Great writers and philosophers

"This will be my worst work, because it is formed with pain, anger, hatred, and even delirium as a foundation, and there is only poison in it."

Terumi Mei and Ao almost begged to finish watching "The Ice Blade of Midsummer", completely unable to understand how Polaris could write such a beautiful work as "The Ice Blade of Midsummer", and then write "A Beautiful Homeland", which is a little more beautiful Unreconciled with works that have no relationship (!), Bubble opened "A Beautiful Homeland" again, looking for the author's preface.

In the preface, Polaris begins by saying that "Home Better" is his worst failure.For this point, Bubble raised his hands and feet, and then lifted Liuwei to express his agreement!

You know, the tailed beast sealed in Renzhuli can see everything about Renzhuli, and Bubble's emotional fluctuations when reading "A Beautiful Homeland" obviously attracted the attention of the six-tailed rhinoceros, and then...

The bubble continued to read, only to find that Polaris did not immediately explain this sentence:

"I once dreamed of becoming a litterateur, that is, a person engaged in the study of literature.

I know I don't have much talent, there are many amazing writers whose talent and inspiration can make me feel hopeless, convinced that I will never reach their heights in my life, even if I go all the way Can be a mediocre person, waiting for the ruthless judgment of history and fate.

However, even though I have already understood that this road is not smooth for me, I can't get to the end, but my love for it is extremely deep.

I walked on this road with equal pain and helplessness, because I have equal passion and deep love in my body-I once firmly believed that this would be my life like a martyr, a life that would make me regretless and happy.Even if I get nothing in the end, or even get close to my dream, I can spend my life as a happy person.

Until I see the world clearly.

This world does not need writers, this world does not need literature, it does not need those things that are too high and useless, what it needs is not "the pear blossom courtyard melts into the moon, the catkin pond is light wind", it is not "the intermittent light of fireflies, One bright and one dark", the predecessors once told me: "Literature is a search and an attempt; it is not a benchmark, and it usually does not provide answers to questions." (1)

The world does not need what will bring salvation and enlightenment a few hundred years from now, it needs help now.

So I gave up my dream, so that people who come later, who have dreams of the same nature as mine, can pursue their dreams freely and safely.

Thousands of years later, if my name is still in people's memory, I may be called a thinker, a revolutionist——I have enough determination to use all the heat of my life to light the torch in my hand, you can't choose to see it or not arrive.

My articles and books are all for this purpose. I roared and roared, and held up the torch in an attempt to make more people feel the distant warmth. I had already started the sacrifice before sacrificing my own life.

I will not despair because my sacrifice did not achieve the goal. Even if there is only a slight change, it can make me feel comforted and have no regrets.

However, what happened a month ago destroyed my confidence.

How can I firmly believe that there is hope in this world when something like this has happened?How much love does it take to digest such a dark sin?

This book is poison rather than medicine. I actually wrote such a work. I should destroy it as soon as my sanity returns, pretending that I have never been so desperate. I am still the one in your eyes who firmly believes that the world will change Become a better, hopeful guide.

I can not do it.

Wu Saburo's loneliness is that no one understands him, and he can't understand anyone.His last struggle, and the only one, failed so comically and simply.

My loneliness is that some people will believe the so-called reasons for extermination, and no one will be angry about it.My loneliness is that no one is alone for this.

In this world, there is no one who has never felt lonely, and has never looked forward to a beautiful home where only happiness exists in the deepest part of his heart.

The loneliness of the world is a ninja who destroyed a nearby village when he fought with Tudun Ninjutsu. Facing the survivors who took revenge many years later, he said: "I can't help it, that's the mission. You just treat your village as a village Isn’t it good that the earthquake destroyed it? Anyway, the existence of ninjas is like a natural disaster to ordinary people.”

I hate that you are human, I hate that you also have humanity and empathy, I hate that I can't hate you purely.

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At the end of this preface, Bubble saw that Polaris wrote: "Although it is poison, if it can make readers feel uncomfortable because of it, and understand what kind of hell a departure from good will make the world fall into, then even poison has its own advantages." There is value."

Through this sentence, which returns to the connotation of the article that Polaris has always insisted on, Bubble seems to see a figure holding a pen and writing while crying by a lamp in the dark night.

He saw that the world outside that person was full of darkness, and only he was covered with a faint light.He saw the man crying while looking at the darkness in the distance, took off the light on his body, mixed it into ink, and painted it on the paper.

He saw that the light on the man was getting less and less, but light came out from his body.

Facing the boundless darkness, that person turned himself into light, burning himself in the lonely and lonely sky, pointing out the way for all the travelers who are trapped in the darkness.

The author has something to say: Brainstorming on the name of the article, let me note a more attractive article name in the copy to retain those little angels who were dismissed by my article name (┯_┯)

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Predecessor = Ango Sakaguchi (I really like Ango Sakaguchi’s works so much that I want to marry him——Acceptance of "Married to Ango Sakaguchi" (the three-dimensional Ango Sakaguchi), interested little angels can receive it first I don’t know when to write, but I will always write. Recently, I am sorting out the writer’s life experience table at the end of the 20th century)

To be honest, once you praise me and then comment too much, I feel embarrassed not to type... I just said yesterday that I didn’t change it, but I changed it again (╯‵*′)╯︵┻━┻

I really want to finish next door! ! ! !

Ahem... well, the above words are not important.

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 2 Jiujiu; 1 flash, Bingbing Liegu, Daodong, Xiang Zuo, and Xiang Itachi;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Sadness named Fei; 1 bottle of Revolving Years, Liuyun Xixie, and Lolita;

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