"But—" he was embarrassed to be interrupted by me, "but after discussion, we want to show you his photo and tell you about him, try to see if it can restore your memory at that time."
"Forcibly restore my memory?" I tugged at the corners of my mouth.
"Little brother! You must help me!" The female police officer began to mutter again, "It's really because of the pressure from above that we have no choice but to do this. Otherwise, it will be hard for us to blame!"
Is it okay to let others suffer because I want to avoid failure and punishment?
Knowing that I lost my memory because of this, I wanted to uncover this layer of scars, even though I knew it was already dripping with blood.
"Okay." I smiled.
"So you must help me... hey! You promised!"
I raised my eyebrows: "Yes, then can we start?"
I don't think you guys can remind me of anything.
This is indeed the case.
Photos, stories, even video, have not changed my memory a bit.
It's just that when I see this person, my heart will be a little moved.
This may be the reason for the "emotion".
So far, the matter still hasn't made any progress. Officer Huang—that man, runs to my place every day, trying to investigate something.
I don't care, let him go, but once, he broke into my bedroom.
This makes me very unhappy.
A few days later, I vaguely recalled some vague fragments of the past, and I only told Officer Li, who was the female police officer.
In any case, I don't like that man very much.
Officer Li was very pleasantly surprised and immediately asked me to rest more and pick up the memory as soon as possible. I nodded yes.
During this period of time, I don’t know what they discovered, and they finally stopped bothering me often, which allowed me to spend a lot of time lying on my back in bed, staring at the starry sky in a daze.
——————
It has been raining for several days in a row. Yesterday, the sun suddenly came out, and my mood became clearer.
When I woke up the next day, the sky was extremely gloomy. I thought it was still early, so I picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table to check, and it turned out that it was already 10:30.
But the room was as dark as dusk.
"Boom, boom..." There was thunder outside, and after a while, it began to rain heavily.
All eyes are dim, and the whole world is about to decay.
That oppressive feeling, that sense of isolating the room I was in from the outside world, made me feel incredibly peaceful.
I looked at the starry sky above my head, listened to the roaring thunderstorm, and was in a daze in silence, enjoying the loneliness and comfort of this moment.
"Dinglingling—" the phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence.
It's Police Officer Huang, I press the answer button: "Hello."
"Hello."
"Is there a problem?"
"That's right, we found some doubts again, suspecting that the victim's body was dragged away."
"Huh?" Somewhat curious.
"Can you come over here, please?"
Now?Such a big thunderstorm.
But even if I have no memory, I still can't sit idly by when it comes to that person.
"Okay, where are you?"
……
I am walking on a street with few pedestrians.
The blizzard was too violent, and the dim sky gave the street a sense of dilapidation.
I couldn't help thinking, are the rainy days mentioned in the diary the same as the current situation?
rainy rainy day.
It is rainy everywhere, it is in the diary, it was when that person had an accident, and it is still now.
When I arrived at the appointed place, it was past lunch time.This is a private club, probably because of the weather, I didn't see anyone.
I went into the private room.
Police officers Huang and Li are both there.
I sat down opposite them: "Tell me, what's the matter."
"I called you here to analyze the situation at that time. I heard that you have recovered your memory."
"A little bit." It's just a vague memory.
"Yesterday, we went to investigate some things again and found some interesting things."
"Interesting?" I raised an eyebrow.
"The fabric of other people's clothes was found at the scene." Officer Huang looked directly at me.
I looked back: "So what."
"I discovered some strange phenomena. I accidentally broke into your bedroom that day and found the starry sky on the ceiling. Did you make it yourself?"
"So what?"
"Since that day, I have had a strong sense of disobedience." He paused, staring at me like a wolf, and said - "Actually, you have never lost your memory."
interesting.I raised my eyebrows again, motioning for him to continue.
"Actually, his body is with you."
"What are you talking about! How is this possible!"
Before I could answer, Police Officer Li screamed, and the magic sound filled my ears. I rubbed my temples, looked at Huang, and said, "It's interesting, so, is this your result?"
"Isn't it? I'll know in a while."
The right eye jumped wildly, and I had a bad feeling. Immediately, I stood up and asked him: "What did you do?!"
"It's nothing." He changed his sitting position in a comfortable manner and said, "It's just that when you came over, someone visited your bedroom."
"By the way, check it out, that star-studded, charming and gorgeous—"
"Starry sky."
------
heavy rain on June 5
I can't find him.
How did that happen?
The first two days were not good, and several people came out to camp happily together.As long as he is with him, what does it matter if there are other insignificant people.
But can anyone tell me what's going on now?
I just went to the hotel where I stayed and brought back some things, why did he lose them?
I loudly asked the rest of the people, where did you get him, and you gave him back to me!
They began to comfort me, saying that he would go out alone in such weather, and he would come back quickly in case of heavy rain, so I don't need to worry.
Don't worry don't worry.
How can I not worry?
The weather outside was very bad, with howling winds, thunder and lightning, layers of dark clouds covering the sky, and the sky was a thick grayish yellow.I looked at the trees swaying violently in the wind and rain outside the window. In the dark sky, I looked like a devil crawling out of hell, with a terrifying face and claws.
My heart became more and more dull.
something might happen to him...
Something might happen to him.
I really can't wait here quietly.
Even if it's his dead body, I have to sleep beside me so that I can feel at ease.
So I ignored the dissuasion of others, step by step, against the howling wind, stepping on the muddy land, and facing the violent rain, I entered the mountain.
My body is not strong, even sickly and weak, but at this moment, I burst out with strong perseverance.
I've never felt so empowered like I do now.
Find him, find him, find him...
I thought so.
The sky is getting darker and darker, and I can't see the road under my feet clearly. The light of the strong flashlight can't give me a bright road in such weather.
"crunch-"
I don't know how long I walked, but I felt something stepped on my feet. When my eyes went dark, I fell and rolled all the way down the hillside.
The moment I fell, I covered my head with both hands.
After falling, I found his body.
His eyes were closed tightly, his lips were pursed, and his clean and handsome face was stained with dirt.There was a hideous torn wound on his forehead, which was scratched by something, and the blood that flowed out slid down the corner of his eye, and solidified into a black and red scab.
There were many holes in his clothes, probably caused by being scratched by branches and thorns when he rolled down, and it was also accompanied by scratches on his skin.
The moment I saw him, I was stunned for a long time, and then I picked it up in distress.
The one I desperately wanted to protect.
Why are you in such a mess.
I stood there for a long time.
After a long time, I calmly walked in front of him, bent down, and wiped his face carefully. I relaxed my movements for fear of hurting him.
After wiping off the blood and dirt, I put my lips on it.
Cool, soft touch.
I felt the apex of my heart trembling, and the weird numbness crawled along my spine to my brain, causing a momentary blankness in my mind.
I stubbornly pressed and tasted his lips, which may be the most beautiful and sweetest thing in the world.Unsatisfied with the superficial touch, I put the tip of my tongue into his mouth, sucking and nibbling his smooth lips almost paranoidly, twitching and teasing his cold tongue, watching the unswallowable silver thread at the corner of his mouth.
The long-suppressed longing in my heart is almost turning into a cocoon, tightly binding my heart that beats only for him.
Before I knew it, I was in tears.
I thought, this person is mine now.
I carried him on my back, firmly and persistently, and walked through the rugged mountain road.
"Don't be afraid, we can go home soon."
There was silence.
"It's okay, it's okay if you don't answer me." I smiled, even if I couldn't see my face, I could imagine that my smile must be bright, "I feel very happy."
I am really happy.
The real skin-like touch, no need to peep at everything about him like a pervert, no need to worry about his disgusted mood after his heart is discovered.
Don't worry about him, leave me.
"I know I'm sick, I know that."
I felt that I was extremely calm, and my usually thin body burst out with great strength at this time. I walked in the winding mountains with his tall and strong body on my back, and I didn't feel a little tired.
"Aren't you bored?" Even then, I worry that he thinks he's boring.
"Then, can I tell you a story?" Gently turned him upwards.
"There is a little boy who has been in poor health since he was a child. Of course, with such a pair of parents, it is a strange thing that he will be in good health."
At that time, child abuse was probably not a sensational thing.
The vast majority of parents will subjectively think that since I gave birth to you and gave you food and drink, then it is a big deal to beat you a few times without dying?
As a result, the little boy had different marks on his body every day, such as bruises on his waist and abdomen from being kicked by high heels, cigarette butt burn marks on his arms, swollen knees from kneeling for a long time, and even scars cut by glass shards.
He endured sharp yelling and severe abuse every day without saying a word.
But he hurts.
It really hurts.
The itching and pain went up to the brain, and he suppressed moaning in the dark night, and when he came to his senses, he even lost the strength to cry.
"Hey, want to play together?"
It was a naughty-looking boy holding a ball and looking at him with a smile on his face.
Since then, his world has warmth and light.
"Qin Yi, what do you think of this story?" I calmed down and asked him gently, for fear of making him unhappy.
"You said, how should we keep the light. It gives us warmth, but we can't hold it."
"If you can't catch it, how can you keep it?"
You don't have a moment, it only belongs to me.
The author has something to say:
The second world is very short, and the next chapter will be over. What I want to talk about is secret love. It is very strange that it just happened to hit 520, 521.
Maybe everyone has met someone who makes you feel—"I'm such a proud person, but I feel like I'm not good at all."
Crush is very distressing.
Before you wait for the person who is willing to put you on the cusp of your life, my dear, you must love yourself (hug).
If you already have someone who stays with you, please be happy (love)~
"Forcibly restore my memory?" I tugged at the corners of my mouth.
"Little brother! You must help me!" The female police officer began to mutter again, "It's really because of the pressure from above that we have no choice but to do this. Otherwise, it will be hard for us to blame!"
Is it okay to let others suffer because I want to avoid failure and punishment?
Knowing that I lost my memory because of this, I wanted to uncover this layer of scars, even though I knew it was already dripping with blood.
"Okay." I smiled.
"So you must help me... hey! You promised!"
I raised my eyebrows: "Yes, then can we start?"
I don't think you guys can remind me of anything.
This is indeed the case.
Photos, stories, even video, have not changed my memory a bit.
It's just that when I see this person, my heart will be a little moved.
This may be the reason for the "emotion".
So far, the matter still hasn't made any progress. Officer Huang—that man, runs to my place every day, trying to investigate something.
I don't care, let him go, but once, he broke into my bedroom.
This makes me very unhappy.
A few days later, I vaguely recalled some vague fragments of the past, and I only told Officer Li, who was the female police officer.
In any case, I don't like that man very much.
Officer Li was very pleasantly surprised and immediately asked me to rest more and pick up the memory as soon as possible. I nodded yes.
During this period of time, I don’t know what they discovered, and they finally stopped bothering me often, which allowed me to spend a lot of time lying on my back in bed, staring at the starry sky in a daze.
——————
It has been raining for several days in a row. Yesterday, the sun suddenly came out, and my mood became clearer.
When I woke up the next day, the sky was extremely gloomy. I thought it was still early, so I picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table to check, and it turned out that it was already 10:30.
But the room was as dark as dusk.
"Boom, boom..." There was thunder outside, and after a while, it began to rain heavily.
All eyes are dim, and the whole world is about to decay.
That oppressive feeling, that sense of isolating the room I was in from the outside world, made me feel incredibly peaceful.
I looked at the starry sky above my head, listened to the roaring thunderstorm, and was in a daze in silence, enjoying the loneliness and comfort of this moment.
"Dinglingling—" the phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence.
It's Police Officer Huang, I press the answer button: "Hello."
"Hello."
"Is there a problem?"
"That's right, we found some doubts again, suspecting that the victim's body was dragged away."
"Huh?" Somewhat curious.
"Can you come over here, please?"
Now?Such a big thunderstorm.
But even if I have no memory, I still can't sit idly by when it comes to that person.
"Okay, where are you?"
……
I am walking on a street with few pedestrians.
The blizzard was too violent, and the dim sky gave the street a sense of dilapidation.
I couldn't help thinking, are the rainy days mentioned in the diary the same as the current situation?
rainy rainy day.
It is rainy everywhere, it is in the diary, it was when that person had an accident, and it is still now.
When I arrived at the appointed place, it was past lunch time.This is a private club, probably because of the weather, I didn't see anyone.
I went into the private room.
Police officers Huang and Li are both there.
I sat down opposite them: "Tell me, what's the matter."
"I called you here to analyze the situation at that time. I heard that you have recovered your memory."
"A little bit." It's just a vague memory.
"Yesterday, we went to investigate some things again and found some interesting things."
"Interesting?" I raised an eyebrow.
"The fabric of other people's clothes was found at the scene." Officer Huang looked directly at me.
I looked back: "So what."
"I discovered some strange phenomena. I accidentally broke into your bedroom that day and found the starry sky on the ceiling. Did you make it yourself?"
"So what?"
"Since that day, I have had a strong sense of disobedience." He paused, staring at me like a wolf, and said - "Actually, you have never lost your memory."
interesting.I raised my eyebrows again, motioning for him to continue.
"Actually, his body is with you."
"What are you talking about! How is this possible!"
Before I could answer, Police Officer Li screamed, and the magic sound filled my ears. I rubbed my temples, looked at Huang, and said, "It's interesting, so, is this your result?"
"Isn't it? I'll know in a while."
The right eye jumped wildly, and I had a bad feeling. Immediately, I stood up and asked him: "What did you do?!"
"It's nothing." He changed his sitting position in a comfortable manner and said, "It's just that when you came over, someone visited your bedroom."
"By the way, check it out, that star-studded, charming and gorgeous—"
"Starry sky."
------
heavy rain on June 5
I can't find him.
How did that happen?
The first two days were not good, and several people came out to camp happily together.As long as he is with him, what does it matter if there are other insignificant people.
But can anyone tell me what's going on now?
I just went to the hotel where I stayed and brought back some things, why did he lose them?
I loudly asked the rest of the people, where did you get him, and you gave him back to me!
They began to comfort me, saying that he would go out alone in such weather, and he would come back quickly in case of heavy rain, so I don't need to worry.
Don't worry don't worry.
How can I not worry?
The weather outside was very bad, with howling winds, thunder and lightning, layers of dark clouds covering the sky, and the sky was a thick grayish yellow.I looked at the trees swaying violently in the wind and rain outside the window. In the dark sky, I looked like a devil crawling out of hell, with a terrifying face and claws.
My heart became more and more dull.
something might happen to him...
Something might happen to him.
I really can't wait here quietly.
Even if it's his dead body, I have to sleep beside me so that I can feel at ease.
So I ignored the dissuasion of others, step by step, against the howling wind, stepping on the muddy land, and facing the violent rain, I entered the mountain.
My body is not strong, even sickly and weak, but at this moment, I burst out with strong perseverance.
I've never felt so empowered like I do now.
Find him, find him, find him...
I thought so.
The sky is getting darker and darker, and I can't see the road under my feet clearly. The light of the strong flashlight can't give me a bright road in such weather.
"crunch-"
I don't know how long I walked, but I felt something stepped on my feet. When my eyes went dark, I fell and rolled all the way down the hillside.
The moment I fell, I covered my head with both hands.
After falling, I found his body.
His eyes were closed tightly, his lips were pursed, and his clean and handsome face was stained with dirt.There was a hideous torn wound on his forehead, which was scratched by something, and the blood that flowed out slid down the corner of his eye, and solidified into a black and red scab.
There were many holes in his clothes, probably caused by being scratched by branches and thorns when he rolled down, and it was also accompanied by scratches on his skin.
The moment I saw him, I was stunned for a long time, and then I picked it up in distress.
The one I desperately wanted to protect.
Why are you in such a mess.
I stood there for a long time.
After a long time, I calmly walked in front of him, bent down, and wiped his face carefully. I relaxed my movements for fear of hurting him.
After wiping off the blood and dirt, I put my lips on it.
Cool, soft touch.
I felt the apex of my heart trembling, and the weird numbness crawled along my spine to my brain, causing a momentary blankness in my mind.
I stubbornly pressed and tasted his lips, which may be the most beautiful and sweetest thing in the world.Unsatisfied with the superficial touch, I put the tip of my tongue into his mouth, sucking and nibbling his smooth lips almost paranoidly, twitching and teasing his cold tongue, watching the unswallowable silver thread at the corner of his mouth.
The long-suppressed longing in my heart is almost turning into a cocoon, tightly binding my heart that beats only for him.
Before I knew it, I was in tears.
I thought, this person is mine now.
I carried him on my back, firmly and persistently, and walked through the rugged mountain road.
"Don't be afraid, we can go home soon."
There was silence.
"It's okay, it's okay if you don't answer me." I smiled, even if I couldn't see my face, I could imagine that my smile must be bright, "I feel very happy."
I am really happy.
The real skin-like touch, no need to peep at everything about him like a pervert, no need to worry about his disgusted mood after his heart is discovered.
Don't worry about him, leave me.
"I know I'm sick, I know that."
I felt that I was extremely calm, and my usually thin body burst out with great strength at this time. I walked in the winding mountains with his tall and strong body on my back, and I didn't feel a little tired.
"Aren't you bored?" Even then, I worry that he thinks he's boring.
"Then, can I tell you a story?" Gently turned him upwards.
"There is a little boy who has been in poor health since he was a child. Of course, with such a pair of parents, it is a strange thing that he will be in good health."
At that time, child abuse was probably not a sensational thing.
The vast majority of parents will subjectively think that since I gave birth to you and gave you food and drink, then it is a big deal to beat you a few times without dying?
As a result, the little boy had different marks on his body every day, such as bruises on his waist and abdomen from being kicked by high heels, cigarette butt burn marks on his arms, swollen knees from kneeling for a long time, and even scars cut by glass shards.
He endured sharp yelling and severe abuse every day without saying a word.
But he hurts.
It really hurts.
The itching and pain went up to the brain, and he suppressed moaning in the dark night, and when he came to his senses, he even lost the strength to cry.
"Hey, want to play together?"
It was a naughty-looking boy holding a ball and looking at him with a smile on his face.
Since then, his world has warmth and light.
"Qin Yi, what do you think of this story?" I calmed down and asked him gently, for fear of making him unhappy.
"You said, how should we keep the light. It gives us warmth, but we can't hold it."
"If you can't catch it, how can you keep it?"
You don't have a moment, it only belongs to me.
The author has something to say:
The second world is very short, and the next chapter will be over. What I want to talk about is secret love. It is very strange that it just happened to hit 520, 521.
Maybe everyone has met someone who makes you feel—"I'm such a proud person, but I feel like I'm not good at all."
Crush is very distressing.
Before you wait for the person who is willing to put you on the cusp of your life, my dear, you must love yourself (hug).
If you already have someone who stays with you, please be happy (love)~
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