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"Good day.

Mr. Polaris, you really are a very scary person.

... "

Nara Shikamaru wrote a reply letter to Polaris, and sent another letter of what Gaara wanted to say, and delivered it to the mailbox together.Then, he found Shikahisa Nara.

Shikahisa Nara was very busy during this time, busier than his son preparing for the finals, but no matter how busy he was, he would always go home.

"Father, did something happen during the second test? Why was Sasuke unable to use Sharingan during the preliminary round?"

Still in the same position as last time, the son stood at the door and blocked his father's way home with his words.

Shikahisa Nara did not remain silent this time.

"Did you just figure it out now, or did you discover it then and ask now?" Nara Shikahisa asked back.

Nara Shikamaru, who was wearing home clothes, opened his mouth and made a conclusion on his own, "As expected, is it Orochimaru?"

Nara Deer was noncommittal for a long time.

Nara Shikamaru then probed further, "Oshemaru returned to Konoha during the Chunin exam, there must be some conspiracy? Isn't the village planning to pursue it?"

Shikahisa Nara still didn't speak.

Nara Shikamaru's hand hanging by his side gradually clenched into a fist.

"What about the villagers? Don't you need to worry about it?"

"What about the lower ninjas? Don't you need a reminder?"

"What about us? Is it okay to continue preparing for the performance ignorantly?"

"Father, do you have to keep silent in front of me? I know I have no right to speak, but don't I even have the right to know? Isn't this where I live? Isn't this my home? In my home, I Are you not qualified to make a sound?"

…………

Nara Shikahisa lit a cigarette and took a slow puff. The red light from the cigarette butt went from bright to dim in the dark corridor, and then back to bright again.

Almost showy.

"Even if you know, so what? Can you do anything?"

Nara Shikamaru laughed back angrily, "This kind of words...isn't it the arrogance of adults?"

Nara Shikamaru's face was covered by the gray smoke, "No, this is the judgment of the strong."

Nara Shikamaru's heart trembled, and he actually felt a nameless chill pervading his back.

"The weak also have the right to live, but the scope of that right is so narrow that they can't even guarantee the safety of their own homes. For such a trivial right, what they need to pay is endless obligations like slaves and tools. Are you going to say Do you say something like this? After defining me as weak, are you going to judge the weak like this? And then? Use the words that you will protect me as comfort?"

Shikahisa Nara took another puff of cigarette, "...What gave you the perception that I am also a strong person?"

Nara Shikamaru was startled, but saw that his father had extinguished the only light of the fire, and the scorching sparks could not even burn through the calluses of his fingertips.

Nara Shikahisa stared at his son, he knew that Nara Shikamaru had been struggling in his heart all this time, exhausted and helpless.

And there was nothing he could do about it.

"Shikamaru, do you think I'm strong? Elite Jōnin? Jōnin squad leader? Konoha military division? Do you think these names are great? It seems that those who are bigger than me are even less than double digits in Konoha , Looking at the entire ninja world, there is probably no problem in the top [-]-do you think this is a strong one? Do you know how famous Hatake Sakumo was back then? You know that on the battlefield between Konoha and Sand Yin , Did he kill the enemy with a silver short sword? At that time, he was more popular than the Fourth Hokage, and Konoha Sannin's reputation was weaker than him. But the result? What is his result?"

Shikahisa Nara looked down at his young son.

"Didn't Polaris just publish a joke? Do you think it's a joke? Do you think Konoha ninjas of our generation will laugh when they see that joke?"

"Hanging quietly in front of his house? Konoha Baiya, what a prestigious name, Konoha Baiya's ending is not even a joke. He didn't die at the door of the enemy's house, he died quietly in his own home, quietly Liming...is the home of a strong man like him safe?"

"Now answer me, Shikamaru, am I strong?"

Nara Shikamaru didn't answer, and Nara Shikahisa didn't need his answer, he already had the answer in his heart.

"I am. Compared to the dead Konoha Baiya, who shines yellow and is still alive, I am a strong person who can take care of his wife and children. What kind of a strong person is a person who can't even survive?"

"I'm not afraid of death, Shikamaru, but I don't care about letting others die for my own safety."

"This is our generation. What? Didn't the North Star tell you?"

Nara Shikamaru was on the verge of crying, he had never felt so helpless since he could remember.Peers, even some adults, are shallow in his eyes.But now, he finds that he is too shallow to be cured. All this time, what he sees is only the surface of the world, but he thinks that he has opened the inside.

Is it fear?Is it the human fear of the unknown?

No.

This is sad.

It was his inexplicable grief as a son, as a young man, a man whose ideals and beliefs were not wrong, at what his father had shown.

"Mr. Polaris said that human selfishness is not a bad thing. He believes that no one's life in this world is more noble than others, but his own life is more precious than others. Even if his innocence collapses, he can't go against himself. heart to deny it."

"Do you think he approves of me?"

"...No...he is not agreeing with you." Nara Shikamaru choked up, and he lowered his head, as if carrying a heavy burden of life on his back.

Walking in the world, who does not move forward with a heavy burden?

"You have seen the tragic ending, so you are afraid, and you are determined never to let yourself have that ending; and Mr. Polaris, he will see the tragic ending, he will be angry, he will be painful, and he will only think that he will never let it happen again. That’s how it ended.”

"Is he qualified? Is he capable? Is he sure?"

"He has a heart that never gets cold and a light that never goes out."

"Is this enough? Are these two things enough?"

"Not enough. But you don't even have those two things."

"What are you going to do with useless things? Put them away all the time, so that you will always hate yourself and the world?" Nara Shikahisa finally couldn't control his emotions, and revealed a trace of cold sarcasm.

"Shikamaru, do you think that the third generation who directly or indirectly caused many tragedies is a bad person? Didn't he encourage you, was he not an idol in your heart?"

"Because he encouraged me and made me an idol, I couldn't accept it even more! The death of Konoha Baiga, the departure of Konoha Sannin, the suicide of Hinata Neji's father, the destruction of the Uchiha clan... so many... ...so much, father!!!"

Nara Shikahisa grinned an ugly smile, and the torn scar looked particularly ferocious.

"You still forgot one person."

"……Who?"

"Your teacher's elder brother, the eldest son of the third generation."

The author has something to say: Lie on the ground and beg not to get fat, at least don’t raise it until it’s in the trap, otherwise this article will be over in the weekend Shura field.

Don't ask me why I got last weekend's clip!It's not that there are too many more in front! (Don't ask, you'll regret it if you ask)

It's okay, I'm stuck, it's useless anyway, I went to rush to draft.

Oh, by the way, about the struggles of this generation of people who have experienced the war, let Nara Shikajiu come to see the big from the small, and of course there are other people such as Kakashi, Orochimaru, and Nagato. , but the focus is on him, others are just supplementary explanations~

As for those who are completely opposed to Polaris... ahem, isn’t there a ninja pot king there~

Uh...ballball, everyone, really don't gain weight before you get caught, give me a meal, big guys, woo woo woo~~~

Everyone remember to take a look at the copywriting, this is an idealistic story, so of course there will be an idealistic ending!Don't be afraid, the heroine can live longer than me! (at least idealistic in my opinion)

Also, I saw a little angel talking about hunters. Sorry, I just read the mention in the comments and said it in passing. I didn't think about it!at the same time!This article does not go to the hunter, does not go to the hunter, does not go to the hunter!So please stop arguing (laugh)

Hypothetically, if you want to go, Polaris will first talk about Meteor Street, then Hunter Association, and then v5. In the process of talking about v5, they use beating the enemy's family as a point of scolding (from the perspective of the broken window effect), and hide while talking. It's not even as good as a homeless man, although there is a high probability that he will settle down on Meteor Street.

It’s just a casual assumption, don’t take it seriously, I didn’t plan to go, I didn’t plan to write so long, if you want to see the hunter, you can stop.

mwah!love you~

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Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Dao Bu Bu, Jiu Jiu, Ming Ying, Xiang Zuo, Xiang Zuo 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: the sky is blue, 10 bottles of Ahriman; cups, waiting for 1 bottle to be updated every day;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!