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This situation lasted for several weeks, and the first semester was about to end in these few weeks. In the last English class of this semester, Bai Zhiyan still taught normally, and only stayed for a few minutes with her classmates at the end Speaking of farewell and blessings, apart from emphasizing the relevant information of the exam, there is not much to say, neither sensational nor warm, which fits Bai Zhiyan's style.

The class ended in this light atmosphere, and the farewell ceremony could no longer be simple. It was the same as the impression Bai Zhiyan left on everyone, not delicate or pretentious, coming and leaving gently, which only left people with endless aftertaste.

It was a very normal class, no one was infected by the parting of this last class, Lan Moxi packed her belongings as usual, the speed was still slow enough to wait until everyone left, Bai Zhiyan was also slow In this small space, two people are busy with their own affairs, but they are waiting for each other, but every time it is nothing, because no one takes the initiative, they have to part ways.

"Let's have dinner together, okay?" Bai Zhiyan sent out the invitation first, and Lan Moxi nodded, "Yes, yes."

Bai Zhiyan chose a snack restaurant as the dining place, and Bai Zhiyan still considered it a little bit to avoid suspicion. Even though nothing happened between her and Lan Moxi, but they just expressed their feelings for each other, Bai Zhiyan still had a guilty conscience and did not choose a cafeteria with a large audience. She no longer has the free and frank mood she used to have when she and Lan Moxi went out to various occasions.

Lan Moxi didn't know how to talk to Bai Zhiyan. These days, Lan Moxi kept recalling the two sentences Bai Zhiyan said, "I'm here! I'm here!", Lan Moxi was not stupid, Bai Zhiyan was so He solemnly answered the answer he wanted at all times. Although it was very late, Lan Moxi did not resist, and was even a little complacent and excited; but Bai Zhiyan's subsequent words also brought Lan Moxi back to reality.

Lan Moxi is not young, she has already passed the period when she can be crazy for her own love, she can understand that Bai Zhiyan has her own concerns, and Lan Moxi will not blame or complain, Bai Zhiyan can develop friendship with her already It's not easy, so I shouldn't ask her any more; even if the current relationship is very embarrassing, it's understandable.

Lan Moxi's uncertain feelings for Bai Zhiyan are determined by Bai Zhiyan's determination of her own feelings. Lan Moxi still likes Bai Zhiyan. How can the deepness of the past be forgotten so easily? And what Bai Zhiyan said to herself was two sentences, "I am here! I am here!", it was clear that Bai Zhiyan had already been touched, but now she has become brave enough to admit this.

Obviously there is love, but they can't be together.

There are too many shackles in reality, which restrict Bai Zhiyan to follow her steps, and Lan Moxi cannot understand those obstacles. If Bai Zhiyan let go of everything, love will become too heavy——Lan Moxi acquiesced to this harsh Reality.

Under the pretense of letting nature take its course, she stayed by Bai Zhiyan's side, did not deliberately pursue, only let herself yearn for it the moment she saw it, and the time together made her sweet.

"Lan Moxi, I have a request. I hope you will continue to take my class next semester." Bai Zhiyan said to Lan Moxi with a rare timid tone. This is Bai Zhiyan's plea, which means a lot Obviously, we can’t be together all the time, I still hope that you can appear in my sight occasionally, I want to see you, and I don’t want to see you because we are under the natural barrier of distance, so that you forget me and us Verbal affection.

"Yeah! I will!" Lan Moxi lowered her head and hummed. In my memory, this is the first time Bai Zhiyan asked for something from herself, and what she wanted was that she would not give up the only chance to have intimate contact with her. In fact, even if Bai Zhiyan didn't say anything, Lan Moxi thought that she would do her best to choose Bai Zhiyan.

This situation also made Lan Moxi understand a little bit. She had doubts about Bai Zhiyan's love before, but now Lan Moxi can be sure that Bai Zhiyan really has feelings for her, not necessarily many, but at least it is Yes; Lan Moxi was moved by Bai Zhiyan's request, and Bai Zhiyan asked herself not to leave her with a humble gesture, how could Lan Moxi remain sober.

Lan Moxi really wanted to follow the moment when she was touched by Bai Zhiyan and embrace her proudly. Lan Moxi also had to try her best to restrain her outbursts of emotion. As Bai Zhiyan said, her love is limited to verbal, or in other words, In the heart, it will not be reflected in the behavior.

Bai Zhiyan knew how much she was going too far. She wanted to occupy Lan Moxi's feelings, but she didn't accept Lan Moxi's feelings directly. She even wanted to tie Lan Moxi to her side. For a girl in full bloom What does it mean—putting the best youthful years on an old man without any complaints, and this is very likely to be a hopeless relationship. Bai Zhiyan is ashamed of her shamelessness, and Lan Moxi is even more ashamed. speechless and ashamed.

Seeing that Lan Moxi put all the sacrifices on herself, and stayed by her side without saying a word, cooperating with her concerns, unlike other girls who made all kinds of unnecessary demands on their partners, Lan Moxi accepted everything , the spiritual love proposed by myself, apart from confirming that there is affection for each other in my heart, I can't see any difference between them and ordinary teachers and students. Obedience is a stimulus to Bai Zhiyan, so why doesn't Bai Zhiyan want to impulsively repay Lan Moxi and make up for Lan Moxi's sacrifice.

In this game called spiritual love, Bai Zhiyan also knows that the main contradiction is concentrated on herself. As long as the restrictions of rules and regulations cannot be let go, Lan Moxi cannot be liberated, and Lan Moxi cannot be fulfilled. Will always be the one who sacrificed.

However, how can so many restrictions be simply ignored? The gap with Lan Moxi is too big, so big that Bai Zhiyan doubts whether Lan Moxi can handle it when those restrictions bring about a huge disaster. Hold on, can you hold on to your feelings?

Therefore, Bai Zhiyan was selfish for a while, avoiding the pain of being separated from her after she responded to Lan Moxi's feelings but couldn't bear the heaviness brought about by this forbidden relationship, so she became selfish.

"Are you busy with your studies these days? Will you be very busy? Don't demand too much of yourself." Since she is defined as spiritual love by herself, she can only have more relationship with Lan Moxi on the spiritual level.

"It's okay, I've done almost all the revisions, and I'm not too busy." If you want to ask me to have a date with me, I must have time, this is Lan Moxi's subtext.

"It's fine if you're not busy, don't tire yourself too much." Bai Zhiyan said as she brought some food for Lan Moxi, as long as I see you doing well, I'm satisfied.

"Well, you too." Lan Moxi politely served Bai Zhiyan some food.

We went for a walk together after dinner, and there was not enough time for chatting, so we had to leave reluctantly.Lan Moxi really wanted to ask Bai Zhiyan if this was really the only way to do it?After all, Lan Moxi is still a girl, she has the thoughts of all girls in the same age group, if she likes each other, she should be together as much as possible, even though Bai Zhiyan said that she will not change the way she gets along, but what is the difference between this model and ordinary people .

People are always greedy, and so is Lan Moxi; Lan Moxi likes Bai Zhiyan, and she can accept Bai Zhiyan's spiritual love, but at least give people a chance to blend their feelings, so that it won't be public, at least she can be sneaky. Let's go on a small date, Bai Zhiyan has never been conscious of this.

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