Comprehensive QY's Dragon Subduing System

Chapter 109 Can't Give Up

Inside Tongjiao Temple.

Lan Xin looked at the eunuch delivering the decree in disbelief, and didn't accept the decree for a long time.

"Princess Lanxin, please accept the order!" The eunuch had no choice but to shout again.

Nanny Cui quickly poked her on the back: "Ge Ge..."

Lan Xin woke up suddenly: "Thank you, father-in-law!"

She took the imperial edict and stood up. Madam Cui got up quickly, took out a purse containing gold and silver items from her sleeve, and stuffed it into the eunuch's hand.

The eunuch weighed the weight with his hands, and the smile on his face became more peaceful: "Princess, pack up quickly, the queen mother and the emperor are still waiting."

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Twilight is fading.

Yongjing asked Wu Gege to bring the basin himself and put it in front of Qianlong.

He put his hands behind his back and said, "Huang Ama, it's getting late, wipe your face, you should go."

Qianlong looked at him as if looking at the last straw: "Thirteen, you have always been very determined. Tell me, what should I do?"

Thirteen remained expressionless: "My son is six years old this year."

Qianlong stood up suddenly: "Yes, you haven't told me why you and Wu'er have this thing? How do you know so much? What's going on with all this?"

Wu Gege turned to look at Yongjing, feeling a little nervous.

But Yongjing did not evade: "Huang Ama, because in the last life, there was a person who used his own life to change this life and start over again, fulfilling the wish of Huang Erniang."

Qianlong's eyes lit up, and he took a good look at Yongjing.

Yong Jing's tone was still calm, he said: "That person is not you."

Qianlong's eyes dimmed, but he still didn't want to believe it: "That person is not Zhen, could it be Nabool? Or Xiao Shier, or you?"

Yongjing's words extinguished all Qianlong's extravagant demands in the next moment: "No, that person, loving the emperor's mother is like life."

"Who is that person?" Qianlong's heart was extremely sour, "Do I know that person? Since he loves your queen mother, why...why do you want to..."

He wanted to ask, since that person loves Ya Xian, why did he let him be with Ya Xian, why not just let him not meet Ya Xian in this life.But he couldn't say that.

"Because he loves Huang Erniang," Wu Gege said, "because he knows that what Huang Erniang wants most is that we can live well, so he spent a thousand years in exchange for a new life in this life. Huang Ama , you are not as good as him."

What she said was too disobedient.

But Qianlong couldn't scold her, he couldn't scold her, maybe even he felt it.He is not as good as that person, but, how can that person not be him?

The eyes of the two children are very calm, he knows that on this point, they are not lying: the one who gave up everything for Yaxian is not him.

"Huang Ama," Yongjing said, "Do you think it makes sense to want the Queen's mother to love you now?"

'Yeah, does it make sense? 'Qianlong also asked himself, only now did he realize that everything was false.Even, the two of them had such an unbearable previous life.

But do you want to give up?reluctant.

continue or not?It was a chase with no hope in sight...

"I can't give up," he heard himself say, "Yongjing, your mother...does she ever know what that man did for her?"

"do not know."

Qianlong couldn't deny that when he heard this answer, he was finally relieved.Although it's a bit despicable, but really, if Yaxian knew about that person, wouldn't he lose all hope?

"Emperor Ama... Please." For the first time in his life, he uttered the word 'beg' to his children, "Don't tell your mother-in-law."

"Even if that's the case, Huang Ama, your hope is very slim." Yongjing said unceremoniously, "Even if the broken mirror can be reunited, it will leave traces. You also know what you did in your previous life."

After a long silence, they heard Qianlong's sigh.

"But, even so, I can't give up."

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'I have been enchanted, but you are still out of it.However, it was me who caused all of this, so not only can I not blame you, but I also want to keep lingering over and over again in my heart...'

Qianlong never thought that in this life, there would be this day--

He secretly crouched on her palace, lifted the roof tiles, and looked at her in the palace.

She was sleeping on the beauty couch, and the palace maid was gently beating her legs with a beauty hammer...

At this moment, the distance between him and her is not as close as that maid...

Her face was calm and rosy, and she was still beautiful.It's hard to imagine that in her previous life she had such a pale and haggard face, she was peaceful and indifferent, it's hard to imagine that in her previous life she loved him so vigorously...

The saddest thing in this world is not getting what you want.It's because when you get it, you don't cherish it, but after you lose it, you want to get it...

However, where is the human heart so easy to repair?

Those scars, even if they are covered by layers of clothes of the years, even if they heal, they will still leave the severe pain of the injury, and the body will remember, don't get close...

She used to squander everything she gave so recklessly, but now, she humbly begs her to give again...

But, love, how can it be so easy?

You love him, she loves him, he loves her... like a puzzle that can never be solved.Going round and round, if you miss it, you will miss it...

Now, he has turned his head back, but she is no longer where she started...

Who is to blame?

Qianlong watched her get up and change clothes...

Then... the light went out, and the room was silent...

The cold in late autumn came in waves.He suddenly felt very cold.

In the palace, there is a warmth within reach that makes him dream.But he can't move...

Hearing her breathing gradually stabilized, Bai Li said softly behind her: "Your Majesty, it's late at night..."

So, he understood that it was time for him to leave.

But how could he be willing to...

After a long time, when Bai Li had to pluck up the courage to call him again, he finally turned around: "Bai Li, do you have that kind of fragrance? Get some for me..."

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Love is so humble, yet so satisfying.

After the incense was burned out, and the dark guards lit all the night watchmen's sleeping holes, he dared to push the door lightly and enter.

He tapped her sleeping point and gently undressed her.superior.bed, embrace each other.After seeing each other again after such a long time, he was excited, but he didn't even dare to kiss hard, for fear of leaving traces of the past and making her notice.

Bai Li sighed endlessly, lamenting that a generation of emperors loved so humblely and carefully.

The world is sleeping peacefully, but he couldn't sleep, he used trembling fingers to lightly describe her face over and over again, screaming frantically in his heart: "I can't bear it, I can't bear it." '

He was wrong all his life, and even in this life, he never found the right way to love her.

He was almost forty, and she was no longer young...

This life seems to be coming to an end.But still reluctant, don't want to live in such a muddle, how can she not belong to him?She must belong to him.

Today, Yong Jing asked him: "Huang Ama, have you ever thought about why you love Huang Erniang? If she doesn't know anything and is as impatient as in her previous life, how can you love her?"

He thought for a long time, and tortured himself, but finally said: "I don't know, I only know that I can't live without her."

What on earth does he love her for?In the beginning, because she was considerate, but in the years when Yongjing was born, she locked him out of the palace, and she didn't look considerate at all.He himself couldn't figure it out, so far, only her was left in his heart.

He knew that her empathy was fake, he knew that she was narrow-minded, that she only had children in her heart, and that she didn't care about him, but he was guilty of missing her, and he had to have her.

It's just that they haven't seen each other for a few days, so he became a gentleman on Liangshang, lying on the roof of Kunning Palace every night, and only went back to the Hall of Mental Cultivation after she fell asleep...

Just like a person who is addicted, but this addiction, he has never thought of quitting, only wishing to be this addiction for the rest of his life.Gentleman, get drunk in her eyes for a long time, don't wake up again.

Now, he was finally able to embrace her boldly, reluctant to sleep, reluctant to close his eyes, only hoped that the sky would never end to be dark, and the sun would never rise again.

Because at this moment, he can finally think about nothing, just be something who can't think, just hug her...

Because, at this moment, he can finally temporarily forget the past life, those things between him and her...

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In the Hall of Mental Cultivation.

Qianlong looked at Yongjing: "It suddenly occurred to me that there were no such kings with different surnames in my previous life."

Yongjing's complexion did not change: "Well, there was no Fifth Sister and I in my previous life."

"It's really strange that a king with a different surname comes here," Qianlong said, "There were no little swallows in my previous life."

Yongjing didn't speak, but Qianlong slowly figured it out: "Indeed, if it's all the same, you won't be able to tell the difference between the past life and the present life."

Yongjing drank the tea at hand: "Ama Huang, it's time for my son to go back and study."

"Yongjing, I called you here..."

Yongjing listened attentively.

Qianlong paused for a long time, and Fang said: "I need your help. You can put forward any conditions, as long as you are willing to help me."

"My son only wants the Queen's mother to be happy," Yong Jing said, "The rest, my son can fight for it and get it by himself."

Qianlong's face became even more ugly when he heard the words. Originally, he had already made a lot of psychological preparations for calling Yongjing to come and say these words to him again.But now, Yong Jing rejected him straight away.How does this make him feel better?

Yes, there is no rush.

What Yaxian loves the most is the children. Among the three children, he tried to make indirect remarks, but Twelve seemed completely unaware that Hu Tuli went to Kunning Palace to learn the rules from Sishu, and the remaining one, Thirteen, , but it is the most difficult to deal with.

He took a few deep breaths, and smiled all over his face: "Yongjing, look, your empress still loved me very much in her previous life."

"Well," Yongjing said, "but she only loves us in this life."

Qianlong's smile froze, and after a while, he said: "But your mother-in-law loved me so much, don't you think, if in this life..."

"Huang Ama." Yong Jing interrupted him, "You want to pursue Er Niang, well, my son is not targeting you, but he will definitely not help you."

"Don't you want your mother-in-law to be happier?" Qianlong said.

"I don't see where Erniang is unhappy now!"

"But, the love of husband and wife cannot be replaced by the love of children."

"Yes," Yong Jing laughed suddenly, "But Ama Huang, the love between husband and wife, it's not like no one can give it to you except you."

Gan Luteng stood up and looked at him: "You...you told your mother-in-law?"

His hands were suddenly clenched tightly, and his palms were sweating profusely.

"No," Yong Jing said, "Say it now, but it will only add to the troubles of the two of you."

Qianlong breathed a sigh of relief, and almost collapsed: "That, that's good, Yongjing, you can't scare your Huang Ama like this anymore, I can't help being scared."

"Yongjing, in this life, I am the only one who can hold the hand of your empress mother until the end of life." Qianlong sat down, "Are you really unwilling to help me?"

Yongjing shook his head: "A person can't eat fish. If he eats it, he will get red rashes, itching all over his body, and wheezing. He loves to eat fish, but he is afraid when he sees fish, but one day, he can eat fish normally. .Do you think he dares to eat at this time?"

"Huang Ama, it's not that my son didn't help you, but Huang Erniang is the person who once ate fish and felt sad, and you are that fish. Now, we know that nothing will happen if you eat this fish , but what about Empress Empress?"

If a person suffers repeatedly from the person she once loved the most, and finally dies because of him.Then, when one day, even if the whole world tells her that that person loves you, I'm afraid she won't believe it or try.

Love can be quit.

It is not only time, but also unforgettable pain to quit love.

Qianlong understood this principle, but at this moment, he was unwilling to understand it.

"I...Yongjing, I understand, so, Yongjing, help me persuade your empress..."

"Huang Ama, have you had enough for lunch just now?" Yong Jing asked suddenly.

Qianlong was stunned, a little confused, but still nodded: "Yes, but what's the matter?"

"My son suddenly thought that there is a very delicious dish, which is said to be from Huijiang. Why don't Huang Ama order the imperial dining room to try it now?"

"I'm already full, save it for later." Qianlong shook his head.

"That dish is really good, Huang Ama must try it, and order someone to serve it now." Yongjing was unexpectedly stubborn.

"I'm not hungry, I'm afraid I can't get enough delicacies from mountains and seas, so don't waste it." Qianlong flatly refused.

Yongjing laughed suddenly: "Huang Ama, why don't you understand? You are that delicacy, but Huang Erniang, unfortunately, is already full."

Qianlong's face turned pale, and he said nothing...

Yongjing saluted, then Shi Shiran left.

After a long time, Wu Shulai finally got the courage to knock on the door and come in.But suddenly I heard Qianlong's sigh coming from the room: "...Even so, I still can't give up..."

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