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"I am Ninja Gaara from Sand Hidden Village. My identity is the son of the Fourth Kazekage, and my teammates, Kankuro and Temari are my brothers and sisters. I am very sorry for taking the liberty to meet you, Nara Shikamaru."

Nara Shikamaru let out a meaningless tone, and sighed: "I've come here, you can just tell me, I ran out for the reason of investigation, I have no convincing power at all, I have to go back as soon as possible." OK."

I love Luo Wenyan, his eyes moved slightly, "I... I am still Ichio Jinchuriki."

"Oh, Ichitau Jinchuriki, um, huh... huh???" Nara Shikamaru's suddenly high-pitched voice aroused several birds.

Gaara nodded politely, "Ichizuru is inside me."

Nara Shikamaru swallowed, feeling his throat dry.

Of course, he wanted to ask a lot of questions, such as the most important thing, Renzhuriki from another village came to Konoha, why do you not want to hang out with Big Brother? !

But no matter how you look at it, now is not a good time to ask this question-if Gaara is hostile, then just don't tell him.

"You...what are you trying to say?"

"It's sudden, but I want to ask you for a favor."

"What are you busy with?"

"Send me a letter."

Nara Shikamaru was taken aback for a moment, then immediately understood Gaara's meaning, and used this to deduce Gaara's current situation.

It should be almost seven years ago, Polaris expressed its intention to welcome letters from readers and hope readers to write letters at the end of its magazine columns and articles.

Since then, there have been ninjas for various purposes trying to find out the true identity and hiding place of Polaris through letters, but to this day, no one knows who is responsible for helping Polaris deliver letters from all over the world, let alone those How did the letter with only Polaris' name on the address line get to Polaris.

Many people in the ninja world suspect that Polaris is a member of the unknown blood-stained boundary family, and this is the reason.

Logically speaking, write a letter to Polaris and guarantee that the letter will be received by Polaris - the only thing readers need to care about is the "writing" stage, after which it is just posted in the mailbox, and then sits and waits for Polaris' reply at some point Just quietly appear on you.

So, what is the reason why Gaara can't even do such a simple thing, and has to risk his identity to the ninja from the outer village to ask for help?

"Can't you do it yourself?" Nara Shikamaru asked bluntly since he was the one being asked.

Gaara shook his head, "Because I was too careless in the past, so after a few failures, the surveillance around me has greatly increased. Even now that I have been dormant for several years, I can only find such opportunities. Of course, paper and pen It's impossible to have, let alone put a letter in the mailbox."

Nara Shikamaru's eyelids twitched, "Your village is so careful, it must not be because Polaris is a wanted object, right? Are you planning anything?"

To be honest, Nara Shikamaru didn't expect Gaara to answer, but just asked subconsciously.

But Gaara answered.

"Well, I want to go to Teacher Polaris and follow Teacher Polaris."

After many years, Gaara once again reiterated his wish to a stranger whom he met and talked to for the first time today.

Nara Shikamaru could feel Gaara's sincerity, and because of this, he felt difficult to breathe, and there was a faint dry bitter taste in his mouth.

The more humble, sincere, and earnest Gaara is, the more miserable Nara Shikamaru feels about him.

His father is the shadow of a village, and his teammates are his older brothers and sisters. Such a relationship makes people jealous, but he himself is so lonely.

Renzhuli in every village is an excluded existence.

Nara Shikamaru couldn't help but think of his classmate Uzumaki Naruto, who is also Jinchuriki and even Kage's son.

Uzumaki Naruto is also lonely in this way. When he was in the ninja school, all the children were picked up by their parents, and only his shadow was stretched very long by the setting sun.

In fact...he is not the only orphan, but other children have friends, only Naruto Uzumaki does not.He has never had the love and tolerance of adults for children.Adults have always been the main force to hurt him, and many children hate him because they are influenced by the adults around them.

Even if it is the village's most important secret strategic weapon, Nara Shikamaru is really not surprised at all that Gaara wanted to defect.

On the contrary, he thinks that Uzumaki Naruto is a guy who has been cheerful and grows up and still clamors to be Hokage. He has a brain problem.

Gaara, who is now waiting for his answer, is obviously not the one with the wrong brain.

He can observe and think better. When he finds that his father, relatives, teammates and compatriots add up, the kindness and tenderness given to him is not as important as a few lines written by a person who doesn't know where he is, he will naturally understand. What choice should I make.

This matter, in simple terms, is a young man who was hurt here and wants to escape and go to a place where he will not be hurt.

It's like when a person is scalded by a flame, he will no longer reach out to the flame.

Looking at it this way, is there anything that can be blamed for Gaara's thinking?

Who is qualified to stop him?

At least he didn't.

However, Nara Shikamaru still didn't understand.

He doesn't understand, because he is not Gaara, has not experienced what Gaara has experienced, and cannot imagine what Polaris means to Gaara, who is hated and hated by everyone.

He didn't know how sadly Gaara's uncle Yashamaru died under Gaara's hand, and he didn't know that Gaara almost counted the stars in the sky one night after another when he couldn't fall asleep, hoping desperately that there would be something on his body. Silk light is the illumination from the North Star.

He knew why he couldn't understand, and he didn't think he could force it.

Gaara shows his loneliness to everything that is shown in front of him. It is a loneliness that makes people feel more sad than Gosaburo's fantasy of Erina, because Gosaburo is a person in the book, and Gaara But standing in front of him, like a wrong word in this world.

"Do you believe me like that? Even if you really have nowhere to go, I'm a ninja from another village. In Sand Hidden Village, you're still a ninja, but in Konoha, you're just a captive with no human rights. You just Don't worry that I will report your situation to the village?"

What Nara Shikamaru couldn't understand the most was this.

Only this, he must know no matter what.

Gaara was silent for a moment, but said: "Three years ago, Anbu, who was in charge of monitoring me, told me that Mr. Polaris published an article in which he told a story that Mr. Polaris saw from a place he was traveling. coming story."

"A man knocked on his friend's door in the middle of the night, and the friend put on his armor, held a purse in his left hand, and a sword in his right, and opened the door."

Shikamaru Nara remembered the story.

The man opened the door, saw his friend, and said, "My friend, you must have something to do when you come to the door at this time. If you need money, here is all my wealth; if you need help, I and my sword have already Ready."

It's such a short and simple story that makes people's blood agitate, but they understand that it can only be a story.

The complete understanding between friends contained in the story, the unreserved trust, and the unthinking devotion are the highest expression of friendship Nara Shikamaru has ever seen.

Gaara recounted the story, and then said: "That Anbe told me that I was a man worthy of having friends, and he wanted to be my friend. He prepared his luggage and his weapon and was determined to help me escape. go."

Nara Shikamaru subconsciously didn't want to listen anymore, because he knew there would be no good ending.

"He's in Sain's prison right now. He was going to be executed, but being a jinjuriki has an advantage, I'm strong, and I'm stronger after becoming a full renjuriki. So he's in prison now, and I'm here. "

Nara Shikamaru twitched the corners of his mouth, showing an ugly smile, trying to make the atmosphere a little easier, "I don't want to be thrown into prison... If I'm found out, I'll be miserable."

Gaara heard the words, did not continue to plead, but nodded as if understanding all the difficulties of Nara Shikamaru, "I understand, you can appear in front of me alone, it has proved your hard work."

Isn't he disappointed?

Nara Shikamaru didn't know, but after hearing Gaara's words that seemed to give up, he blurted out as if a thorn was stuck in his throat: "I'll help you!"

silence.

silence.

Still silent.

Embarrassed, but at the same time, Nara Shikamaru glared at Gaara with dissatisfaction, "Hey! Can you give me a reaction anyway?! Although it is a very simple matter, I also risked a lot here The risk is good!"

Gaara came back to his senses and hurriedly said, "Sorry, I was just a little surprised... are you really willing to help me?"

Don't ask, just ask for regrets...

Nara Shikamaru silently adjusted the expression on his face to his usual laziness, and nodded lightly, "Ah, help me. But let me tell you first, I will only help you with the contact problem, once your attempt is exposed, I will not Intervene."

Gaara expressed her deep understanding, "I know. Please rest assured, I will try my best not to implicate you. No matter when Mr. Polaris replies, I will not take any action during the Chunin exam."

You never thought that Polaris would ignore your possibility because of your special status?

Nara Shikamaru helplessly rolled his eyes. He also felt that it was impossible for Polaris to ignore Gaara, even though Gaara's identity was very, very, very special.

If even Polaris ignores Gaara, Nara Shikamaru rubbed the back of his neck, then there is really no hope in this world.

"It's almost time, let's go back first, and I will find a way to find you later... Oh, yes, Nara-kun, if you see me acting too much during the exam, please don't take it to heart, it is necessary The camouflage. If one person's strength is too normal, the others will be in a hurry."

The author has something to say: I remember that story about friendship is in Wang Xiaobo's book, but I can't remember which book or essay it is.

I happened to see a sentence just now, "Drinking ice for ten years, it is difficult to cool the blood".

If I didn't believe there was love and hope in Hokage, I wouldn't be writing it.

Even though I use the villainous woman and other stories to vent Kishimoto's anger for ruining my childhood & youth, even now, I believe that there is love and hope in Hokage.

To use the words that everyone said to be joking, Kishimoto is a manga artist, and he knows the shitty Hokage (dog head).

From the perspective of "the author is dead", the above sentence is actually no problem, that is to say, even if this is already the case, then when discussing the plot, what to say "Itachi is originally a pure villain but is popular So forcibly whitewashing"... I don't think it's necessary.

The story is already formed, even finished.There is nothing else to do but accept its establishment, and then appreciate critically on that basis.

Even Sade who wrote "The 120 Days of Sodom", Akutagawa Ryunosuke who wrote "Rashomon", and Mo Yan who wrote "Sandalwood Punishment"... No matter how much darkness is exposed and no matter how hopeless is expressed, if they If they didn't believe there was love and hope in this world, they wouldn't be writing.

The work is the author's struggling posture. If there is no hope, why struggle?

(There should be an arrow pointing up here)

Based on this understanding, my heroine Polaris believes that there is love and hope in the world of Naruto, even when she wrote "A Beautiful Homeland", even when she said she didn't know how to believe it, she believed it , otherwise she would not have the energy to write.

This belief is from her hand to the reader's eyes - as it is said in the hero: so that you are not afraid of being hurt.

Gaara is not afraid of getting hurt.

(This is something I didn’t say in the text of this chapter but I want to express)

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