Mihaier turned his head and glanced at Zhou Yan in a daze, then turned back silently and resumed his original posture.

Zhou Yan lay down next to Mihaier, she noticed Mihaier's abnormal silence, and she thought about what to say.

"When did you start being so casual?" Unexpectedly, it was Mikhail who spoke first.

Zhou Yan was a little taken aback, and then recalled that on the beach in Tengji’s private garden, on a dim night last year, she rejected Mihaier’s invitation to lie on the beach and watch the sunrise together after thinking about it. Choose to sit on the chair on the other side.

Zhou Yan shook her head with a smile: "I didn't expect you to hold grudges like this."

Mihaier finally had a smile on his face.

Zhou Yan turned around: "Why, are you in a bad mood?"

Mihaier, who was said to be the center of the matter, pressed his lower lip tightly, and Zhou Yan looked at him calmly, until he saw that Mihaier had relaxed his whole body's defense and indifference.Mihail's eyes looked at the sky, his eyes were out of focus, and his voice was cramped: "Am I, too failed?"

Zhou Yan sat up abruptly: "Why do you think so?"

Mikhail kept silent, his eyes were glued to a certain place in the sky, his demeanor remained unchanged, and he did not respond to Zhou Yan's question, as if the conversation between them had never happened.

Zhou Yan's eyes turned from surprise to warmth.She only remembered that Mihail was full of curiosity about commonplace things in daily life and loved adventures very much; she only remembered that Mihail would help her repair the car, Encourage her to start again; she only remembers that Michael is the noble son who has great love for animals, treats people equally and politely, and has great taste in aesthetic appreciation.She saw that Mihail acted nonchalantly after his failure in the second round of the final, and invited herself to celebrate Hugh after winning the individual competition. She really thought that Mihail was not afraid of failure, but she easily misunderstood Mihail as Get used to failure.She didn't even understand Mihail's distress just now, and she tried to make Mihaile analyze herself. What a cruel thing did she do?

Zhou Yan lay down next to Mihaier again, and with a soft voice she opened the page just now: "I have never seen the night sky while lying on the grass."

Mikhail's voice was as soft as murmuring to himself: "Then, let's wait here together, the night will come."

The sun was gentle, Zhou Yan didn't wear a watch, she just felt that the time passed slowly, the kite-flying people came and went, Mihaier was next to him and there was no movement, Zhou Yan was drowsy, fell asleep and woke up again.

As dusk came, Zhou Yan wiped her face to drive away the drowsiness. She looked sideways at Mihaier, and it turned out that she still had the same posture and expression as when she first came. His eyes were still staring at one place in a daze.She felt that she was really a bit useless. She came here all afternoon, but she didn't comfort Mihaier at all.Zhou Yan tentatively said: "Actually, sometimes, I really feel that I can't compare with you outstanding players."

Mikhail's eyes regained their focus and looked at her steadfastly.

Seeing the change in Mihail's expression, Zhou Yan was encouraged, and continued: "I also had a very successful past. At that time, I felt that as long as I worked hard, there was nothing I couldn't achieve. Later, I participated in the World Cup, and I I have never been lazy, and I have spent all my time training and thinking, and almost completely lost my spare time. However, in a certain game, our team was completely wiped out. You know, who helped me at that time ?"

An expression of serious listening appeared on Mikhail's face.

"The one who helped me was you. My car was broken into pieces. I didn't have the guts to face my teammates and I wasn't in the mood to fix it. You took my car away for repairs. When you returned it to me, I found The speed of the Tianlong is much faster, and it is precisely because of your actions that I have discovered more possibilities of the Tianlong, and I have the confidence to regroup and participate in the next competition."

"It's me?" Mihaier repeated Zhou Yan's words.

"Actually, for me, there is nothing more common than failure. Do you know what I am here on the lawn today? I am here to find the kite that was cut by us in the morning. In the morning game, my ranking was in Bray Behind you and Hugh, I am not disappointed, and even a little happy. But I actually understand that for a talented player like you, the occasional failure is like the occasional victory for ordinary players like us. It will cause discomfort." Zhou Yan saw that Mihaier's face was more moved, and she continued, "So, I didn't intend to comfort you. If you can still feel depressed and want to escape because of failure, it means So, you must have the courage to return to No.1. If you really face failure like me without any fluctuations in your heart, then there is really no hope."

Mikhail also sat up. Seeing Zhou Yan who tried her best to comfort him, even degrading herself into the dust, he felt resisted and moved.He used to think that no one would know.No one will know how he replayed his situation in his mind countless times on the snowy night at the end of the final, and no one will know how his heart surged with turmoil when he saw Hugh surpassing him.When he saw that Brett stood on the podium today, a voice in his heart said to himself, this is it, life should be the reincarnation of countless similar experiences, he began to panic, will one day , no one remembers the genius racing driver with the "undefeated myth", only the one who can barely be called "excellent" among the many racing drivers is left, but in fact, he is no different from the others?

Mihaier turned his head and looked away, not wanting Zhou Yan to see the tears melted by her words.

Zhou Yan also described herself as gloomy in her heart. She had never analyzed herself so coldly. She always knew that she was ordinary, but this was the first time she realized that being ordinary was caused by her weak bones and people who were accustomed to bumping into walls. Heart to build.Zhou Yan pretended to be relaxed and said: "I will go to the carpet search again. If I can find those kites, we will find a chance to come out and play together, okay?"

……

Little by little the time rolled into the evening.People are like this when they are sad, they don’t know morning and evening, hunger and fullness, joys and sorrows.Zhou Yan at least got up and moved around, but Mihaier was still lying there.

Zhou Yan suddenly said, "Actually, apart from being a racing driver, you also have great potential in another field."

Michael cast a puzzled look at her.

Zhou Yan replied solemnly: "You can be a painter's model, at least you can maintain a posture forever without getting tired."

"Pfft—" Mikhail broke his mark, and his smile was brighter than the moon.Mikhail finally stood up, and the confusion on his face disappeared without a trace: "You haven't found the kite yet? I'll help you."

The huge lawn has been carefully and comprehensively searched twice by Zhou Yan, but there is no trace of the kite during the day. So many people come to go outing, even if there are fish that escaped the net, they have been picked up long ago. Where can I find them at night? ah?However, Mihaier finally regained his spirits, and Zhou Yan was willing to accompany him to hang out on the lawn.

Mihaier quickly walked to the guardrail on the edge of the lawn and jumped off. Zhou Yan watched Mihaier bend over the river beach to search through the guardrail.Looking at the height of the guardrail, Zhou Yan hesitated in which posture to jump safely and gracefully. While she was still hesitating, Mihaier walked up to her with a kite: "I found it."

Zhou Yan was pleasantly surprised, and heard Mihail continue to say: "There are many kites over there, but they are all stained with mud from the river beach. I chose the cleanest one." Let’s just say that it should be reserved for the players as souvenirs. The conference wants to pursue that kind of fake publicity effect and force a sense of ceremony. This is how resources are wasted!

Zhou Yan helped Mihaier climb up the guardrail, she happily took the kite in Mihaier's hand, and looked at it carefully for a while, it turned out that it was the "brocade painting" tied to Xing Malie's strong stick Sonic.

Zhou Yan lay contentedly on the lawn with the kite in her arms, admiring the starry sky above her head.

Mikhail then sat down next to her: "There is no moon today."

Zhou Yan nodded: "I can barely see the edge of the moon. It should be covered by dark clouds. After all, 'the moon and stars are rare'. It is too greedy to have both moonlight and starlight. Every ray of starlight entering my heart will grow into a rock as scheduled."

"So, what about Brett?" Michael asked immediately.

Zhou Yan turned her head in surprise, she saw the terrifying expression of "smiling but not smiling" appearing on Mihail's face that should have been innocent, innocent and lovely.

"When did Brett become that ray of starlight?" Mihaier asked persistently while looking at Zhou Yan who was laughing dryly.

Zhou Yan looked at Mihaier who would not give up until she got the answer, she lowered her head and said with a smile: "At that time, there was no star or moon, only a sudden stormy night. That night was full of chaos and no poetry. After that night The next day, I opened the window and saw him."

Mihaier's eyes seemed to be tinged with thorns, which made Zhou Yan at a loss.After a while, Mikhail's voice finally lost the aggressiveness: "In the future, can we take adventures together as we like before?"

Zhou Yan replied without thinking: "Of course." She saw a happy smile on Mihaier's face again, and she was still surprised at Mihaier's intelligence and clarity, yes, in this world, how can anyone be real? Innocent and harmless enough to be seen through at a glance?

"I still feel that it was a little better before." Mihaier's tone was filled with disappointment.In that not-too-distant past time and space, he only needs to run towards the finish line without worrying about losing No.1. Hugh and Karma will help him take care of everything. When he wants to take risks, just Run to find Ian, and you can just walk away.He began to feel that those wonderful things were getting farther and farther away from him.

Zhou Yan smiled slightly: "People can't stay in the same river forever. But what I can guarantee is that as long as you want to go, I will pack my bags at any time."

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