When Yuan Yike walked into the ward, he found that Tang Yuchen had changed back into his normal clothes and was packing his things.
"...Tang Yuchen, are you going to be discharged from the hospital?"
It has been several days since Yuan Yike witnessed the quarrel between Tang Yuchen and Xu Muyi, and the wounds on Tang Yuchen's body have healed, and it is almost time for him to be discharged from the hospital—but Tang Yuchen has never mentioned anything about the discharge to him, if he hadn't come here by himself right now He may not find out until Tang Yuchen has left for a long time.
"Yeah, my wound has healed long ago, so I should go out." Tang Yuchen's tone was flat, "I can't stay in the hospital all the time."
"..."
Yuan Yike still had no way of knowing what Tang Yuchen and Xu Muyi were arguing about that day.
But making Tang Yuchen yell at Xu Muyi like this is definitely not a trivial matter.Even though Tang Yuchen had kept his mouth shut for the past few days and pretended to be nothing, Yuan Yike could feel that he was actually full of thoughts and thoughts.
"I heard that tomorrow is the commendation meeting of CH01 District?" Tang Yuchen had a pale smile on his pale face, "Xiao Mumu told me that your performance this time is very good, and you are also among the outstanding members who have been commended?"
"...Well, it seems to be." These things are irrelevant to Yuan Yike himself. Compared with those dispensable awards, he wants to know what Tang Yuchen is thinking.
"I'll go tomorrow too." Tang Yuchen said to him with a smile, "I'll watch you from below then."
"……okay."
But he couldn't ask no matter what.
If you can't ask, what is Tang Yuchen hiding in his heart.
Fortunately, the day when the commendation conference was held in CH01 District was sunny and it was the closest to the New Year in the deep winter. All the people present had a rare relaxed smile on their faces.
They had all been tense for too long, and it was time to relax, but the longer the leisurely days like these lasted, the more uneasy Tang Yuchen felt.
Or maybe it's because he was in a coma during the most critical month and didn't know anything about the outside world... When Tang Yuchen sat under the stage, seeing the surroundings return to the original peaceful scenery again, he just felt unreal.
So peaceful.
He felt that he was about to be abandoned by this gentle and peaceful world.
After all, it is deep winter, and there is still a little coolness when the wind blows.
Tang Yuchen gathered up his collar, and then saw Xiao Mumu sitting down beside her, her tone was also rare and gentle: "You have just been discharged from the hospital, are you still weak? Will you catch a cold sitting here?"
"I shouldn't be so weak." Tang Yuchen smiled, "The wound has healed a long time ago, and I feel more comfortable after going out to bask in the sun."
"That's true."
Xiao Mumu glanced at Lu Yingchen who was sitting not far away. In fact, Lu Yingchen had been paying attention to Tang Yuchen who was here from the beginning, but he didn't know whether Tang Yuchen really didn't notice it or ignored it on purpose. Scatter randomly at fixed points.
"Time flies so fast. Before I know it, five years have passed." Xiao Mumu was talking about the time she worked in CH01 District. Yu is leaving here."
"You still have jobs?"
"Well, it's the last finishing work." Xiao Mumu's tone was a bit reluctant, "Oh, it's just a little troublesome, I can't find other professionals to write the final report for me."
"What job?" Tang Yuchen was curious, but he just asked casually.
Xiao Mumu approached Tang Yuchen: "It's just to clean up some of the remaining living dead."
"..." Tang Yuchen was startled, "Didn't it mean that everything has been cleaned up?"
"It's impossible to really miss every single one." Xiao Mumu pressed against his ear, "The ones produced in the two districts, plus the ones infected by humans, after careful calculation, there are still a hundred or so left? "
"How to deal with it?"
"Throw it into the sea."
"..."
"Of course it's not true, just throw it into the sea." Seeing that Tang Yuchen believed it was true, Xiao Mumu waved his hands and explained, "Isn't there a secret base in our district in the center of the Pacific Ocean? It is impossible for genetic soldiers to reform in a fair manner, but really If there are not even a living dead left, then our research efforts over the years have been in vain? So throw all the remaining living dead there and continue to study secretly... In that kind of place, even if If something really happened, it won’t affect human society, right?”
After witnessing the harm that the living dead brought to this society, it was impossible for Tang Yuchen to continue to expressly support the genetic warrior's transformation plan.
But Xiao Mumu's thinking was different from his, and he could understand Xiao Mumu's approach to a certain extent, so he chose to remain silent in front of her.
"We rented a big cruise ship and we will set off tomorrow. Apart from the living dead, there will be most of the members of the district. We can finish the last work, and it can be used as a vacation for everyone to enjoy and relax, killing two birds with one stone. "
"...Wouldn't this be dangerous?" After all, half of the members were office workers who couldn't fight the living dead.
"I'm with Shan Yu, do you still think it's dangerous?"
"..."
A topic ended and there was a long silence.
Tang Yuchen didn't pay attention to what the host on stage said. It was only when Xiao Mumu smiled contemptuously that he looked up and saw Yuan Yike standing on the stage.
He told Yuan Yike yesterday that he would definitely applaud him, but he didn't find out until Yuan Yike was about to step down.
Especially Xiao Mumu's contemptuous smile made him feel stabbed in the heart.
Yuan Yike walked down, and before he could make a sound with his raised hands, he silently put them back on his lap.
"The relationship between you is really complicated." Xiao Mumu suddenly said, "Although it is true that there are often emotional means such as wanting to possess, jealousy, betrayal and plotting, but it is possible to make a mess like you guys... Bystanders are tired of watching."
"..."
"What's wrong? Looking at me like that?"
"It's nothing, I just want to ask you, can I go on the cruise tomorrow?"
"..." Xiao Mumu probably didn't expect Tang Yuchen to ask this suddenly, "Well, why do you want to go together? Are you not afraid of danger?"
"I just feel that blowing the sea breeze might clear my mind a bit."
Tang Yuchen was not wrong.
Not only during this period of time, it should be said that in the past few years, he has been very tired, and there is no moment when he really let go of everything and relax.
Between him and Lu Yingchen, between him and Xu Muyi, between him and Yuan Yike, between Yuan Yike and Shen Yansheng... If he thinks about these things together, he just feels so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.
I want to leave this place and let myself go without thinking about anything.
It will be fine in a while.
But when the cruise ship set sail and met Lu Yingchen who was also on board, Tang Yuchen realized that "you can forget things related to that place if you change places" is just a poor self-deception.
The only fortunate thing is that Lu Yingchen didn't cling to him as soon as he saw him.
When Tang Yuchen left Lu Yingchen's room and ran outside with an obviously flinching expression, Lu Yingchen still couldn't catch up after all.
Many family members of CH01 members boarded the cruise ship together, including lively and outgoing children.
Tang Yuchen came out in a hurry and almost bumped into the child.
"What's wrong? You're in such a panic."
It's just that as soon as Xiao Mumu appeared, the area where there were still people gathering immediately became deserted.
"No, nothing."
"The wind here is very cold. If you blow too much, you will get sick. Let's go in. Everyone is inside."
"Wait a moment."
Tang Yuchen stopped Xiao Mumu who turned around and was about to leave.
"What's wrong?" Xiao Mumu turned around.
"Did you always know what Xu Muyi did... Did you always know what I did..."
In the past few days, Tang Yuchen was still thinking about what Xu Muyi said to him - but he couldn't think of the meaning of these words when he recalled them, and he didn't know what else he could do after he knew the truth of what Xu Muyi said.
It's just that I feel uncomfortable hiding these things in my heart alone, so I can't help but say it out.
He thought that Xiao Mumu should always be one of the insiders.
Xiao Mumu was silent for a while, without turning her head, her voice was low: "Of course, I have always known about this."
"...Then why, never say?"
"Such a thing, even if I tell you, you won't listen to it, right?" Xiao Mumu turned around and said, "Unless you have experienced it yourself, or just listened to others, you probably can't understand what the secret is for?"
Then Xiao Mumu took out a letter from his pocket: "But if you don't ask, I might forget to give this to you."
"What is this?" Tang Yuchen reached out and took it.
"It was Xu Muyi who asked me to forward the letter to you. Don't say that that guy is locked up in the main area and can't get out. Even if he can get out, he probably won't have the face to see you." Xiao Mumu pursed her lips and smiled, "So I Didn't you always dislike contact with Xu Muyi? I thought you would be aware of it, but I didn't expect you to value him so much because he saved your life... It's just fortunate that you didn't know the truth at the beginning, otherwise In those two years, your life will be more painful, right?"
Tang Yuchen held the letter with complicated thoughts.
"Do you hate him now?"
The envelope was crumpled by Tang Yuchen, but in the end he didn't throw away the letter, but hid it in his pocket.
Tang Yuchen shook his head: "Rather than hating him, it's better to say that I loathe my former self...Although the methods we used were different, he and I did things we shouldn't do for the people we wanted."
"People's jealousy can indeed become the driving force for people to use all means under certain circumstances, but it's a pity that you all used the wrong direction...so you have already received 'retribution', and Xu Muyi is suffering 'retribution'."
"..."
"Not only you, but Lu Yingchen is the same. He also suffered 'retribution' because of what he has done. Maybe the time is long and short, and there will be first and last, but the retribution of karma will probably not be absent." Xiao Mumu looked He asked casually, "But then again, you probably never believed in Lu Yingchen, did you?"
"……What's the meaning?"
"Because you have always regarded Lu Yingchen as a person who is not dedicated, so when the Fang Lanchu incident happened, you didn't hesitate to think that Lu Yingchen betrayed you, right?"
"Regardless of whether Fang Lanchu was sent by Xu Muyi to drive a wedge between me and Lu Yingchen, the fact that Lu Yingchen had a relationship with him will not change."
"Have you seen it with your own eyes?"
"..."
Tang Yuchen was at a loss for words.
"Fang Lanchu took the initiative to provoke me in front of me, not once or twice, but he had an ambiguous relationship with Lu Yingchen in the subsidiary area, and many people can testify." Tang Yuchen clenched his fists, "And later Lu Yingchen himself admitted... Although I didn't see it with my own eyes, but the confirmation of the parties I heard with my own ears should be more credible than my own self-judgment after seeing it..."
"Since you asked me why I haven't told you these things, let me tell you now."
"..."
"But what I can say is only part of the truth. There are still some things, because Fang Lanchu is dead, so there is no way to prove it." Xiao Mumu said, "I can only say that when you were with Lu Yingchen back then, it was true. I did a lot of things that I shouldn't have done. Xu Muyi used Fang Lanchu to make you realize that a man like Lu Yingchen who is always on the move and half-hearted is not worth your money. I don't know if Xu Muyi wants you, I only know that he is very disrespectful. I just hope that Lu Yingchen gets you. Fang Lanchu, who has always wanted to enter the main area but is not strong enough, so he thought of such an opportunistic method. Because his thoughts on Lu Yingchen are indeed not pure, that's why he adopted Xu Muyi's proposal But it's worth mentioning that Lu Yingchen really rejected him."
"...What's the use of refusing, in the end it's not..."
"That's why I said, you probably never trusted Lu Yingchen, right? If you had a little confidence in him, you should have realized that during that period, you were the only one by his side."
"That's because I threatened before..."
"How long has it been since you did those things, have you calculated it?" Xiao Mumu leaned on the railing, "What you did did effectively prevent those who wanted to get close to Lu Yingchen for a period of time, but if Lu Yingchen really There is no change at all, but can external forces make him calm down? Is Lu Yingchen the kind of person who will be changed by the environment?"
"I……"
"During that time, Lu Yingchen loved you completely and wholeheartedly."
"Oh, really? But he didn't end up with Fang Lanchu..."
"Have you ever thought that Fang Lanchu may have used some unscrupulous means? Fang Lanchu's strength is not very good, but he takes care of both sides. As a genetic warrior, he knows how to make a genetic warrior lose Resistance, as a scientific researcher, it is not difficult to obtain those certain drugs..."
"Is what you said true?"
"I don't know. Isn't Fang Lanchu the only one who knows what these things are? But he is dead now."
"That's really rare, you can actually help Lu Yingchen say so much."
Xiao Mumu smiled: "Actually, haven't I been persuading you to give him another chance from the beginning?"
Tang Yuchen seemed to realize something.
"In the beginning, you valued Lu Yingchen so much that you could accept whatever that person did. But you also know that no matter how much you like this person, you will always have doubts about his incompetence, and it is difficult for you to accept him." Convince yourself to trust this person again, that's why you can't accept what happened to Fang Lanchu once it happened; Lu Yingchen didn't like you until later, but he also felt guilty for what he did to you ... Isn't that how people are, the more caring they are, the more afraid of losing, and the easier it is to lose confidence in themselves... Lu Yingchen was wronged at first, but also lost confidence, so he compromised with Fang Lanchu's later demands and let Fang Lanchu has the confidence to threaten you."
"Even if you think about it now, you should have time to think about it. During the long period of time when the Fang Lanchu incident happened, did Lu Yingchen have you in his eyes, and did he treat you with sincerity? When the incident happened, when you first became aware of Ni Duan, was Lu Yingchen's attitude afraid of letting you know or was he indifferent as before? Maybe Lu Yingchen has really changed, but your attitude towards Ni Duan is still the same as before." Xiao Mumu said calmly. After all this, "It's still very difficult for you to accept all this now? After all, that means you have to deny yourself in the past... But, Lu Yingchen denied himself and is seeking your forgiveness; Xu Muyi denied himself and admitted himself What you did in the past; what about you? Do you have the courage to understand the former Lu Yingchen, and what was in your heart?"
"...Even if you said that, so what? If he is really what you said, why didn't he explain himself..."
"If you are still willing to listen to his explanation." Xiao Mumu pointed inside, "He is inside now, isn't it the quickest way for you to go and ask him yourself?"
"...Tang Yuchen, are you going to be discharged from the hospital?"
It has been several days since Yuan Yike witnessed the quarrel between Tang Yuchen and Xu Muyi, and the wounds on Tang Yuchen's body have healed, and it is almost time for him to be discharged from the hospital—but Tang Yuchen has never mentioned anything about the discharge to him, if he hadn't come here by himself right now He may not find out until Tang Yuchen has left for a long time.
"Yeah, my wound has healed long ago, so I should go out." Tang Yuchen's tone was flat, "I can't stay in the hospital all the time."
"..."
Yuan Yike still had no way of knowing what Tang Yuchen and Xu Muyi were arguing about that day.
But making Tang Yuchen yell at Xu Muyi like this is definitely not a trivial matter.Even though Tang Yuchen had kept his mouth shut for the past few days and pretended to be nothing, Yuan Yike could feel that he was actually full of thoughts and thoughts.
"I heard that tomorrow is the commendation meeting of CH01 District?" Tang Yuchen had a pale smile on his pale face, "Xiao Mumu told me that your performance this time is very good, and you are also among the outstanding members who have been commended?"
"...Well, it seems to be." These things are irrelevant to Yuan Yike himself. Compared with those dispensable awards, he wants to know what Tang Yuchen is thinking.
"I'll go tomorrow too." Tang Yuchen said to him with a smile, "I'll watch you from below then."
"……okay."
But he couldn't ask no matter what.
If you can't ask, what is Tang Yuchen hiding in his heart.
Fortunately, the day when the commendation conference was held in CH01 District was sunny and it was the closest to the New Year in the deep winter. All the people present had a rare relaxed smile on their faces.
They had all been tense for too long, and it was time to relax, but the longer the leisurely days like these lasted, the more uneasy Tang Yuchen felt.
Or maybe it's because he was in a coma during the most critical month and didn't know anything about the outside world... When Tang Yuchen sat under the stage, seeing the surroundings return to the original peaceful scenery again, he just felt unreal.
So peaceful.
He felt that he was about to be abandoned by this gentle and peaceful world.
After all, it is deep winter, and there is still a little coolness when the wind blows.
Tang Yuchen gathered up his collar, and then saw Xiao Mumu sitting down beside her, her tone was also rare and gentle: "You have just been discharged from the hospital, are you still weak? Will you catch a cold sitting here?"
"I shouldn't be so weak." Tang Yuchen smiled, "The wound has healed a long time ago, and I feel more comfortable after going out to bask in the sun."
"That's true."
Xiao Mumu glanced at Lu Yingchen who was sitting not far away. In fact, Lu Yingchen had been paying attention to Tang Yuchen who was here from the beginning, but he didn't know whether Tang Yuchen really didn't notice it or ignored it on purpose. Scatter randomly at fixed points.
"Time flies so fast. Before I know it, five years have passed." Xiao Mumu was talking about the time she worked in CH01 District. Yu is leaving here."
"You still have jobs?"
"Well, it's the last finishing work." Xiao Mumu's tone was a bit reluctant, "Oh, it's just a little troublesome, I can't find other professionals to write the final report for me."
"What job?" Tang Yuchen was curious, but he just asked casually.
Xiao Mumu approached Tang Yuchen: "It's just to clean up some of the remaining living dead."
"..." Tang Yuchen was startled, "Didn't it mean that everything has been cleaned up?"
"It's impossible to really miss every single one." Xiao Mumu pressed against his ear, "The ones produced in the two districts, plus the ones infected by humans, after careful calculation, there are still a hundred or so left? "
"How to deal with it?"
"Throw it into the sea."
"..."
"Of course it's not true, just throw it into the sea." Seeing that Tang Yuchen believed it was true, Xiao Mumu waved his hands and explained, "Isn't there a secret base in our district in the center of the Pacific Ocean? It is impossible for genetic soldiers to reform in a fair manner, but really If there are not even a living dead left, then our research efforts over the years have been in vain? So throw all the remaining living dead there and continue to study secretly... In that kind of place, even if If something really happened, it won’t affect human society, right?”
After witnessing the harm that the living dead brought to this society, it was impossible for Tang Yuchen to continue to expressly support the genetic warrior's transformation plan.
But Xiao Mumu's thinking was different from his, and he could understand Xiao Mumu's approach to a certain extent, so he chose to remain silent in front of her.
"We rented a big cruise ship and we will set off tomorrow. Apart from the living dead, there will be most of the members of the district. We can finish the last work, and it can be used as a vacation for everyone to enjoy and relax, killing two birds with one stone. "
"...Wouldn't this be dangerous?" After all, half of the members were office workers who couldn't fight the living dead.
"I'm with Shan Yu, do you still think it's dangerous?"
"..."
A topic ended and there was a long silence.
Tang Yuchen didn't pay attention to what the host on stage said. It was only when Xiao Mumu smiled contemptuously that he looked up and saw Yuan Yike standing on the stage.
He told Yuan Yike yesterday that he would definitely applaud him, but he didn't find out until Yuan Yike was about to step down.
Especially Xiao Mumu's contemptuous smile made him feel stabbed in the heart.
Yuan Yike walked down, and before he could make a sound with his raised hands, he silently put them back on his lap.
"The relationship between you is really complicated." Xiao Mumu suddenly said, "Although it is true that there are often emotional means such as wanting to possess, jealousy, betrayal and plotting, but it is possible to make a mess like you guys... Bystanders are tired of watching."
"..."
"What's wrong? Looking at me like that?"
"It's nothing, I just want to ask you, can I go on the cruise tomorrow?"
"..." Xiao Mumu probably didn't expect Tang Yuchen to ask this suddenly, "Well, why do you want to go together? Are you not afraid of danger?"
"I just feel that blowing the sea breeze might clear my mind a bit."
Tang Yuchen was not wrong.
Not only during this period of time, it should be said that in the past few years, he has been very tired, and there is no moment when he really let go of everything and relax.
Between him and Lu Yingchen, between him and Xu Muyi, between him and Yuan Yike, between Yuan Yike and Shen Yansheng... If he thinks about these things together, he just feels so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.
I want to leave this place and let myself go without thinking about anything.
It will be fine in a while.
But when the cruise ship set sail and met Lu Yingchen who was also on board, Tang Yuchen realized that "you can forget things related to that place if you change places" is just a poor self-deception.
The only fortunate thing is that Lu Yingchen didn't cling to him as soon as he saw him.
When Tang Yuchen left Lu Yingchen's room and ran outside with an obviously flinching expression, Lu Yingchen still couldn't catch up after all.
Many family members of CH01 members boarded the cruise ship together, including lively and outgoing children.
Tang Yuchen came out in a hurry and almost bumped into the child.
"What's wrong? You're in such a panic."
It's just that as soon as Xiao Mumu appeared, the area where there were still people gathering immediately became deserted.
"No, nothing."
"The wind here is very cold. If you blow too much, you will get sick. Let's go in. Everyone is inside."
"Wait a moment."
Tang Yuchen stopped Xiao Mumu who turned around and was about to leave.
"What's wrong?" Xiao Mumu turned around.
"Did you always know what Xu Muyi did... Did you always know what I did..."
In the past few days, Tang Yuchen was still thinking about what Xu Muyi said to him - but he couldn't think of the meaning of these words when he recalled them, and he didn't know what else he could do after he knew the truth of what Xu Muyi said.
It's just that I feel uncomfortable hiding these things in my heart alone, so I can't help but say it out.
He thought that Xiao Mumu should always be one of the insiders.
Xiao Mumu was silent for a while, without turning her head, her voice was low: "Of course, I have always known about this."
"...Then why, never say?"
"Such a thing, even if I tell you, you won't listen to it, right?" Xiao Mumu turned around and said, "Unless you have experienced it yourself, or just listened to others, you probably can't understand what the secret is for?"
Then Xiao Mumu took out a letter from his pocket: "But if you don't ask, I might forget to give this to you."
"What is this?" Tang Yuchen reached out and took it.
"It was Xu Muyi who asked me to forward the letter to you. Don't say that that guy is locked up in the main area and can't get out. Even if he can get out, he probably won't have the face to see you." Xiao Mumu pursed her lips and smiled, "So I Didn't you always dislike contact with Xu Muyi? I thought you would be aware of it, but I didn't expect you to value him so much because he saved your life... It's just fortunate that you didn't know the truth at the beginning, otherwise In those two years, your life will be more painful, right?"
Tang Yuchen held the letter with complicated thoughts.
"Do you hate him now?"
The envelope was crumpled by Tang Yuchen, but in the end he didn't throw away the letter, but hid it in his pocket.
Tang Yuchen shook his head: "Rather than hating him, it's better to say that I loathe my former self...Although the methods we used were different, he and I did things we shouldn't do for the people we wanted."
"People's jealousy can indeed become the driving force for people to use all means under certain circumstances, but it's a pity that you all used the wrong direction...so you have already received 'retribution', and Xu Muyi is suffering 'retribution'."
"..."
"Not only you, but Lu Yingchen is the same. He also suffered 'retribution' because of what he has done. Maybe the time is long and short, and there will be first and last, but the retribution of karma will probably not be absent." Xiao Mumu looked He asked casually, "But then again, you probably never believed in Lu Yingchen, did you?"
"……What's the meaning?"
"Because you have always regarded Lu Yingchen as a person who is not dedicated, so when the Fang Lanchu incident happened, you didn't hesitate to think that Lu Yingchen betrayed you, right?"
"Regardless of whether Fang Lanchu was sent by Xu Muyi to drive a wedge between me and Lu Yingchen, the fact that Lu Yingchen had a relationship with him will not change."
"Have you seen it with your own eyes?"
"..."
Tang Yuchen was at a loss for words.
"Fang Lanchu took the initiative to provoke me in front of me, not once or twice, but he had an ambiguous relationship with Lu Yingchen in the subsidiary area, and many people can testify." Tang Yuchen clenched his fists, "And later Lu Yingchen himself admitted... Although I didn't see it with my own eyes, but the confirmation of the parties I heard with my own ears should be more credible than my own self-judgment after seeing it..."
"Since you asked me why I haven't told you these things, let me tell you now."
"..."
"But what I can say is only part of the truth. There are still some things, because Fang Lanchu is dead, so there is no way to prove it." Xiao Mumu said, "I can only say that when you were with Lu Yingchen back then, it was true. I did a lot of things that I shouldn't have done. Xu Muyi used Fang Lanchu to make you realize that a man like Lu Yingchen who is always on the move and half-hearted is not worth your money. I don't know if Xu Muyi wants you, I only know that he is very disrespectful. I just hope that Lu Yingchen gets you. Fang Lanchu, who has always wanted to enter the main area but is not strong enough, so he thought of such an opportunistic method. Because his thoughts on Lu Yingchen are indeed not pure, that's why he adopted Xu Muyi's proposal But it's worth mentioning that Lu Yingchen really rejected him."
"...What's the use of refusing, in the end it's not..."
"That's why I said, you probably never trusted Lu Yingchen, right? If you had a little confidence in him, you should have realized that during that period, you were the only one by his side."
"That's because I threatened before..."
"How long has it been since you did those things, have you calculated it?" Xiao Mumu leaned on the railing, "What you did did effectively prevent those who wanted to get close to Lu Yingchen for a period of time, but if Lu Yingchen really There is no change at all, but can external forces make him calm down? Is Lu Yingchen the kind of person who will be changed by the environment?"
"I……"
"During that time, Lu Yingchen loved you completely and wholeheartedly."
"Oh, really? But he didn't end up with Fang Lanchu..."
"Have you ever thought that Fang Lanchu may have used some unscrupulous means? Fang Lanchu's strength is not very good, but he takes care of both sides. As a genetic warrior, he knows how to make a genetic warrior lose Resistance, as a scientific researcher, it is not difficult to obtain those certain drugs..."
"Is what you said true?"
"I don't know. Isn't Fang Lanchu the only one who knows what these things are? But he is dead now."
"That's really rare, you can actually help Lu Yingchen say so much."
Xiao Mumu smiled: "Actually, haven't I been persuading you to give him another chance from the beginning?"
Tang Yuchen seemed to realize something.
"In the beginning, you valued Lu Yingchen so much that you could accept whatever that person did. But you also know that no matter how much you like this person, you will always have doubts about his incompetence, and it is difficult for you to accept him." Convince yourself to trust this person again, that's why you can't accept what happened to Fang Lanchu once it happened; Lu Yingchen didn't like you until later, but he also felt guilty for what he did to you ... Isn't that how people are, the more caring they are, the more afraid of losing, and the easier it is to lose confidence in themselves... Lu Yingchen was wronged at first, but also lost confidence, so he compromised with Fang Lanchu's later demands and let Fang Lanchu has the confidence to threaten you."
"Even if you think about it now, you should have time to think about it. During the long period of time when the Fang Lanchu incident happened, did Lu Yingchen have you in his eyes, and did he treat you with sincerity? When the incident happened, when you first became aware of Ni Duan, was Lu Yingchen's attitude afraid of letting you know or was he indifferent as before? Maybe Lu Yingchen has really changed, but your attitude towards Ni Duan is still the same as before." Xiao Mumu said calmly. After all this, "It's still very difficult for you to accept all this now? After all, that means you have to deny yourself in the past... But, Lu Yingchen denied himself and is seeking your forgiveness; Xu Muyi denied himself and admitted himself What you did in the past; what about you? Do you have the courage to understand the former Lu Yingchen, and what was in your heart?"
"...Even if you said that, so what? If he is really what you said, why didn't he explain himself..."
"If you are still willing to listen to his explanation." Xiao Mumu pointed inside, "He is inside now, isn't it the quickest way for you to go and ask him yourself?"
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