I'm an enemy with a male god

Sheng Huaiyu has not been to this place for a long time, but it has brought him so many happy times. When he arrived, Jing Han was already waiting outside that office, looking at him with some surprise, "I said, what are you doing?" Suddenly thought of coming here, I don’t have a key, so I can’t get in.”

"Don't go in, you follow me." Sheng Huaiyu came over and grabbed his wrist, leading him to walk in the direction he came from.

He had never thought of entering this office, but thought it was very memorable, so he took Jing Han up half a flight of stairs. There was a small balcony here, which could be reached just outside the door.

There is only a small balcony here in this building, and then there is the top floor.It is very high here, and you can see the whole school and the surrounding scenery from the top. The night in early May is still a bit cool, and both of them are wearing only one piece of unlined clothing. When the breeze blows, they can feel a touch of coolness.

"What are you doing here?" the person next to him asked again.

Sheng Huaiyu turned to look at him.

The light was not very bright, but it reflected a bit of softness on this person's face, which also added a touch of tenderness to his handsome face. Sheng Huaiyu liked Jing Han, and naturally he also liked such a look. Remember since when, when he saw this face, he would have a shallow impulse in his heart, wanting to reach out to touch it, to put his lips on it to taste, this impulse lingered in his heart over and over again, Every time, I was extremely disappointed because I couldn't realize it.

But this time, he no longer wanted to suppress himself.

Sheng Huaiyu slowly approached Jing Han until he was within walking distance.

"You..." Jing Han subconsciously opened his mouth, but he didn't have a chance to say the next words, because Sheng Huaiyu had already reached out to take his head, and then gently pressed his lips on his lips.

Jing Han: "..."

Sheng Huaiyu clearly felt that the person's body stiffened suddenly because of his actions, as if he never thought that he would do such a thing, but he could no longer take care of it, and the beautiful touch on his lips made him indulge in it instantly.

The two lips are warmer and softer than I imagined, so sweet that I can't speak, Sheng Huaiyu forced himself to restrain his increasingly irregular heartbeat, and sucked and touched them one after another.

He is like a devout dreamer, weaving his own paradise in the world of dreams. The fantasy he once thought would never be realized is now so within reach, he couldn't help crying with happiness.

God knows how many times he has experienced such scenes in his dreams. Every time he thought he really got this person, but every time he woke up and faced the real world, he always got endless loneliness. Until now, all the sentimentality It finally paid off.

He pressed closer to that person, opened his mouth slightly, and bit the two lips carefully, even stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick it lightly, then stuck his tongue into his mouth and entangled his tongue.

Sheng Huaiyu had no experience of kissing before, but only saw it on TV and movies, and did not study it specially. All his movements followed his heart. He hoped to entangle with that person. He could feel the kiss because of such contact. The blood in my whole body is already boiling, and I want to get closer to him.

After an unknown period of time like this, Sheng Huaiyu gradually felt difficulty in breathing, so he had to move his lips and gasped for breath.

Compared with him, the reaction of the person in front of him was very calm. Even though Jing Han's lips became red and swollen because of his actions just now, he still had a calm expression, and there were slight wrinkles between his brows, making it impossible for people to spy on him for a while. inner thoughts.

At this time, Sheng Huaiyu couldn't care less about these things, he took a breather, then fixedly stared at that person, and said: "Han, I like you, I want to be with you."

He finally said the words that had been settled in his heart for a long time, and also said the name that he had whispered so many times, and suddenly felt an unprecedented ease.

His hand was still on Jing Han's shoulder, which was accidentally placed on it during the kiss. The distance between the two of them was still very close, and Sheng Huaiyu could clearly see the beautiful outline of the man's facial features. Jing Han's expression remained unchanged after speaking, and he didn't know how this person would answer, would he be angry?will refuse?Or just don't care and just act like nothing happened?

Sheng Huaiyu felt that he had been waiting for thousands of years, and finally saw that person opened his mouth slightly, and said to him without emotion: "Do you like me? Want to be with me?"

"Yes."

"But are you really sure you know what liking is?"

"……what?"

"You say you like me now, maybe it's just because we've been together for a long time and you feel very happy, so you take this feeling as liking."

"I……"

Sheng Huaiyu subconsciously wanted to refute, but Jing Han continued: "Besides, I will go to college soon, we will not see each other for at least half a year, and you will have more as you grow older. How long do you think your feelings for me will last if you meet more people with your knowledge?"

This time Sheng Huaiyu didn't want to talk anymore, just looked at him quietly to see what he would say next.

"You are still young. When you grow up, you will find that your feelings for me today are just the kind of liking between friends. It is far from love. Even if I promise to be with you now, when I go to bed After entering university, I may meet other people who I like more, and our ending will not be happy no matter what."

The current season should be regarded as early summer, with a quiet night and a clear starry sky, but Sheng Huaiyu felt the chill from the bottom of his heart.

How had that face that he deeply admired brought him endless joy and sweetness, and the lips that he still recalled endlessly, he had never realized that they were so hateful!

"Actually, I like you quite a bit too," Jing Han finally showed a faint smile, and his eyes overflowed with deep attachment. He reached out to touch the boy's face, and gently rubbed the delicate and cool skin with his thumb. Skin, "I really hope to be good friends with you for a lifetime. I really hope that you can go to the same university as me in two years. We can still study and play together like now. Isn't that great?"

"Enough!" Sheng Huaiyu finally couldn't bear it anymore, waved the man's hand away, and stepped back to distance himself from him, "If you don't like it, I can just say it, there is no need to make so many excuses! But Even if you don't like me, you shouldn't doubt my feelings for you. Do you really think I don't understand anything? Now you have rejected me anyway, so that's just right, we will never see each other! Who wants to be friends with you forever , I have never regarded you as a friend since I liked you!"

"Ayu..." Jing Han frowned slightly again.

"Okay, now that I've finished my confession, I've received it, so that's all, goodbye!"

After Sheng Huaiyu finished speaking, he turned and opened the door and ran out.

Then for a long time after that, he didn't know where he was, how he got back to the classroom and what he was doing for so long before school, all he could think about was the man on the balcony talking to him He recalled the words over and over again, feeling as if his chest was about to explode.

He has long expected that this confession will not have any good results. In his imagination, at most, that person rejected him, and then how it will develop afterwards is actually very uncertain. Maybe he will not be with that person. Contact, but at least he should be in a good mood when recalling their past, and many things can still experience the sweetness of that time.

He is not someone who can't afford to lose, of course it is allowed that Jing Han doesn't like him, and when he still likes Jing Han, the two of them will naturally not be friends anymore, and when he goes to university in the future, maybe he will continue to pursue that person, or Jing Han Han may suddenly open up and like him, then he will get what he wants.Of course, it is also possible that he really fell in love with others in the next two years, and when he sees Jing Han again, he will smile away his grudges, and they can continue to be good friends, chat and laugh happily, and stand side by side.

But he never thought that that person would doubt his feelings, would think that what he did was just a momentary impulse, would think that his feelings would not last, as if he was really just a silly boy, You can play with other people's feelings at will, the kind that is irresponsible.

How could that high-ranking person understand the ups and downs in his heart for so long, how could he know the sweetness and sourness in his heart when he realized that he liked that person, how could he know that it was just a look from him A word of concern will make me think about it for a long time in the middle of the night. How can such feelings be fake, and how can they be impulsive?

What's more, both of them are boys. I won't say much about how a boy likes another boy and how others will judge him. It may even be difficult for his parents to pass. Sheng Huaiyu is not without entanglement, but He still can't let go of his feelings for that person. It is estimated that senior Jing Han, who has always been pursued by thousands of people, has never experienced such feelings, because in his eyes, there is no one in this school that is worthy of his liking.

Yes, Jing Han doesn't like him, that's the point of everything. No matter how many excuses there are, in fact, there is only one reason for rejecting others. Sheng Huaiyu has always heard that person say that maybe when a person confesses to him, he will suddenly He will be tempted, and he fantasizes that that person will be him countless times, but it turns out that he is too self-indulgent, he doesn't need Jing Han's other suitors to be stronger than Jing Han, and Jing Han doesn't like them, and he doesn't like them either. will like him.

The first confession in his life ended in this way, and the first boy he really fell in love with will leave him a month later, and from then on, they will have nothing to do with each other.

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