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Overnight, Chu Yan's hair turned gray again.The door of her palace was closed tightly, and all affairs were handed over to Yi Zhi, who claimed to be sick and recuperate.Pulling a sleeping bun, half lying on his face with a tired face, he didn't read the book in his hand at all, he just felt infinitely tired.Although Hua'an had promised that the national teacher would come to see him, Chu Yan did not call the national teacher over, and even the imperial physician disappeared.During the period, Yi Zhi came to report to her the news from the front line. She braced herself up and cheered up. When Yi Zhi left, she collapsed again.

Hua An wanted to see her, but she was afraid that her contact with Chu Yan would make Chu Yan's condition worse.When night fell again, when Chu Yan stepped into the Changze Hall, Hua An pushed her to prevent her from entering the door: "You go, I am not in the mood to serve you. When I am in a better mood, when will I see you? When will you come again?" .”

Chu Yan clasped her wrist, unreasonable: "What are you doing? Who messed with you again?"

"You!" Hua'an said, poking her neck, "Stop bothering me! I don't want to see you that much for the time being."

"Don't make trouble, okay?" Chu Yan panted slightly, as if a big movement could make her feel tired.She frowned, feeling tightness in her chest, "Stop messing with me anymore. I'm going to be bored to death by those ministers today, so I can only rest here for a while." Her face was a little pale, exhausted, but patiently Carefully coax Hua An.

Hua'an gritted her teeth and said, "Why didn't you see the national teacher? Look at you, Chu Xiaopang! You are the king of a country, you are the emperor, how can you go back on your word? You promised me before!"

"Let's talk about the matter of the national teacher in a few days." Chu Yan felt a little dizzy, and wanted to go around Hua'an and lie down on the bed for a while, but the crown was very heavy, her shoulders were slumped, and she had no strength.

"You are not allowed to come in! When will you let the national teacher and the imperial doctor heal you before you come back, otherwise you will never even think about stepping in here!"

Chu Yan was already full of exhaustion, and she still wanted to mess around with her, which made Chu Yan unable to control his temper, and immediately said coldly: "Do you really want me to go? Hua Wu Ya, can't you understand my hard work? ?You want me to do things I don’t want to do every day, have you ever asked me if I like it?! Enough! You forced me to admit that this is from you, and then you can reject me openly, right?? "She squeezed Hua'an's wrist, gnashed her teeth and clasped Hua'an's chin, lowered her head and kissed Hua'an's lips deeply, "Don't even think about it, even if you want to die, don't let me go."

Hua An kept struggling, but Chu Yan held her tighter with his hands tied, and kissed her with all his strength.Lips and teeth collided, breathing was messy and rapid, Chu Yan hugged her as if he wanted to rub Hua'an into his bones, his tongue unquestionably pried open her teeth, and swept everything domineeringly.No matter how desperately Hua An pushes, she refuses to let go.

The palace guards around him all stayed away, lowering their heads and not daring to look.

"Hmm - you let it - huh - let it go!" Hua An pinched her arm, opened her eyes, and her eye sockets were flushed.

Chu Yan still refused to let go.

Hua An condensed her anger into her palms, opened Chu Yan's hand little by little, pushed her away suddenly, looked at Chu Yan's blood-red eyes, and said viciously: "Chu Xiaopang, don't come near me again !" She took two steps back, and before Chu Yan could react, she immediately closed the door and fastened the latch.

Chu Yan kicked the door angrily, and the heavy door silently let her vent.Chu Yan sneered and said: "Hua Wuya, you really love me! I, Chu Zhongci, is so old, and you are the only one who dares to shut me out! Open the door quickly! Otherwise, I will break the door!"

Hua'an's voice came from inside: "Chu Xiaopang, how dare you!"

"I want to be with my wife, why not dare?!"

"Who is your wife now? I am not married to you, and I don't have the name of husband and wife, so you can't be so brazen. I won't open the door, you should go to the national teacher and imperial physician as soon as possible!"

Chu Yan kicked the door a few more times, but Hua An refused to open it.Chu Yan stopped tiredly, leaned his forehead on the palace door, and said weakly to the left and right: "You all go down."

The palace people didn't dare to say anything, and immediately retreated like a tide.In the dark night, the stars are bright, the steps of the Nagasawa Hall are towering and far away, the flowers and plants are blown by the breeze, and the heads are lowered from time to time.There were no insects or birds, and the breeze blew through Chu Yan's black dragon robe, got into her wide sleeves, and fiddled with her dragon sleeves.

She sat down slowly against the door, with her back against the door, calmly looked at the stars in the sky, and sighed: "Flower Crow, the starry sky outside is so beautiful, do you want to come out and have a look?"

No one responded.

She lowered her head slightly, resting her elbows on her knees, and sat upright: "How can you believe such an outrageous thing? I'm just because I've worked hard recently, so don't think about it. I remember that you are a very open-minded and intelligent woman." , Why do you start to become vulgar when you are with me, like these women, have so many suspicions?"

"Bah! You are vulgar!"

Chu Yan turned his head, raised the corners of his lips slightly, and looked up at the corners of the eaves: "Can I not be vulgar? How could I fall in love with a woman like you if you are not vulgar? You love to mess around, love to think, and you don't want to Listen to my explanation, I still want those old men to touch my hand at every turn, only you can touch my hand, anyone who dares to touch me will have his head chopped off!"

"...Who asked them to touch your hand? The national teacher just needs to look at the anger on your body. Don't talk nonsense, why are you so grumpy? Asking you to see a doctor is not asking you to die."

Only Hua'an dared to say "let you die" to the present day.Chu Yan paused speechlessly, and continued: "I didn't say not to watch it, but I'm really busy recently... If you have time to shut me out, let me have a good rest and cheer up to deal with these things Messy things. When will you learn to be gentle with me? Huh?" Chu Yan turned his head to look at the crack of the palace door, and said helplessly, "I'm tired outside, all you have to do is let me stay with you Take a good rest and don't quarrel with me every day."

"I do not care."

"You don't care who cares?" Chu Yan raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and tapped her index finger lightly on the palace door, and the dull and slight sound relieved her a lot, "How can you say such irresponsible words to me so arrogantly? What do you mean you and I don’t have the name of husband and wife? If you want to think this way, I can only tie you to the wedding ceremony and declare that you are my wife to everyone in the world.”

"Wu Ya, I have been thinking of you sitting in the Hall of Supreme Harmony today, and I found that today I miss you even more than yesterday." She pursed her lips and smiled, "I woke up when I was resting, and felt as if I had been away from you for a long time. I used to disdain I want to tell you what I want to tell you in detail. I want to tell you that I miss you so much, I miss you for a moment."

The lingering fragrance curled up, the smoke slanted horizontally, and there was not a single candle lit in the hall.In the dark hall door, Hua An squatted behind Chu Yan, stretched out her hand against the hall door, and listened to her words gently, as if she could touch Chu Yan through the barrier.She listened quietly, but her heart became heavier.

"I heard that King Wu killed Wancheng, and they all surrendered. Sometimes I think, King Wu... can he be regarded as my brother? But he wants me to die, and I want him to die too. We are destined to be hostile I have everything, I am the emperor of Dachen, but I only have you, only you belong to me. Sitting in front of the mirror, I seem to see how I will grow old with you, two gray-haired old women, Sitting in front of the dressing table, you laughed at me presumptuously, showing your gums without teeth. You said that I knew you were a demon a long time ago, so what? I knew it. Before we expressed our feelings to each other, I I know. But what about monsters, I am the Son of Heaven, I have the blessing of God, and I have a body protected by dragon energy."

Chu Yan babbled like an old woman, but her hair was slowly turning gray imperceptibly.She smiled with tears in her eyes, her smooth skin seemed to be a little sad, and wrinkles appeared at the corners of her eyes: "If the national teacher knows your identity, what should I do? Will he think I'm a fool? Yes, I You are indeed a foolish king. I keep you, a witch, by my side, and I want to keep you forever. I want to give you everything you like and be with you. I have no sense of crisis of life and death at all. You have bewitched me, and you have tempted me to obey. Your own heart. So what if you say you will harm me? You will harm me, won’t they harm me? As long as you reveal the slightest news that you are a demon, they will not only want to force you to leave, but will also find you The pretext of surrendering to the King of Wu, and then forcing me to step down. Wu Ya, don’t you understand these things?...What can compare to you?”

"Don't you know what's going on with your body? Don't you want to grow old with me?" Hua'an bit her lip and trembled.

"Why wouldn't I want to?" Chu Yan frowned and smiled wryly, "I am a mortal, an ordinary person, and it is my wish to grow old with the woman I love. Wuya, my heart is like the heart of a king. But if someone else Knowing your identity, even if I am the emperor, I may not be able to protect you well. They don't care how many people I kill. They are not afraid of death for the so-called justice and loyalty. A woman as powerful as Emperor Wu Ah, but in the end I still protect the Jade King for the rest of my life. I killed so many people, but I still can’t stop them from speaking ill of me. I’m not as good as Emperor Wu, but I still want to protect you from any harm.”

"Chu Zhongci, you are so selfish." Tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes, but Hua An said coldly, "You are terribly selfish. You would rather let me bear the crime of hurting you, and watch you grow old, watch you Being corroded by evil spirits made me feel pain, but you refused to let me go. Do you know how tortured I am when I see you getting old?"

"Boundless..."

"Your hypocrisy makes me hate it. You tell me so much, isn't it to cover up your hypocrisy? You say you love me, do you really love me? You always think that you are very powerful and can protect me You can protect yourself. Look at yourself, okay? King Wu killed you in Wancheng, and you will lose everything in an instant. Can you stop him? You kill people like hemp, and I will fight for you every day I am worried, afraid that an assassin will kill you. You are old, and that face makes me feel ugly. If it is not because of your good looks, I would not want to be with you. "

Tears flowed into her mouth, Hua An paused, wept silently, knelt on the ground, the coldness of the floor tiles invaded her heart, and her tone was extremely cold: "Chu Zhongci, in fact, you are not good at all. You can't do anything well. , can’t do anything, how can you say you love me? The country you have will soon have nothing, and you can’t afford to give me what I like. You don’t even give me a chance to grow old together. In my eyes, you are no longer Take advantage of the value."

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