I'm an enemy with a male god

I still remember when I liked him the most back then, I really missed him all the time, every time I saw him, I felt an unspeakable excitement in my heart, and the reason why I liked him so much at that time was that he was very kind to me. Also because his character is my favorite type.

Gentle, elegant, and thoughtful, he always smiled leisurely when the two of them talked, and felt very comfortable. It was in this way that Sheng Huaiyu gradually fell in love with him.

So when Sheng Huaiyu knew in college that he began to like to make strange moves and play cards that did not follow the rules, he was really disappointed, especially for the welcome party. Complicated and scheming, Sheng Huaiyu feels that as long as he wants, he can really be played by him in the applause, and there is no room for resistance at all. Likewise, as long as he wants, he can let any of his admirers do anything for him.

Sheng Huaiyu was even thinking that if he was no longer the perfect boy he treasured in his heart, should he just give up.

"I'm sneering at you?" Jing Han still had that look in his eyes, "Is this the way I was when I reunited with you? What was your attitude when you talked to me at that time? People said 'things But three', I gave you three chances, and then, in the end, we ended up as strangers. So, why should I consider your feelings? Speaking of you, I want to talk about you first Whether you talk to me or not will not affect me at all. You don’t need to threaten me with this. Another thing I don’t understand is why do you care so much about my attitude towards you? Do you think I will still be gentle now? Coax you in a soft voice? You hinted in front of me that I should have a better attitude when I talk to you in the future, don't you think it's too..."

"enough!"

Sheng Huaiyu shouted, Jing Han stopped talking immediately, and looked at him calmly.

Sheng Huaiyu felt that the anger he had suppressed for him for a long time finally broke out at this moment, almost burning all his reason.

He looked at the person in front of him who hurt him over and over again, made him heartbroken, and wanted to desperately let him understand his anger at this moment, his unwillingness, pain, and deep-seated...

He took a step forward, just a few feet away from that person, and stretched out his hands to hold his arms vigorously, Jing Han's expression remained unchanged, let alone resisted.

"I just care about you, so what? Because I like you, I love you, I've been thinking about you since high school. But so what! Do you ever care?! You just say I don't know anything It's love, it will only rely on my feelings for you to hurt me and play with me again and again. Let me tell you, I don't want you to treat me like a friend, I want you to love me and care about me like me!"

After finishing speaking, Sheng Huaiyu lowered his head and kissed his lips fiercely...

This was the second kiss between the two, but there was no sweetness in Sheng Huaiyu's heart. Instead, he used a lot of strength, biting and sucking the man's lips almost as if venting, and locked him firmly with his hands instead. In his arms, he closed his eyes, wanting to use this action to make that person feel his love and the twists and turns in his heart. He wanted to tell Jing Han that he loved him very much, and he loved him for a long, long time. I'm in pain, so I can't stand his hurt, so I hope to get the same love from him...

He gradually felt a breath of blood in such a kiss that was almost biting, but he didn't stop. Instead, he hugged the body in his arms even more tightly, biting harder, and a strong feeling rose from the bottom of his heart. Desire, hope that this person can be integrated into his flesh and blood, and never be separated from him...

"Well……"

A soft groan suddenly sounded next to his ear, and he finally regained some sanity, because his action finally made the person groan in pain, he hurriedly moved his lips away, and looked intently, the two thin lips had already been bitten by him It was red and swollen when bitten, and blood spilled out.

The bright red color made Sheng Huaiyu's heart ache uncontrollably, and he almost shed tears. He leaned over carefully again, gently stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick off the blood, and covered his lips again.

This time was the real kiss, Sheng Huaiyu put all his heart into it, and soon let himself indulge in it.

Those two lips were still so warm and soft, so incredibly sweet, he couldn't help tasting it over and over again, and his thoughts gradually flew back to the past.

He remembered that two years ago, the first time he had the idea of ​​kissing these two lips, it also meant that he finally discovered his feelings for him. At that time, Sheng Huaiyu thought that he would never be able to really kiss them, but after a few days A month later, he really got his wish, and wanted to express his heart to that person, but was rejected miserably. He also thought that he would never be able to do this action a second time.

But now, these two lips were held in his mouth again, but he didn't feel the slightest joy. Instead, his heart ached so badly that he could hardly breathe. For a moment, he really hoped that he could keep kissing this person like this until Forever and ever, they can stay together forever, or the end of the world will come in the next second, at least at the moment when the sky collapses and the earth collapses, he can finally be with him.

If he was by his side at the moment of destruction, it would be really sweet...

I don't know how long after this, he slowly raised his head and looked into that person's eyes again, his eyes were as unwavering as before, as if he hadn't responded to himself at all.Sheng Huaiyu suddenly felt a little dazed, as if the past two years had disappeared without a trace, and everything had returned to the original state. This result has not changed at all, and he can't change anything.

He finally couldn't help but wanted to ask: "Did you really never like me?"

Jing Han didn't answer.

Sheng Huaiyu also knew that he would not reply, he never had a shadow of himself in his heart, it was the same back then and now, but why was he so unwilling?Why can't I get back the slightest turn of his attention no matter what I do?

Sheng Huaiyu let go of him and took two steps back, then turned and left.

The wind at night was still very cold, and the street lights on the campus were not bright, but Sheng Huaiyu still felt the heat on his lips, and couldn't help but sip it lightly. In fact, the kiss just now made him very obsessed, after all, the other party was someone he liked very much.

However, he felt confused again, as if there were only two roads ahead, and no matter which one he saw, he saw only boundless darkness, without a ray of light at all.

Back in the dormitory, he lay on the bed for a while, then Li Zihe called and asked him to bring Jing Han with him when he came to the basketball court to watch the training tomorrow afternoon.

"Hey," the kid over there looked very surprised, "This is really effective to speak with one step. Could it be that he agreed to be with you?!"

"..." I coughed lightly, "Of course not, if he agreed, would I still ask you to bring him here?"

"...Eh, that's right, so how far have you guys developed?"

"I will not tell you."

"Keep it a secret from me, okay, see you tomorrow afternoon."

Sheng Huaiyu hung up the phone and couldn't help smiling, he really didn't want to tell him his plan.

Afterwards, student Sheng went to Weibo, but suddenly wanted to see that person's Weibo.

No matter how popular this Weibo is in their school, this is the first time he thought of checking it out.

After searching for "Jing Han jh", Sheng Huaiyu entered that person's Weibo homepage, remembering that he once said that if you want to add his □□friends, you must first follow Weibo, and you can't help but smile.

Jing Han's profile picture is his own photo, a very handsome one, his original Weibo is not many, many of them are forwarded, some particularly funny videos and pictures, etc., I guess he intends to pass the time when he is bored .

Sheng Huaiyu looked at Zhaoran's Weibo again. The two really had no intersection. If he hadn't known it already, he would never have thought that these two accounts belonged to the same person.

Sheng Huaiyu looked at the position of Zhaoran's profile picture and still felt very emotional. He heard and liked this author when he was in the first year of high school, and he started playing Weibo after the college entrance examination. Zhaoran was the first group of people he followed. At that time or even earlier, I started to pay attention to that person, and watched him grow little by little on the road of writing. I used to be so close to him, but I never knew it.

Sheng Huaiyu began to read the content on Weibo, and there were a few more reposts tonight than yesterday, all of which were posting autographs, books, and his photos. Sheng Huaiyu knew that Jing Han didn't care if others posted his photos online for others to see.

Thinking about the content of the autographed book, and not knowing what that person is doing now, Sheng Huaiyu always felt a little sour in his heart.

After watching it for a while, he turned off Weibo and couldn't help but let out another long sigh.

The next day was Sunday, and the basketball team practiced from [-]:[-] p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. This was the only thing Sheng Huaiyu had to be busy with recently besides attending classes and the affairs of the student union. He was very happy.

The School of Computer Science can say that this year's basketball game is showing frequent success, and has entered the semi-finals so far, and the welcome party has also ended, Captain Xing has increased the time of daily training.

Naturally, there will not be many people watching the training at this time. Li Zihe often comes to visit with a member of the organization department, because as a minister, he is responsible for supervising the training.

He didn't come at the beginning today, but Sheng Huaiyu saw him and Chairman Jing come to the venue together at the end of 10 minutes.

At this time, the team was resting. When Li Zihe arrived, he greeted Sheng Huaiyu with a smile. The latter also smiled and waved to him, and his eyes subconsciously moved to him. However, Sheng Huaiyu felt an unspeakable sweetness reverberate in his heart when he saw him.

The man's lips seemed to be a little red and swollen. It was because I had not controlled my strength yesterday and injured him. Sheng Huaiyu went straight to him, stood in front of him and said to him: "Brother Han, I can treat you to dinner after the training is over. meal?"