[Four Drive Brothers] Reshaping Reality

When Brett returned to the hotel, he saw Zhou Yan's room downstairs was still lit. Brett raised his hand and saw that the hands on his wrist showed that it was already one o'clock in the morning.Not wanting to disturb her in the middle of the night, Brett stood quietly for a while when he passed the door of Zhou Yan's room, and could not hear any sound in the room.Hopefully she just forgot to turn off the lights, Brett thought.Recalling Yan Zuo’s announcement that some of the team was about to return home, Zhou Yan pursed her lips and closed her eyes. Brett stroked the raised carving on the door frame, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. People are such strange animals, the harder they are to control The more greedy things are, the more distress they give you, which makes you almost forget yourself.

"Didn't sleep well yesterday?" Brett sat next to Zhou Yan with a glass of milk.

Zhou Yan shook her hand and almost threw the toast with jam in her hand back onto the plate.

Not only did she not sleep well, she simply couldn't fall asleep.For the Chinese team, there is no preparatory work necessary for them to compete for the right to host the World Cup. He Wang followed Xiaohao to the game hall every day, as if he had discovered a new continent full of fun, and the others took a trip The Raiders wanted to have fun, so the regular team meeting of the Chinese team fell through; Zhou Yan, who had nothing to do, met Qiao in the corridor, and Qiao said excitedly that she and Julian had an appointment to go shopping, and asked Zhou Yan if she wanted to go together; After Yan politely refused, she turned to the end of the corner and knocked on Brett's door many times, until Miller next to him opened the door sleepily and told her that Brett was going to compete with Hugh.

Suddenly, everyone is busy, everyone has something to do.In this age without cell phones and laptops, nothing triggers depression more than a blank life left with nothing but cranky thoughts.Zhou Yan tossed and turned on the bed, except for the rotation of the second hand, there was no sound around her, she closed her eyes.With her tiredness for the past few days, Zhou Yan thought she would fall asleep immediately, but her mind was full of fragments and scenes from this year flashing back again and again: Grilled fish, the Ferris wheel that can see the orange light of Tokyo Tower in the distance, and waltz music in the ice and snow, Brett was smiling or surprised, and his exclamation seemed to linger in his ears.

Zhou Yan sat up in distress, she must have been really bewitched.Worst of all, her poison, her antidote, was about to leave her.

After Zhou Yan was in a daze, she turned to Brett who was still patiently waiting for her answer and said, "Are you free today? I want to date you."

Zhou Yan dragged Brett to stop and go on the street, Brett watched Zhou Yan chanting words he couldn't understand all the way, actively approaching various crowded occasions, and because of watching When the queue is too long and unwilling to give up, then speed up the pace and walk to another location.Such a process was repeated many times, and Zhou Yan became anxious unconsciously. She didn't want such a rare afternoon to be completely wasted in fruitless wandering. You know, for them, what they want most now is time.

Brett stopped in his tracks, and put his hands on the shoulders of Zhou Yan who looked puzzled: "Don't be afraid of wasting time, we still have plenty of time, every day before I leave Japan, all my time is up to you come to dominate."

Zhou Yan opened her eyes wide. At this moment, a group of young girls gathered around to buy tickets. Their steps were stumbling, and Brett quickly embraced Zhou Yan.

Regarding all the things she cares about, he has always understood, Zhou Yan thought with emotion.

Waiting for the crowd to gradually go away, Zhou Yan said: "Let's continue to look around, although the remaining time is still plenty, but we also need to improve the efficiency of time utilization."

It wasn't until they left the downtown area of ​​the city that the crowds in the various entertainment venues became less crowded. There was even a theater in front of which was empty, and the staff were chatting leisurely with the people downstairs enjoying the cool air.Zhou Yan leaned over, and she saw that on the poster at the door was an old movie from two years ago - "Love Before Sunrise". Along the way, other theaters they saw were playing various popular TV dramas It is no wonder that the market response is so mixed.

Zhou Yan and Brett bought tickets to enter the movie theater. The indoor theater was not big, and there were only a few audiences sitting sparsely in the front row. The opening subtitles had already been typed.

Black and white projections are interlaced on the screen, and the elegant soundtrack continues and changes. There are no complicated scenes in the movie, only meaningful dialogue.

Seeing the protagonist's smile, Zhou Yan was puzzled: "It's strange, it seems that the time we are together belongs only to us - we created it ourselves. It's like, I am in your dream, and you are also in my dream inside."

Zhou Yan heard the protagonist's precise self-analysis: "I think that only when I know everything about a person can I truly fall in love. How does his hair part, which shirt he wears on a certain day, I know exactly where he is. When I know which story he will tell on a certain occasion, I am sure that I am truly in love with him."

What a wonderful and disgusting thing love is, it makes you inexplicably restless in ordinary days, and throws out some vague hints to deliberately lure you into your seat all the time.Zhou Yan suddenly couldn't see the protagonist's face clearly because tears blurred her vision.

When the protagonist said: "I like the way he looks at me when I look away", Brett subconsciously looked at Zhou Yan, but saw Zhou Yan's tears flowing quietly.She had no emotions or words, and seemed to be simply moved by the movie, but Brett knew that it must be more than that.Zhou Yan's abnormal silence, Zhou Yan's constant trance, and Zhou Yan's excessive anxiety all point to the news just announced at the conference.Brett said to himself yesterday that the sense of security has always been his lingering problem, but when he came to this moment today, this inadvertent verification of the emotional bond between him and Zhou Yan did not make him feel at all Happy.

There are delicate kisses falling from the top of the head, the breath is hot, and the hair is dancing lightly.Zhou Yan was embarrassed to find that Brett noticed her emotions. She wanted to turn her head to explain, but her shoulders were firmly locked by Brett's arms.Brett whispered to Zhou Yan: "You are in front of me, you don't need to explain anything. Believe me, we are different from them."

Zhou Yan wanted to ask him what was different, whether he and she were destined to see each other again, or whether he and she could not separate freely and tacitly like the partner in the movie.But Zhou Yan immediately gave up this futile inquiry. No one will know who will win between time and love until the moment when it is finally revealed.

After watching the movie, it was nearly dusk. Zhou Yan pretended to be relaxed and dragged Brett down the street step by step. Brett indulged in following her too light steps, feeling a little regretful in her heart. Why did they choose a Such a sad film.It’s not that he has never faced parting. NASA’s various trainings and four-wheel drive tours have made him make many friends. Every parting means that a battle has finally been successfully completed. Compared with the beautiful numbers on the report card, No amount of sadness will become as light as a feather.He has never tried to avoid all occasions that touch the scene and wipe away the tears that make him feel distressed.

Zhou Yan felt depressed because of her unconscious emotional leakage in the movie theater, she wished she could turn over that page right away, "Let me sing for you."

Brett raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Okay."

Zhou Yan has no talent for music, and has always only listened to popular songs occasionally as a pastime. She just suddenly realized that she had never clearly stated her heart to Brett. fair thing.Fortunately, lyrics can often replace words, and melodies can touch memories.

She sings, should there be a tacit understanding in loving someone, I think you understand whenever I look at you.

She sings, I still have hopeless expectations for you, and I can't sit still and hope to see through.

She sang, many things in this life can only be reserved for you until eternity, how can others understand it.

She sang, even if the meeting is already a vast number of passers-by, I am afraid that I will never forget it in this life.

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Zhou Yan followed the original tune of the song and sang it in English, which she privately translated. Although it lacked the rhyme and the beauty of the original sentence, fortunately, the words could convey the meaning.This can be traced back to a class assignment assigned by a certain class in an international school. After she successfully completed it and got a high score, she became interested in this work, but she did not expect her results to be in this way Occasions come in handy.

Brett pressed Zhou Yan's lips with his fingertips: "Take a break." He heard her voice was tired, and if she was allowed to keep humming, Captain America, who always claimed to be calm and rational, would probably also Was dissolved in tears.At a certain moment just now, he really had the urge to submit an application to NASA, change the training base or delay returning home.But rational judgment quickly occupied the high ground of his mind. A voice told him that it was impossible for NASA to establish a training base in China, and strict obedience to orders was the most important quality he should possess.

Brett's hand caressed Zhou Yan's cheek, and his brows were frowned as if he was suffering from unresolved melancholy, but he still tried his best to form an upturned arc at the corner of his mouth: "I'm sorry." Now, In Zhou Yan's country, Brett is a visitor from heaven, and he dragged her into the forest of insomnia with his own will, but he couldn't give her back the peaceful sleep in the field.He must take full responsibility for this.

Zhou Yan shook her head with a broken smile: "You don't have to blame yourself."

Brett sighed softly: "I have no way, no way to tell you when we will meet again, but please believe me, that time will not be too far away."

In the twilight, the westerly wind blows Zhou Yan's bangs, time is like a distant galaxy dividing their future, she will operate on an ordinary road, and he will flash with the rotation of the stars, what a pity that I can't continue to accompany him Go on a planetary adventure.