husband and wife marriage

Yu Jing, Ji Wenhan is the father of you and Yu Yan.Mom doesn't know what to say about him, but he is handsome and handsome, and he is a perfect lover...

I still remember that the first time I met him was under the cherry blossom tree in the Academy of Fine Arts. I was only 15 years old that year. In fact, I should be the age of ordinary people who have just entered high school, but because I am outstanding in painting, Directly accepted by Tokyo University of the Arts. At the age of 15, I left my parents to study abroad and encountered many difficulties...Life in Japan is much sadder than I imagined...I am not the kind of strong girl, I often cry secretly...

When I met Ji Wenhan, I was also crying!At that time, because of arguing with some Japanese students about the Nanjing Massacre, they got into a dispute and were scolded by them as a Chinese pig...

I cried so sad, so sad!The cherry blossoms on the top of my head seemed to have infected my sadness. They fell from the sky, fell on my body, and fell on my ground. At this moment, a handkerchief appeared in front of my eyes.

It was a white handkerchief, very clean, and had a faint fragrance, just like the smell of cherry blossoms...

After that day, I knew his name was Ji Wenhan, he was one year older than me, he was a student of the University of Tokyo, and he was also Chinese!

Probably because we are also Chinese, we got acquainted quickly and had a lot of exchanges. He is very talkative, humorous, and his words and deeds are very elegant and attractive...

He is very popular, even though most Japanese people are prejudiced against Chinese people, but he is still the most popular boy, the girls who have a crush on him and love him definitely can go around Dongda twice without any problem...

There is no doubt that through being with him, I also fell in love with him.

However, I never thought of confessing to him. In my impression, he is such an unreachable person, and I don't seem to be in the same world as me...

However, one day, he suddenly said to me: "Qingfu, I'm going to graduate and return to China soon, you can go back with me."

I was stunned at the time, I knew he was a genius, he only spent one year to complete all his university studies, Dongda recommended him as a graduate student, but he gave up this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and chose to return to China... …

Everyone was amazed at the time, but his reason was only four words: "Build the motherland."

The 80s was the era of reform and opening up. At that time, many extraordinary people went abroad and stayed outside because of the temptation of the colorful world, but he chose to return to China, which made the international students at that time very admired!

Although I have the same thoughts as him, I will go back to China after graduation. At that time, I was only a freshman and had not finished my studies. How could I go back to China with him?

However, he suddenly held my hand and showed his best smile: "Xiaofo, I will support you for the rest of my life!"

At the time, I was completely dumbfounded.

15 years old is the age of germination!Confessions at this age are all like "I like you", at most they are "we will be together forever", but he suddenly told me like this, saying that he will support me forever...

What kind of promise is this?

How much self-confidence and domineering do you need?

What a heartwarming confession this is!

Especially since he is still the one I love so much!

I am drunk!

I feel totally drunk!

I think at that time, even if Ji Wenhan gave me a bottle of meth, I would swallow it without hesitation!

But later, I discovered that what he brought to me was really a diabolical, deadly diabolical...

I went home with him!

Running back secretly without telling my family, Ji Wenhan and I live together in the south of City H, living together, very happy, at least that's how I feel...

But later, I found that something was wrong with him, he talked less and less, and seemed to avoid me deliberately.I'm a straightforward person, and I don't like guessing, so I asked him directly to find out...

After repeated questioning, I found out that he had a very strange disease and needed blood transfusions every month, otherwise he would not live for long...

His blood type is very unique, and it is difficult to find a matching blood source...

He stroked my hair and said to me sadly: "Xiaoli, I won't be able to take care of you in the future, so I must be strong."

I cried!

I cried and said to him: "Wen Han, you are such a fool! Who said you can't find a matching blood source, my blood type is just like yours..."

He was surprised and looked at me in disbelief!

I smiled at him, smiled at him while crying, and dragged him to the hospital while crying and laughing...

After a series of checks, it turns out that my blood type matches his. I am very happy and happy!I smiled and said to him: "Wen Han, look, we are really one!"

Since then, I have to give him blood transfusions every month. At first I didn’t feel anything, but gradually I found that my body was a little tired and weaker and weaker...

Ji Wenhan is also very concerned about me, as long as I feel a little uncomfortable, he will be more nervous than me!

He bought me a lot of supplements, I feel very happy, although I am very tired, but when I think that I have a man who loves me so much, I feel very happy...

But later... I realized that I was really a fool!

An out-and-out fool!

I lived with him for two years, two full years, but in fact we didn't spend much time together, most of the time, he was always very busy, he said to make money, in order to extend our lives, we must have a lot A lot of money, he doesn't want to die, and he doesn't want anything to happen to me, we both want to live, live and love each other...

I never questioned his words!Until one day, my physical condition was very poor, and I was very tired. I just wanted to rest, but he still dragged me to the hospital to draw blood...

It's not that I'm selfish, it's not that I'm ego, I have to wonder if he really loves me!

How could a man who loves me not care about me at all, but only care about himself?

That day, after the blood was drawn, I had no strength at all, and I couldn't even move, but he told me that he couldn't take me home because of something, so he called me a taxi and asked me to go home first. ...

Sometimes I often think, if I didn't go back that day, I would rather be cheated by him for the rest of my life if I could!Sometimes, why not be silly and confused?

Foolish people have foolish blessings, why were the ancients unwise?

But... I wanted to pierce that layer of window paper, and then splattered blood all over my body. After all, I was the one who hurt myself!

I really don't know why I want to go back... regret it all the time...

How nice it would be if I didn't go back?

If I don't go back, he will still be the Ji Wenhan who loves me, the man who brought me back from Tokyo...

but……

There is no medicine for regret in the world, and history cannot be assumed!I went back, but time never went back!When I went back, I happened to see him in front of me, so I quietly followed him, and watched him walk into a ward...

There is a very beautiful girl in the ward, she looks a little younger than me, she is very beautiful, the kind that people can't think of other words to describe her except beauty...

Sitting beside her, Ji Wenhan looked at her with gentle eyes. It was the first time I realized that his eyes could be so gentle, as if they could melt everything in the world, but he only had her in his eyes...

only she...

That is a deep love, whoever reads it will understand!

He only loves that woman, and there is no room for anyone else in his heart except her.

At that moment, I finally understood, finally understood...

Ha ha……

I am so silly!

If he was a sick man, how could there be no sickness on his face?

I understand that his occasional tiredness must be caused by taking care of this girl!

I also understand why I don't see him day and night, understand why I never take me to meet his family!

I understand better why he approached me!

Our meeting was not a coincidence at all, it was arranged by him alone!He must have investigated me, there is only one reason for him to approach me - my blood type...

Panda blood!

But isn't it?

Only I can save the one he loves!That's why he treated me like this, pretending to be gentle, wearing a mask and saying duplicity!

I can guarantee that if it wasn't for his blood type, he wouldn't even look at me!

I forgot how I got back!

I came back to the apartment with only one thought, suicide...

As long as I die, the person he loves won't live long, won't he?

I thought about many ways to commit suicide, and finally chose carbon monoxide. How good is this way?Faster death, less pain, and a beautiful cherry red color on the face...

I think I really intend to die!

As long as I die, the person he loves will not be able to live, so can he not remember me?

Can he not remember me forever?

My love for him goes deep into my bones, I don't ask him to love me, as long as he remembers me, even if he hates me, it doesn't matter!

Maybe, it's cruel for me to do this, at least that girl is innocent!But...how could Ji Wenhan not be cruel to me?My physique is not good in the first place, and I understand that with the frequency of Ji Wenhan's current blood draw, I'm afraid I won't be able to last long...

He can disregard my life and death, why should I care about the life and death of others?

Anyway, sooner or later, I will die, so I will choose a more tragic way!

I know I'm bad!

I am not kind at all!

When I turn on the gas, that's the only year on my mind!

However, I am not dead!

That day, he who would never come back at that time unexpectedly returned home, and I was sent to the hospital in a coma, and was rescued unexpectedly...

When I woke up faintly, I happened to meet his concerned eyes. Normally, I would definitely be extremely moved, but at that time, I just felt uncomfortable, with goosebumps all over my body... I just want to vomit... Nausea... …

"Xiaofo, what's wrong with you? I'm so worried..." His voice was so gentle, but I just wanted to gag——Ji Wenhan, I'm afraid the only thing you care about is my blood!

"I do not know either……"

I looked at him blankly, pretending to be stupid!

Because I know very well that if he knew that I wanted to commit suicide, he would definitely not let me go easily. My life is the life of his lover, so how could he let me die so easily?

"Recently, I feel so weak. I wanted to boil water, but I passed out for some reason! Why am I here?" I pretended to be confused and looked at him, but my heart hurt so much, If I could, I'd cry the truth...

I kept it from my family, gave up my studies, and went back to China with him alone, but what I got in exchange was this kind of result. My heart was so cold that I couldn't go back...

I can't let my family know that I have such a result!

When I gave up my studies and came back, I told my family to break up, and let them pretend that my daughter was never born!

I, Song Xiaofu, have been a good girl since I was a child, but because of him, I caused my father's blood pressure to soar and my mother to cry!I know, I'm sorry for them!I don't have the face to go back to see them, the only choice I have is to go to another world...a world where I can rest in peace...

Seeing that I was fine, he didn't say anything else, and after comforting me a few words, he said he had left beforehand...

I didn't say anything, I knew exactly what he was talking about!

I stayed in the hospital for many days, during which time I even met his beloved woman!

That day, the sun was very mild, and I was walking in the hospital, and I happened to see a girl sitting on a chair drawing a picture. I didn’t want to get close to her, but the characters in her brush made me want to get close because she was drawing Ji Wenhan... …

Her painting skills are very good, and she draws Ji Wenhan vividly.In fact, I have also painted Ji Wenhan, maybe I am better than her in painting skills, but I can guarantee that Ji Wenhan has lost my paintings long ago without knowing where, but he will definitely protect her paintings for a lifetime...

"you……"

When she found me, she couldn't help but blush, and her pale little face suddenly turned red, making her look even more beautiful!She is a person who can't hide her thoughts, exactly the same as me a few days ago...

"Is he someone you like?"

I asked knowingly, and I didn't know what my intentions were at the time. When I said this, her little face turned red, and everything was kept silent.

I sat next to her and chatted every sentence. I know her name is Li Yunqing, and her brother Han is a childhood sweetheart...

Childhood sweetheart, childhood sweetheart!

Then what am I?

Despicable third party?

It would be fine if it was really a third party, but sadly I can't even be called a third party!

As the name suggests, Li Yunqing is really a clear girl, a girl that people can't hate, she is only one year younger than me, but I can't help but treat her as my younger sister, and I can't help but want to take care of her!

Even a stranger like me, who should hate her, can't help liking her, let alone Ji Wenhan?

I even thought, maybe I should save her!

Anyway, that's what I've been doing in my life, if I can save her, I'll save her, and I'll do it to accumulate virtue for the next life!

I chatted with her very happily, and we didn't go back to the room until evening!

I think if I didn't go back at that time, maybe everything would be different!Perhaps, I will be willing to be Li Yunqing's blood bank until my body can't hold it anymore...

But God is always joking, so I went back at that time, just in time to hear him and the doctor discussing my condition.Only then did I know that I was pregnant... and Ji Wenhan was afraid that my pregnancy would affect the blood supply, so he asked the doctor to abort my child...

I was stupid then...

I know that I am nothing in his heart, but I never thought that he could be so cruel!

He can ignore me, after all, I'm just Li Yunqing's blood jar to him, nothing else, but... the child in my stomach is his own flesh and blood!

Tiger poison does not eat children!

How could he treat his own child like this!

At that time, I was completely dazed. I stretched out my hand to caress my flat belly, and felt the mystery of life!It turned out that there was a little life brewing in her body...

What a wonderful thing!

But what a sad thing this is!

Poor child, before you were born, the man who gave you life wants to kill you...

Do not!

No!

I absolutely cannot let you be killed!

Li Yunqing is innocent, but you are even more innocent!

You haven't come into this world yet...

At that moment, I made an important decision, I want to go!I have to go!For the sake of the child...for this unborn little life...

When I saw Ji Wenhan, it was still the same as before, very calm, with a gentle smile, very silly, very innocent!

Fortunately, Ji Wenhan only had his sister Yun Qing in his heart. After a brief exchange of pleasantries with me, he claimed that he had something to do and left again, so he gave me enough time!

I know that if I want to save my baby, I have to go, and the sooner the better!If Ji Wenhan was aware of it, it would be too late...

So I packed everything that night!

I know that I must go completely, and I must not let him find me again, otherwise my baby will definitely be lost...

I didn't go home!I didn't go to my parents!

Firstly, I would have no face to see them; secondly, if Ji Wenhan finds out that I'm missing, the Song family must be the first place to check...

I'm not going to go very far!

The so-called most dangerous place is the safest place. I went to the passenger transport center and bought a ticket at random, and that ticket took me to town B.

This is an important town located in the south of City H. I originally wanted to live here, but I felt that it was too close, and it was not safe after all...

I wandered aimlessly in town B until I came to the pier and found many fishing boats parked there. I went up to chat with them, only to find out that they came from a nearby island...

I suddenly had an urge to take their boat to this small island.

At that time, there was no speedboat, and I was bumping on the sea for two hours on a fishing boat, vomiting, vomiting, until there was nothing to vomit...

Fortunately, the fishermen on the boat took good care of me, and I was able to reach this small island in the sea safely.

The residents on N Island are very simple, and most of them make a living from fishing. They were very curious about my arrival, so I made up a lie, saying that my husband passed away, and I came out to relax alone...

At that time, there was a shortage of teachers in the elementary schools on the island, so I went to teach them.

The children like me very much, and the villagers are full of gratitude to me as a teacher. They built a small house for me together, so that I, a foreigner with little savings, can have a shelter...

Later, my belly grew bigger and bigger. After all, I couldn't hide my pregnancy. But the simple villagers didn't think much about it. They just thought it was pitiful enough for me to die at a young age. Now I can have a child Being a companion is more or less a comfort, so they always help me...

The simple fisherman's thinking is completely different from the modern city dweller!

I am grateful for their kindness and generosity. Without their kindness and enthusiasm, there would be no my little baby!

After what happened to Ji Wenhan, God seemed to favor me, and he even gave me a pair of lovely twins.I named them Yujing, Yuyan...

Although you don't have the love of your father, you will always be the treasures in your mother's heart... Mom loves you... I will give you double love...

Watching you grow up bit by bit, I am so happy, so happy!

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