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Jin Mu said that she was really going to get married...

Before Liu Qingge could sort out these words clearly and straighten them out, tears rushed out of her eyes.

Jin Mu paused for a while, but Liu Qingge didn't speak, not even the sound of tears dripping, so she continued, "Actually, you and I were on my spur of the moment... I had a crush on you at that time. It’s a feeling, and this feeling is more intense after being with you. I love you, I haven’t said this to you before. I didn’t say it before, because I was afraid.” But now, it’s become a decision.

"I knew from the beginning that we couldn't make it to the end. So, I didn't say too many love words to you, I didn't make too many promises, and I didn't admit our relationship. Wouldn't it be easier in time?"

"Although you didn't complain, you must be wondering why I love to force you to code so much. Because I am a little more rational than you. Your heart was too small at that time, and you only contained me and that little family. But I thought Now, if we are separated, the only thing that can give you comfort is your career and savings, they can make your life better, more calm, and not in a mess."

"From the beginning to the end, I always think about the day we parted."

"The days with you are very happy, but I'm sorry, I can't go with you forever."

"I provoked you first, and I'm sorry for that."

"I'm engaged at the end of the year, and I will hold a wedding next fall. Are you... want to come?"

Jin Mu's voice was the same as when they first met, clear and pleasant, but polite and gentle without any intimacy, which made Liu Qingge feel very strange.

It turned out that Jin Mu would talk to her like this one day.Those tenderness are really like the water moon mirror flower.

Liu Qingge is the most impatient to read youth pain novels, and doesn't read all the sad novels that entangle and confuse, misunderstanding and misunderstanding.After all, in real life, where are there so many entanglements and misunderstandings?In real life, everything is realistic, and there are not so many emotional entanglements.

But it is also because it is too realistic, compared with the misunderstandings and entanglements in the novel, the choices in real life are more ruthless and rough.

Liu Qingge's voice was low and hoarse, "Why did you want to get married suddenly? Did your parents force you?"

Jin Mu paused for a moment, then returned, "No, I fell in love with a man. After I fell in love with him, I felt that it was more suitable for me to start a family with him, and to be with him. You and I are just young people. The stimulation, no matter how beautiful it is, will not last long... We are adults and we have to be responsible for our own future."

"Then, I wish you happiness." Liu Qingge said softly, "I wish you happiness forever. Goodbye."

Jin Mu was short of breath, and suddenly asked nervously, "Will you come to my wedding?"

"I want you to come."

Liu Qingge replied, "I won't go...I will leave, do not disturb, do not read, goodbye."

"……goodbye."

Liu Qingge hung up the phone, Jin Mu looked at the phone for a while, and hung up reluctantly.Said to the mother next to her, "She left."

Mother Jin thought that Jin Mu was sad, so she said softly, "She gave up so easily, which shows that she doesn't really love you that much. It's not worth making your father angry for her. And you have done everything you can to her. Don't think about letting yourself down. her."

Jin Mu didn't nod or shake his head. He looked at her straight and said suddenly, "Mother, what will you do if I die?"

Jin's mother was startled, her voice was broken by fright, "Xiao Mu, what are you talking about! How can you say such things casually? Is it because...for a woman, for your love, you Just want to do something of your own? What about your sense of responsibility? Are you abandoning your mother for someone else?"

Jin Mu looked at the excited mother expressionlessly, and said lightly, "I'm just joking."

Mother Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and glared at Jin Mu, "Don't make such jokes casually, are you trying to scare mom to death? Mom only has you, so you can't do stupid things, otherwise my life is meaningless, why not Let's go together." The last sentence was a bit threatening.

If you don't want to kill your mother, if you still have some heart, you can't commit suicide.

Jin Mu still nodded expressionlessly, and then took the initiative to put the phone back in Jin's mother's hand with a gratified expression.

-

Before Liu Qingge left, she went to take the recruitment exam. She had planned a long time ago and deliberately let go of the water. She came here easily, handed in the test papers easily, and then left without any burden.

On the day she left, Mu Shaolan still ignored her refusal and stuffed 3000 yuan in her bag.They don't have a job now, no retirement salary, so they don't have any source of income. I don't know how long Mu Shaolan has saved the three thousand, but Mu Shaolan gave it to Liu Qingge without the slightest hesitation.

"Take good care of yourself when you are out, don't go hungry, and call home when you don't have enough money." Mu Shaolan asked again and again. Although Lu Zihua didn't say much, he showed obvious concern and reluctance, and finally said Say, "Call home if you have anything to do. When you grow up, this is still your home."

Liu Qingge nodded with tears in her eyes, then reluctantly got into the car.

She almost couldn't remember the words she heard last year. Those words made her feel a little alienated from Lu Zihua and Mu Shaolan, and even had the idea of ​​being betrayed, afraid of going home, and that they didn't love her at all.

But now she understands that home, no matter what the situation, is her home, and the one who loves her the most is her parents.No matter how many plans and calculations, in front of her, she can still easily compromise for her parents.

Even Lu Sheng would not force her to do anything.

What is said and what is planned are all changed by people and feelings.

Liu Qingge thought a lot, and finally burst into tears.

Next to the seat was a young boy. Seeing Liu Qingge crying so much, he got a little confused and took out his own tissue and handed it to Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge was crying very ugly, and she was embarrassed to look up at others, took a tissue to wipe it clean, and then said thank you in a low voice.Then he got up and ran to the bathroom on the train.

Looking at herself with red eyes in the mirror, Liu Qingge smiled slowly.

She wasn't crying because she was sad, but she was relieved to figure out something that had been bothering her.Now she feels very happy.

Yes, very happy.

-

Azheng's real name sounds nice, but Liu Qingge prefers to call her Azheng, because the kindness of this name cannot be duplicated.When she learned that Liu Qingge was coming, she calculated the time early and waited at the airport.

After taking the car to train, and after taking the train to fly, Liu Qingge only felt that the whole process was in a daze, and only when she saw A Zheng did she become sober.

Liu Qingge called weakly, "Azheng..."

Ah Zheng is a girl with a cute appearance, a goddess figure, and a goddess voice. She is not very old, but just standing there can make people feel her calmness easily.

No matter how familiar the two are on the Internet, this is the first real meeting. Liu Qingge became a little cautious, looking at A Zheng's face without a smile, he didn't know what to say or do for a while.

Ah Zheng said, "Give it to me."

Liu Qingge was at a loss, "Huh?"

"luggage."

"……Oh."

Ah Zheng took Liu Qingge back home and settled her down. Liu Qingge still couldn't relax for a while, she was such a good friend and such a close relationship, but now there seemed to be a layer of separation.

Maybe it will be better to wake up?

Facts have proved that after waking up from sleep, opening the toilet door in a daze, and looking at A Zheng who is squatting in the pit, it is indeed conducive to the ablation of the diaphragm, but the price is that A Zheng is pressed on the bed and scratched for a long time As a result, Liu Qingge's voice became hoarse.

Liu Qingge: Baby qaq is the most ticklish.

After the fight, the two lay on the bed together and chatted.

"Actually, I'm also very nervous." Ah Zheng said.

Liu Qingge was deeply touched, "You are a little different from what I imagined, and the baby is also very nervous."

"Oh? What's different?"

"Two-dimensional you are not like this, you are very gentle, but three-dimensional you look so cold." You are obviously so cute.

"Your Two-dimensional is not like this..."

"what?"

"I thought you were cute and silly, but I didn't expect you to be so cute in three dimensions! I wasn't even mentally prepared."

"Huh?" Anyway, they are all cute, what's the difference?

Except for a little convulsion on the first day they met, Liu Qingge and Azheng got along well.

Those who can work together in Two-dimensional may not be able to get along well in the three-dimensional, but Liu Qingge's temper and hobbies are very similar to A Zheng, and Liu Qingge's temper is good and easy-going, and A Zheng is also a lovely person. The three-dimensional relationship between them is getting closer and closer.

Jin Mu knows how to cook, and because he cooks so well, Liu Qingge's five grains are not working hard.Before that, she thought she could cook, but the taste of the dishes she made was not satisfactory. Now she thought she couldn't cook, but she had to.

It should be said that after leaving home and Jin Mu, she has learned a lot of things that she didn't know before, because she is alone and has nothing to rely on, so she has to learn everything by herself.

There's nothing wrong with this, Liu Qingge is liking the current living conditions more and more now.

Today is a very ordinary day, but Liu Qingge wanted to cook a table of delicious food on a whim, so he got up early.

At five o'clock, Ah Zheng, who stayed overnight last night, is now soundly asleep.

While making apple pie, he roasted chicken wings and chicken legs, cut fruits and put them in tomatoes and vegetables to make a mixed fruit and vegetable juice, and then added ice cubes.While the marinade is still cooking, when the time is up, put beef, eggs, trotters, tofu, peanuts and other things you want to eat, and continue to simmer slowly to taste.

Liu Qingge, who usually has a hard time multitasking, is able to handle seemingly complicated scenes in an orderly manner in the kitchen, and can smoothly carry out the steps without deliberate planning.

Calculated according to the time, after putting everything on the table at almost the same time, it was noon. At this time, Ah Zheng was still sleeping, and the scent did not wake her up.

Liu Qingge rolled her eyes, feeling bad.

Turn on the phone, click on the camera app, and start shooting. The first thing is to take a picture of the delicious... er, breakfast?Lunch?That's not important ahem... Then he walked into Azheng's room with his mobile phone in hand, and recorded Azheng wrapped in a quilt, with her fleshy baby's fat face flushed and exposed outside.

Liu Qingge even added a friendly commentary...

Seeing that the video was almost finished, Liu Qingge called Azheng up.

What he never expected was that Liu Qingge, who was lucky enough to cook a table of dishes, could not escape the fate of being beaten even if he satisfied Ah Zheng's stomach.

Azheng: You dare to take a photo of me without washing my face and makeup and post it on the Internet. I will beat you and blame me?Um?

The beaten Liu Qingge with teary eyes: No, I did it myself.