For Shicheng, Wen Run is a very complicated existence.
The first time he met Wen Run was because he wanted to see how vulnerable Shi Jingyue would show after losing his mother.Then he followed Shi Jingyue all the way, and saw the warmth of Shi Jingyue comforting him.
The warmth at that time was like the unchanging warm sun in the severe winter, which made people feel the pure warmth.
It was that moment of warmth and tenderness that attracted Shi Cheng and made him intoxicated.
He is like a moth to a flame, chasing the warmth brought by Wen Run.But at the same time, the light that attracted his attention wasn't just Wen Run, and it was also his pursuit in this life.
He wanted to possess Wen Run, but at the same time he wanted to use Wen Run to deal with Shi Jingyue.
Between the two, Shi Cheng was at a loss and confused.
In order to get himself out of this puzzle, he kept persuading himself that what he was greedy for was not Wen Run, but the warmth and beauty that Wen Run had.
But he forgot that the warmth after being divided is just a beautiful fragment and silhouette.He couldn't use these things to piece together the throbbing deep in his heart, let alone use these things to replace the warm existence.
It's just that such repentance came too late, causing him to miss it again and again.When Wen Run fell in love with him in the previous life, when Wen Run gave everything for him, when he finally decided to kill Wen Run.
Moment after moment that could completely change fate, but he never stopped for it.
When the warm blood dripped from the body all over the ground, when the faint breathing gradually stopped, and the warmth of life flowed away from the fingers, Shi Cheng slowly realized something.
He looked at Fu An, whose hands were covered in blood but was laughing wildly beside him, and suddenly felt dazed for a moment.
"What are you laughing at?" Shi Cheng couldn't help asking.
"I'm just happy for you. You finally killed the nightmare that lingered in your heart, didn't you?" Fu An said, "For me, I finally got rid of a hatred in my heart. Isn't it worth being happy?"
"The nightmare in my heart...Hate..." Shi Cheng read this sentence softly, but his expression was not as bright as Fu An's imagination should have been.
Is this regret?Fu quietly looked at Shicheng, but couldn't help chuckling a few times in his heart.
Shicheng, the person you love deeply is still gentle, but you never admit it to yourself.You always convince yourself with the beautiful warmth in your memory, telling yourself over and over that what you love is just that warm feeling.
But all this is nothing but self-deception.
However, this is the end of the matter, and there is no way to pull back.
After all, you can only cling to me like I treat you as a life-saving straw, and live your life.
Because you won't admit that you regret it, just like I will never admit that the real me never loved you.We are all such pathetic beings.
After Shi Cheng seemed to be talking to himself, he was silent for a long time.
He recalled a lot in his mind, the gentle smile, the gentle kindness, the gentle and unreserved love.
But such kindness never belonged to him from the very beginning.
Perhaps at the beginning, he had such a glimmer of hope, hoping that Wen Run would find that the person he should really love is not himself, but Shi Jingyue.Even so, Wen Run still persisted in her love for herself.
He wants to expose these truths and give it a go.But after the plan was implemented, deep down in his heart, he didn't have the slightest confidence in what Wen Run would choose when he learned the truth.
Because he knew very well that Shi Jingyue, who had already learned that he was the one who hindered it, would never allow Wen Run to be with him.Shi Jingyue could only use his way of revealing the truth to take Wen Run away from him.So he was worried that if he put the sheep back into the wolf's den, he would make the wolf cheaper.
In addition, he still had the goal of surpassing in revenge, so after thinking about it, he came up with a better way.He lured Wen Run, who had traces of himself all over his body, to climb onto Shi Jingyue's bed.
In this way, Shi Jingyue couldn't show his full love in front of Wen Run without any grievances.At the same time, he blew the pillow wind on Wen Run, which made the gap between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue grow wider and wider.
But while the gap exists, Wen Run is still unconsciously attracted by the tenderness and love exuded by Shi Jingyue.That is something that Shi Cheng cannot obliterate or cover up with means.
With the passage of time, the relationship between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue has also changed from being cold at the beginning to warming up.Even, Wen Run would unconsciously reveal in front of Shi Cheng that Shi Cheng treats him better.
Shi Cheng started to panic.
He was afraid that Wen Run would stay by his side longer when he was around, and one day he would discover the truth 15 years ago, that the child he treated with tenderness was not him.And he is just the one who hides behind and secretly uses means to try to destroy everything.
He was afraid that Wen Run would return to him after spending more time with Shi Jing, and the more he got along with himself, the more he would compare himself with Shi Jing, and finally see his own essence thoroughly.The sunny and positive boy he really likes is not him, but time has passed.And he was just deliberately pretending to be the one who tried to deceive him.
He was afraid that Wen Run would find out the truth after investigating everything about Shi Jingyue himself.The guy who was cruel to him on the surface was actually the one who loved him all his life from childhood to adulthood.And he just quietly stole Wen Run's love that shouldn't belong to him.
He has no way to become the person Wen Run looks forward to and admires, and he has no way to become the person who regards Wen Run as his own life.He can't afford Wen Run's sincere love, but he doesn't want to let this love fall into the hands of others.So he can only toss and torture, to wipe out this love bit by bit.
Once wiped out, destroy it.
But after the destruction, what was left for him?
Isn't the world after the pleasure fades endlessly barren?
No, without Wen Run, there are countless people around him who love him more than Wen Run.
It's just that there seems to be a big hole in the bottom of my heart, and there is a slight cold wind.
Shi Cheng wiped off the warm blood on his hands, and then tried his best to kiss Fu An beside him.
He will not be alone and will not regret it.
not at all……
A few years after killing Wen Run with his own hands, Shi Cheng has been using these words to hypnotize himself.
He defeated Shi Jingyue and got the Shi family.He defeated Liu Chengxu and made the Shi family flourish.He held the supremacy in his hands, and he got everything he wanted, but the hole deep in his heart couldn't be blocked or filled.
He began to miss the past, the warmth that was full of himself.
But that person's face has long been blurred by the passage of time.Instead, it's just bright red.
Shi Cheng looked along the direction of the red extension, his hands, his body, were all that thick red.
Yes, it was Wen Run who killed him with his own hands.
How could he have forgotten?
A little regret.
Until decades later, Fu An, who stayed by Shi Cheng's side, used the way they killed Wen Run together back then, to attack Shi Cheng.
Shi Cheng fell into a pool of blood, looking at the familiar crimson, he seemed to have regained some familiarity.
At that time, his temples had already turned gray.
"Why did you kill me?" he asked drowsily.
"Love is fiery red, and it can color the lives of the two of you with the most brilliant colors." Fu An said slowly, "You are the only life-saving straw I can grasp, but I rely on you, I have had no glory in my life."
"Because I don't love you, and you don't love me."
"The person you love has long since died. The person who loves me has also died long ago. What's the point of leaving two people who don't love each other to torture each other?"
Fu An's voice lingered in Shi Cheng's ears until his consciousness was swallowed by darkness.
When he woke up again, Shicheng found himself in Liu Chengxu's home.
Through the memories retained by himself in this body, Shi Cheng understands that he is reborn.
But in this life, Wen Run and Shi got closer together, and together they defeated him, even Liu Chengxu.
But what is the point of such a rebirth?It only made him realize more deeply that Wen Run never belonged to him.It just makes him see more clearly that Wen Runhe is actually more and more suitable for each other.
The hatred and madness deep in his heart were finally completely ignited.
He wants to destroy.
Therefore, Shicheng approached Liu Chengxu, and told Liu Chengxu all the news he had learned so far without reservation, only hoping that Liu Chengxu could defeat Wen Run and Shi Jingyue.
However, Liu Chengxu was only skeptical of his words, and did not intend to act on these possibly true news.
Liu Chengxu couldn't get through here, so Shi Cheng set his sights on Fan Zihao, and used the relationship between Xiao Han and Xiao Yu as a threat to make Fan Zihao do something for him.
Then, he watched a play in front of Shi Jingyue and Wen Run, which caught their attention and made them take him away from Liu's house.
Afterwards, he confronted Wen Run and Shi Jingyue.
At this moment, he has no fear, and just wants to expose all the past.Even if he will be met with Wen Run's overwhelming hostility, as long as there is a crack in the relationship between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue, and they find the pain of being completely played by him, that's enough.
You must know that although he was the instigator of everything in the previous life, without their own help, the tragedy would not have happened.
It was their own fault!It's their own stupidity!
Shicheng smiled wantonly.
As long as you are all sad and painful, I will be happy!
The pain he expected to be more gentle and gentle did not come as expected.
Wen Run just said lightly:
"While you played with other people's lives, you didn't get out of misfortune, but continued to be induced by misfortune to sink into the darkest place in the world. You thought you were free, but there was no light and warmth waiting for you, only endless silence .”
"Ask yourself, are you really satisfied with this ending?"
Not satisfied.
Shi Cheng smiled wryly in his heart.
He was the one who could have stood by Wen Run's side.
But in the end, he destroyed everything with his own hands.
His accusations, in fact, are really reprimanded by himself.
He really regretted it, but fate didn't give him another chance.
The moment the gun was aimed at him, Shi Cheng suddenly felt a rare relief when he saw Wen Run's determined expression.
It's fine to die in Wen Run's hands, after all, he owed Wen Run his life in his previous life.
It's just that he really wants to go back to the day when Wen Run was 20 years old and their love began.
At that time, he no longer pretended, no longer deceived, no longer timid.
Then can you love me?
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The first time he met Wen Run was because he wanted to see how vulnerable Shi Jingyue would show after losing his mother.Then he followed Shi Jingyue all the way, and saw the warmth of Shi Jingyue comforting him.
The warmth at that time was like the unchanging warm sun in the severe winter, which made people feel the pure warmth.
It was that moment of warmth and tenderness that attracted Shi Cheng and made him intoxicated.
He is like a moth to a flame, chasing the warmth brought by Wen Run.But at the same time, the light that attracted his attention wasn't just Wen Run, and it was also his pursuit in this life.
He wanted to possess Wen Run, but at the same time he wanted to use Wen Run to deal with Shi Jingyue.
Between the two, Shi Cheng was at a loss and confused.
In order to get himself out of this puzzle, he kept persuading himself that what he was greedy for was not Wen Run, but the warmth and beauty that Wen Run had.
But he forgot that the warmth after being divided is just a beautiful fragment and silhouette.He couldn't use these things to piece together the throbbing deep in his heart, let alone use these things to replace the warm existence.
It's just that such repentance came too late, causing him to miss it again and again.When Wen Run fell in love with him in the previous life, when Wen Run gave everything for him, when he finally decided to kill Wen Run.
Moment after moment that could completely change fate, but he never stopped for it.
When the warm blood dripped from the body all over the ground, when the faint breathing gradually stopped, and the warmth of life flowed away from the fingers, Shi Cheng slowly realized something.
He looked at Fu An, whose hands were covered in blood but was laughing wildly beside him, and suddenly felt dazed for a moment.
"What are you laughing at?" Shi Cheng couldn't help asking.
"I'm just happy for you. You finally killed the nightmare that lingered in your heart, didn't you?" Fu An said, "For me, I finally got rid of a hatred in my heart. Isn't it worth being happy?"
"The nightmare in my heart...Hate..." Shi Cheng read this sentence softly, but his expression was not as bright as Fu An's imagination should have been.
Is this regret?Fu quietly looked at Shicheng, but couldn't help chuckling a few times in his heart.
Shicheng, the person you love deeply is still gentle, but you never admit it to yourself.You always convince yourself with the beautiful warmth in your memory, telling yourself over and over that what you love is just that warm feeling.
But all this is nothing but self-deception.
However, this is the end of the matter, and there is no way to pull back.
After all, you can only cling to me like I treat you as a life-saving straw, and live your life.
Because you won't admit that you regret it, just like I will never admit that the real me never loved you.We are all such pathetic beings.
After Shi Cheng seemed to be talking to himself, he was silent for a long time.
He recalled a lot in his mind, the gentle smile, the gentle kindness, the gentle and unreserved love.
But such kindness never belonged to him from the very beginning.
Perhaps at the beginning, he had such a glimmer of hope, hoping that Wen Run would find that the person he should really love is not himself, but Shi Jingyue.Even so, Wen Run still persisted in her love for herself.
He wants to expose these truths and give it a go.But after the plan was implemented, deep down in his heart, he didn't have the slightest confidence in what Wen Run would choose when he learned the truth.
Because he knew very well that Shi Jingyue, who had already learned that he was the one who hindered it, would never allow Wen Run to be with him.Shi Jingyue could only use his way of revealing the truth to take Wen Run away from him.So he was worried that if he put the sheep back into the wolf's den, he would make the wolf cheaper.
In addition, he still had the goal of surpassing in revenge, so after thinking about it, he came up with a better way.He lured Wen Run, who had traces of himself all over his body, to climb onto Shi Jingyue's bed.
In this way, Shi Jingyue couldn't show his full love in front of Wen Run without any grievances.At the same time, he blew the pillow wind on Wen Run, which made the gap between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue grow wider and wider.
But while the gap exists, Wen Run is still unconsciously attracted by the tenderness and love exuded by Shi Jingyue.That is something that Shi Cheng cannot obliterate or cover up with means.
With the passage of time, the relationship between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue has also changed from being cold at the beginning to warming up.Even, Wen Run would unconsciously reveal in front of Shi Cheng that Shi Cheng treats him better.
Shi Cheng started to panic.
He was afraid that Wen Run would stay by his side longer when he was around, and one day he would discover the truth 15 years ago, that the child he treated with tenderness was not him.And he is just the one who hides behind and secretly uses means to try to destroy everything.
He was afraid that Wen Run would return to him after spending more time with Shi Jing, and the more he got along with himself, the more he would compare himself with Shi Jing, and finally see his own essence thoroughly.The sunny and positive boy he really likes is not him, but time has passed.And he was just deliberately pretending to be the one who tried to deceive him.
He was afraid that Wen Run would find out the truth after investigating everything about Shi Jingyue himself.The guy who was cruel to him on the surface was actually the one who loved him all his life from childhood to adulthood.And he just quietly stole Wen Run's love that shouldn't belong to him.
He has no way to become the person Wen Run looks forward to and admires, and he has no way to become the person who regards Wen Run as his own life.He can't afford Wen Run's sincere love, but he doesn't want to let this love fall into the hands of others.So he can only toss and torture, to wipe out this love bit by bit.
Once wiped out, destroy it.
But after the destruction, what was left for him?
Isn't the world after the pleasure fades endlessly barren?
No, without Wen Run, there are countless people around him who love him more than Wen Run.
It's just that there seems to be a big hole in the bottom of my heart, and there is a slight cold wind.
Shi Cheng wiped off the warm blood on his hands, and then tried his best to kiss Fu An beside him.
He will not be alone and will not regret it.
not at all……
A few years after killing Wen Run with his own hands, Shi Cheng has been using these words to hypnotize himself.
He defeated Shi Jingyue and got the Shi family.He defeated Liu Chengxu and made the Shi family flourish.He held the supremacy in his hands, and he got everything he wanted, but the hole deep in his heart couldn't be blocked or filled.
He began to miss the past, the warmth that was full of himself.
But that person's face has long been blurred by the passage of time.Instead, it's just bright red.
Shi Cheng looked along the direction of the red extension, his hands, his body, were all that thick red.
Yes, it was Wen Run who killed him with his own hands.
How could he have forgotten?
A little regret.
Until decades later, Fu An, who stayed by Shi Cheng's side, used the way they killed Wen Run together back then, to attack Shi Cheng.
Shi Cheng fell into a pool of blood, looking at the familiar crimson, he seemed to have regained some familiarity.
At that time, his temples had already turned gray.
"Why did you kill me?" he asked drowsily.
"Love is fiery red, and it can color the lives of the two of you with the most brilliant colors." Fu An said slowly, "You are the only life-saving straw I can grasp, but I rely on you, I have had no glory in my life."
"Because I don't love you, and you don't love me."
"The person you love has long since died. The person who loves me has also died long ago. What's the point of leaving two people who don't love each other to torture each other?"
Fu An's voice lingered in Shi Cheng's ears until his consciousness was swallowed by darkness.
When he woke up again, Shicheng found himself in Liu Chengxu's home.
Through the memories retained by himself in this body, Shi Cheng understands that he is reborn.
But in this life, Wen Run and Shi got closer together, and together they defeated him, even Liu Chengxu.
But what is the point of such a rebirth?It only made him realize more deeply that Wen Run never belonged to him.It just makes him see more clearly that Wen Runhe is actually more and more suitable for each other.
The hatred and madness deep in his heart were finally completely ignited.
He wants to destroy.
Therefore, Shicheng approached Liu Chengxu, and told Liu Chengxu all the news he had learned so far without reservation, only hoping that Liu Chengxu could defeat Wen Run and Shi Jingyue.
However, Liu Chengxu was only skeptical of his words, and did not intend to act on these possibly true news.
Liu Chengxu couldn't get through here, so Shi Cheng set his sights on Fan Zihao, and used the relationship between Xiao Han and Xiao Yu as a threat to make Fan Zihao do something for him.
Then, he watched a play in front of Shi Jingyue and Wen Run, which caught their attention and made them take him away from Liu's house.
Afterwards, he confronted Wen Run and Shi Jingyue.
At this moment, he has no fear, and just wants to expose all the past.Even if he will be met with Wen Run's overwhelming hostility, as long as there is a crack in the relationship between Wen Run and Shi Jingyue, and they find the pain of being completely played by him, that's enough.
You must know that although he was the instigator of everything in the previous life, without their own help, the tragedy would not have happened.
It was their own fault!It's their own stupidity!
Shicheng smiled wantonly.
As long as you are all sad and painful, I will be happy!
The pain he expected to be more gentle and gentle did not come as expected.
Wen Run just said lightly:
"While you played with other people's lives, you didn't get out of misfortune, but continued to be induced by misfortune to sink into the darkest place in the world. You thought you were free, but there was no light and warmth waiting for you, only endless silence .”
"Ask yourself, are you really satisfied with this ending?"
Not satisfied.
Shi Cheng smiled wryly in his heart.
He was the one who could have stood by Wen Run's side.
But in the end, he destroyed everything with his own hands.
His accusations, in fact, are really reprimanded by himself.
He really regretted it, but fate didn't give him another chance.
The moment the gun was aimed at him, Shi Cheng suddenly felt a rare relief when he saw Wen Run's determined expression.
It's fine to die in Wen Run's hands, after all, he owed Wen Run his life in his previous life.
It's just that he really wants to go back to the day when Wen Run was 20 years old and their love began.
At that time, he no longer pretended, no longer deceived, no longer timid.
Then can you love me?
The author has something to say:
This article is over here, thank you little angels for your support along the way!
Welcome little angels to bookmark Qiuqiu, and interested little angels can also go directly to Qiuqiu’s new article~~
Computer version: The computer poked me!
Cell phone: Poke me with your cell phone!
Qiuqiu's new article: cute new article from computer collection
Mobile phone collection of cute new articles
After returning from Xinwen’s National Day, I will open a pit. It is estimated that NO.12 will release Chapter 1. Little angels must support a lot ↖(^ω^)↗
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