The evolutionary history from a scumbag to a loyal dog

Tang Yuchen didn't really want to go to Lu Yingchen's house, but his first task right now was to bring Lu Yingchen back to the main area, but Lu Yingchen hadn't shown up in W23 area for several days.In the beginning, Tang Yuchen asked Xie Rubin to persuade Lu Yingchen, but it didn't work at all.In the past two days, he himself made countless phone calls to Lu Yingchen, but the other party didn't answer any of them.

Lu Yingchen's physical condition could no longer allow him to procrastinate like this, and the main area was also working harder day by day.

Tang Yuchen had no choice but to come to persuade Lu Yingchen himself.

After talking on the phone with Xiao Mumu that day, he also thought a lot by himself.He admitted that some of Xiao Mumu's words were right, no matter what happened between him and Lu Yingchen, no matter how he got along with Lu Yingchen with his new identity, now is the time for him to show his professionalism to face Lu Yingchen.

He didn't want Lu Yingchen to die.

But if Lu Yingchen didn't agree to return to the main area, he would either die of something wrong with his body, or be killed by Shan Yu—after all, Shan Yu was not as good-tempered as Xiao Mumu, and Tang Yuchen had already noticed that Shan Yu's patience with Lu Yingchen was gone Almost reaching the limit.

Lu Yingchen did not move, and still lived in the previous house.

He didn't even change the chain password, it was the original one.

Tang Yuchen opened the door and walked in - those memories that he wanted to forget were replaying in his mind frame by frame like a movie.

He is so familiar with this house that even if he closes his eyes, he knows where to put it and what to avoid... Tang Yuchen is a person who is used to wandering. Before he was with Lu Yingchen, he often traveled around. fixed point.He never felt that having a house was a very necessary thing, and even felt that it was more convenient for him to rent a house or live in a hotel.

But after having Lu Yingchen, everything is different.

He began to desire to have a home—not just a house of some kind, but in the house, there was a person who was sympathetic to him.

It's a pity that he later discovered that it is actually very simple to have a person who loves each other, but the difficulty is that this person is loyal and dedicated.

"What are you doing here?" Tang Yuchen was still stuck in his own memories, but Lu Yingchen came out of the room. Seeing Tang Yuchen standing in his home, he frowned, "Why are you here? How did you come in? Who told you my family is here?"

Tang Yuchen quickly adjusted his emotions, and said flatly: "I asked Xie Rubin to come to you many times, and I called you many times, but you never responded to me, so I had to come to you in person—— What is the password of your door, Xie Rubin told me, because he is obliged to tell me."

Tang Yuchen noticed that Lu Yingchen seemed to be tidying up his things. He looked over and saw several boxes at the door of the bedroom. He didn't know what was inside, so he asked casually, "Are you tidying up?"

"Didn't you want me to go back to the main area? I don't know when I will be able to come back after I really went, so I just tidy up the things here."

"Are you going to take these things there or stay here?"

"These are important things, so of course I took them with me." Lu Yingchen said, "What if I die over there, at least I can burn these things to me."

"..." Tang Yuchen heard about death from Lu Yingchen more than once, "You really want to die that much?"

"I don't want to die." Lu Yingchen said, "I don't want to deliberately chase death, unless the day of death really comes... But this does not conflict with my expectation of death."

"Crazy." Tang Yuchen cursed softly.

Lu Yingchen's ears were sharp, and he heard it naturally: "Since you are from the main area, you should know that my current situation may not be completely cured even if I return to the main area."

"Who said that?" Tang Yuchen just retorted subconsciously, "Tang Shaofei's situation is not much better than yours. Isn't he still safe and sound now? There are Yan Mufeng and Shan Yu in the main area. Who do you think they are?" Will let you die?"

"Yan Mufeng, I don't know, he didn't show up when I left the main area. But Shan Yu, if you have met her in the main area, do you think she will save someone like me?" Lu Yingchen laughed at himself With a smile, "If Shan Yu is willing to help me, then I may still be saved. But she is a very extreme person, and she hates the betrayal of human nature the most. The matter between me and Tang Yuchen has already shown her I'm very displeased."

Shan Yu is an inconceivable existence, that girl who is still young next year has an unfathomably powerful energy in her body.In the eyes of others, she is a superpower who can do anything and do whatever she wants; in the eyes of enemies, she is a perverted monster to the extreme.

Shan Yu is a very controversial figure, but it is precisely because of her existence that CH01 District has the status it is today, and can be on an equal footing with CA02 District.

Of course, the most important thing is that the IG gene was originally extracted from Shan Yu's blood.

Without Shan Yu, there would be no genetic warriors today.

Therefore, whether Lu Yingchen can get through this calamity safely depends almost on Shan Yu's willingness to help.

This was the first time in so many days that Tang Yuchen heard his name being pronounced by Lu Yingchen.He wanted to keep calm, but when he heard Lu Yingchen chanting his name, his heart still beat faster in a hopeless way.The heart betrayed its master mercilessly and betrayed the most true thoughts of the body.

"You can go back and kneel in front of Shan Yu and beg her to forgive."

"Forgive is not in her dictionary."

"Then you go back and kneel in front of Xiao Mumu and ask her to forgive, maybe she is willing to say a few words of kindness to you in front of Shan Yu, and then Shan Yu agrees to save you."

Xiao Mumu and Shan Yu are a couple, and everyone in the sub-district of the main district knows it.

Lu Yingchen wanted to say that if he could still see Tang Yuchen begging Tang Yuchen to forgive him, then let alone kneeling, even if he had to kneel down forever, he would be willing to kneel down and grow together with the land.But he didn't want to say it in front of others, especially this Dr. Shen Ying who always had disputes with him.

Lu Yingchen felt that he had said too much to Shen Ying today: "So why did you come to my house?"

"I originally wanted to persuade you to return to the main area obediently, but it seems that you are already preparing yourself."

"Is there anything else?"

"Gone."

"Well, don't worry, I will definitely cooperate with the arrangement of returning to the main area, the day after tomorrow at the latest." Lu Yingchen was about to issue an order to evict the guests, "If you have nothing else to do, you can leave first, and I will continue to organize other things."

But Tang Yuchen didn't want to leave, because there is still a place in this house that hides too many memories that he can touch—that is, the photos he took while traveling to various continents and the articles he wrote.At first, I didn’t feel that I was so reluctant to part with these things, but when I stepped into this house with my feet, I was still thinking about these photos and articles that I once cherished so much.

"I've been here for so long and you didn't pour me a glass of water, and now you're driving me away. Is this your way of hospitality?" Tang Yuchen said to himself, "Go and get me a glass of water first, I'm here today." I'm watching you tidy up everything here, it's not our time to cooperate with you, but your time to cooperate with us, OK?"

Lu Yingchen felt that he was going to argue with Shen Ying again, but now that he was at his own home, he couldn't be really angry enough to drive Shen Ying out, so he could only say: "Okay, just watch if you want, don't It’s good to point fingers and criticize others.”

So Lu Yingchen really went to the kitchen to pour Shen Ying a glass of water, but when he came out with the glass, Shen Ying was no longer in the living room.

Lu Yingchen saw that the door of the study room was ajar, and walked over immediately, and sure enough, he saw Shen Ying standing inside.

This study room was originally owned by Lu Yingchen, but he didn't come in often, and he had never read the books in it, so the design of this study room was wasted.Later, Tang Yuchen moved in. Tang Yuchen had too many wonderful photos, too many magnificent posters, so Lu Yingchen took the initiative to give up this study room for Tang Yuchen to store these things.

After he found out that Shen Ying had gone to the study, he felt disgusted and repelled for a moment. He hated Shen Ying's behavior of randomly entering other rooms without the owner's permission.

But when he saw that Shen Ying's back was so similar to Tang Yuchen's, those repulsive emotions dissipated spontaneously.

Lu Yingchen walked in and saw that Shen Ying was flipping through the stack of photos that Tang Yuchen had washed out a long time ago but hadn't had time to hang them on the wall or put them in the album, and couldn't help but said, "Even if you look at it, look at it." What are these things if you don't come out?"

Who knows Shen Ying said: "Who said I don't know? Don't you know that I don't know?"

Lu Yingchen really didn't know, and was instantly speechless when asked back.

He looked at Shen Ying flipping through the photos one by one, and he could accurately explain: "This is the Aleutian Islands in Alaska, the northernmost tip of North America, and the photo shows a dangerous coast over there—look, Here are grizzly bear mothers, gathered to hunt after hibernation... It is incredible that a group of grizzly bears can prey on killer whales-this is the Alaska Mountains, the highest mountain in North America, so high that it can control the weather on the North American continent-and this , the red-capped pygmy bird in the jungle of Costa Rica, it knows how to attract the opposite sex by dancing-this is the beach in Costa Rica, there will be thousands of ridley turtles laying eggs here, but not every hatchling The ridleys can all return to the sea safely—”

Tang Yuchen's voice stopped abruptly, because he suddenly realized that he seemed to have talked too much.

"Why did you stop? Continue talking?" But Lu Yingchen's tone didn't seem to have any other meaning.

"Don't say it, I just know it myself." Tang Yuchen almost blurted out the sentence "You don't understand even if I say it", but luckily he changed it when he got to his lips.

"These are all photos taken by my lover..." Lu Yingchen's tone suddenly became sad, "It should be taken by him, but I don't know which ones are real and which ones he printed out online..."

"Which lover is yours? The one who broke into my office before?" Tang Yuchen asked that on purpose.

"..." Lu Yingchen didn't want to mention Fang Lanchu when he was thinking about Tang Yuchen, "Actually, I only dated that one person, and I only have one lover."

Tang Yuchen felt that Lu Yingchen was lying, but before he had time to say anything, Lu Yingchen said again: "You know about Tang Yuchen and I, and you also said that everyone in the main district has talked about our affairs, although I haven't heard it face to face. , but I can probably guess what kind of image I will be in other people's mouths... But you only saw how I treated him at the beginning, but you don't know how much I regretted it afterwards. Many people and many things are like this. I don’t know how to cherish it when I lose it, and I don’t know how much I can’t bear it until I lose it. I used to think this sentence is very vulgar, but after I experienced it personally, I realized how painful it is to say this sentence.”

"No one can pay for your regrets, especially... the other party is already a dead person." Lu Yingchen's words still touched Tang Yuchen. In order not to shake his heart, he chose to say such hurtful words.

"I know, I just regret that I will never be forgiven by this person again." Lu Yingchen bit his lower lip, "He disappeared in the Rocky Mountains, you know? That's where we first met. I've been I thought, why did he go there? Is it to remember the beauty of our first meeting, or to make a complete break with everything? When he died, what was he thinking? Was he sad, or desperate, or was he Hate me? Did he let go of everything he wanted to die, or didn't see through anything and didn't want to see through it anymore? If he was alive, would he still be willing to forgive me..."

Tang Yuchen felt pain in his heart. He clenched his fists tightly, endured the sourness in his eyes, and forcibly changed the topic: "Do you know why American black bears climb trees?"

Lu Yingchen also found that he said a lot of things he shouldn't have said in front of Shen Ying, so he picked up the topic Tang Yuchen raised at this time: "I don't know."

"Because in the period when large predators like saber-toothed cats were on the lookout, the night forest was full of dangers, and black bears faced their threats; so they evolved this ability and learned to climb trees. At that time, black bears could only sleep on the top of trees. Spend the night safely." Tang Yuchen paused, "But saber-toothed tigers and other large predators have been extinct for a long time, and this ability of black bears has been preserved... Maybe the same is true for the harm to a person, even if Tang Yuchen If you are still alive, even if he is willing to forgive you, what about the harm you left him? It will not disappear. The human heart is very selfish, and those things that make you feel pain cannot be ended with a single forgiveness. "

"But he is alive, which is more important than anything else. Only when he is alive can he have the opportunity to develop all the possibilities he thinks about. If he dies, he will have nothing." Lu Yingchen said slowly, "Everyone is telling me that he is dead. , everyone thought he was dead..."

Lu Yingchen didn't know why he suddenly started talking about this matter with Shen Ying, but in the past two years, he really didn't have the opportunity to tell others what was in his heart.Now that I speak, these emotions that have been buried for too long can no longer be hidden.

"He's dead." Tang Yuchen said, "How good do you think a person's luck can be so that he can survive the avalanche. You don't have to see a dead body to be considered dead. You still refuse to admit it Is this true?"

Lu Yingchen shook his head: "You can say that I am deceiving myself and others with fantasies, or that I refuse to face reality. But I always feel that he is not dead, he is still living in this world, looking at the blue sky like mine, Maybe live a life as depraved as mine."

"You want to be beautiful. If you fall, you want others to fall with you?"

"I don't really want to degenerate." Lu Yingchen said helplessly, "I'm just imagining that if he was still alive, he shouldn't have the heart to see me live in such a sluggish way, maybe he would come out to scold me and wake me up... But If he refuses to see me again, or if he is really not in this world, then no matter what the situation is, what difference does it make if I live or die? I knew early on that something would happen to my body. I just want to see if he will come back. If he comes back, then there is still hope for everything; .Maybe there is a possibility of repaying him in the next life if you are begging him with a dead skin on the road to Huangquan."

Hearing what Lu Yingchen said, Tang Yuchen felt his heart was twisted together.

It's not that Lu Yingchen didn't say apology before, but Tang Yuchen really only saw Lu Yingchen's betrayal at that time, and felt that what Lu Yingchen said was just hypocritical and against his will, and he didn't want to believe a single word of it.

But now when he heard Lu Yingchen say this, he felt that he had lost the standard of judging whether these words were true or false.

Should he believe it?Can he still believe it?

"Don't think about the next life, maybe they don't want to meet you in the next life." Tang Yuchen still chose not to believe it. Although his heart was shaken, his reason kept persuading him not to trust Lu Yingchen anymore, no matter what Lu Yingchen said now No matter how pitiful he was, he couldn't change the fact that he had betrayed himself.