Worrying about having sex with myself every day

"Ahem..." An Qing opened his eyes, and the object he entered was the familiar light gray color of the cave. An Qing lifted up his clothes, and his waist and abdomen were already smooth without any scars, but there was a small hole on his chest. The small marks are very faint, and it is estimated that they may disappear in a few hours.

An Qing caressed the small mark, his eyes were no longer as clear and bright as usual, and brought some grayness. He still remembered the pain of breaking his intestines, and he still remembered the relief and bitterness when a sharp sword pierced his heart, which was more painful than pain. It makes him remember even more.

It really wasn't a dream!

He didn't know when she was lonely and haggard; he didn't know when she was struggling and longing for relief; He didn't know the time; he didn't know when she was obsessed with memories; he didn't know when she was perplexed and gritted her teeth to plan

"As evidenced by the way of heaven, I swear this oath! I, Luo Qianyin, will never be with An Qing forever. With this oath, the soul will be destroyed, and you will not enter reincarnation!"

The resolute voice echoed in his mind, An Qing turned sideways, buried his head in the quilt, and gritted his teeth tightly, a faint sob sounded in the empty cave, even though he tried his best to suppress it, in the silence Very obvious.

The little senior sister who pampered him unconditionally, stood by him forever, and embraced everything for him really left him forever. He wanted to admit that he knew that he could not give the little senior sister a bright future, so he came to Xue Fan , he has to admit that he wants to take a closer look at the little senior sister, self-righteously interfering in their lives, self-righteously thinking that what he does will make the little senior sister happy, self-righteously making a conclusion for the little senior sister, thinking that the little senior sister has no He imagined it to be so perfect, and thought that the little senior sister was also very scheming... so despicable.

He is the one who is most imperfect, he is the one who made mistakes, he is the one who thinks he can make up for it but gets worse and worse, and he prevents Xue Fan from meeting with the little senior sister alone. They repeated the same mistakes, but in fact it was more of his own selfishness. The sword of the little senior sister pierced not only his heart, but also his disguise, the most despicable thoughts in his heart, make up for them, don't let the trajectory and the previous life Coincidence, so that I will get more merits and virtues, and I can advance better, and aspire to the avenue one step earlier than others.

No matter how high-sounding it is, it is just for better selfishness, including how he really trusts Xue Fan in this life, but he believes that Xue Fan in this life is himself, and he can do more good things and get more benefits. What a lot of merit, the mask of innocence and kindness has finally been taken off.

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In his previous life, in the mortal world, Anqing was a desperate three-year-old child. At that time, he did not have the life winner system. At that time, his storage bag was snatched from him. So what?He doesn't know how to cultivate at all, and he is no different from ordinary people.

An Qing thought that it was possible to make a living with his knowledge of the 21st century, but he forgot that he was just a three-year-old child, he forgot that he was homeless after the war, and the mortal world had just experienced a war , when the dynasty changed, no one would have extra sympathy for a child who had nothing. Anqing became a beggar and a thief that he could never have imagined. Somewhat satisfied, he finally survived and would not starve to death.

An Qing wanted to leave this den of thieves by hiding enough private money, but of course he never thought of taking away any other children in this den, because no matter who he took away, he might have nothing when he turned around.

At this moment, An Qing met an old man, like the magical old man who appears in all stallion novels, the old man came out of nowhere and brought An Qing home, and An Qing lived a "happy" life as a small landowner. However, within a year, An Qing realized something was wrong, what kind of old man was this, he was clearly an evil cultivator, and the reason for bringing him home was just to raise him into a furnace.

An Qing fled and was soon discovered. The evil cultivator laughed wildly. Looking at the dead end, An Qing thought it was an ironic pantomime. However, An Qing had the aura of the protagonist after all. Buddha Xiu saved him without asking for anything in return, and he refused to accept him as a disciple. Buddha Xiu said: "You are born with evil spirits and lack merit. No matter which one you practice, it will be difficult to achieve great success, unless you are a spirit of restraint."

Anqing followed the monk Foxiu for a long time with a shameless face. The Buddhist monk was probably kind. He taught Anqing what is cause and effect and what is merit. One day Anqing slept in the inn. After waking up, the waiter said: "Monk It's gone, let you do it yourself."

It's a good one to take care of himself, he hasn't killed a single person, why is he born with evil spirits?What a hypocritical Buddhist cultivator, the corner of An Qing's mouth twitched, his immature face was full of sarcasm that didn't match his age, is he lacking in merit?Wouldn’t it be enough for him to be a holy father?

An Qing began to do good deeds purposefully, even calculatedly. He returned to the den of thieves, rescued several children, and urged the children to stop the general who had just returned home after winning the battle. All the children have made great contributions, and Anqing didn't do it personally, just because there are two merits in this way, one is the merit for the rescued child to have a good future in the future, and the other is the merit for being a den of thieves. The child's surrender and gratitude.

A year later, Anqing got a golden finger, the winner of life system 007, Anqing was already a more popular and perfect little holy father, and after having the system, he was even more unscrupulous. Instead, wait for the beautiful girl to be in danger before a hero comes to save the beauty. An Qing does this kind of thing with ease. An Qing has a character that makes anyone think he is cold-faced and kind-hearted, like a perfect mask. Once you wear it, you can't take it off.

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In the first rebirth, it is all false to say that he does not want to repeat the same mistakes, and that he saves himself in the previous life. How could he have such a kind heart, but Luo Qianyin's determination, Luo Qianyin's hatred, and Luo Qianyin's swearing to the sky made him An Qing clearly feels the harm she has done to others, and the destiny-like changes brought about by her own selfishness. Many times, when people act too much, they will think that they are like that.

An Qing also brainwashed himself into thinking that he was just like that, a kind-hearted stallion like a holy father, but even if he is the protagonist, how could he do good deeds and get huge rewards?It's all just a calculation.

But he is not really kind after all, he came from rebirth, what he needs to do is not to give up clinging to the previous life, but to give up the deliberate pursuit of merit, what makes An Qingming understand is that Luo Qianyin's soft heart is that Luo Qianyin has the previous life Luo Qianyin's kindness is the real kindness, which is completely different from his hypocrisy. Just the feeling is different. His kindness is a little deliberate, a little contrived, and a little scorching. But Luo Qianyin's kindness is more gentle and warm, and it is more likely to be unknown and unknown.

An Qing sobbed softly, even his throat hurt slightly, he lived so unreal, just to live, is there really something wrong?Will it really hurt the person who really loves him?

After a while, Anqing gradually quieted down. If one didn't look at the big bag bulging under the quilt on the stone bed in the cave, it would be almost impossible for people to notice anyone.

An Qing tidied herself up, sat up, her eyes were still confused, but became brighter and brighter, An Qing took a look at herself, and found that she was already well, packed all the things she needed, and the cave mansion was filled with light. become clean.

Then An Qing gave Xue Fan a sound transmission talisman, and Xue Fan, who had been paying attention to An Qing, felt that something was unexpected. After receiving the sound transmission talisman, he appeared in front of An Qing, 1.5 meters away from An Qing As for making An Qing slump, she asked with a cold face, "Is there any discomfort in your body?"

An Qing shook his head, and said in a calm voice, "Let's go to the Huiwei Pavilion for a meal."

Xue Fan didn't know why, he could feel that An Qing seemed to be different, because of Luo Qianyin?Obviously, all of this was also driven by him behind the scenes, but it made him feel a little annoyed for no reason.

An Qing ordered two roast chickens and asked Xue Fan to order a few dishes, seeing Xue Fan randomly ordered a few dishes, which happened to be his favorite food in the previous life, An Qing suddenly said: "What do you think of Buddha Cultivation? "

Xue Fan was stunned, but there was no expression on his face, and he replied flatly, "It's the same as Taoist cultivation, but the cultivation method is different."

An Qing smiled: "It makes sense. When I was recovering from my injuries, I read a book about Buddhist practice. It was quite interesting."

An Qing looked at Xue Fan's seemingly flawless performance. It seemed that he was different from himself in this life. He didn't need him at all. It was all his subjective assumptions. An Qing continued: "I am half devil, half devil. Monster, you have to rely on experience to improve your cultivation, recently I feel my bottleneck, it seems that I can no longer be your servant."

Xue Fan's heart moved, and he began to recall 007 who was far away in Yutai City, but he still said expressionlessly: "Then I will go with you."

An Qing shook his head: "No need, in a few days it will be time for the Grand Competition of the Xuanjian Sect, and I still need to rely on myself to practice, listen to me, although we are the same person, we are already different, like me I used to be proficient in all six arts, but my learning was too complicated. It’s good to specialize in tools like you are now. You know the butterfly effect, and I can’t predict your future. You just need to know that you only need to be sincere to others , but don’t suffer from it.”

Xue Fan thought about it, but he didn't continue to ask to stay, and almost the whole meal went into An Qing's stomach.

Looking at the back of An Qing leaving, Xue Fan asked 007: "When did you meet him?"

007's mechanical voice replied: "When he was six years old."

Hehe, it turns out there are still three years that he doesn't know about, but it doesn't make any difference to him whether he leaves or not, doesn't it?Xue Fan's eyes became deeper and deeper, making it hard to see through.