I'm an enemy with a male god

... Sheng Huaiyu felt that the pores of his whole body were overflowing with thin beads of sweat.

It's not that he hasn't liked anyone before, so he still has some understanding of this feeling, but those are all aimed at girls, but this one is a boy now, but how good he is, how good he is, how good he is, how good he is, this is always the same. It's a boy just like him.

So unless he wants to bury this feeling in his heart and not let anyone including that person know, otherwise this process will inevitably go through many difficulties. He can be careful not to let others notice, but it is not good to keep it hidden from his parents , not to mention the biggest problem, that is, he doesn't know whether Jing Han likes him, and even if he likes him, whether he can accept being with him as a boy.

... With a wry smile in his heart, he felt that he should stop wishful thinking. Jing Han has so many outstanding girls who confessed to him, but he has never been with anyone so far. Even if he might like boys, he would definitely not fall in love with Sheng Huaiyu, right? I really don't feel like I have anything special.

So what should we do next?Should I keep my distance from that person and not allow myself to deepen my feelings for him, or should I continue to interact with him as usual because I have decided not to let him know and it will not cause any harm?

Student Sheng never came to a conclusion, and he didn't see Jing Han again during the day, but after dinner, he was always a little restless when he was sitting in the classroom flipping through the books. Soon the evening self-study will start, and he will soon see that person.

Now the two of them go to that office for evening self-study every day. Originally, student Sheng was very happy, but now this emotion seems to be mixed with many other thoughts. After 10 minutes, he came to that place, and Jing Han was as usual. The same is already waiting there.

Sheng Huaiyu looked at him with mixed feelings.

Having already understood the feelings for this person, there is naturally countless joy in his heart at this time, but in fact, Sheng Huaiyu really never thought that he would fall in love with him one day.

Sheng Huaiyu himself must not be gay, and he has always liked girls in the past. At first, his feelings for this person were pure admiration, and then he gradually deepened his relationship with Jing Han. He is really nice and willing to sacrifice his time to guide him to study.

So Sheng Huaiyu liked staying with this person more and more, and even developed an unspeakable attachment, but today when he was resting during the day, he thought about it carefully, maybe he had been attracted to Jing Han since a long time ago I had feelings, but I didn't find out until something happened last night and this morning that I finally woke up.

It's not normal for such a person to be indifferent.Student Sheng thought to himself with some self-mockery.

"You're here," Jing Han's voice brought Sheng Huaiyu back to his senses, but he saw the person in front of him looking at him playfully, "I thought you didn't want to come to class tonight."

"Huh," Sheng Huaiyu said in surprise, "Why?"

Jing Han didn't say a word, he looked at the innocent boy coldly, and thought why, aren't you very reluctant to talk to me in the morning?Now it's back to normal, and the face-changing technique is pretty good. Why, could it be that you lost your memory?Dual personality?Or was it pierced by a human soul?

Having said that, Jing Han still didn't bother with that boy any more, and just said lightly: "It's nothing, come to class."

"Oh." Student Sheng patted his head in confusion.

In the following time, the two of them got along the same way as before, maintaining the frequency of seeing each other for more than two hours a day. Student Sheng listened to the teacher's lecture every day and listened to the senior repeat the key points. I feel that those knowledge points are really hard to forget. The final exam If you don't get good grades, you will feel sorry for everyone, and the relationship between him and Jing Han has not changed, they are just good friends who are getting closer.

Speaking of it, although Sheng Huaiyu didn't intend to tell Jing Han his feelings, it would naturally not affect the friendship between the two of them, but he liked Jing Han after all, and this liking was gradually increasing as he continued to interact with that person every day. Deepening, he likes being with that person even more than before, even if Jing Han said a few more words to him, his heart will be filled with joy, and at the same time, he cares more and more about that person. I can't help but miss it.

Student Sheng doesn't know that this is good and bad, but he enjoys this feeling very much. He thinks that sometimes unrequited love is not a bad thing. There can be such a person who can affect your mood, make you happy and sad for him, and feel the joy of life. So much enriched.

As for the fact that the object of his unrequited love is actually a person of the same sex, Student Sheng still struggled with it at first, but later he didn't care at all. Now, even though he likes Jing Han, he has no intention of really doing anything with that person, and his life is still very long in the future, at least seven years before he gets married, who knows what will happen in the middle.

The days passed peacefully like this. On a Saturday in early December, two people were eating in the office during the first evening self-study class break. Sheng Huaiyu heard the people around him say, "Do you have time tomorrow night?"

"Yes." Sheng Huaiyu nodded.

"Then go to a party with me. There is a boy in our class who is going to have a party. I hope you will go with me." Jing Han said.

"Why?" Sheng Huaiyu looked at him in surprise, "I don't even know anyone in your class, will that senior welcome me?"

Jing Han let out a breath, as if it was difficult to say what he was going to say next, "He will welcome you, because you were brought by me, and you are my 'companion', you don't know, that brat has a birthday It’s fine if we insist on preparing him a birthday present that he can appreciate, and he insists that we all go with our companions, and he also said that single dogs who don’t bring companions will be despised by all other guests, maybe they will Sent to work as a waiter."

"...Hey, why?" Sheng Huaiyu, who is also a single dog, was really surprised by this statement, "Does he look down on single dogs??"

"That's not true," Jing Han touched the corners of his lips, "Because this kid fell in love recently, and his girlfriend is a famous beauty in our school, and now his birthday party was proposed by his girlfriend, so this kid is very happy His tail is up to the sky, and he claims to torture all the single dogs in the world. I think so." Jing Han finally couldn't bear it anymore and expressed his opinion, "He is just looking for trouble for nothing!"

Sheng Huaiyu also nodded, expressing his full agreement.

"So, I can only invite you." Jing Han finally said helplessly.

"Then why don't you invite a girl?" Student Sheng couldn't help laughing, "I'm a boy, even if I'm your fake partner, it's not good."

"It doesn't matter," Jing Han waved his hand, "I just don't want to find a girl, that would be too boring, I just want to find a boy to show him, to prove that I am more creative than him, and see what else he can do "He said and looked at the boy, "Don't worry, he knows that you and I must be fake, and he also knows that I don't plan to fall in love before the college entrance examination, so he won't misunderstand that you are gay."

"..." Student Sheng thought in his heart, even if he really misunderstood, there is nothing wrong with it, because the one I like now is a boy.

Of course he would not say that, but continued to ask Jing Han with great interest: "Then I have to prepare some gifts too, what does the senior mean when he says that he can like it? It means that he must like it." Is it okay? Then what will he do if he doesn't like it?"

Jing Han said: "The so-called 'fancy' doesn't really have any special meaning. It has nothing to do with whether he likes it or not. The main thing is that he likes it. For example, he likes white suits and you give him an ancient black suit. Maybe he will also like the robes, but it’s hard to say, no one knows what he likes at the party that day, and what is the standard for this.”

Seeing Sheng Huaiyu's bewildered look, Jing Han added: "Simply speaking, you can buy whatever you want, bring it to the scene and let that kid evaluate it, if he doesn't like it, he won't let you change it, and The next gift will be doubled, that is to say, two, if he still doesn't like it, he will continue to search until he is satisfied."

Sheng Huaiyu: "..." This is too bullying, what if you keep looking down on her?Someone bought him a gift and risked ruining his entire family? ?

"But you don't have to worry about this, he just needs us to send it to you, and you 'partners' just need to give us momentum when he arrives."

Student Sheng was finally relieved, and asked Jing Han: "Then have you thought about what to give him?"

"Thought it out, I'm ready. Although I'm not sure if he likes it or not, I guarantee that he will like it." Jing Han said darkly.

During the day on Sunday, the two went to class as usual, and went home after school at noon. Student Sheng hurriedly found out all his dresses. Speaking of which, it was not like he had never participated in such a party before, so he asked his mother to prepare it. A few pieces, but this time I participated with Jing Han, that person looked radiant even in ordinary clothes, not to mention this time I had to attend in formal attire, if I didn’t dress well, I would definitely be a scumbag next to him None left.

Student Sheng really didn't expect that person would find him to participate in such a party, even if it was just a make-up partner who would find a boy, he is really not afraid of being talked about by others, even if those friends treat him Things are clear, but what about the company of friends?Wouldn't they all be done well before? Could it be that there really isn't one who hates these things, and thus hates himself? ?