young master in the family. He is a very strange child. Don't pay special attention to him."
As she said that, she muttered dissatisfiedly: "I don't know how long he has been standing on the stairs just now, and he didn't make a sound. What a weird child."
I was noncommittal, and I knew in my heart that what Miss Mami said to me represented trust. If I really didn't have any brains and thought about using these words to blackmail her or inform other people, then I would only end up being kicked out of Tsushima's house. Finally, the scene of starving to death on the street.
I listened to Miss Mami's complaints meekly. She seemed to be very satisfied with it. After telling me something, she said in a very kind way: "You just came here today, so you don't have to do so much work. Put what I just said Just sweep it, then mop it again, and wipe down the windows."
"Thank you, Ms. Mami." I said gratefully, and quietly took a lipstick from my pocket and stuffed it to Ms. Mami—this is the lipstick that the original owner of this body, Mei, bought but was useless.
This is the original lipstick that Mei bought after saving money for a long time. Unexpectedly, she found out that she was pregnant before she used it.She cherishes these two hard-won lipsticks very much, and I feel guilty for giving them away like this.But I really need Miss Asami's help.I'll buy the same lipstick again when I get paid at work.
Mami-san happily accepted the lipstick.She also looks to be in her forties, and she has been in Tsushima's house for a long time, so she can be said to be an "old man" level.This lipstick is a "Girl Heart Lipstick" that was very popular among young girls before.
Although Ms. Mami was also captured by this lipstick at first sight, she was embarrassed to go to the store to buy it because of face.
That day, when I went to Tsushima's house for an interview, I noticed that Mami-san was staring at the lipstick I took out accidentally, and secretly gave it to her with the idea of trying it out. Mami-san was very happy to accept it. .
But now after giving Mami-san two lipsticks, there is really nothing on me.Fortunately, I don't like makeup, and the only thing I'm worried about at this time is to buy a new lipstick and return it to Mei.
It’s just because of things like “face” that I can’t buy the lipstick I’ve been thinking about, and I can only be given to myself secretly. It’s too much for someone like me who is willing to sacrifice all face in order to survive. Luxury troubles.
I wouldn't say that I looked down on Mami-san because of this.After all, no matter what, she is indeed a lifesaver to me.What's more, human beings themselves are a very complicated creature, and the definition of good or bad itself is set out of the development of civilization and collective interests.
Of course, I don't think this definition is completely bad.In any case, this definition does largely protect the interests of most people.And I am a person who will remain [-]% tolerant and look at problems as long as I don’t hurt others, so I think Miss Mami’s troubles are not bad, and it’s cute when I think about it.
While I was thinking, I took a broom and cleaned the floor, and then I started mopping the floor and cleaning the windows.
Although Mami-san had deliberately asked me to do less on the first day, I was still exhausted after the trip.I guess I didn't suffer much before I died. Although Mei seemed to have suffered a lot, she didn't do too much hard work.
Especially now that the weather is cold, my hands are red and swollen after wiping the windows.Fortunately, Ms. Asami was prepared and brought me a ointment. It is not expensive, but it is very effective. After rubbing it, the painful hands became more comfortable.
After I finished everything and checked with the housekeeper, I finally got an order of food for dinner.
I ate my dinner contentedly, and after I finished eating, I began to worry about the rest of my life.
Oh, what should I do?
Since I had nowhere to go, Mami-san took pity on me and pleaded with the housekeeper to let a maid like me who was still on probation temporarily live in a room that was originally used as a warehouse.
This was like a pie in the sky for me. I was still worried about where to sleep.Needless to say, some time ago, I slept in some small alleys with fear.I almost froze to death several times and even encountered bad things in my sleep. Fortunately, I was able to wake up and escape every time.
After tidying up the dusty room that hadn't been used for a long time, I was so tired that I couldn't breathe. I could only lie on the floor and look at the moon outside the window, and fell asleep unconsciously.
But my sleep quality has always been poor, and I was able to fall asleep so quickly because I was too tired, and I still woke up from a nightmare when I slept in the middle of the night.
I was panting violently, feeling that my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.Obviously the weather outside is still very cold, and I can vaguely hear the "whoosh" sound of wind and snow blowing in the world outside the window, but I am covered in sweat.
After waking up, I tried my best to recall what dream I had just had, but everything in the dream seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and I just roughly guessed that the dream just now was not Mei's but belonged to me of.
I don't remember what happened before I died, I can only roughly guess that after my death, I was reborn on the body of Mei who died of dystocia for some reason.Although I lost my own memory, I also got Mei's broken memories, which enabled me to continue to support myself who was originally blank.
I sighed, trying not to let myself think about it too much, if I continued to think about it, I would definitely fall into endless self-loathing again.
I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and I also felt thirsty. I stood up and wanted to get the water I had prepared before going to bed, but after I stood up, I suddenly found that there seemed to be a slight sound outside my door.
The sound of something scratching on the paper was particularly harsh in the silent night, which made me shiver involuntarily.
etc!It is said that some bad things often happen in rich people's homes, and those who die tragically will turn into grieving ghosts, return to the place where they were alive in the middle of the night, and kill people indiscriminately until the day their enemy dies.
I wouldn't be so unlucky to be haunted by a grieving ghost on the first day I came here by mistake, right?
No way?
I was so frightened that my hands and feet became cold and stiff in an instant, and I felt my heart beating wildly, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.
Given my unlucky nature, it didn't seem so strange for this to happen.
I was only as courageous as soybeans, so I was about to tiptoe back to the floor and pretend that I didn't find anything. Unexpectedly, there was a childish cry from outside the door.
I froze for a moment, the fear in my heart was blown away like a dandelion, I opened the door carefully, and saw an unexpected person outside.
"...Master Xiuzhi?" I called softly.
The little boy squatting on the ground turned his head, put away the drawing paper and pen in his hand, raised his head and greeted me with a smile, and shouted, "Good evening, Sachiko."
He just seemed to make a sound because his legs were numb from squatting, and he almost fell when he wanted to stand up.
"Good evening." I subconsciously replied to him, and frowned again after realizing it, and asked, "Aren't you going to bed so late?"
Then I realized that there was a long distance between where he was staying and the room I was living in that was supposed to be a warehouse.And as a maid, I shouldn't speak to him in such a tone, so I softened my voice again and asked, "Do you need me to prepare anything for you? It's cold now, right?"
Maybe because he noticed the change in my tone, the smiling Master Xiuzhi suddenly lost expression on his face.He seemed to be watching me with an uncharacteristically childlike calm.
I don't know the age of Master Xiuzhi, maybe five or six years old, he looks very small, like a teddy bear when he huddles up.His somewhat sickly appearance also made him look much younger than his actual age.
Different from the thin clothes when we met in the morning, Master Xiuzhi is wearing a lot of clothes at this time, as if he wants to wrap himself up. He seems to be the type who is very afraid of the cold, and I don’t know why he is wearing clothes in the morning. so little.
He is really too sensitive, and seems to be very good at capturing people's emotions.I don't understand why he is so abnormal in front of me, obviously he can show the kind of smile that pleases everyone in front of Mami-san, does it mean that Master Xiuzhi hates me?
I was so confused thinking, I couldn't help squatting down, looking at him at the same level, and tentatively said: "Master Xiu Zhi squatted here in the middle of the night, did you have something to look for me?"
I couldn't help thinking about whether I had offended him, but apart from coming to Tsushima's house this morning to say hello to Master Xiuzhi, I have been working all the time, so there should be no place to offend him.
Seeing that I changed the subject, Master Xiuzhi didn't react too much to it. He just shook his head and said, "The room you are sleeping in now is my secret base."
I blinked, and was struck by the cuteness of this unexpected answer.After thinking about it, although the warehouse I live in is some distance away from the main house, it is not too far away, and no one will deliberately approach here. It can indeed be used as a "secret base" for children.
Thinking of this, my eyes couldn't help being stained with little smiles, and I said in a pretending apologetic voice: "I'm really sorry, I robbed your secret base."
The voice was so soft that even I couldn't believe it was coming from me.Perhaps it was because I was a little excited when I woke up in the middle of the night, I folded my hands together, please forgive him and said pitifully, "Please forgive me?"
Master Xiuzhi looked at me fixedly, nodded, and said, "Then forget it."
I laughed and asked him if he wanted to come to my room.After all, the corridor is still very cold, and it is better to be in the room than the corridor outside.
Master Xiuzhi nodded and followed me into the door.
There is nothing in the warehouse.For me, as long as there is a place that can block the wind, it will be fine.Therefore, after inviting Master Xiuzhi to come in, I had no choice but to let him sit on the old chair in the warehouse.
Fortunately, Master Xiuzhi didn't lose his temper, otherwise I really don't know what to do.
At the same time, I also noticed what he was holding in his hand, and asked curiously, "What were you doing just now?"
Recalling the voice I heard just now, I understood something and asked, "Could it be that you are painting?"
I noticed that Master Xiuzhi, who was sitting on a small chair, had traces of paintbrushes on his face and hands, which looked funny but cute.
Master Xiuzhi nodded and asked me, "Do you want to see it?"
"Can you?" I asked.
Master Xiuzhi seemed to be watching my reaction again, he nodded, and brought the painting he had just hidden before my eyes.
I was taken aback by the scene that appeared unexpectedly.
Different from the immature and innocent portraits of children I imagined, what Master Xiuzhi painted was not flowers and fairy tales, nor his own dreams, nor his own family members. What he painted——was a monster.
Yes, monsters.Forgive me that I can only use such words to describe it.But it really is a monster.The dark background, distorted lines and the gloomy gaze on it all make people feel creepy.
Master Xiuzhi looked at me, smiled slowly, and said softly, "Guess what this is?"
It is said that children can see things that adults cannot see. Could it be that Master Xiuzhi is such a child?
In any case, it was too weird for a child to draw such a terrifying portrait at night, let alone the impression that Master Xiuzhi gave people as a gloomy child.There is no child like Master Xiuzhi.They smiled carefreely, and the suffering in the world seemed to be far away from them.
Of course, I know that there are many, many children who died in unknown corners, but I just don't want to think about it.When misfortune and calamity come down, it doesn't care whether the bearer is a man or a woman, an adult or a child, poor or rich.
It's just that Master Xiuzhi is indeed a very different child.Although it seems too impolite and arrogant to think so with people who have only met two sides now, but it is true that no child would sit in front of someone else's door in the middle of the night and draw weird portraits.
I should have been afraid, but perhaps because of the feelings of this body—the feelings of Mei who died of dystocia, I didn't feel afraid of Master Shuji.
What's more, although I am timid and afraid of ghosts, I have always liked stories about monsters.Even if I lose my memory, I'm still very sure of it.
After all, humans are far scarier than monsters - at least I think so.
In my understanding, ghosts are the product of human changes after death, or a collection of dark emotions such as resentment and jealousy.But monsters are different, and many monsters are even more lovable than humans.I don't know why I have such horrible thoughts.
Master Xiuzhi watched me quietly, like a delicate ceramic doll.What exactly did he want from me?I really can't figure it out, after all, I'm not a smart person, so I can only express my first feeling.
"To be honest, I was taken aback." I said, "I thought Master Xiuzhi's painting would be something like fairy tales and flowers."
Master Xiuzhi covered his mouth and laughed softly, looked at me with eyes that showed no emotion, and said, "Does Xingzi think I'm that type?"
"Hmm..." I pondered for a while, then said hesitantly, "It's not true."
From my impression of Master Xiuzhi so far, it seems that his interests are indeed different from those of ordinary children.
I said, "It's just that I hope that what you see is always beautiful and pure." Master Xiuzhi may be too precocious and sensitive, which makes him see many things that they shouldn't see than other children.
At this moment, I believe without doubt that this portrait is exactly what Master Xiuzhi really wants to paint in his heart.But I am afraid that this sharpness and purity will drag him into the boundless hell.
Master Xiuzhi seemed to be stunned for a moment because of this, I don't know if what I said would make him feel that I care too much, or that I am too arrogant to be disgusted with me, so I added another sentence, saying: "But no matter what So, you can draw whatever you like, it is a great thing to be able to draw what you want to draw.”
Maybe it was the feelings left in Mei's body that made me worry a little bit.But if you think about it carefully, it seems a good thing for children to live in a carefree environment and only see beautiful and pure things, but it will also deprive them of their growth and let them grow up on the day when they have to grow up. Being forced to accept something completely opposite to what you have always accepted is the most hopeless thing.
It may also be a good thing that Master Xiuzhi can draw what he wants to express on paper, and he can use this to express his emotions.After all, creation itself is a matter of subconsciously pouring out one's emotions to express oneself.
It's just that if possible, I still sincerely hope that he can be happier.From the first time I saw Master Xiuzhi, he seemed very unhappy all the time.
"If you like drawing, keep drawing." I said.
Master Xiuzhi was silent, and showed me a cute smile, which seemed to be a fake smile, but it seemed to be mixed with real emotions.
"May I ask, has Master Xiuzhi met me before?" I asked.I don't know why there is always a look that he seems to have seen me before.
Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I always feel that Master Xiuzhi doesn't look at me like someone I met for the first time.
"No." Young Master Xiuzhi swayed his legs from some children and said, "Why would Xingzi ask such a question?"
He may be the type who likes to act like a spoiled child to others, or he doesn't really think that way at all, but unconsciously and almost instinctively adopts actions that can please others.
In fact, I originally wanted to find some excuses to cover up like a normal person.But I don't know why, but I think it's better not to deceive Master Xiuzhi, so I said: "I always feel like I have seen my eyes before."
For such an overly perceptive child, maybe lying would make him feel uncomfortable.
"No." Master Xiuzhi shook his head and said, "I haven't seen Xingzi before."
"That's it." I smiled and didn't continue.Since he said "no", the answer is "no".After all, he is the young master of the wealthy family I work for, and I have no right to investigate because I can have a meal after taking the blessing of the Tsushima family.
This action of mine may have offended him again, Master Xiu Zhi pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said nothing, seeing me looking over, he showed another shallow smile.The action loosened the bandage around his right eye, and he reached out to fix it.
"Why are you wearing a bandage?" Looking at the bandages on his body, I asked with some concern.
Children this age are generally more active.Although Master Xiuzhi seems to be a relatively quiet type, he might fall down the stairs out of curiosity, or get injured while playing with other things.
"This one." Master Xiuzhi untied the bandage on his right hand, revealing a pair of iris-colored eyes, which were beautiful and had no obvious wounds."Because it looked cool, so I stuck with it," he laughs.
I couldn't laugh or cry for a while, I looked at Master Xiuzhi helplessly, and said, "If you wrap the bandage for too long, it's not good for your skin. Don't you think the place where you are wrapped is itchy and uncomfortable?"
"It's a little bit." Young Master Xiu Zhi pursed his lips in distress.
"The skin also needs to breathe, and it's not good for the skin if it's stuffy for a long time." I coaxed him softly: "You must cherish your body."
"I will." Young Master Xiuzhi didn't seem to listen to my advice, just smiled.
Before I could say anything more, he stood up again with his painting and pen.He seemed to be shivering a little as he stood up.
"Okay. I'm going back to sleep. Sachiko, don't tell anyone else about my painting here. If my father finds out, he will be very angry."
The boy, who looked extremely young, put his index finger to his lips, made a "shh" motion, and said, "This is our little secret."
Looking at his cute appearance, I couldn't help softening my expression and said, "Okay. I promise I won't tell anyone."
Master Xiuzhi smiled at me again holding the drawing paper, opened the door, and quickly ran away.
Looking at the back of Master Xiuzhi leaving, I feel mixed feelings in my heart.
When I was reborn, Mei died of dystocia, and I miraculously resurrected on her frozen body, but the baby she gave birth to gave birth had already died.I'm not sure about the exact cause of her death, but I can only guess that she wanted to sell her lipstick so that she could save a fortune to go to the hospital for delivery.Unexpectedly, I suddenly had a stomachache while walking on the road, and there was no one nearby—or even if someone passed by, I didn’t want to meddle in other people’s business. No matter how much I called for help, it was useless. In the end, I had to hide in the alley next to me. Unexpectedly, I had a dystocia up.
Of course, these are just my guesses.What happened at that time, only the dead Mei knew.And no matter what, the child she gave birth to would never come back.
It's only been about a month since this incident. Looking at the appearance of Master Xiuzhi, I can't help but wonder, if that child survives, will it stand like Master Xiuzhi in a few years? Smile at me in front of my face?
If he survives...
But think about it, not to mention that the child is dead.Even if I survived, it would be difficult for me to support myself, so how could I support Mei, a child whose biological father I don't even know?
Maybe he will resent why I let him be born in this world.
With that in mind, I looked out the window.
The darkness is gradually passing away, the world is shrouded in twilight, and the fine and dense snow falls from the sky, covering everything that can be reflected in the sight with a layer of dreamlike tulle.
I closed my eyes, quietly enjoying the tranquility at this moment, and sincerely hoped that this quiet and peaceful day could last forever.
At this time, I don't know that Master Xiuzhi is not five or six years old but eight years old, and he is not wearing bandages to pretend to be cool.What's more, I don't know that in the near future, I will lead Master Xiuzhi to escape this dream world together.
This time I just looked out the window at the snow and grieved how many more people might die on this cold night.I prayed quietly in my heart.
God, please let the warm spring come quickly.
The author has something to say: This article is probably relatively slow, and the style of writing and the direction of the story are not the kind that the public likes now 2333 In short, let it be (x)
Some plots may refer to Oba Yozo, but most of them are private settings, and the background and timeline are all private settings (hello)
I hope to treat each character as an independent, flesh-and-blood person. Although the writing skills are not good, I will work hard_(:з」∠)_
The heroine of this article, Sachiko, is not a strong woman, she is just an ordinary person.There are advantages and disadvantages, and many times they are even too indecisive.I really like the episode where ordinary people grow up 2333
I hope you all enjoy her and this story!
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Colleague: "This man is super strong but lucky E", the male protagonist is obviously super strong but has his own misfortune BUFF, in view of the ceiling of combat power between natural and ruthless.Unfortunately, he could be hit by a meteorite at any time. Although he could escape, it would affect the people around him.Funny and cool text, no CP.
Yuan Tan: 1. In "The NPC That Can't Be Beaten", a game that is popular all over the universe, everyone finds that no matter which character is conquered, the last character will say that their favorite is only Yi Wenzhi.And Yi Wenzhi is an NPC that cannot be attacked.The protagonist who wants to live a peaceful life but someone always wants to attack him, so he gives them a negative favor.
2. "Those Years I Was the God of Creation" has serious emotional flaws, and Luo Yan, who is difficult to feel and feel emotions of others, becomes the story of God of Creation.It's a heartwarming article, but all of them didn't make it in the early stage.The suitors include women, people outside (there are those who can become like ordinary humans and beasts, please note) and handsome old men (.
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