Morbid Addiction

Time seemed to freeze between the two of them for a short time. Chen Yuncheng kept looking at Ning Junyan. He felt that a long time had passed, but in fact it was only a minute or two.

Ning Junyan still let go of Chen Yuncheng's hand. He remained silent, threw Chen Yuncheng's wrinkled jeans on the edge of the bathtub, and untied the belt that tied Chen Yuncheng's wrist.

Because it was too tight, it took Ning Junyan himself some time to loosen the belt completely.

Chen Yuncheng lowered his head, and saw two circles of deep marks on his wrist, the color was already red and purple.

Ning Jun stretched out his hand to hug Chen Yuncheng who was still kneeling in the bathtub, Chen Yuncheng's body was visibly tense, he pushed Ning Junyan with his hand, Ning Junyan said, "I won't move you."

Chen Yuncheng was carried to the bed and sat on the bed, and then watched him go into the bathroom and take out his pants.

Ning Junyan squatted down beside the bed and helped Chen Yuncheng put on his pants.

Chen Yuncheng could actually come by himself, but he didn't stop Ning Junyan. He knew that Ning Junyan was feeling uncomfortable, and he himself was also feeling uncomfortable.

The tools that Ning Junyan brought back were scattered on the bed, and Chen Yuncheng felt upset when he took a look at them.

After helping Chen Yuncheng put on his trousers, Ning Junyan went to get Chen Yuncheng's coat and came in. The corners of his eyes were still slightly red, but his expression was cold. After putting on the coat for Chen Yuncheng, he said: "Let's go, where do you want to go, I will take you .”

Chen Yuncheng nodded.

Ning Junyan drove Chen Yuncheng away.Chen Yuncheng planned to go to the commercial market to find a daily rental house first, so he asked Ning Junyan to take him directly to the commercial market. Ning Junyan drove Chen Yuncheng there without saying anything.

Today is only the seventh day of the Lunar New Year. Although many people have already started working, for more people, the year is not over yet.

There are not many cars on the street, and the commercial market is also deserted.

Chen Yuncheng was sitting in the co-pilot, rubbing his strangled wrist subconsciously, staring out of the car window, mentally exhausted.

Ning Junyan parked his car in the parking lot outside the commercial market. The parking lot was empty, with few cars.

Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said, "Thank you."

Ning Junyan opened the car door, got out of the car and helped Chen Yuncheng take out the suitcase.

Chen Yuncheng took the suitcase and put it at his feet. Seeing that Ning Junyan turned to get into the car, he reached out and grabbed Ning Junyan's sleeve.

Ning Junyan stopped and looked down at his hands.

Chen Yuncheng said: "There is one thing I haven't had time to say before, that Yu Jie, you told your mother to be careful about him."

"Which Yu Jie?" Ning Junyan's voice was hoarse.

Chen Yuncheng said: "It was the one who was eating at your house that day. Although I don't know what he is doing now, but he cheated on my friend before, and he did something illegal at that time. I'm afraid that something will happen to your mother's business cooperation with him."

Ning Junyan nodded, he didn't say anything, and opened the driver's door to get in the car.

Chen Yuncheng had been standing on the side of the road looking at him, with two suitcases leaning against his legs.

After Ning Junyan got into the car, he didn't look this way again. He reversed the car neatly, then turned the car around, and drove the car out of the parking lot.

The speed was too fast, Chen Yuncheng subconsciously stepped forward to tell him to drive carefully, but he couldn't say it out.

Chen Yuncheng knew that there would be no way to get out of Ning Junyan's place easily today, but he still didn't expect such a trouble.

When Ning Junyan was tough, he was very angry. He didn't accept Ning Junyan treating him like this. At that time, every word was his sincere words, but once Ning Junyan compromised, he immediately softened his heart, as if he had done it himself. The scars on his wrist are still clearly visible for what he did to Ning Junyan, and he has already begun to feel guilty.

Chen Yuncheng pushed his two boxes and walked slowly outside the parking lot.

The commercial market is in the suburbs of the northern city. It is a newly developed site with few high-rise buildings around it. They are still old buildings and narrow streets in the suburbs.It is actually very easy to rent a house in this kind of place, and it is very cheap.

Chen Yuncheng rented a daily rental room, which was separated from the big room by the landlord. There was no window, only a pale fluorescent lamp overhead.

She didn't have much appetite for lunch, and Chen Yuncheng didn't leave the room until evening to find something to eat.

The new year is not over yet, many shops open during the day and close early in the afternoon, it is not easy to find a small restaurant that is open.

Walking outside, Chen Yuncheng didn't know if it was because of his own inner workings. He felt that the temperature here was lower than that in the city center. When the cold wind blew, he unconsciously wrapped his thin down jacket tightly.

Later, I found a small restaurant, which was opened by a foreigner. When we sat down to eat, Chen Yuncheng chatted with the boss. The boss said that he hadn't been back for the New Year, and the restaurant was open for the whole New Year.

He asked for a donburi.

At this time, he was the only customer in the store, and the boss put the plate of donburi on his table, and sat not far away, staring at the empty street outside in a daze.

Chen Yuncheng mixed the rice with a spoon.

The boss turned his head and saw the mark on his wrist, "Ouch", "What happened to your hand?"

By this time, the strangle marks were completely bruised, and looked a little hideous and terrifying.

Chen Yuncheng smiled and said, "It's nothing, I accidentally hurt it."

The boss asked him: "Come out to work before the end of the year?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "Yes, I have to eat."

The boss nodded, seeming to empathize with him, raised one leg and bent it over the other, "It's not easy to make money."

After dinner, Chen Yuncheng went back to the daily rental house alone.

At this time, the sky was completely dark, and most of the houses on the side of the road were closed and their lights were turned off. Only the cold white street lamps illuminated the road in front of us.

When Chen Yuncheng walked halfway, his phone rang. He stopped, took out his phone and took a look, and saw that it was Guan Anlin calling.

After answering the phone, the two chatted for a while, Guan Anlin heard that he had moved out, and asked him if he was going to start work.

Chen Yuncheng said: "Boss Sun said that there are some workers who can come back tomorrow, and let me go and look at it. After the Chinese New Year, the store can almost open for business."

Guan Anlin heard the words and said, "Then I'll come back early."

After chatting a few more words, the two hung up the phone.

Chen Yuncheng was still standing on the side of the road, with a lonely back, he swipe his fingers in the phone address book for a long time, finally found Ning Junyan's number, and called Ning Junyan.

He said before that even if he moved out temporarily, his relationship with Ning Junyan would still not change.He didn't know that Ning Junyan didn't believe him, but he hoped that Ning Junyan could feel at ease.

But Ning Junyan didn't answer the call.

Chen Yuncheng raised his head and glanced at the front and back of the street in a daze. He waited for a long time until the phone hung up automatically, then put the phone back into his trouser pocket, put his hands into his jacket pocket, and continued to walk forward.

He has experienced more than others since he was a child, and he often tells himself to be content, otherwise he will be unhappy.So he asked for less than other children, and he felt satisfied when his godfather and godmother gave him a bite to eat.

It's not that he is cheaper than others, it's just that he will not be satisfied if he expects too much, so it's better to ask for less and live happily instead.

He used to tell others that he wanted to find an ordinary girl to be with, but he had never found one, and he had always resisted feelings, fearing that the more he invested, the more he would be hurt in the end. big.He sometimes feels that his psychology is unhealthy. This may be related to the fact that he has no parents and no complete family. On the surface, he blindly pays and does not need others to reciprocate. In fact, he is afraid of not being rewarded. It's good to ask for extravagance.

Ning Junyan's mentality is also unhealthy in Chen Yuncheng's view. Chen Yuncheng thinks of his parents and the four years they lived and grew up together. Perhaps Ning Junyan's unhealthy is also because he does not have a healthy family.

So they are very insecure, and Chen Yuncheng's lack of security has caused him to resist all the time, but Ning Junyan is asking too much.Their mental health brought them to where they are today. Chen Yuncheng just wanted to take a step back to calm himself down, but he didn't know if Ning Junyan had decided to give up.

Chen Yuncheng was very sad.

At the same time, Ning Junyan had a headache. He sat on the bed alone, wrapped the metal chain around his wrist twice, and watched the end of the chain hang down, dangling in front of him.

He also ordered a pair of handcuffs and a collar, both of which were made of metal and covered with a layer of soft leather. Although he let Chen Yuncheng go, he did not intend to return them.

The headache started in the afternoon. He was standing by the bed trying to pack up the things in the toolbox, but he started to have a headache after half of the packing. He didn't continue, and fell asleep directly on the bed.

When he woke up, it was already dark, and Ning Junyan didn’t want to eat, so he sat on the bed and fiddled with the chain he bought. He originally planned to fix one end into the wall, and the other end was movable, which could be replaced with handcuffs or collars, and worn on the Chen Yuncheng, so that Chen Yuncheng can move around from the room to the bathroom, and the lock cannot be unlocked without his key.

He knew it was against the law, he had studied for many years, and his legal knowledge was more abundant than many people, but when he was doing this, his mind was empty, and his only thought was not to let Chen Yuncheng leave.

He was not afraid of breaking the law, but he was afraid that Chen Yuncheng would not forgive him, so he still failed to do so.

When the mobile phone on the bedside table rang, Ning Junyan turned his head to take a look. He saw Chen Yuncheng's name, but he didn't answer it.

At this moment, he had a headache again. He threw the metal chain aside, went to the medicine box outside to find a painkiller, and then went back to the room and slept directly on the side where Chen Yuncheng slept.The pillow seemed to still smell of Chen Yuncheng, Ning Junyan lay on his side, pulling the quilt over his head.Before falling asleep, he thought that he would have to go to work tomorrow, he had surgery in the morning, and his custom-made collar was coming soon, so he really wanted to put it on Chen Yuncheng himself...