unspeakable desire

"Oh, that won't bother you." The waiter retreated to where he was standing.

Seeing that she arrived earlier than him, Song Xiaobei hurried over embarrassedly, "Miss Tao, I'm sorry, I'm late." He pulled a stool and sat down.

"No, I arrived earlier than you." Miss Tao smiled, "waiter." She raised her hand gracefully.

"Miss, what's your order?" The waiter came over.

"A cup of black coffee without milk." Miss Tao asked Song Xiaobei after ordering her own coffee, "Mr. Song, how about you?"

"Ah, I don't drink coffee, just give me a cup of hot milk."

"Then do you want something to eat?" The waiter recorded what they ordered.

"Let's do this first." Miss Tao could see that Song Xiaobei didn't like this kind of environment, dismissed the waiter, and Miss Tiao said bluntly, "You are such a lovely person."

"Hehe..." Song Xiaobei smiled.

Miss Tiao didn't smile, and said in a more straightforward tone, "Since you don't like this, why should you accept the appointment?"

"No, I'm just on the way... I'm in a hurry."

"Hehe... Do you often make it difficult for yourself to be considerate of others?"

"Ah?" Song Xiaobei didn't understand, but she didn't expect her to see it.

"Today is the third time I've met you. Every time, you've acted gentle, humble, and peaceful. It can't be said that your performance is not perfect, nor can it be said that your performance is all artificial," Ms. Tao sighed, "In short , you are a good man, but I don't like it."

Song Xiaobei let out a sigh of relief, "Oh." "So, today, are we going our separate ways, or do we want to recall the good memories from before?"

"I don't want to waste time with you. My intuition is telling me that you have someone you like." Miss Tao folded her hands on the edge of the table, "I also have someone I like. I will come on a blind date for the sake of my family's face and also I want to find someone who is willing to have children with me, but will not fall in love with me."

"You..." Why is this woman so...weird? "What's the meaning?"

"I like women."

"Ah..." Song Xiaobei was too ashamed to speak for a moment.

The waiter brings coffee and milk, "Take it easy." Leave.

"For the honor of the family, I have to do this. You must know that homosexuality is common in the nobles, but face is more important. They would rather I marry an ordinary man than admit my love with her. "

Song Xiaobei clasped his palms together and rubbed his fingers together.

"I know, if I tell you this suddenly, you will be scared by me," Miss Tao lowered her head, "I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of woman you imagined, and I wasted your precious time."

Hearing her sorry to himself, Song Xiaobei felt very uncomfortable, because they were the same in one thing, "It's okay." Song Xiaobei could understand her suffering, "I can understand."

"Ah?" Miss Tao raised her head, she never thought that he would say that to herself.

"You said, I have someone I like," Song Xiaobei took a deep breath, "Yes. I have someone I like, he..." Song Xiaobei was a little nervous when talking about his personal affairs with someone he had met three times for the first time. "It's a man."

"Ah..." Ms. Tao seemed to have found a suitable partner, and her mood suddenly became brighter, "Great, if your partner doesn't mind, we can discuss marriage."

"There's no need to discuss it," Song Xiaobei was sure that he had no fate with him, "He is a straight man and won't like me, so you can decide on marriage."

"This one……"

"Just treat me as a good deed." Song Xiaobei smiled, "Don't tell me thank you."

Miss Tao opened her mouth, not knowing what to say, she had never met such a man before, she was a little silly.

Song Xiaobei picked up the glass of milk in front of him and took a sip, "It tastes good."

Miss Tao raised her eyebrows, pursed her lips, lowered her head slightly, took the sugar bag next to the coffee cup, tore open a small hole, poured sugar into the coffee, the empty sugar bag was next to the coffee cup, picked up a spoon, put it in the cup, and stirred , "I don't like milk, but if you like it, I will try my best to cooperate with you." Picking up the coffee and looking up, seeing that he opened his mouth to speak, Miss Tao immediately said, "Stop accommodating me, you, me, it's a fair deal .”

Song Xiaobei understood what she meant, "Miss, please take care of me in the future."

Miss Tao smiled, took a sip of black coffee, and lightly put the coffee cup on the table, "Well, take care of each other."

They looked at each other with a smile, as if reaching an agreement, they stretched out a hand to each other in a tacit understanding, shook hands with each other, and said at the same time, "Have a nice cooperation."

-

After the incident in the morning, Ge Jundong went back to his guest room to reflect on his behavior today. The boss is indifferent, but not necessarily deserted. Today, he really lost his composure. So Ge Jundong decided to squat at the door of the house where he was staying.

Just like that, Ge Jundong sat at the door stupidly for a while, "It can't be done." Ge Jundong is not the kind of person who can sit idle, he stood up, looking for something to do, he closed his small room, walked out of the alley, When he saw the old woman at the door and had a conversation with the old woman, Ge Jundong found out that his boss and the young master left for the market.

When no one was watching, Ge Jundong began to miss going home, and began to miss that gentle middle-aged man.Ge Jundong frowned, "What's wrong with me?"

"Huh?" The old lady who was still doing manual work next to Ge Jundong looked at Ge Jundong puzzled.

"It's nothing."