dear miss bear

It seems that I have found my own coordinates again and can be fixed in the world with my own shadow. I open my eyes and feel like a newborn, like a baby gradually conceived in the womb. After opening my eyes, the goal of entering is the light, shining brightly. Projected on the face, the damp sheets were clutched in the palm of the hand, and the fingers were sore and weak.

"You're awake," Qi Wenxuan's face appeared, he was standing on the side peeling an apple to eat, the apple peel was hanging down and shaking, he tore it off and threw it into the trash can, meeting her sullen eyes, " do not be angry."

Bai Zhisheng climbed down from the bed, feeling a dull pain in his chest, kicked aside the stool on one side and walked towards the door. Looking at Qi Wenxuan's actions with a more ruthless attitude, she more or less understood that she had a position to go Changing Xiang Mi's fate, Qi Wenxuan has the same standpoint to save Jing Zhe's doomed fate.

She remembered how surprised she was when she found out that Jing Zhe and Qi Wenxuan were father and daughter. It was hard for her to imagine that such a young face, with sharp brows rarely seen by young people, would have had a child so early. She dedicated herself to her cause, and experimented on her with an almost horrifying degree.

Qi Wenxuan said, you don't understand, at that time I thought I was just and sacrificed Xiaojia's interests for all mankind.

Each holding a position is like two armies confronting each other. For a while, they understand the interests of the other side in launching a war, but they cannot chat with each other over wine.Two people use the same reason to pull the person they care about back from the turmoil of fate. There is nothing wrong with it. Both of them are selfish, and Qi Wenxuan is smarter. Into the abyss, wrong without cause and effect.

For the group that they called the R organization with lingering fear, the status of Xiangmi and Jingzhe is equally important. In captivity, there are people watching them all the time, like herding sheep and captive sheep are the same, their essence is the same, and they all go to the slaughterhouse in the end, the taste is just different.

Qi Wenxuan said, it's not that there is no room for redemption, since it has already happened, I can't say I'm sorry, you can't ask me to give up saving Jing Zhe for the sake of reconciliation.

Bai Zhisheng put his hand on the doorknob, paused, and said nothing.

The man cut the apples into small pieces with his slender fingers and threw them into the plate. He sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the bed where she had been lying. He smoothed out the wrinkles little by little, but the gully in his heart deepened. , Bai Zhisheng is the goddess in the river in his heart. He often stands on the bank and occasionally floats in the boat on the river with his mood ups and downs. But the goddess can only be a goddess. On the other side, no one rescued her.

"I lied to you before, saying that I can only return once every five days, otherwise the machine is unstable, but this is true. I went back before relying on a room with a distorted force field, which was blocked layer by layer. I can The address is given to you, you can try it. It’s just very unstable. I went back before and didn’t arrange anything. Fortunately, although I was cowardly in the past, I haven’t lost my conscience. I stepped on shit luck and everything was done. It's just that we didn't expect Xiang Ya to become like that."

Covered by the bear's nature, it turned into a violent appearance.

Bai Zhisheng turned around.

Pulling the stool and sitting down, Bai Zhisheng lifted the hem of his clothes and rubbed his scarlet wound. The scar that Xiangmi left on her heart almost killed her. Qi Wenxuan still had the same meaningless attitude, and Bai Zhisheng suddenly became angry , kicked the stool away, opened the door and went out, slamming the door loudly.

Qi Wenxuan closed his eyes, bit the apple slowly, smoothed the bed sheet again, got up and went out, turned around and hid his face in the narrow door, closed the door, turned off the light, and Bai Zhisheng leaned against the dark corner of the corridor. At the center, the waist is bowed very low, the shoulders shrugged submissively, like a wingless butterfly wriggling in the corner, the weak body, when it quiets down, there is a hoarse sobbing sound, which seems to be rendered by this viscous silence, and the color of pain is extremely strong , Bai Zhisheng turned his back, leaned on the wall with one hand, put his hand on his heart with the other, looked at him tentatively, and pursed his lips slightly: "Address."

Even if what Qi Wenxuan says now is useless, everyone has something to protect, even if the reason is unknown, what they guard is the reference of their birth, the reason for living here, the most important one.

Putting the coat on her back, some want to persuade her to live for herself, wouldn't it be better? Since Xiangmi disappeared, all of Bai Zhisheng's activities revolve around how to go back to seven years ago to change Xiangmi's fate, Up to now, is it worth it to become like this?After staying silent for a while, Bai Zhisheng threw back his coat and stumbled away.

At this time, he finally realized that this seemingly indifferent woman was too thin to be vulnerable, she was not very tall, and she was not outstanding among women. He wanted to go out to stop her, but realized that he had no position. Suddenly remembered the past, a long, long time ago, Bai Zhisheng said to Xiangmi, we are like two people walking together at night, suddenly one of them fell to an unknown place, and the other chose to go forward or stop here Looking for her, walking down with her, after a pause, Bai Zhisheng said, I am very afraid of the dark, if you disappear, I dare not walk the rest of the way alone, so I must walk with you.

Qi Wenxuan stopped blocking her, lowered his head and thought for a while, caught up with her, and told her the address.

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Sangya sat on the chair, looked up at the police officer on the opposite side of the glass, without saying a word, and used himself as a sculpture. The pose of a thinker, the other party finally sighed after No. 20 failed inquiries, closed the folder and left. The interrogation room was completely silent, Sangya thought, it's terrible, the air pressure is so low, the police are really perfunctory.

She went to the leader's office and hadn't sat down when a few people popped up and asked her, is your name Xiang Mi, she nodded in a daze, and was handcuffed and taken away.During the long interrogation, it was just Qin Xu's case, but they didn't have any evidence. Instead, a group of people stared at her with interest, as if she was a poultry in a cage, or was used to tease her in a zoo. It's like a beast, so she denied it, and if she asked again, she could only say that she didn't know.Originally, I wanted to say a few witty words, but the scene of Bai Zhisheng dying in her arms was always replaying in my mind, unable to speak, unable to laugh, not in the mood, my mind was full of Bai Zhisheng's dying exhortations, Time painted the scene in front of her and blurred it, like a world seen through frosted glass. When she came back to her senses, someone uncuffed her and led her out.

"What's this for?" Xiang Mi realized that her voice was a little hoarse, and she coughed lightly and rubbed her throat. Her kind eyes seemed to be condescending as if she was looking down on a pet.Handing over a glass of water as if by magic, Xiangmi shook his head, the man's eyes became gentler, without forcing, he said softly: "You are safe now, that case has been suppressed, your companion will not have Danger, the time has not yet come, you are under our control."

Xiang Mi didn't speak, her throat was sore, and she began to think about the chances of killing this person and then running out by herself. This person said that she was naked, and she was not afraid that she had other thoughts, so she should hold back, and then canceled With violent thoughts, he asked hard and difficult: "Are you from the r organization?"

"If you say it, that's it. You know a lot of content. It's good. We sent someone to the school to secretly bring your roommate here, so that your inner defenses will collapse. After thinking about it, it didn't happen. Necessary, your mother is also here, so she asked him to come back. That girl named Bai Zhisheng is very important to you. Have you bid farewell to her? We won’t see each other again, we have to proceed Phase one investigation."

Xiang Mi paused and did not speak, showing a docile look. The man was a little surprised, opened a door sideways, and told her that she would be free after going out.

free?Xiangmi was expressionless.But it’s useless to say more. Walking forward along the long corridor, this is the road when you came here. The cement mottled marks are all over the place, and if you extend it, it is a bright passage.Looking from the inside to the outside, there are rows of vehicles parked neatly, as dignified and solemn as soldiers waiting for inspection, and the glass is shining intoxicatingly.The other side didn't answer, pushed her out, stuffed her into a car, turned her back and only vaguely looked at the sign at the door, Yanhe City Public Security Bureau, but it didn't seem to correspond to each other, hesitant to talk, looking forward to it. Looking at how the things that have settled down will develop, hesitating like sinking into the mud, moving forward in the swamp, struggling, but nothing can be done, and there is no choice.

Terrible, simply.

Xiang Mi hated himself for not being able to do anything, so he fell into this field, took a deep breath to recharge his strength, and after the vehicle started, his mood was blank, until he got farther and farther away from the gate, and Xiang Mi finally closed his eyes. With her eyes closed, she sadly decided to take one step at a time, she was still unclear about the path she was going to take.

"Where are we going?"

No one answered, everyone had a solemn expression like a funeral, but because of the same expression, nothing could be seen, Xiang Mi asked a few more questions one after another, and finally no one answered, and it was in vain. Xiang Mi stopped talking, and looked carefully at himself imprisoned in the car window, his eyes were melancholy, with the sadness that grew overnight.

The lights of Yanhe City climbed up like fire dragons at night, like setting off fireworks. Bai Zhisheng rubbed her eyes and couldn't suppress the heavy drowsiness. She stood on the attic and watched uneasily like a night watchman. Xu Ruoshui didn't come back, That person never appeared again. She waited anxiously, pacing back and forth. In the distance, a ray of light flew by downstairs, flickering. She lowered her body vigilantly, and saw the ray of light approaching. Someone With the flashlight on, I couldn't see my face clearly, raised my eyes and said, classmate, why don't you come back so late, the dormitory is about to close.

It turned out to be the security guard who was watching the night. Bai Zhisheng heaved a sigh of relief, answered, and then walked away leisurely, passing the man's sight. The man passed by the boys who had just finished playing basketball, and Bai Zhisheng suddenly froze. Living.

That's the person on the roof of the dormitory today, when did he come out?

He had already escaped, and the police were not around at night. She watched the man swagger out from the school gate, turned off the lights, and a sense of failure welled up in her heart. She went downstairs to the dormitory silently. Opening the door, both she and Xiangmi walked too hastily and forgot to close the door. In the dark, she lay silently on Xiangmi's bed. The drowsiness finally bid her farewell, so she was sleepless all night. What is the fire-like thing?

Until Xu Ruoshui woke her up, she was still sinking in such an inexplicable depression, unable to gather the strength to think, as if everything had nothing to do with her, she lost her coordinates in this world and became a point of nothingness.

Xu Ruoshui said that I always feel that there is something tricky between you and Xiangmi.

She looked over in surprise.

"Qin Xu and Fu Dongrong died together. Fu Dongrong is your boyfriend. I didn't see any reaction from you when he died. It was said that Xiang Mi was taken away because of this incident yesterday. No one knows, so what happened?" Xu Ruoshui pulled out the stool and sat down, picked her nails, and rubbed her hair irritably.

Bai Zhisheng rubbed his temples, with a calm expression on his face, got off the bed and put on his shoes, pulled away the impatient Xu Ruoshui, then opened the door, and walked out.

Xu Ruoshui chases after

"What are you doing all of a sudden!"

"It's none of my business. Xiangmi and I have never had anything to do. Don't look for me." She seemed to have gone crazy suddenly, and stumbled towards the other end of the corridor. Xu Ruoshui pulled her, and she pushed Xu Ruoshui away. All of a sudden, he pushed back and forth like doing Tai Chi, but after all Xu Ruoshui didn't have the ability to push Tai Chi, so he blushed and his neck was thick, Bai Zhisheng broke free.

Confused, Xu Ruoshui turned back to the dormitory, knocked on the door, and patted his forehead.Why is Bai Zhisheng like this? She is really confused if she doesn't understand her. She doesn't know anything now. Bai Zhisheng originally seemed to care about something, but he seemed to be hurt by something. After a while, the only job Xu Ruoshui can do is to go to Xiangmi's grave, saying that your fairy sister abandoned you at a critical moment, and it's none of my business that you died wronged.

how is this possible.

The more Xu Ruoshui thought about it, the more angry she became. The problem came from the period when Xiangmi became inexplicable in the previous paragraph. She became a bear, Bai Zhisheng, what and what. She scratched her head and couldn't figure it out. Too much has happened, everything has changed. The incident at Yun Jiming’s family has spread all over the school. It is said that he dropped out of school some time ago. The warehouse was burnt down, Jing Zhe has been missing, Bai Zhisheng has lost his mind, she is alone.

Sitting silently, waiting for the notification to come, she couldn't do anything, because she didn't understand anything, and she cursed Bai Zhisheng to explode in place, and the more she thought about it, the more she held her breath.

Bai Zhisheng is really a ruthless person!She was very upset.

Bai Zhisheng silently clutched the note in her hand, and when she woke up before Xu Ruoshui woke her up, she found that there was an extra note on the bed.

After opening it, Bai Zhisheng frowned.

Get rid of all ties with Xiangya, the news will come, change the number and don't let anyone know, get to know Fukukawa recently, get ready to travel far away, and wait for my next move.

The handwriting is exactly the same as hers.

The inscription is, Bai Zhisheng.

She chose to believe, but she had doubts in her heart, for fear that this was a bait.

Until the arrival of the letter a month later, she finally boarded the plane to Fukukawa.

Dear Bai Zhisheng.

I am writing to you from a nursing home in Fuchuan, because this matter has nothing to do with others. I don't know if this letter will reach you.

I asked my mother to send the letter for you. After you read it, you must not let others know.

Let me explain to you what happened in the past, it started when I came back from a trip to the countryside...

The whole story is like this, I firmly believe that I carry an imposed will, which may become extremely noble in a hundred years, and I have always been grateful for the efforts of you seven years later, but please don't be with me now. What does it matter to me, people have their own identities, I live as a half bear, and I shouldn't have human rights.

Today I saw wild pigeons resting on the copper green gate from the window, and I was very envious.

And send my regards to Yun Jiming and Xu Ruoshui.

If you have any questions, you can send it to the address below. For safety, it can only be used once, and the recipient is Ms. Xiong.

In fact, I've always wanted to make friends with you, Saiya.

address.

Bai Zhisheng flipped through the crumpled letter, crumpled it into a ball and held it in his palm.

"This flight will fly from Yanhe Nanwei Airport to Fuchuan Airport. The flight is expected to take three hours and 55 minutes. I wish you a pleasant journey."