After more than two years since Tang Yuchen left him, Lu Yingchen saw Tang Yuchen in his dream for the first time.
That was the scene where they met for the first time, it was very simple but also very dazzling, very plain but also very profound.
If he hadn't recalled it in his dream, even he himself would have found it hard to believe that they had met in the snow-capped Rocky Mountains all year round.
How unbelievable, he once stood on the top of the extremely cold world, watching Tang Yuchen smile at him.
What a pure and beautiful time that was, so that in the days to come, once he recalled it, he could still raise the corners of his mouth unconsciously.
"You look like a little dolphin when you smile." Lu Yingchen once said to his beloved.
"..." But the one I love doesn't seem to be very accepting.
"It means you look good when you smile!"
"……Is it?"
"Yes!"
When he said that, he pinched the other party's fair cheek with his hand.
But in the dream, when he stretched out his hand, everything deepened from that snowy and misty world to a picture of gray defeat and bloodstains.
Tang Yuchen, who was still smiling a second ago, closed his eyes a moment later, his face covered in blood, and was buried silently in the heavy snow.
He seemed to be able to touch the pile of snow that buried Tang Yuchen in his dream, it was icy and icy that would make people feel desperate - he wanted to push away the pile of snow, and he wanted to do his best to rescue Tang Yuchen who was buried here.
But he couldn't do it, all the pictures were moving away from him at a fast speed, and gradually disappeared into the boundless darkness.
He realized desperately that even in his dream, he couldn't save the one he loved.
Lu Yingchen secretly went to Shen Ying's office.
In the past two years, the partners around him came and went, and the personnel in the W23 area were also frequently transferred. In fact, there were very few people who were fully aware of what happened between him and Tang Yuchen.In the W23 area, many places were razed here or expanded there. The layout has changed a lot, and it can be said to be completely different from two years ago.
But Tang Yuchen's previous office was the only one that remained intact, no one entered it, and it was not remodeled.
This is one of the few places that is directly related to Tang Yuchen and can remind him of Tang Yuchen. Lu Yingchen always seems to cherish it, and often goes in to clean the dust here and tidy up the decorations there.
Although deep in his heart he gradually accepted that Tang Yuchen had died in that avalanche, he still had an unquenchable wish, hoping that one day, Tang Yuchen could return safely.
But now that he was standing here again, the person waiting was not Tang Yuchen, but Xu Muyi, who had always been disliked.
"What are you doing standing here furtively?"
Lu Yingchen didn't feel that he was sneaky, but when Xu Muyi said this, it seemed that he was really standing here secretly, so he immediately retorted: "If I'm sneaky when I stand here, then you Suddenly making a sound behind me is nothing more than half a catty."
"Heh." Xu Muyi never concealed his hostility towards Lu Yingchen, just like Lu Yingchen's disgust towards Xu Muyi from the very beginning.Just when he was about to say something, the door of the office opened and Shen Ying walked out.
The wall design of this office is very wonderful, it looks like ordinary sandy thick glass, and it is hazy from the outside to the inside; but from the inside perspective, you can see what is happening outside. Be clear.
When Lu Yingchen came over, the people inside had already noticed, but he didn't want to face Lu Yingchen, so he pretended not to know.It's just that Xu Muyi didn't expect that Xu Muyi would also come over—these two people always had arguments when they met, so he came out first before they started arguing.
"Why are you here?" Obviously, Shen Ying said this to Xu Muyi.
"I'm going back to the main area later, and I'll say hello to you."
"Come in and say?"
"No, there's no time." Compared with Xu Muyi's attitude when he faced Lu Yingchen just now, there was a world of difference.He patted Shen Ying's forehead affectionately, and said softly, "I'll see you next time."
"...Hmm." Actually until now, Shen Ying has not been able to accept Xu Muyi's sudden intimate behavior very well, especially this time in front of Lu Yingchen, he felt that Xu Muyi did it deliberately for Lu Yingchen to see. Yes, it made him subconsciously want to back down and refuse.
"I'm leaving." Xu Muyi said.
"I'll send you off." But no matter what, Xu Muyi was the one who saved and helped him, and it was really hard for him to repay this kindness.
Because the two of them completely ignored Lu Yingchen who was still standing aside at that time, Tang Yuchen never thought that when he returned to the office, Lu Yingchen would be there.
Tang Yuchen knew that when he returned to District W23, one day he would be alone with Lu Yingchen.
But he didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, which made him a little too late to prepare.
He has been suppressing his emotions all the time, but when he saw Lu Yingchen, the memories of many years still came to his heart bit by bit.There are good ones and bad ones; some deeply affectionate ones and some painful ones.It's just that everything was still frozen in the moment when Lu Yingchen hurt him, and then stagnated.
"What are you doing in my office?" Tang Yuchen felt that his voice was a bit harsh, but this was exactly the effect he wanted.
Unexpectedly, Lu Yingchen seemed to be more angry than him. When he heard that he had returned, he asked directly: "Did you throw away all the things that were originally placed here? Where are those bottles and cans? Where did it all go?"
Tang Yuchen thought that he should be asking about some experimental potions and bottles that were placed here, as many as a dozen bottles, which had long since accumulated dust and failed.
"Throw it away." He replied Lu Yingchen's understatement.
"Throw it away?" Lu Yingchen exploded in the next second.That should be Tang Yuchen's unfinished experiment. For the past two years, he has placed these bottles neatly in the original order, and regularly wiped the dusty bodies of the bottles.
Now Shen Ying answered him two words directly and threw it away.
threw? !
"How can you just throw these things away?"
When Lu Yingchen was angry, his fierce appearance was actually very scary.Tang Yuchen didn't often see him when he was angry before, so he was also frightened this time.
Tang Yuchen's voice was also a bit heavier: "Those are just some useless bottles and cans, and they just take up space. Is there any problem if I throw them away?"
"That's not your thing, what right do you have to throw it around."
Lu Yingchen's tone was also full of anger, which made Tang Yuchen feel uncomfortable when he heard it. He didn't want to gain the upper hand in front of Lu Yingchen now, so he casually picked up a bottle of dark blue glass placed on a three-story glass shelf not far away. The bottle smashed to the ground.
The glass burst instantly, and the dark blue liquid flowed all over the place.
"This is my office now, and I have the right to control everything in it." Tang Yuchen gritted his teeth, and his blue eyes were covered with a layer of anger, "Don't talk about throwing away those rags, even if I Throw away everything inside and you have no right to question it."
"you dare?!"
"Why am I afraid?!"
The four eyes stared angrily, refusing to give in to each other.
"This is my lover's office. Everything in it is extremely precious and meaningful to me. I don't have to argue with you this time, but try again next time! Don't say you dare, even if At that time, the entire main area supported you, and I still beat you until you crawled out of here."
Tang Yuchen was naturally not afraid of his threats, especially when he heard Lu Yingchen's words "my lover's office", he found it inexplicably sarcastic and funny, so he said it directly: "Your lover? Knowing that Tang Yuchen is dead, you pretended to be very affectionate, and you still make these old things that you don't have in memory."
"Who said he was dead?!"
"Isn't it?" Tang Yuchen looked at Lu Yingchen with that kind of ironic eyes, and said mercilessly, "It's June now, do you know? The North American continent has begun to warm up, and the snow and ice at the foot of the Rocky Mountains have also begun Melted. Where is your lover's bones? Have you found them? Did they come out of the Rocky Mountains with the currents, or are they still buried under the snow-capped mountains? Do you know?"
"..."
"Look at your current appearance. You are sloppy and disgusting. You are either swearing at people or ignoring them. Who are you trying to pretend to be? Who do you want to sympathize with?" He sneered. "Don't you still expect your dead lover to come back from the underworld to comfort you when he sees your decadent appearance?"
Tang Yuchen didn't feel how happy he was when he said these words, on the contrary, he felt like he was masturbating himself.But he likes the feeling of being hurt by himself, the pain can keep him awake, and he can see clearly what is real and what is fake: "Lu Yingchen, you hurt him to the core when everyone was paying attention to you; After the people who knew about you left and pretended to be affectionate, what exactly do you want to do?"
"Who pays attention, who knows?!"
"Everyone in CH01 knows about it, including me." Tang Yuchen looked at him, "For the entire CH01 people, this matter is just a silly gossip that can be used as a joke after dinner and to pass the time."
These two sentences of Tang Yuchen are true.
He reappeared as Shen Ying, joined the main district, and started working and living.What I heard the most was the matter between myself and Lu Yingchen.
Although the versions conveyed by everyone are different, some people firmly believe that Lu Yingchen is not a good person, and some people think that he is definitely feigning death; but no matter what, their affairs are nothing more than gossip that can be discussed and evaluated by these people.
They got along alone, after all, they broke up unhappy.
It might be more than that, at least Tang Yuchen felt that the process of being alone with Lu Yingchen for the first time under his new identity was simply terrible.
He lay on his back on the bed, sighing silently.
Getting along with Lu Yingchen consumed more physical and energy than he expected, and made him exhausted.
He thought he should have a good night's sleep and rest, but the unfamiliar environment always made him a little nervous to adapt to.
Tang Yuchen would not be like this before, he didn't recognize the environment, let alone the bed; but after experiencing a catastrophe, he began to change.
He began to feel panic and uneasiness at a loss in an unfamiliar environment. Sometimes he was too nervous, and he would have uncontrollable headaches and heartaches.Tang Yuchen knew that this was his own psychological problem, and he could only give himself time to slowly adjust and relieve himself.
The place where he lives now is the apartment newly arranged for him in the W23 area, and there is nothing in it that he is familiar with.
Tang Yuchen opened his eyes tiredly, without feeling sleepy, and kept thinking about the words that Lu Yingchen said to him, "This is my lover's office".
Lover, I heard these two words from Lu Yingchen's mouth again after two years, it was so desolate and powerless.
He recalled the scene when he and Lu Yingchen first met.
He braved the flying snow all over the sky, and fearlessly climbed the Rocky Mountains, which were covered with snow all the year round and had frequent avalanches.
It was a difficult day, but also the most dazzling day.
At that time, he was just a little Ph.D. who regarded joining the CH01 area as his ideal. When he was busy, he was doing research in the laboratory all day long, and when he was free, he was exploring and walking around.
He likes nature and loves animals even more. Every time he goes, he must take pictures of the local flora and fauna.
The same goes for going to North America.
He knows that the Rocky Mountains are not so easy to climb, and he also knows that the snow sheep living on the steep and isolated rocks are not so easy to photograph; but for the few percent possible, he still asked the local residents to lead the way, and he alone Passed by with heavy shooting equipment on my back.
That's the Lu Yingchen he met there - just when he was almost in danger, it was Lu Yingchen who showed up to help him in time.
It's unbelievable that they met in the snow-covered Rocky Mountains all year round. He once stood on the top of the lonely world, watching Lu Yingchen smile at him.
But the reality is so cruel, it taught Tang Yuchen that some things will end where they start.
He and Lu Yingchen have been going from the day full of hope to the moment of despair. Even at the end, when he wanted to return to the place where they met back then, he encountered a bad luck that he had never experienced before.
Thinking of this, Tang Yuchen felt a pain in his heart.
He sat up from the bed, took a few deep breaths to suppress the pain in his heart.
Can't remember anymore, these things will only bring him pain.
That was the scene where they met for the first time, it was very simple but also very dazzling, very plain but also very profound.
If he hadn't recalled it in his dream, even he himself would have found it hard to believe that they had met in the snow-capped Rocky Mountains all year round.
How unbelievable, he once stood on the top of the extremely cold world, watching Tang Yuchen smile at him.
What a pure and beautiful time that was, so that in the days to come, once he recalled it, he could still raise the corners of his mouth unconsciously.
"You look like a little dolphin when you smile." Lu Yingchen once said to his beloved.
"..." But the one I love doesn't seem to be very accepting.
"It means you look good when you smile!"
"……Is it?"
"Yes!"
When he said that, he pinched the other party's fair cheek with his hand.
But in the dream, when he stretched out his hand, everything deepened from that snowy and misty world to a picture of gray defeat and bloodstains.
Tang Yuchen, who was still smiling a second ago, closed his eyes a moment later, his face covered in blood, and was buried silently in the heavy snow.
He seemed to be able to touch the pile of snow that buried Tang Yuchen in his dream, it was icy and icy that would make people feel desperate - he wanted to push away the pile of snow, and he wanted to do his best to rescue Tang Yuchen who was buried here.
But he couldn't do it, all the pictures were moving away from him at a fast speed, and gradually disappeared into the boundless darkness.
He realized desperately that even in his dream, he couldn't save the one he loved.
Lu Yingchen secretly went to Shen Ying's office.
In the past two years, the partners around him came and went, and the personnel in the W23 area were also frequently transferred. In fact, there were very few people who were fully aware of what happened between him and Tang Yuchen.In the W23 area, many places were razed here or expanded there. The layout has changed a lot, and it can be said to be completely different from two years ago.
But Tang Yuchen's previous office was the only one that remained intact, no one entered it, and it was not remodeled.
This is one of the few places that is directly related to Tang Yuchen and can remind him of Tang Yuchen. Lu Yingchen always seems to cherish it, and often goes in to clean the dust here and tidy up the decorations there.
Although deep in his heart he gradually accepted that Tang Yuchen had died in that avalanche, he still had an unquenchable wish, hoping that one day, Tang Yuchen could return safely.
But now that he was standing here again, the person waiting was not Tang Yuchen, but Xu Muyi, who had always been disliked.
"What are you doing standing here furtively?"
Lu Yingchen didn't feel that he was sneaky, but when Xu Muyi said this, it seemed that he was really standing here secretly, so he immediately retorted: "If I'm sneaky when I stand here, then you Suddenly making a sound behind me is nothing more than half a catty."
"Heh." Xu Muyi never concealed his hostility towards Lu Yingchen, just like Lu Yingchen's disgust towards Xu Muyi from the very beginning.Just when he was about to say something, the door of the office opened and Shen Ying walked out.
The wall design of this office is very wonderful, it looks like ordinary sandy thick glass, and it is hazy from the outside to the inside; but from the inside perspective, you can see what is happening outside. Be clear.
When Lu Yingchen came over, the people inside had already noticed, but he didn't want to face Lu Yingchen, so he pretended not to know.It's just that Xu Muyi didn't expect that Xu Muyi would also come over—these two people always had arguments when they met, so he came out first before they started arguing.
"Why are you here?" Obviously, Shen Ying said this to Xu Muyi.
"I'm going back to the main area later, and I'll say hello to you."
"Come in and say?"
"No, there's no time." Compared with Xu Muyi's attitude when he faced Lu Yingchen just now, there was a world of difference.He patted Shen Ying's forehead affectionately, and said softly, "I'll see you next time."
"...Hmm." Actually until now, Shen Ying has not been able to accept Xu Muyi's sudden intimate behavior very well, especially this time in front of Lu Yingchen, he felt that Xu Muyi did it deliberately for Lu Yingchen to see. Yes, it made him subconsciously want to back down and refuse.
"I'm leaving." Xu Muyi said.
"I'll send you off." But no matter what, Xu Muyi was the one who saved and helped him, and it was really hard for him to repay this kindness.
Because the two of them completely ignored Lu Yingchen who was still standing aside at that time, Tang Yuchen never thought that when he returned to the office, Lu Yingchen would be there.
Tang Yuchen knew that when he returned to District W23, one day he would be alone with Lu Yingchen.
But he didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, which made him a little too late to prepare.
He has been suppressing his emotions all the time, but when he saw Lu Yingchen, the memories of many years still came to his heart bit by bit.There are good ones and bad ones; some deeply affectionate ones and some painful ones.It's just that everything was still frozen in the moment when Lu Yingchen hurt him, and then stagnated.
"What are you doing in my office?" Tang Yuchen felt that his voice was a bit harsh, but this was exactly the effect he wanted.
Unexpectedly, Lu Yingchen seemed to be more angry than him. When he heard that he had returned, he asked directly: "Did you throw away all the things that were originally placed here? Where are those bottles and cans? Where did it all go?"
Tang Yuchen thought that he should be asking about some experimental potions and bottles that were placed here, as many as a dozen bottles, which had long since accumulated dust and failed.
"Throw it away." He replied Lu Yingchen's understatement.
"Throw it away?" Lu Yingchen exploded in the next second.That should be Tang Yuchen's unfinished experiment. For the past two years, he has placed these bottles neatly in the original order, and regularly wiped the dusty bodies of the bottles.
Now Shen Ying answered him two words directly and threw it away.
threw? !
"How can you just throw these things away?"
When Lu Yingchen was angry, his fierce appearance was actually very scary.Tang Yuchen didn't often see him when he was angry before, so he was also frightened this time.
Tang Yuchen's voice was also a bit heavier: "Those are just some useless bottles and cans, and they just take up space. Is there any problem if I throw them away?"
"That's not your thing, what right do you have to throw it around."
Lu Yingchen's tone was also full of anger, which made Tang Yuchen feel uncomfortable when he heard it. He didn't want to gain the upper hand in front of Lu Yingchen now, so he casually picked up a bottle of dark blue glass placed on a three-story glass shelf not far away. The bottle smashed to the ground.
The glass burst instantly, and the dark blue liquid flowed all over the place.
"This is my office now, and I have the right to control everything in it." Tang Yuchen gritted his teeth, and his blue eyes were covered with a layer of anger, "Don't talk about throwing away those rags, even if I Throw away everything inside and you have no right to question it."
"you dare?!"
"Why am I afraid?!"
The four eyes stared angrily, refusing to give in to each other.
"This is my lover's office. Everything in it is extremely precious and meaningful to me. I don't have to argue with you this time, but try again next time! Don't say you dare, even if At that time, the entire main area supported you, and I still beat you until you crawled out of here."
Tang Yuchen was naturally not afraid of his threats, especially when he heard Lu Yingchen's words "my lover's office", he found it inexplicably sarcastic and funny, so he said it directly: "Your lover? Knowing that Tang Yuchen is dead, you pretended to be very affectionate, and you still make these old things that you don't have in memory."
"Who said he was dead?!"
"Isn't it?" Tang Yuchen looked at Lu Yingchen with that kind of ironic eyes, and said mercilessly, "It's June now, do you know? The North American continent has begun to warm up, and the snow and ice at the foot of the Rocky Mountains have also begun Melted. Where is your lover's bones? Have you found them? Did they come out of the Rocky Mountains with the currents, or are they still buried under the snow-capped mountains? Do you know?"
"..."
"Look at your current appearance. You are sloppy and disgusting. You are either swearing at people or ignoring them. Who are you trying to pretend to be? Who do you want to sympathize with?" He sneered. "Don't you still expect your dead lover to come back from the underworld to comfort you when he sees your decadent appearance?"
Tang Yuchen didn't feel how happy he was when he said these words, on the contrary, he felt like he was masturbating himself.But he likes the feeling of being hurt by himself, the pain can keep him awake, and he can see clearly what is real and what is fake: "Lu Yingchen, you hurt him to the core when everyone was paying attention to you; After the people who knew about you left and pretended to be affectionate, what exactly do you want to do?"
"Who pays attention, who knows?!"
"Everyone in CH01 knows about it, including me." Tang Yuchen looked at him, "For the entire CH01 people, this matter is just a silly gossip that can be used as a joke after dinner and to pass the time."
These two sentences of Tang Yuchen are true.
He reappeared as Shen Ying, joined the main district, and started working and living.What I heard the most was the matter between myself and Lu Yingchen.
Although the versions conveyed by everyone are different, some people firmly believe that Lu Yingchen is not a good person, and some people think that he is definitely feigning death; but no matter what, their affairs are nothing more than gossip that can be discussed and evaluated by these people.
They got along alone, after all, they broke up unhappy.
It might be more than that, at least Tang Yuchen felt that the process of being alone with Lu Yingchen for the first time under his new identity was simply terrible.
He lay on his back on the bed, sighing silently.
Getting along with Lu Yingchen consumed more physical and energy than he expected, and made him exhausted.
He thought he should have a good night's sleep and rest, but the unfamiliar environment always made him a little nervous to adapt to.
Tang Yuchen would not be like this before, he didn't recognize the environment, let alone the bed; but after experiencing a catastrophe, he began to change.
He began to feel panic and uneasiness at a loss in an unfamiliar environment. Sometimes he was too nervous, and he would have uncontrollable headaches and heartaches.Tang Yuchen knew that this was his own psychological problem, and he could only give himself time to slowly adjust and relieve himself.
The place where he lives now is the apartment newly arranged for him in the W23 area, and there is nothing in it that he is familiar with.
Tang Yuchen opened his eyes tiredly, without feeling sleepy, and kept thinking about the words that Lu Yingchen said to him, "This is my lover's office".
Lover, I heard these two words from Lu Yingchen's mouth again after two years, it was so desolate and powerless.
He recalled the scene when he and Lu Yingchen first met.
He braved the flying snow all over the sky, and fearlessly climbed the Rocky Mountains, which were covered with snow all the year round and had frequent avalanches.
It was a difficult day, but also the most dazzling day.
At that time, he was just a little Ph.D. who regarded joining the CH01 area as his ideal. When he was busy, he was doing research in the laboratory all day long, and when he was free, he was exploring and walking around.
He likes nature and loves animals even more. Every time he goes, he must take pictures of the local flora and fauna.
The same goes for going to North America.
He knows that the Rocky Mountains are not so easy to climb, and he also knows that the snow sheep living on the steep and isolated rocks are not so easy to photograph; but for the few percent possible, he still asked the local residents to lead the way, and he alone Passed by with heavy shooting equipment on my back.
That's the Lu Yingchen he met there - just when he was almost in danger, it was Lu Yingchen who showed up to help him in time.
It's unbelievable that they met in the snow-covered Rocky Mountains all year round. He once stood on the top of the lonely world, watching Lu Yingchen smile at him.
But the reality is so cruel, it taught Tang Yuchen that some things will end where they start.
He and Lu Yingchen have been going from the day full of hope to the moment of despair. Even at the end, when he wanted to return to the place where they met back then, he encountered a bad luck that he had never experienced before.
Thinking of this, Tang Yuchen felt a pain in his heart.
He sat up from the bed, took a few deep breaths to suppress the pain in his heart.
Can't remember anymore, these things will only bring him pain.
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