Morbid Addiction

The window of the room was open, and the heavy blackout curtains were not closed, but only covered with a layer of gauze. After the lights in the room were turned off, the light came in through the gauze curtains, and the outline of the tree canopy on the roadside could be vaguely seen .

The address of the express hotel is in the urban area. There is a street outside the window. The floor is not high. Although it is late at night, you can still hear the sound of cars passing by from time to time, and even the chatter and footsteps of a group of people passing by.

This gave Chen Yuncheng an illusion, as if when those people passed by downstairs, if he made a slightly louder voice, they could still be heard by them.So he would bite his lips unconsciously at that time, and only made a slight sound from his nasal cavity.

Ning Junyan was silent at this time, Chen Yuncheng could only hear the sound of breathing constantly echoing in his ears, and through the faint light, he saw that Ning Junyan's gaze was focused and sharp, and he did not move away from his face for a second Pass.

Chen Yuncheng felt that he was probably not good-looking at this time, his face was flushed, and his neck and forehead were covered with sweat, so he raised his hand to cover Ning Junyan's eyes, but when he raised it halfway, Ning Junyan With bad movements, Ning Junyan's arm was weakly placed on his side, and he held it tightly.

It's a weird feeling, and it's either bad or uncomfortable, or just out of control.Abandon the feeling of shame, open up the most private self, and give everything to the other party to control, and then you can't control everything, happiness and pain are given to you by the other party.Chen Yuncheng never liked this kind of feeling, but because it was Ning Junyan, he wanted to give him everything.

In this complex emotion, Chen Yuncheng's body became more and more tense, he was a little afraid that he would not be able to control himself, so he extended his hand to Ning Jun and called him: "Yanyan."

From childhood to adulthood, it was only during the four years with Ning Junyan that he briefly felt that he could rely on this person.Although he has been taking care of Ning Junyan in life, psychologically he is very dependent on Ning Junyan, because Ning Junyan will never hurt him.

Ning Junyan then picked him up and let him sit in his arms.

There was wind blowing in from outside the window, the gauze curtain was blown higher and higher, and the sweat on Chen Yuncheng's body was also dried by the wind.But the heat remained undiminished, and he was penetrated even deeper, as if even his thoughts and soul were imprisoned. Chen Yuncheng tensed his insteps, clinging to Ning Junyan's shoulders, breathing hard.

At the last moment, Chen Yuncheng heard Ning Junyan whispering in his ear: "I love you."

Chen Yuncheng's mind was blank, and with the most extreme human senses, these three words echoed repeatedly in his head.

He needs the feeling of being relied on and valued by others too much, and he loves this sentence too much. For a moment, he even thought that Ning Junyan is too cunning, and every time he enjoys the ultimate happiness, he may think of Ning Junyan. Jun Yan's "I love you" can't get rid of it for the rest of his life.

The next morning, Chen Yuncheng woke up from a late sleep, and he found himself held in Ning Junyan's arms again, leaving him no room to move around.

He tried to move, and Ning Junyan behind him woke up, and his arms immediately hugged him tighter.

Chen Yuncheng opened his mouth to speak, and found that his voice was hoarse, "What time is it?"

Ning Junyan closed his eyes, and when he spoke, his lips were pressed against his hair, softly as if kissing him, and his voice was lazy and hoarse: "I don't know."

The blackout curtains had been drawn, and the room was very dark, but there was faint white light coming in from the top of the curtains.

Chen Yuncheng said: "Don't sleep." He wanted to go back to the store in the morning to help, and there were more customers who came to buy goods on weekends, so he felt that it would be too busy to leave only Guan Anlin and Wu Xiaozhu there.

Ning Junyan didn't let go of his intentions, and asked vaguely: "What are you going to do? Do you want to do it again?"

Chen Yuncheng suddenly woke up from his fright, "No more." Last night he tossed until midnight, and now he can still feel the pain in that place.

Ning Junyan was probably also tired, closed his eyes and said, "Then sleep with me for a while, baby."

Chen Yuncheng got goosebumps when he heard this address, and couldn't help but want to throw Ning Junyan's arm away. He said, "Can you stop calling me that?"

Ning Junyan said: "You don't like being called a wife either."

Chen Yuncheng turned over and looked at him, and said, "Be normal, why don't you just call me Chen Yuncheng?"

Ning Junyan opened his eyes.

Seeing his sleepy eyes, Chen Yuncheng suddenly felt that he was cute, smiled and leaned closer to kiss his forehead, and said, "Get up."

Ning Junyan raised his hand to brush his hair, raised his upper body slightly with his arms supported, and looked at him, "Continue dating?" It's the weekend, and he's not on duty.

Chen Yuncheng said, "I'm going back to work."

Ning Junyan was expressionless.

Chen Yuncheng came closer to kiss him again.

Ning Junyan didn't respond, and let him kiss for a while before turning over and pressing him down for a while.

When he came out of the hotel, Chen Yuncheng glanced at the time, it was already past ten o'clock in the morning.

When he booked the hotel, he didn't want to order breakfast. He probably had no breakfast at this time, so he went to a nearby breakfast shop with Ning Junyan.

Chen Yuncheng asked Ning Junyan to sit down, went to the order window and ordered two bowls of porridge, a basket of steamed buns, a basket of siu mai and two tea eggs, and brought them back on a plate.

Chen Yuncheng has been thirsty since waking up in the morning, and has never drank water. Now he picked up the bowl and drank several mouthfuls of porridge.

Ning Junyan took a tea egg, carefully peeled the shell, and handed it to Chen Yuncheng: "Honey, eat the egg."

Chen Yuncheng almost choked his mouthful of porridge, and he gave Ning Junyan a very dissatisfied look.

Ning Junyan was silent for a moment, stared at the tea eggs in his hand for a while, then changed his words: "Mr. Chen, eat the eggs."

Chen Yuncheng felt angry and funny, so he couldn't help kicking him under the table.

Ning Junyan looked indifferent, did not look down, and asked: "So you started to seduce me under the table now?"

Chen Yuncheng vehemently denied it: "I didn't!"

Ning Junyan said, "It's okay."

Chen Yuncheng took the peeled tea egg from his hand and said with a smile, "Nonsense."

It was quite late, and there were not many customers in the store at this time, the two of them were sitting in the corner, eating breakfast in a leisurely manner.

Ning Junyan asked him: "Do you want me to help you later?"

"What can I help you with?" Chen Yuncheng was eating a siu mai, "Is there any help in the store? No need." In the store, he was almost talking about business and selling goods, and Ning Junyan couldn't help much, such as moving goods and delivering goods. It is impossible to ask Ning Junyan to do it.

Ning Junyan leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him: "Then our date is over? When is the next time?"

"Next time?" Chen Yuncheng seemed to be thinking about this question very seriously.

Ning Junyan said, "Tonight?"

Chen Yuncheng thinks that dating is very happy. He doesn't have to go out to work to eat and watch movies, and he can sleep with handsome guys. Who doesn't want to date every day, but his wallet can't bear it.He glanced at Ning Junyan and said, "Another day, next week?"

Ning Junyan frowned.

Chen Yuncheng said: "I have no money, I still have to save money to pay you back."

Ning Junyan said: "I can continue to lend you money."

If the chopsticks in Chen Yuncheng's hands were not siu mai, he would have thrown it in Ning Junyan's face.

The smile in Ning Junyan's eyes flashed away, he took out a key from his pocket, put it on the table and pushed it in front of Chen Yuncheng.

Chen Yuncheng knew this key, it was the one he had borrowed from Ning Junyan's house before.

Chen Yuncheng stared at the key without saying a word.

Ning Junyan said: "I took back the spare key from my mother. I was worried that I would not bring the key with me someday, so is it okay to put a spare key with you?"

Chen Yuncheng looked up at him and put down his chopsticks.

Ning Junyan continued: "I didn't ask you to move back."

Chen Yuncheng stretched out his hand and took the key.

Ning Junyan added: "Maybe you're tired of staying in a hotel room and want a change."

Chen Yuncheng laughed when he heard the words, "I'll think about it."

Hearing Ning Junyan mention his mother, he couldn't help asking: "Did you tell Auntie what I told you about Yu Jie last time?"

Ning Junyan said: "I told her, but how to deal with it is her business."

Chen Yuncheng thought that he couldn't control more, so he nodded: "Okay."