unspeakable desire

"Jundong..." Song Xiaobei didn't know that Ge Jundong's thoughts would be so deep and emotional.

"It seems that there are 365 days in a year. In fact, as long as you live, there are no numbers to count. You said me before because I like him now, so I disagree. I admit that I like him, but not now, every day One day," Ge Jundong pursed his lips and thought for a while, "Maybe one day, I will get tired of this kind of life, maybe one day, someone will propose to separate, or maybe one day, I will be left alone, or they will be alone. A person, separation is inevitable, not painful, in the story of life, as long as you believe that you can be together forever, that is happiness."

"I won't leave you." Song Xiaobei hugged Ge Jundong, "I'm sorry, I'm not getting married anymore, I'm sorry..." It's all my fault, why should I be angry with him, it's obviously my fault.

Ge Jundong patted his head, "I don't pay much attention to anything, and I seldom hold on to anything. I wanted to marry a beautiful woman back home, but in the end, all the good ones I met were other people's wives. I finally found a woman I liked. Yes, it turned out to be a man. To be honest, it’s quite tangled, but think about it, a man who doesn’t like children and doesn’t have much time, someone is willing to cook for you, watch your house, wait for you, what else? Really entangled?" Ge Jundong's eyes flashed with tears, "Life is hard, but to live a good life is even more bitter. Maybe rich people will never know the happiness of ordinary people. Maybe, I'm just a poor man. A down-and-out man with only money left. I'm not afraid of what you say, but please let go of the happiness I'm holding on to."

Xiaogan and Miss Tao were stunned for a moment, watching Ge Jundong get up and pull Song Xiaobei away from the tea restaurant, and got into a taxi outside the tea restaurant.

Song Xiaobei and Ge Jundong sat in the car without saying a word, because Song Xiaobei was already sobbing while holding Ge Jundong.Why is this so, the two men burst into tears after seeing the two beautiful women.Song Xiaobei doesn't understand the bitterness in Ge Jundong's heart. Song Xiaobei is like a naive child who foolishly loves the seemingly beautiful Ge Jundong, and Ge Jundong, who has buried all the secrets about the past, silently bears the burden. happy and sad.

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Back at Ge Jundong's house, Song Xiaobei sat on the sofa in the living room and wiped away his tears with some tissues. Ge Jundong sat next to Song Xiaobei, put his arms around his shoulders, and told him not to cry, "the tears fall too much." I'm going to get dehydrated." Ge Jundong didn't know how long his lover had been crying, anyway, when Ge Jundong watched him cry, he kept talking, just like the radio.

Song Xiaobei threw the wet tissue into the trash can, "It's not all about you, who said so many touching words," sniffed, "I can't stop,"

"Wow... When did I become a literati, I've moved you till now." Ge Jundong smiled.

"I hate it." Song Xiaobei hit him with a mortar, "It's all, it made me..." sighed, "When we meet in the future, what should I tell her?"

"You guys want to meet again?" Ge Jundong blushed, I must be hallucinating.

"Whatever she says is my friend."

"Friend?" I don't want this kind of friend.

"Yes." Song Xiaobei really regarded her as his good friend.

"..." Ge Jundong was depressed.

"Jundong." Song Xiaobei was afraid of Ge Jundong's anger, so he called him by his name in a low voice, hoping that he would not mind his future contact with her.

"I, Ge Jundong, thought that I would love beautiful women for the rest of my life, huh... I didn't expect..." Ge Jundong muttered in a low voice, "Damn, I want to kill someone..."

"Jundong, don't be like this. If you like to see beauties, buy more magazines. Thank you for watching entertainment programs. Xiaoling likes to watch entertainment news the most. If you want to know where there are beauties, just ask Xiaoling."

"Hey! Did you understand me, or didn't you?" Ge Jundong went crazy, "I'm almost pissed off by you, and you still tell me to look at beautiful women." Ge Jundong stood up, touched Pocket, "Forget it, the taxi is waiting for me outside the door, if you need to call me, I'm leaving." Ge Jundong left the living room and went to the entrance to change his shoes.

"Jundong, don't be angry, I..." Song Xiaobei chased after him, "I just want to follow you." Stand beside him.

"Xiaobei, I'm not angry, so don't think about it." Ge Jundong changed his shoes, stood up straight, and put his arms around him, "If you still have time, go out for a stroll," stroking his back, "Key, are you ready?"

"Not yet." Song Xiaobei liked the smell of him.

"Then go to the market and don't work too hard on yourself."

"Ah, you too,"

Ge Jundong smiled, just like him like this, obediently. "I'm leaving first." Ge Jundong let go of his hand, "You can find another way to go to the market. I'll go directly to the supermarket, get some things, and then go to the boss," Ge Jundong looked apologetically. His face, "Sorry, it's getting late."

"It's okay." Song Xiaobei watched him open the door, followed him out, then sent him to the car, and watched him leave in a taxi...