Morbid Addiction

Ning Junyan stretched out a hand in front of Chen Yuncheng, waiting for Chen Yuncheng to hold his hand and leave with him.

Before Chen Yuncheng could speak, Guan Anlin stepped forward angrily and shouted, "Where are you taking him?"

Ning Junyan ignored him, didn't even look at him, just looked at Chen Yuncheng and asked, "Do you want to live here?"

Guan Anlin couldn't bear his tone, "What's wrong with living here?"

Ning Junyan's eyes finally fell on Guan Anlin, and he said calmly, "I don't want my wife to live in this kind of place and sleep in the same bed with other men."

Guan Anlin was about to be angry, but when he heard the word "wife", what he wanted to say stuck in his throat, and he didn't react for a long time.

"Stop making trouble," Chen Yuncheng quarreled with Ning Junyan all night, and now he felt that he was almost sober. He passed Guan Anlin and walked in front of Ning Junyan. He held his hand first, and then said: "Come here tell you."

Seeing them shaking hands, Guan Anlin suddenly had goosebumps all over his body. He had a creepy feeling. Looking at Chen Yuncheng, he didn't even remember being angry.

Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan, at first he didn't pull him, but then he stretched out his arms and hugged Ning Junyan's waist, half pushing and half hugging him to let him walk outside.

When passing by Guan Anlin, Chen Yuncheng said to him: "Go to sleep first, I will explain to you later."

Guan Anlin didn't want to believe what he saw, he kept his breath in his heart, and said to Chen Yuncheng: "Don't be afraid of him, if he dares to force you, I will beat him for you."

Before Chen Yuncheng could speak, Ning Junyan said calmly, "You can't beat me again."

They fought once, and that time Guan Anlin was no match for Ning Junyan at all, but this kind of provocation was absolutely unbearable to Guan Anlin, he clenched his fists and was about to come over.

Chen Yuncheng hurriedly stood between the two of them. Although he was standing in front of Ning Junyan, he held Ning Junyan's hand with his hands behind his back, and said to Guan Anlin, "I'm not being forced, go to sleep."

Guan Anlin was still staring at Ning Junyan.

Ning Junyan lowered his head slightly, looking at Chen Yuncheng's furry head, and slender fingers across his palm.

Chen Yuncheng was tickled by him, and held his fingers tightly.

Guan Anlin glanced at Chen Yuncheng at this moment, and asked, "Do you want to go with him?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "Don't go, I'll come back after a few words with him, you go to bed first."

Guan Anlin finally compromised, he finally gave Ning Junyan a fierce look, turned around and walked towards the inner room.

Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan through the shelves, went to the door and opened the small door. He went out and looked around, and found that the shop with the lights on just now had gone dark again, so he pulled Ning Junyan out , stood by the door and whispered to him.

Ning Junyan said, "You have to follow me."

Chen Yuncheng raised his head and looked at him: "Where are you going? I live well here, and it's convenient for me to work." The opening of a new store requires a lot of busy work. Living here saves rent and doesn't waste time on the road.

Ning Junyan said: "You sleep in the same bed with him."

Chen Yuncheng raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, "I didn't share the same bed with him, he slept on the upper bunk."

"That's also a bed, and you let him sleep on it."

"That's not it." Chen Yuncheng held his hand, "You can't mess around with me."

Ning Junyan looked at him and said nothing.

Chen Yuncheng then continued: "When I first came out to work, I lived in a dormitory. I don't know how many people I slept with on bunk beds. Some of them slept for one night and never saw each other again. Do you want to pursue it?"

"I said I came to live with you and you refused, but you are willing to live with him here."

Chen Yuncheng looked at Ning Junyan and didn't speak for a long time.

Ning Junyan pinched his chin with his fingers and shook it lightly, "Speak."

Chen Yuncheng said: "Because Guan Anlin and I are my brothers, one day when he falls in love and gets married and moves out, I will bless him and not be sad; but if one day you don't want me, what will I do?"

Ning Junyan's expression became serious, "I won't want you."

Chen Yuncheng shook his head: "After my father died, my mother also said that she would not leave me; after you came to godfather's place, I also thought you would not leave, so what happened?"

At that time Ning Junyan had a brain crash and couldn't recall his identity and his family. Although Chen Yuncheng often asked him and would tell him to think hard and think about it, he could go home, but deep down he always A little selfish, thinking that if Ning Junyan can't remember, he can always be with him.

Until one day Ning Junyan told Chen Yuncheng that he remembered, he remembered his name, where his home was, and who his parents were.

Chen Yuncheng's eyes widened, and he said: "Then go back quickly, find a chance to sneak away and don't come back." But that night he lay on the bed with his back to Ning Junyan, and cried secretly for a long time.

Later, he always thought that he was expecting too much, and that's why he was disappointed. Otherwise, Ning Junyan would just leave, and he wouldn't be so sad.

"Are you blaming me?" Up to now, Ning Junyan was standing in front of him and asked him.

Chen Yuncheng said: "No, I'm just blaming myself. I don't have the ability to hold everything in my hands. It's easy for others to take away my most important person."

Ning Junyan frowned, he looked at Chen Yuncheng for a while, and said slowly: "I propose to you and you don't agree, and you don't agree to let you live with me, and then you put all the pressure on yourself, Obviously many things are not your responsibility." Having said that, Ning Junyan cupped Chen Yuncheng's face with his hands, and kissed his lips, "Why can't you rely on me?"

Chen Yuncheng's eyes were slightly red, and he said, "I'm sorry."

"Look, you always feel that you are not strong enough, you are not good enough, and you have not taken responsibility, so you have to apologize to me," Ning Junyan let go, "You want me to give you time to wait for you, I can. But I don't know how long I have to wait, and I don't know what to do to make you accept me. I'm afraid that I will hurt you if I do too much, and you will hide if I do too little."

Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said nothing.

Ning Junyan put his hands into the pockets of his jacket, and took two steps back, "Go back and rest, I'm leaving first. You think it through carefully, and then tell me what I should do."

Chen Yuncheng subconsciously took a step forward, but finally stopped, it was too late, Ning Junyan had to drive back, and had to go to work tomorrow, Chen Yuncheng felt that he should not continue pestering him about these things now.

Ning Junyan turned around and walked towards the gate of the market.

Chen Yuncheng looked at his back and said, "Be careful."

Ning Junyan didn't respond, he just walked a certain distance, couldn't help but raised his fist and hammered his head, and started to have a headache again.But he didn't stop, and continued to walk forward.

Chen Yuncheng went back to the store, locked the door and went to the bathroom to wash up. When he was lying on the bed, he heard Guan Anlin on the upper bunk turning over.

"Aren't you asleep?" He asked softly.

Guan Anlin said, "Yes."

They were all silent for a while.

Guan Anlin asked him, "He left?"

Chen Yuncheng replied: "He has to go to work tomorrow."

There was silence for a while, only the sound of Guan Anlin turning over restlessly.

"What kind of relationship do you have with him?" Guan Anlin still couldn't help asking.

Chen Yuncheng put his hands behind his head, opened his eyes and replied: "Yes."

Guan Anlin couldn't stop his surprised tone, "Are you gay?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "Now it looks like it should be."

"Fuck," Guan Anlin cursed, "No wonder you refuse to see my sister."

Chen Yuncheng said to him: "Whether I am gay or not, your sister is not suitable for me."

Guan Anlin poked his head out from the upper bunk, and looked carefully at Chen Yuncheng.

Chen Yuncheng asked him: "What's wrong?"

Guan Anlin asked, "When did you find out that you like men?"

Chen Yuncheng didn't really want to answer his question, so he didn't speak.

Guan Anlin asked persistently: "Then have you ever liked me?"

Chen Yuncheng looked at him.

Guan Anlin turned over and lay back on the bed, and said hastily, "I think I still like women."

Chen Yuncheng said: "Very good, you must never like men."

Guan Anlin's tone was also cautious: "Do you want to try a woman?"

Chen Yuncheng didn't understand the meaning of his words, "What?"

Guan Anlin said: "Go out from the north gate of the market, isn't there a lot of massage parlors and barbershops on that street? You just go in and ask if there is any special service, and you will be asked to choose a woman to take to the private room."

The more Chen Yuncheng heard, the more something was wrong, he asked Guan Anlin: "Do you often go to that place?"

Guan Anlin said: "I didn't, I heard what others said."

Chen Yuncheng was a little amused, "I don't need it."

Guan Anlin didn't give up, "If you try women, you won't like men anymore. What's the use of being handsome? Does he have breasts? Are they soft when pinched?"

Chen Yuncheng was already very tired. Hearing Guan Anlin's words, his thoughts diverged a little. He thought of Ning Junyan's chest muscles, which were not exaggerated but very strong. He also thought of the kiss tonight and the temperature of Ning Junyan's body.He was aroused enthusiastically, but was interrupted again, and now he was awakened by Guan Anlin's words again.

For so many years, Chen Yuncheng didn't feel that he had too strong a need, but now he realized that it was because he hadn't met someone he liked, and he hadn't really experienced something that made him happy.

Guan Anlin on the upper bunk was still trying to instill in him the benefits of women. Chen Yuncheng's head was full of Ning Junyan, he couldn't listen anymore, and said to Guan Anlin, "Stop talking."

Guan Anlin stopped immediately, he thought that his words had hit Chen Yuncheng, and made Chen Yuncheng imagine that the female body had a reaction, so he smiled silently and said, "Let's stop talking, let's go to sleep." He thought to wait for two days If you have time, take Chen Yuncheng to experience it for yourself.

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