LOVE VOICE

"I love you...yousuke...mom loves you...everything mom does is for you...don't reject me..."

The woman stroked her body with a turbid breath, and there was uncomfortable sweat on her cold hands.

"That's the voice, Mr. Takigawa...more...let me hear your voice...I've loved you for a long time..."

Men use their bodies and skills as weapons to force themselves to give out sex while giving them pleasure.

Why every time you hurt yourself, it is the person you can trust in the first place?

"It's too much...Takigawa-san...Yesterday he was like me, but now he pretends not to remember anything, it's too much..."

With their petite bodies, the lovely lovers knelt on the clean white sheets and covered their faces, weeping, telling how they were treated unfairly.

The body does not have any feeling of having been intimate with others before, and wanted to express the doubts in his heart, but finally chose to remain silent under the offensive of his lover's tears.

"She would do this because she loves you." My psychiatrist said in a friend's tone.

Love... what is it?Physical union, forced possession, deceitful acquisition... Are these the so-called love?

Why not be more honest with each other?Let me see your heart, the truest side of your heart.

If I could see it, maybe I would believe that you really love me.

Amid the slight stabbing pain in his abdomen, Takikawa weakly opened his eyes.

Recently, I always have some messy dreams.The mother who has been dead for many years, and the man who violated her have become frequent visitors in the dream.

And it was the first time I dreamed about my wife.I don't know if this is a good sign.

"Mr. Takikawa, are you awake?" The concerned greeting sounded before the man's figure came into view, and Takikawa instinctively resisted the voice.

Takikawa struggled to sit up with both hands and feet, and the violent movement of his hands made the drip bottle beside him jingle.

"Don't do this, Mr. Takigawa, you are infusion! If you are not careful, the needle will pierce the blood vessel!"

It was obviously too late for Ono's words, the drip needle was thrown out at the same time as Takikawa moved, and the bright red blood dripped onto the cold ground together with the medicine.

This is where?

Takikawa looked around uneasily, the special sense of cleanliness and the strong smell of disinfectant clearly expressed his location.

Apart from herself, there was only Ono in the ward.This situation made Takikawa's uneasiness even stronger.

The man was standing not far from the hospital bed, as if afraid of scaring himself, he didn't dare to come over.When Takikawa tried to get off the bed, the man finally couldn't bear it and rushed over and pressed him down.

"Ah... ah... ah..." A simple syllable without any meaning rushed out of Takikawa's mouth, he couldn't even speak a complete sentence to the man, he could only use physical resistance to tell the man his rejection.

"Please don't move, Mr. Takigawa!" The man pressed himself tightly, but did not do anything wrong, "Your body is too weak. The doctor said that you seem to have not eaten for a long time... Stomach problems caused by mental stress, so I gave you normal saline and glucose. Why do you torture yourself so much, Mr. Takikawa... I am the one who made the mistake, why do you torture yourself... I would rather go Even if I die, I don't want to see Mr. Takikawa become like this..."

I didn't torture myself.I have decided to forget everything that happened and live well.According to your own will, no longer worry about anyone's living.

But no... Every night, you have to occupy me again and again in your dreams.What is eaten cannot be accepted by the body, and vomiting is an inevitable result after eating.

If you want to call it torture, well, it is torture.Because of you, I am suffering like this.And you, why do you still appear in front of me?

Takikawa, who stopped moving under the pressure of the man, stared blankly at the ceiling with his eyes wide open.

"Mr. Takikawa, I know that I am not qualified to make a request, but I have something to say to Mr. Takikawa anyway." Ono's breath was a little unsteady. In order to prevent Takikawa from struggling too much, he spent quite a bit of time strength.

"I did such an exaggerated thing to Mr. Takikawa, no matter how you say it is unforgivable. However, even if I have a second chance to choose, I think I will do it again." Resting his head on Takikawa's shoulder, Ono sniffed the The smell that made me miss it, my chest hurts as if being pierced by a sharp knife, "When I was young, I suffered from depression...and even had the idea of ​​suicide. It was Mr. Takikawa's voice that lifted me from that The edge of despair has been pulled back... Listening to Mr. Takikawa's gentle words every day is the happiest time for me, and only then will I feel alive..."

Sure enough... only the voice...

An ugly smile appeared on Takikawa's face where Ono couldn't see it.

"After treatment... Although my illness was cured, I could no longer leave Mr. Takikawa's voice. It was then that I realized that there is still a profession called 'voice actor' in this world. What an interesting profession... …Only using voice can weave dreams for people one after another, and it can also save people’s desperate hearts…The person who saved me is doing such a job…Thinking about it, I use voice actors as my The goal has been working hard until now." Speaking of this, Ono smiled bitterly silently, "I want to see that person, I want to get closer to him, if I can hear him talking to me, I can die immediately. I have been working hard like this until Really see you."

Don't say any more... Such words can only make me more aware of my own insignificance...

Takikawa closed his eyes, but couldn't close his ears.

"Before I met Mr. Takikawa, I had been imagining what kind of person you would be. With such a gentle voice, you should also be a gentle person. You can tolerate others, protect others, and always have a peaceful smile , both an elder and a friend...I don't know when, I seem to fall in love with the 'Takigawa Yusuke' created by myself. I'm sorry...I imposed my imagination on you without authorization, and I'm seeing you again The real Takigawa-san is self-disappointed..."

disappointment?Did I let you down?Yes, I am a person who often disappoints...Even so, you still do that kind of thing to me... How far do you want to hurt me before you are satisfied...

Tears slid down from the corners of his eyes, and what made Takikawa puzzled was that he couldn't find a reason for his tears.

"At that time... I wanted to give up... to give up that unrealistic fantasy, to give up my obsession with Mr. Takikawa...but... I couldn't do it... Even if I knew that you were not the person I imagined, I still can't do such a thing as giving up on you!"

Through the thin clothes, Takikawa felt that he was not the only one who was crying.

"Why is it like this... Why does my love make Mr. Takigawa so painful... Such feelings that will only hurt you, people who will only hurt you, it's better to disappear..."

The man's kiss fell on Takikawa's lips with his sad words.

"I will disappear from Mr. Takikawa...I will continue to love you where you can't see...so...please don't worry...speak freely...such a beautiful voice, shouldn't bound..."

The man's last kiss had a bitter taste, leaving the temperature of parting on Takikawa's lips.