After the overlord hit the bow, Dazai

What the hell! ! !

I opened my eyes suddenly and found myself lying on the bed in my new residence, covered in cold sweat from the frightening dream.

It was still pitch black outside the window, only the cold moonlight shone in, the surroundings were quiet, and there was no sound at all.

...Ah, it was a dream.

Thank goodness, God bless.

I said silently in my heart.

I'm not scum... I'm really not scum... Even if I am scum, I am scum before amnesia, what does it have to do with me after amnesia! (shock)

I don't know why I have this dream, but as long as it's not real it's fine.

I breathed a sigh of relief, turned over and planned to continue sleeping.

...and froze immediately.

A familiar man lay next to me.

!!!

How could this guy Dazai be on my bed! ! !

Even when the other party was asleep, the bandages wrapped around his eyes were still not untied. His remaining iris-colored eye was tightly closed, his brows were tightly frowned, the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, and there was deep sweat on his forehead, as if he had had some kind of nightmare.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that this scene seems familiar...

It seems that a long time ago, on an unremarkable morning, when I woke up, he was sleeping next to me with such an uneasy expression.

... Before I lost my memory, I was really... a sinner.

Osamu Dazai held the quilt tightly with both hands, and the bandage on his wrist had loosened after a night of tossing, and he didn't even know how it got wrapped around my hand. The bandages were ripped off.

My movement was not small, Dazai Osamu was awakened by me very quickly.

He opened his eyes in confusion, first looked around subconsciously, his iris-colored eyes flickered when he saw me, he turned over and hugged me.

I bumped my head into his cock's chest because of his actions, and my nose hurt a little from being hit. I gasped and just wanted to slap someone when I felt his body trembling slightly.

The movement that originally wanted to push him away froze.

"I dreamed that you...leaved me..." He said softly, his voice slightly hoarse.

I'm a little guilty, and even more confused... I don't understand why Osamu Dazai is so obsessed with me. He is the leader of the port mafia, powerful and powerful, and he can choose a better lover. tree.

Before amnesia, I was obviously such a scumbag...

I felt a dull ache in my almost non-existent conscience.

I sighed softly, and stretched out my hand to pat his back gently as a comfort. I accidentally touched several deep or shallow scars on his back, one of which was right near the heart, and I hesitated. After a while, I still avoided those positions.

It seems that the leader of Hong Kong gangsters is really a high-risk occupation...

"Xiao Shang..." His chin lightly rubbed against my head, his voice was vague.

"Okay, okay, I won't bother with you about climbing the bed," I said angrily, I had been busy all day before, if it wasn't for that weird dream, I would have slept till dawn, and fell asleep very quickly Coming up again, I changed into a comfortable position and said vaguely, "Go to sleep, I'm so sleepy."

I soon fell back into sleep.

What I didn't know was that after I fell asleep again, someone who had already closed his eyes quietly opened them. With a faint smile on his lips, he lowered his head and gently kissed the forehead of the girl in his arms.

"Good night, Xiao Shang."

……

I was woken up.

When I woke up, I found that I was hugged tightly in my arms like a pillow. What was even more frightening was that the culprit was still unconsciously rubbing against me. I could clearly feel the heat between my legs was restless. I dawdled, trying to find a place to vent.

Ha ha.

I just felt a sudden jump in the forehead, so I just kicked Osamu Dazai off the bed.

"boom!"

"It hurts!" A cry came from under the bed.

"Dazai, anyway, your thing is useless and takes up space, how about I cut it for you?" I sneered, "Don't worry, I will move quickly."

Osamu Dazai, who originally wanted to act like a baby, suddenly froze. He carefully looked at my face, and his lower body immediately went limp.

"Tell me, why are you in my bedroom." I asked with a smile on my face.

Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, and then said cautiously: "...Well, this is actually my bedroom."

I was shocked: "Didn't you say yesterday that this is the bedroom I lived in at the time?!"

He carefully glanced at my face again, lowered his head and said aggrievedly: "... But Xiao Shang, you always live in my room when you come here..."

I:……

I pressed my temple hard, trying not to reveal my urge to hit someone: "Why didn't you tell me yesterday?"

Osamu Dazai blinked and looked at me innocently.

Oh, it looks like it was on purpose.

I laughed, got up and prepared to pack my things and leave.

When Osamu Dazai saw that something was wrong, he immediately rushed over and entangled me tightly.

"Xiao Shang, don't go!"

"Unless we change rooms!"

“Other rooms have recently been renovated…”

"Who are you lying to?!!"

I was so entangled by this large pendant that I couldn't pack my things, so I had to put my things down first, turned around, looked at the poor man in front of me, and took a deep breath: "Osamu Dazai, if you are really me If you were a lover before amnesia, you should know that I hate being deceived."

"...I won't lie to you, Xiao Shang." He added in his heart that it was impossible.

...I always feel like this guy is cheating on me.I looked at him suspiciously.

"Osamu Dazai, I think we need to talk," I said.

Dazai Osamu's dark iris eyes suddenly lit up, and he came up excitedly, he put one arm around my waist, and the other hand grabbed my wrist and touched him, "Okay~ what position do you use this time? Talk ♂ talk? I can do it~"

I finally couldn't help but slap on it: "Be healthy in your mind! It's not that talk! And get dressed!"

By the time Osamu Dazai got dressed very unwillingly, I had already cleaned myself up in the bathroom. I sat on the only chair in the bedroom, and Osamu Dazai could only sit aggrievedly on the bed opposite me.

"Dazai, why do you insist on sleeping in the same room as me?" I said with some headache, "I am no longer the same person after amnesia, you are just a stranger to me."

"I know," he said softly, "it's because you lost your memory, so if I don't cling tighter, what will you do if you abandon me?"

I felt even more headache: "Are you a dog who is afraid of being abandoned by the owner?"

He immediately showed a disgusted expression: "I hate dogs!"

"I'm sorry, let me put it another way. Are you a cat? Do you dare to pester people more?"

Osamu Dazai immediately put his hand in the shape of a cat's claw, put it upright in front of his chest, and let out an innocent "meow".

I:……

"Dazai, why are you so attached to me?" I didn't bother to go around with him, and asked straight to the point: "Your emotion...it's not so much liking, it's more like a child's possessiveness... Before I lost my memory, I was just an ordinary student , and you are the leader of the port mafia, it stands to reason that it is impossible for us to get involved, unless you deliberately—so, what is your purpose?"

When I looked through "my" diary before, I found that some of the content in it was too deliberate... The first half was still a fresh campus plot, and then the painting style changed to a pornographic n-person walk... I can't even fake it Can't bear to watch.

I am amnesia, not dementia. Dazai Osamu, as the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, how could he go to a small park for no reason in his capacity. It was a coincidence that "I" fell in love with him. In the end, the two of them developed into a lover relationship ...I don't even believe it if he said it wasn't on purpose but because of it.

So... in the end why.

Could it be that there was something in me before I lost my memory that could attract the leader of the Hong Kong gangsters to devote himself to it?No... This situation is not only about the sacrifice of the leader, the leader even sent his own cadres to the other party's bed.

I couldn't help but click my tongue, hey, what a big deal.

Osamu Dazai was silent, his iris eyes were lifeless, empty like nothing, his temperament changed, his whole person was like a rotten corpse emitting a stinky smell, and it was also like a mixture of malice and various negative emotions Body, turbid, filthy, so startled that I subconsciously wanted to stay away.

"Xiao Shang," his voice was mechanical and indifferent, as if he was stating an established fact, "because I like you."

I was a little terrified by his voice, and couldn't help but said: "If you want to find a lover, there will be a lot of people lining up to come to the door, please let me go, I just want to be an ordinary student."

"But, Xiao Shang," he suddenly laughed, "there can be many Dazai rulers and many other messy and insignificant people in this world, but there is only one Xiao Shang."

"you are unique."

Unique, not mine.