husband and wife marriage

"Chumu, you don't know how much I envied you at that time. You can stand so close to him, and he will even change for you. He has never been very interested in studying, but for you, he can be so Study hard...Although he is very smart, his foundation is not comparable to yours. It is so difficult to get higher than you in the exam. You probably don't know how much time he spends studying every day , Our two families live not far away, sometimes when I wake up, I will find that the light in his room is still on... He has never been so serious, but I know, he is for you..."

When she was talking about this, Zhou Qiong couldn't help but stopped, and glanced at Chumu, seeing that Chumu's face was blurred, as if she was immersed in memories, she sighed softly, her eyes fell into the distance, and looked at The white full moon.

At this time, a dark cloud floated from nowhere, blocking the full moon in the white full moon, casting a huge shadow on the world.

"I know, you still have a two-person world, you learn English together every morning, I always want to join, I want to get close to you, I want to know how you get along, I want to know why you can make him never forget." Zhou Qiong spoke softly, with some pain in her eyes.

She has always wanted to join them, and she once hinted at Nangong, but Nangong Moyu turned a deaf ear and acted as if she hadn't heard.

She knew it was impossible to convince him by herself, so she went to her parents and used the excuse of improving her English.

The two of them belong to a family, and Nangong Moyu respects his father very much, so when his father speaks out, he is naturally not easy to refuse... So, she joined the two of them, and she could see that Chu Mu didn't welcome him She can also see that Nangong's concern for her is only out of politeness, maybe...he doesn't want the two people's world between them to be disturbed...

However, she still insisted on putting on a smile in the unwelcome eyes, smiling so sweetly, so calmly, so brightly...

In fact, she knew that this was just her one-man show... But she was unwilling to give up, and she was not convinced either!

She obviously knew him so much earlier than him!Regardless of gender, family background or background, she is more suitable for Nangong Moyu, isn't she?

She doesn't understand why he likes Chumu and a person of the same sex.

After all, she couldn't bear it any longer, and confessed to Nangong Moyu, she told him that she liked him, really liked him, more than anything else...

Her sincere confession was exchanged for his silence.

She still remembered that it was in his study that day, with his back to her, a pen in his hand, and a copy of "Huanggang Art of War Physics" on the table.He lowered his head and didn't say a word, as if he was thinking about something.

She knew what he was thinking about!

He was thinking about how to reject her and try to hurt her as little as possible.

At that time, her heart seemed to twitch. She suddenly stepped forward and hugged Nangong Moyu, holding her tightly, as if he would run away if she didn't pay attention, and then she would never be able to catch him again in this life. Live him in general.

She hugged him from behind him, trembling all over her body, trembling constantly, he must understand the importance of him to her as a smart person, but... He still stretched out his hand and put it on her hand, she I know, he wanted to pull her away, but she refused, she didn't allow it, so she hugged him even tighter, and she said to him:

"Nangong, don't reject me, okay? Otherwise... I can't live..."

When she spoke, her voice was trembling all the time, trembling again and again, so violently... She said to him:

"Nangong, do you know? I have liked you since I was a child. Do you still remember that when we were young, the teacher asked us to write essays with ideals as the topic? At that time, I wrote to be your bride! Nangong...my ideal is to be your bride ...Do you have the heart to let my ideals be shattered?"

She spoke softly, as if she was confiding, but also as if she was shouting.

He is silent!

She thought he was shaken!

However, he didn't expect that he would reject her after all. He said to her: "Zhou Qiong, you are such a good girl, there must be a better man to love you."

"Nangong, I don't need other men, I only want you, and I only love you!" She hugged him more and more tightly.

"Zhou Qiong, I only regard you as my sister."

Such a sentence, like a knife, cut her heart into pieces one by one, and fell to the ground, bloody...

He took her hand away from him anyway.

This time, she didn't do anything, just let him take her hands away from him.

"Zhou Qiong, I'll take you home."

His voice is soft and gentle, but this is not what she wants!

If possible, she doesn't want his tenderness at all!

This time, she didn't say anything, like a puppet, at his mercy.

Their home is very close, just a few steps away, he sent her home, let her have a good rest, she just smiled, sweetly put on his trademark smile, she asked him to remember her most beautiful Smile, always remember...

Because, she is leaving, leaving her forever, leaving this colorful world.

Her heart is dead, her soul is gone, so why keep a body like a walking dead?

That night, she cut her wrist with a razor, and then lay in the bathtub, watching the blood drain from her body bit by bit...

It was as if every drop of blood was Nangong Moyu's smile. She had known him for so many years and had seen his various smiles—gentle, confident, proud...

All of this has nothing to do with her from now on, there will only be that boy named Chumu in his life, and she will always be just a passerby, not even occupying a place in his life...

Many psychologists have suggested that people who choose to commit suicide by cutting their wrists usually do not want to die, because the process is long and painful. Those who really want to die will directly cut the main artery, which is fast, convenient, and painless...

Most people who cut their wrists hope that someone will find themselves in the process...

Zhou Qiong did have such thoughts at the time, she wanted people to discover her, she wanted Nangong Moyu to discover her, she wanted him to know that she could love him with her life!

She couldn't live without him!

Many years later, she realized that at that time she did not really love Nangong Moyu with her life.If you truly love someone, you will only wish him a good life, even if you let him go... instead of choosing this way to force him to stay...

However, the person she loved didn't find her after all!

It was his father who found out that she had committed suicide, and he sent her to the hospital...

Next, she stayed in the hospital for a long time, and she was in a daze. She didn't let her family members tell Nangong Moyu about it, and she didn't even let the people in Nangong's family know about it, knowing that she had lived in the hospital. hospital.It was only later that she used this as an excuse to tell Chumu that she had given birth to Nangong... In fact, there was no such thing!She was just not reconciled, and... she had a certain fluke mentality, let him leave Nangong forever, and then replaced him...

The news of Nangong Moyu and Chumu's love affair was finally known by the Nangong family. For such an aristocratic family, marriage cannot be decided simply because of love. They will have more choices, and the interests of the family are the most important... ...Chu Mu may be excellent, but he does not meet the requirements of the Nangong family, even the most basic requirements...

When Aunt Nangong asked her about the situation, she chose to remain silent, perhaps to discredit Chu Mu from a certain angle.She knew that Aunt Nangong had gone to find Chumu, but she didn't tell Nangong Moyu, and when he asked her about it, she also pretended not to know...

She thought they would be separated like this, she even thought that her chance had come...

However, everything was beyond her expectation!

She thought, she probably underestimated Nangong's love for Chu Mu...he would still go to him...desperately go to him...

In order to separate Nangong Moyu from Chu Mu, the Nangong family forced him to return to Switzerland.

However, he still desperately wanted to be with him. In Zhou Qiong's impression, Nangong Moyu was a good-tempered boy, but she saw him quarreling with his family, because of Chu Mu...

He couldn't convince his family to accept his relationship with Chumu, just like his relatives couldn't convince him not to love Chumu...

That Christmas, he secretly ran back from Switzerland to find him without telling his family, and they agreed to meet at the place... He could have met him, if she hadn't mentioned it to Aunt Nangong...

Aunt Nangong just called to chat with her that day. It is undeniable that Nangong Moyu did a good job that time. They didn't even find out that he had left Switzerland. If she hadn't "unintentionally" brought up this matter...

Aunt Nangong immediately sent someone to lock up Nangong Moyu, and then flew over by special plane to deal with it.

Those professional bodyguards Nangong's house was surrounded, and Nangong Moyu was also locked in the room, except that someone would bring food over during meal time...

But no one thought that even so, Nangong Moyu still did not give up. He jumped down from the second floor at night while the bodyguards were changing shifts, and then ran outside, trying to find Chumu...

The bodyguards of the Nangong family are naturally not ordinary people. After they found out that Nangong Moyu had left, they immediately called Mrs. Nangong, and Mrs. Nangong immediately ordered to chase him...

At that time, as soon as she got off the plane, she rushed here from the airport as fast as possible...

Nangong Moyu injured his leg when he jumped off the stairs, but he still ran outside without giving up. He knew that Chu Mu was still waiting for him...

Because he remembered that they used to be better, no matter what happened, they would never be separated...

Under such circumstances, he had an accident, an accident that no one thought of...

At the crossroads not far from the hill that he and Chumu had agreed upon, Nangong Moyu ran towards the opposite side of the road without looking at the lights in order to get rid of the "chasing soldiers" behind him...

It was snowing heavily that day, and there were no cars on the road, but at this moment, a red Lamborghini suddenly turned out in front.According to the distance at that time, Nangong could have quickly ran to the opposite side to avoid it, but who knew at this time... There was a sudden pain in his leg, and when his leg softened, he fell to the ground...

The owner of the Lamborghini seemed to be in a hurry, the speed was very fast, and he was speeding up, hitting the boy who was sitting on the ground...

His body flew six meters away, the blood gushing out from his body dyed the white snow red, like blood lotuses blooming in the snow one after another...

A noble lady walked up and down from a red Lamborghini, and when she saw what happened in front of her eyes, she was completely dumbfounded!

She bumped into her own son...

"Aunt Nangong passed out on the spot! For a long time after that, she has been regretting everything she has done! For her, nothing is more important than her son's life... as long as If the son can come back to life, no matter what he wants, he can do it..."

When Zhou Qiong talked about this, she paused, raised her head, looked at Chumu motionlessly, and looked at his complicated affection, she sighed, and continued:

"When you came to Nangong's house, Nangong was on the operating table in the hospital. When I heard the news, I was dumbfounded...I never thought that because of my own selfishness, things would develop like this Irreversible... I know that I have no face to see Nangong again, and I have no face to meet the people of Nangong's family! I killed him indirectly... I am not qualified to go to the hospital to guard him, I have to repent, for me Confession for what I did! When I saw you, I wanted to tell you everything, and then I knelt down to confess to you! But, I can't...I can't do that...Because in Nangong Moyu's unconsciousness At the last moment, he exhausted his last strength, his last consciousness, and made up a sentence like a gossamer, fragmented - 'Don't let Chumu know that something happened to me'..."