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"I'm not ashamed of it. Both time and space can separate people's emotions. Even if there is only a wall, you will stop in front of the pain of the people next door.

But then I learned a lot.

A reporter traveling through the battlefield took a series of photos that belonged to the battlefield. You look at those photos and see those dying or dead people staring at you through time and space with eyes that cannot be closed. They are watching from the other side of death. You, deeply make you realize that they are just like you.We are all people, we all have parents, we have hometowns, we have favorite snacks, we have favorite snacks, maybe we like to sleep late like you, and we have the habit of quietly stuffing the novels we haven’t finished the night before under the pillow to prevent mother from cleaning Found in the room...

A subjugated minister of a ruined country that has been invaded and occupied, he was persuaded to surrender by the leader of the invaders because of his outstanding strength and talent, and he was even given a high position.The leader of the invaders asked his wife and daughter to persuade him, but he said that they were not his wife and daughter, and if they were, they would never surrender.He said to his sister: "Of course I am in pain. Who would have no kinship? But the matter has come to this, Yu Yi deserves to die." He finally kowtowed and kowtowed in the direction of the capital of his home country, and died.

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I learned so many things, so many things, that crowded my mind and made me wonder, are they really different from me?

Is there any difference between those who died in the war, who died in the past, who are dying now, and me, who is enjoying the afternoon on the lawn in the yard outside our house?

Are they damned?

If I don't deserve to die, how can I turn a blind eye to this matter and accept that this world is full of people who don't deserve to die but will die, and one day in the future, I, and the people I care about will also not deserve to die But one of the people who just died?

Once, I met a child who was precocious and thoughtful, and he made me feel very kind.

You can see how lucky I am to have someone I can talk to who wants to hear my point of view when no one else can understand me and I can't understand theirs.

I even think he is another me.

If I hadn't had these formed thoughts and grown up in this world step by step, then he was what I would have become.

I couldn't help projecting my own image onto him.

I refuse to become a ninja, but I watched him successfully become a ninja, watched him perform missions, saw his hands stained with blood, watched him become more and more silent, and saw him less and less.

The more I can't accept it later, I can't see him anymore.

Years later, his fate has slipped into a complete abyss, with no hope left.

At that moment, as if I were him, I gave up all hope... No, all hope left me.

Is there any difference between him and me?

Except one became a ninja and the other didn't.

Except one had seen war as a child, the other hadn't.

I wouldn't say I'm living a great life right now, but at least my life is firm and full of light.

At least I live the life I want to live. If I will fall into the abyss in the future, that is the abyss I choose, and I have no hesitation.

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Sorry, I lied just now, he will not be another me, he is much better than me.

I am a person with irreparable flaws in character and even personality, which can probably be collectively called weakness.He is different, he is very strong, when faced with difficult problems, he can think calmly and rationally, and then solve them.superb.

At that time we were only five years old, and we hadn't even attended ninja school. He had already started ninja training for a long time, and even went to the battlefield, but I was still a kid running around to observe other people's lives. I still hold the foolish and naive fantasy, thinking that I can be alone, hone my writing skills in this complicated world, and become a satisfying author.

I have a bad personality, but he tolerantly tolerated all my shortcomings-he can discover the advantages of others, understand the difficulties of others, and have pure goodwill and simple expectations for the world.

Once, once, I really wanted to do something that would be punished by an adult if I did it. I couldn't do it alone, so I rashly made a request to him.

Because I said that I want to do it very much, it is a necessary step for me to pursue my dream, so he has always been an excellent and well-behaved boy in the eyes of adults, so he accompanied me to do it.He was punished afterwards, but I, the instigator, had nothing to do.

At that time, you know what?Can you imagine that picture?At that time, I even felt that he had a problem with his brain, and he felt guilty, but it was more annoyance caused by his incomprehension of his behavior. It was so impolite and impolite. It can be said that it was very rude to ask him why he agreed. When I was with you, do you know what expression he looked at me with?Do you know what he said?

The child who saw the cruelty of war when he was four years old and stared blankly at the corpses on the battlefield, he smiled so softly, as if the world was amiable in his eyes—he clearly knew that the world was not amiable at all !This cold and cruel world!

He said to me: "Because I want to help you pursue your dreams. Isn't it a very happy thing to see others on the road of chasing their dreams?"

Seven years after he said this, he completely lost his qualifications to chase his dreams.

Those people, those so-called ninja rules of the ninja system, those cold kunai and shuriken... It has no idea what it did, it doesn't understand what it destroyed!

This already formed world doesn't know how to appreciate his gentle smile, and it doesn't understand how beautiful it is when he raises his hand, points his little fingers, and counts the stars.

It doesn't need to be timid and tactful, just to talk to him a few more words, and listen to him say that you are very dazzling when you pursue your dreams.

It just killed him coldly, ruthlessly, indifferently, and plainly with the word "ninja", turning him into a walking dead.

Can you imagine how I accept that he is still walking the world now?

Can you imagine how I still hold the pen that is connected to my dream after that?

do you know?For a while, I even wished that I had never known him, never been close to him, so that I could pretend that such terrible pain did not exist in this world, and live contentedly.

There is such terrible suffering in this world. The book only tells me that good people will get the pain that makes them better and nobler, while bad people only deserve the pain that makes them uglier and baser. The book It didn't tell me that such an outstanding good person would be forced to become a heinous bad person!

This is such a world!How can I hold my pen again?

Do you know how much I hate myself?

When I was young, I used my superiority in thinking to tell him a lot of great truths I heard from my predecessors, those truths that I didn’t know were not just truths before I had enough experience.

In such a peaceful and harmonious afternoon, I said to him pretending to be old-fashioned: "If you don't treat him as a human being when you are young, you will not be able to be a human being when you grow up." (1)

You know how much I hate myself for saying that to him?

He was not treated as a child, as a person when he was a child, so when he grows up, he cannot be a person.

I really hate, hate everything, even him.

But what I hate the most is the existence that caused all this, turning him, another me, a better me into such an unforgivable monster!

What is causing all this?

Was it the horrors of war that he saw in his childhood, when the Three Views were established?

Is it the ninja system and the ninja environment that melted him into a terrible person?

do you know?He is really outstanding, if it is not for this world, he has family environment and his own talents as capital, he can spend a happy life that everyone envies.

This is such a person, now rotting in the abyss, is this the reward he deserves?

If I didn't refuse to be a ninja, am I now rotting in the abyss?

Do we deserve to rot?

Do you deserve to rot?

I, who have never experienced war, feel horrible and sinful just from what others tell me.I have no doubt that if the ninja world starts the fourth war, then I will kill myself before the war kills me.

I don't want to see war, which is an uncivilized and inhuman evil with deep roots and endless legacy.

I really hate war, and even though I know it's necessary sometimes, I'm too weak to say it myself.

I have many hesitation and hesitation, many solid reasons to stop me, but all reasons are not enough to resist the weight of war:

Sand Hidden Village and Konoha rebelled against Orochimaru, planning to destroy Konoha during the Zhongnin exam.

This is an act without justice.

I can't find out more specific details, if you want, then ask Gaara.

I believe in him.

I don't expect you to trust someone you don't know well, but at least give him a chance.

Gaara said he was my follower and that I was the light.

I wish I were really the light, but that's for future generations to judge.

However, I can draw conclusions right now:

Gaara is the one who chases the light.

The light shone on him.

I will never betray Gaara's trust, even if there is a high and boundless sky as an enemy, I will fulfill my promise.

All the best.

I hope you don't have a monster called war living in your heart.

— Polaris”

The author has something to say: (1) What Lu Xun said.

Originally, I said it in the copywriting, but then I deleted it when I thought it was not important: In the early stage, itachi single arrow Polaris.

In other words, Polaris does not have romantic feelings for Itachi, at least so far, there is no such feeling (I don’t know about the following things, to be honest, the author is addicted to ideological liberation and writing Chinese, and I really don’t want the heroine to fall in love, and Polaris I don’t seem to be interested in dating, so I don’t know if there is a male lead, even if there is, it doesn’t matter who the male lead is—I believe that everyone is not chasing this article to watch love and buy stocks, so don’t care about these details. I'm just repeating that I'm afraid you may misunderstand~

However, Itachi does have an important meaning to Polaris—you can roughly understand why from the side descriptions and her narration so far, right?I will also deepen the rendering later~

By the way, please don’t get fat. Look at the clicks in the first two chapters. It’s so miserable. Those who hear it are sad and those who see it cry. T_T

Ok, above.

Oh no……

Seeking the collection of the author's column!Think about it, as long as I add more than 50 favorites, I can be painful and happy. Aren’t you happy?Come and destroy me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Okay, that's all, good night everyone~

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