dear miss bear

, Obviously the last one was still worried about Fu Dongrong and said to take a good rest, but the next one broke up for no reason.

"Hey, did you see it, it wasn't from me."

"But you came to my house." Fu Dongrong said softly, "Don't you remember what you did?"

"Even you—"

"Hey, you admit it this time, it's all you did, oh I see, do you have schizophrenia, intermittent or every five days." Xiang Mi had an epiphany, feeling Mao Sai suddenly understood, all of this can be explained by the words of schizophrenia, it turns out that Bai Zhisheng has a personality that speaks softly to her!

"This classmate, have you played enough tricks? Although I don't know what's going on, I swear it's not me."

"You pulled it down, the first time it was the earrings, the second time you lost the mobile phone, and the next time someone threw it at my house before you will admit it?" Thinking of this, Xiang Mi was a little angry, and he had already slept in my house and still couldn't die Admit it, but considering that Bai Zhisheng may really have a mental problem, it is easy to forgive, her face is calmer, gentle and gentle, people who don't know think she has surrendered to Bai Zhisheng.

"I didn't—I—" Bai Zhisheng frowned, trying to think back, but he was clearly in the studio, nothing happened, he didn't have to cross the car with Fu Dongrong, and he didn't have anything else to do.

"I'll accompany you to see a psychiatrist!" Fu Dongrong sighed, seeing that she didn't seem to be lying, he pulled her arm, but was thrown away: "I'm not sick."

"If you are like this, I can't explain it's my hallucination!" Fu Dongrong smiled wryly, looked up at Xiangmi, and felt a little bit of estrangement towards Xiangmi in his heart. Xiangmi also pretended to be innocent in this matter, so he probably couldn't get rid of it. But all such calm eyes made him lose his judgment for a while, so he had to hold on to Bai Zhisheng's wrist. Bai Zhisheng couldn't break free from him, and it was not easy to fight, and his mind was chaotic to accept it. This kind of inexplicable setting can't be missed.

How could she be a schizophrenic?Being held in Fu Dongrong's arms and dragged away, Xiang Mi was dumbfounded when he turned his head: "Aren't you very strong, why don't you break free?"

strong?Is Xiangya crazy or is she crazy?Bai Zhisheng frowned, she had never killed a chicken before, and she managed to pass the physical education test only by talking to the physical education teacher. Xiang Mi said she was strong?

Xiangmi frowned.Bai Zhisheng is so pitiful, I have a mental illness, no wonder my brain circuit is not normal, I change into a strange girl intermittently, I still don’t remember what happened, I pretend that I am still a goddess, and I talk in a different way, I will wait for Bai Zhisheng to come again next time When she was looking for her, she forced her to stay until the next day, when she turned back into a human, see what she said.Now I can't deny it.

But why did it turn into a bear?Could it be that Bai Zhisheng brought some black technology when he came here for the first time?No, next time Bai Zhisheng has intermittent seizures, he must ask.

She made up her mind, curled her lips slightly, she didn't know why her anger disappeared, what was there to care about with mental illness, speaking of which, Bai Zhisheng's personality is still very cute!

He didn't even think that he was too big to be a bear, so he easily accepted this setting, turned on his phone and counted the time when Bai Zhisheng came over.Of course it’s not very accurate, this is only twice, not enough to be a model for research, so I have to set it like this, draw the date when I will turn into a bear when I see her eyes, and then readjust the future plan, prepare Looking forward to the next arrival of Bai Zhisheng.

==

Every time Xu Ruoshui called Xiangmi, he felt a chicken chattering in his ears. Xu Ruoshui opened his throat with a loud voice and said, "Ah, ah, that child bride has fainted."

What the hell is a child bride!

Xiang Mi scratched her head and rushed over to the warehouse, unable to refute this wrong description. Xu Ruoshui's metaphors have always been a little different but inexplicably touching. I was looking forward to the senior sister sending her a text message, but one time she went to the toilet and left her mobile phone in the dormitory. When she came back, Xu Ruoshui told her in high spirits that your fairy sister called you.

Talking about the fairy sister, I can't help but think of Liu Yifei's face, full of fairy spirit and ethereal, Xu Ruoshui's description is like Cupid shot Xiangmi's heart, Xiangmi feels very nervous, even Yang Guo Don't dare to compare yourself, feel that you are that eagle, and run out.

Even when she recalled that period of time, she felt that she was stupid to death. What else is good about Bai Zhisheng besides being elegant and beautiful?She likes to be Qin Xu's opponent. Bai Zhisheng is Qin Xu's black fan. He has expressed his dissatisfaction with this person on various occasions. She doesn't know the reason. She likes to eat salty tofu and thinks sweet tofu Unable to bear it, Bai Zhisheng expressed the idea of ​​what the hell is salty tofu brains that people eat? Xiangmi was so shocked that he almost jumped up, but considering that it was Bai Zhisheng who said it, he had to bow his head and suck his own words. The bowl was embarrassed to say it was salty.

The memory ends here, Xiang Mi put down the phone and rushed over, but Jing Zhe sat there in good condition, Xu Ruoshui handed over a bowl of ginger soup and brown sugar like the little wife, co-authored by a relative, the little girl was thin and had dysmenorrhea Just fainted.

Xiang Mi scolded Xu Ruoshui for making a fuss, and the two of them never thought about taking Jingzhe to the hospital. Xu Ruoshui's description is also perfect. The child bride has no human rights to raise and work since she was a child. She can continue to use others. My sister is short, with a sweet mouth, and she is flattering no matter what she says.

This small room was neatly organized by Jing Zhe. Xiang Mi has been watching the business these days, and Jing Zhe has done a great job. He can deal with those difficult guests well after he just got used to it. The efficiency is also very high. Heart, sorting into categories is better than Xiang Mi and Xu Ruoshui.

Xiang Mi suddenly felt that he was oppressing the little girl, so he took this opportunity to say that you have become a full-time employee, and I will give you a salary increase, [-] a month, including food and housing.

"Oh, it's not easy, thank you quickly, you, Sister Sangya, who is so penny-pinching, can do this like the sunrise in the west—"

"Stop talking!" Xiang Mi sighed, "I'm not an iron rooster either, you give people a good impression, don't you? Hey, Jingzhe, what grade did you go to?"

"...I haven't studied since the sixth grade." Jing Zhe replied in a panic, "Sister, I can do well, don't drive me away."

"I didn't say I was going to drive you away. You have become a full-time employee. Do you have an ID card?"

Jing Zhe shook his head.

"Then it will be difficult." Xiang Mi frowned, "It's okay to report the loss of your ID card in another place, another day—"

"Sister, I don't have an account—"

"what?"

"I... my father won't register for me, I—" Jing Zhe hesitated and didn't dare to look directly into Xiang Mi's eyes, Xiang Mi was stunned, she didn't know what to do, she couldn't be at the age of 20 Just adopt a 16-year-old girl!

And my mother is not willing to take in such a person anymore!

She brought it all by herself, let alone this girl.

Xiang Mi shrugged, and tucked the quilt for Jing Zhe: "Don't worry that I will drive you away. I said if I want to keep you, I will always keep you and will not abandon you. I will protect you no matter who says it. If you believe in me, I will also be able to believe in you, and everyone will work together to get better."

Bai Zhisheng, did you just send it away as soon as you said it!Ah!Xiang Mi scoffed at Bai Zhisheng's words in his heart.

Jing Zhe looked over with tears in her eyes, and nodded, "En."

Xu Ruoshui sniffled: "What a touching scene! This really becomes your child bride."

"...Go away!" Xiang Mi rolled his eyes.

☆、chapter20 is boring, you can skip it

Next month, that is, in June, there will be Qin Xu's concert in Yanhe. Xiang Mi, who is a diehard fan of Qin Xu, knew the news last year. Since the pre-sale of tickets after the Spring Festival this year, she has started snatching up tickets. But Qin Xu's popularity was too high, she didn't grab it no matter whether it was the infield or the outfield.Not to mention that it is suitable for the local area, and the ones from other provinces have not been snatched.

It is said that a lot of these tickets have been digested internally, depending on the way to get them, there will be a lot of support, but Xiangmi is not a groupie, or he likes it, and he is alone, so there is still no.

It's about to open, but it's still empty. I guess this time I can only squat outside the venue and listen to the sound.

For this concert, Yun Jiming also lent her a DSLR, which is known as the artifact of the star-chaser. From the top of the mountain, you can see the face clearly on the stage. After getting the equipment, the backpack is also ready, and she also bought the support bag. Ordered a copy, everything is ready, only the tickets are owed.

It seems that this year is another year when we will not be able to see idols. Xiang Mi and Xu Ruoshui still sighed when they talked about it. Qin Xu is so handsome. Someone broke the news that this is a rich second generation, who has a gangster background in Taiwan. In short, the whole person is like the perfect hero in a dog-blood romance novel.

None of these Xiangmi are interested, but he only likes the way Qin Xu sings.

Qin Xuhong became popular because of a love song called "Only You For Me". The melody is very bright and the key is brainwashing. It quickly occupied No.1 on the major music charts, and because I also intend to develop in the mainland, so I always Cannon became popular, and the adapted version of "You For Me" has occupied every square dance site. All the aunts know Qin Xu.In China, he is almost like a legend of Phoenix.

Now Qin Xu is a little bit older. Although it is not the golden age in his 30s, as long as a man or woman of this age is well maintained, he looks super tasteful. Xiangmi likes Qin Xu's eyes when he sings, although he can't say She is Qin Xu's fan girl, but everyone likes beautiful things!

She still remembered that when she first expressed her admiration for Qin Xu, it was in the cafeteria. At that time, Bai Zhisheng didn't disdain the food in the cafeteria like a peacock. , far away, I heard someone playing a song by Qin Xu on the phone.

"Qin Xu's song, I really like Qin Xu's, so handsome!"

"Qin Xu." Bai Zhisheng rarely answered her words, "The character is not good."

"Do you know him and you just say that?" Xiang Mi was a little unhappy, but the rare Bai Zhisheng did not change his tone when he opened his mouth, speaking softly as if caring for a fragile porcelain bottle.

"Hmm." Bai Zhisheng didn't speak any more, he lowered his head to pick out the tomato, hesitated for a while and stuffed it into his mouth, Xiang Mi saw it and forgot that she just said bad things about Qin Xu : "Don't you like tomatoes?"

"Hmm." The answer was specious, but his eyes were still so indifferent, Xiang Mi lowered his head to pick up the rice.I heard Bai Zhisheng say softly: "Eat it if you don't like it, because it is good for your body."

"..." Xiang Mi felt that the senior sister's realm was different after all, and looked at Bai Zhisheng adoringly, as if his eyes were burning with flames, and Bai Zhisheng seemed to be burned by the eyes, stood up, He took the lunch box and walked away.

"..." Xiangmi felt wronged.

==

"I said I'm not sick." Bai Zhisheng's tone was very clear, but there was no wave in his tone, as if she wasn't the one who was dragged in for an examination just now. Facing Fu Dongrong's confused and embarrassed face, Bai Zhisheng Sheng didn't feel very good for the first time, but she was still tolerant. She also felt that something was wrong.

Doctors say her brain is perfectly normal.

Fu Dongrong suddenly didn't know if something was wrong with him or what, he went to check it himself, he was normal, and this doctor is an authoritative expert in the industry, it is not easy to doubt others, Fu Dongrong began to wonder if he had a realistic dream, Facts speak louder than words, as if everything is clear, it seems that he really yelled at Bai Zhisheng for no reason, he should annoy her like this!

Bai Zhisheng walked in front, holding her waist tightly, with a graceful gait but not seductive or shifting. Fu Dongrong watched her back carefully, and it was really a dream. The back of Bai Zhisheng in the dream was much firmer than this one. .This is a very mysterious feeling but it does exist.

"I--"

"It's okay, let's go." Bai Zhisheng said softly, twisted his body softly, turned his face sideways, his hair softly fell down his cheeks, his lips were pale, and his expression was blank, "You don't believe me."

"But—" Fu Dongrong didn't know what to say, and stepped forward to follow her, staring at her side face, which had vaguely sad lines.

How was he going to get this out of his mouth?No one will believe it.Now he vaguely feels that the problem does not seem to be his own but is indeed Bai Zhisheng's problem. He feels that he should find Xiang Mi. Hasn't Xiang Mi also encountered such a situation?

What is going on?He didn't know whether he should trust Bai Zhisheng or Xiangmi.

These two people are opposites.

Bai Zhisheng turned his head to look at the changing expressions on the man's face, and sighed in his heart, but he couldn't show it. She always watched in silence like this, and she didn't know what was going on. Fu Dongrong also became nervous. If another person stood in front of her and said that she had done something she had never done before, then she should think about it for herself, whether she had a problem with sleepwalking.

The problem is that I have had a psychological examination, nothing, nothing, everything is normal, and my roommate has never said that I have sleepwalking problems in the past few years.

As for schizophrenia, it is nonsense.

Now she began to wonder if Fu Dongrong and Xiang Mi had reached an agreement.

It's just that a person as stupid as Sangya would use such a method that he can't see through to achieve something?She felt more and more that she was funny, how to push everything on that brainless girl, Xiang Ya had spoken rudely, but she had also spoken rudely to Xiang Mi before, that was enough to write it off, why bother?

It's just that there is always an inexplicable pull in the dark. When she sees Xiang Mi, she becomes angry and fights as soon as she meets her. There are so many waves in her heart, and her face is also gentle and gentle, until Fu Dongrong lifts her up. On the face of it, with a sneer, he took her out, apologizing and taking her out for dinner before giving up.

Each has their own minds and pushes each other away completely.

After eating a meal in a hurry, without saying goodbye to each other, they spread out like strangers. Fu Dongrong was determined not to believe that he had a vivid dream. After sending Bai Zhisheng back to school, he sat in the car and He took out the phone and saw Xiangya's name.

Rubbing the screen, thinking for a long time, was about to dial it out, when a car braked suddenly in front of him, and a car stood in front of him, blocking him, with no way out, Fu Dongrong poked his head out and saw the other party lower the window, Yun Jiming His head is there, don't come over, showing an unbelievable look.

Yun Jiming had no enmity with him, Fu Dongrong hurriedly turned the steering wheel and turned aside, Yun Jiming was stunned: "When did you break up with Bai Zhisheng?"

"What did you say?" He braked suddenly, leaned forward, and poked his head out. Yun Jiming frowned and shook his head: "It's nothing."

What is Yun Jiming doing?Fu Dongrong went back and continued to drive, dialing Xiangmi, but the color ring on the other end turned out to be a set of horse poles. Fu Dongrong resisted the urge to drop his mobile phone, and after listening to half of the first set of horse poles, he finally hung up.

Sangya didn't answer the phone.

On the other side, through his front window, the scenery revealed was a cool red sports car speeding past in front of him, and the window of the co-pilot's position was slowly raised, blocking Bai Zhisheng's face.

He threw the phone away anyway.

So - it's still Bai Zhisheng's problem!

What is going on?Xiang Mi... Xiang Mi said it before, but Bai Zhisheng is not that kind of person!Fu Dongrong was suddenly upset, his head was two big, he let go of his hands and leaned on the seat and closed his eyes slightly.

He grabbed the phone from the side again and dialed a number.

"Hey, where are you?" He lowered his voice, hiding his negative emotions.

"I am at school."

"...Then you draw slowly, keep going, and pay attention to rest." Fu Dongrong gritted his teeth and said this sentence, threw the phone out of the car window, and saw it hit the wall and fell to the ground weakly, suppressing his unrest He took a deep breath, raised the car window, and followed Yun Jiming's car.

Seeing him in the rearview mirror, Yun Jiming frowned again.

What are they all crazy about?

Isn't it just that he broke up with Bai Zhisheng and found someone who drives a red sports car, why should he follow him?The routes of these two people had never been the same, so it was no wonder that he became suspicious, but Fu Dongrong quickly parked the car on the side of the road, and he hurried to the warehouse with confidence.

Throwing in the glove box are the tickets for Qin Xu's next month's concert, the two are next to each other, he thinks that Xiang Mi will like this gift.

Fu Dongrong sat in the car and sighed, without saying anything, he felt that this matter had nothing to do with Bai Zhisheng.

☆、chapter21 I should really work for Grandma Qiong Yao

Bai Zhisheng stood on the side showing a decent smile, stretched out his hand and shook hands with Qin Xu, without having to look at him, he could see the frivolous expression of the second generation of dandies looking at him three ways and three ways, wishing he could take off his clothes again Observe carefully.

"Miss Bai's achievements in art are so outstanding at such a young age, her future is limitless, you are the female version of Picasso!"

I'm not abstract.Bai Zhisheng refuted something in his heart, but he still said that he praised and praised him. The father next to him smiled and brought the two of them together, and left on the pretext that young people communicate with each other.

Neuropathy.

Didn't he just want her to climb up the tall branches of the Qin family?The second generation of Qin Xufu, he is very good at singing in the entertainment industry, but he seems to know nothing but singing, he is a dude, every time Bai Zhisheng sees this handsome face that has been knelt and licked by countless brain-dead fans, he feels I felt nauseated and wanted to vomit sour water.

I met Qin Xu many times, pretended not to see Qin Xu many times, pretended not to see it, let it go lightly, this kind of character is really problematic, Bai Zhisheng swore that what he once said to Xiang Mi was absolutely objective and true Yes, Qin Xu has slept with many girls abroad, saying that I am sincere to you for the rest of my life, and it is still unknown whether this "lifetime" lasts for a week.

After developing in Hong Kong and Taiwan, and later in mainland China, because of his strong family background and being one of his father’s creditors, Bai Zhisheng could only laugh and boast to the second generation ancestor how popular his songs are, sitting next to him for a ride While chatting together, she was forced to be pulled over from school, she felt as if she had become Miss XXX, being used to go here and there, the whole box was mostly male except for her, besides Qin Xu, there was also Qin Xu My friends, as well as the punk youths sitting there, saw her and praised her appearance one after another, and said that she has become famous long ago and has a bright future!

It's a very promising and ironic sentence, Bai Zhisheng didn't say a word, just lowered his head and swirled his wine glass, Qin Xu said let's play a game and let the loser have a toast.

She frowned subconsciously, but there was nothing on the surface, she was just a little afraid that Qin Xu would play tricks in the wine, hesitated for a while, saw a new bottle opened, and calmed down a little, deceiving herself that she should be fine, so she went Discussing what game to play, the phone rang.

"Sorry, I'll take a call."

"Who is so boring——" Qin Xu opened his arms and was about to grab her mobile phone. She moved faster, dodged back, and smiled slightly: "I'm sorry."

Hiding out, in the corridor, I saw the words Fu Dongrong on the screen.

Thanking Fu Dongrong for a moment, he answered the phone.

"Where are you?"

"I--"

After hesitating for a moment, there was an unnamed burst of laughter from inside. Because the door was not closed tightly, the loud sound coming out of it burst the eardrums, so he quickly closed it, and saw Qin Xu picking up a drumstick and knocking hard on it in the crack of the door. Jazz drums on one side, they come to party with their instruments, she sighs.

"Why so noisy?"

"I—" She didn't know how to explain.

"I want to talk to you." Fu Dongrong's voice was as calm as ever, with the momentum and majesty of his vice-chairman of the student union, and perhaps the confidence brought by his family background.

"next time."

"Whose is the red sports car? What is the relationship with you? What is the relationship between the performance art youth and you? Where are you?"

Although she didn't know where the performance art youth came from, she really felt Fu Dongrong's distrust.

She hadn't told him about her family's affairs, no one would be willing to take over such a mess, and his father would try his best to blackmail Fu Dongrong if he knew it, how could she say that?

What exactly happened that caused Fu Dongrong to say a lot of strange words, and he no longer believed even his own words, revealing a suspicious core and a questioning performance.

From Fu Dongrong's point of view, there is nothing wrong with what he did.

"I can't say, you have to believe me."

She leaned against the wall softly, almost begging, her voice was like a mosquito.

"..." Fu Dongrong was silent, and hung up the phone after a while.

He will never know what kind of involuntary life she is experiencing now, and she still has to put on a good face when facing Qin Xu. She is not a flattering person by nature, she is as noble as a white lotus, and her heart is dripping when she pulls her face down tears.

Some hate their own weakness now!

But if she knew how she would be reborn seven years later, she would be surprised!

Xiang Mi guessed right, every five days, Bai Zhisheng's temperament will change drastically, reborn, and will be reborn as a gentle sister.

In order to verify this conjecture, she specially put Bai Zhisheng into the white list this day, ready for Bai Zhisheng to call at any time. This is a normal way of communication that will not turn her into a bear, although she has a lot of affection for Bai Zhisheng. Big opinion, vaguely looking forward to what Bai Zhisheng can say.

That day, she went to buy a recording pen with Xu Ruoshui, so that she could record what Bai Zhisheng said at any time, and then listen to it for Bai Zhisheng who is in a normal state, making it difficult for her to refute and doubt her life. The next step is to sincerely apologize and finally Reconciliation to the previous state, everyone is happy!

The abacus is beautiful, it's all her own imagination, holding the recorder and fiddling with it, Xu Ruoshui yawned and called: "I didn't say that, why do I feel that you always revolve around the surname Bai?"

"Do you know what shame and humiliation is, to be suspected of being a neuropathy is a neuropathy—"

"..." Xu Ruoshui kept her mouth shut and ignored her. Both Xiang Mi and Bai Zhisheng were insane, and their state has been a little weird these days. After that, Xiang Mi couldn't even mention the name of the person surnamed Bai in front of Xiang Mi. When he mentioned it, he would be furious. It's not right to melt ice, nor is it right to say that it is still in a stalemate.

In short, it was relieved a bit anyway, and it probably made sense, Xiang Mi didn't have much grievances about the thigh-hugging incident before, and even took the concert ticket that Yun Jiming handed her and agreed to go to Qin Xu's concert together.

He breathed a sigh of relief, but was bumped hard on the back, threw himself on Xiangmi and hugged him, raised his eyes, a boy in white turned his head, "I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry" and ran away again, Xu Ruoshui took a deep breath, and was about to put the matter down, when someone bumped into her back. This time, she was knocked down directly, and Xiang Mi was pushed down by the way, and fell to the ground in unison.

The person who bumped into him for the second time just now didn't look back, and then several people chased after him, running so fast that Xu Ruoshui didn't even have time to curse.

Gritting his teeth, he moved his leg. His knee was probably bruised, and it was in hot pain. Suddenly, he felt an inexplicable vibration in an unspeakable part.

"...Sangya, your phone."

"Oh..." Xiang Mi grinned her teeth in pain, her back was thrown to the ground as if she had passed through a frying pan, and her back hurt as if she had been lingering. Looking at this adjective, you can tell that she is so delicate and tender that she can't bear this level of pain. , touched it and pulled out the phone, "Get up, you're dead."

Xu Ruoshui got up and cursed that the group of people just exploded in place.

Bang—a loud noise came from outside the mall.

"..." Xu Ruoshui was so frightened that his head went blank.

really exploded?

Before he had time to think about whether he had the ability to predict what the prophet said would come true, Xiang Mi reluctantly sat up: "Bai Zhisheng, what are you doing?"

Bai Zhisheng?Xu Ruoshui regained his energy, helped Xiangmi get up, then looked at Xiangmi with wide eyes, trying to hear something.

"Xiangya, where are you now?"

"what?"

"If you're on the street, find a store to avoid and come out at night. If you're on your way home, don't go on the road you usually take, take a detour to the city hospital and turn back." It sounded serious, and Bai Zhisheng's voice didn't seem cold, but there was a hint of concern in it.

Xiang Ya guessed that he was hallucinating.

"Then where are you? Wait, let's not talk about this, you first talk about why!"

"I'm at your house, why, I'll talk about it when you come back, you must take a long detour, don't take the usual way." Bo Zhisheng lowered his head, glanced at the timetable he recalled, and sighed, "Don't Use your temper, dodge if you can, did a group of people run over and collide just now?"

"Ah? How do you know? Hit? What the hell, tell me clearly, are you playing with me next to me, ah, I see, are you looking at me from the railing on the third floor? That clothes is you, wait a minute Ah, I’ll go over right away, I’m so close to believing that you have ghosts—”

"don't want--"

Xiang Mi hung up the phone, looked up at the girl upstairs who was dressed similarly to Bai Zhisheng's clothes, smiled slightly, hum, it sounded like the truth, took out the prepared sunglasses and put them on, and learned from the TV Come on, I won't turn into a bear this time...

Bai Zhisheng frowned, and rubbed his hair angrily.

The author has something to say: I will become a glorious college student after school starts What should I do if I can't finish writing before? Others will say that I am not good at writing. Obviously I have worked hard to write, but the hard work is not worth the money. There is no way to write such things.

Well, because of economic reasons, I couldn’t buy a laptop, so I couldn’t update my manuscript after school started. After this chapter, I kept saving manuscripts for more than 30 chapters.

I went to buy a suitcase today, and it was so big. Wow, I have so many things that I want to take with me to the empty life in the future. It’s like stepping on a foggy forest and meeting an old witch or a big devil. There are so many things that I can’t pack them all. My mother said that I always have an inexplicable sarcasm when I talk, maybe I am born with the characteristics of a fighter, maybe it’s just that the saint fighter is showing off his power in the days of Two-dimensional, ah, by the way, the old lady next door said that I have a fierce and masculine face It looks like a pungent lady who can take a kitchen knife and go out to scold the street, mixed with the unique summer watermelon taste and the birdsong that I don’t know where it came from. It’s a bit like Liu Huan, no matter how long he grows his hair, his eyes are narrowed and his neck is shrunk, everyone will know the inside and outside of this person. He always steals chicken legs. My younger brother is too stupid to see that a chicken has no legs. He happily clips chicken wings for me. Then I blushed and said you eat it, I won't eat it.

Occasionally, I discussed writing skills with friends who wrote articles in the circle. I chased after it for a long time before I realized that I didn’t read much and my skills were not enough. My adolescence was handed over to some third-rate romance writers. I don’t think I can write anything. In-depth things, well, I still need a lot of experience. If the quantitative change accumulates into a qualitative change, I can push away the mysterious cabinet and go to another magical world where writing is easy. Still, I don’t have enough experience.A lot of things are just like Kuafu day by day, turning the direction and changing the position, doing everything is futile, um, I gradually seem to lose my confidence, everything I write feels very thin, obviously I have a three-dimensional image in my mind, and finally I return from the level of a poor craftsman to the beginning Scholar Well, I want to stop writing for a while and think about what I have written. Some people in the group asked me what my original intention was to write. I said that I would not be bullied. This reason is not enough to persist me until now. It seems that she has given herself an inexplicable burden with all her enthusiasm, just like breaking a big stone in her chest when she is obviously skinny.

So I still want to say that I will stop writing for a while. On the one hand, I have been confused and inferior for too long and want to rest. On the other hand, I feel that after signing the contract, I took the data too seriously and lost my own style. Finally, Because I am too busy with many things at the beginning of school, I still like writing very much and persist in it for a few years, which is really confusing.

But I’m just telling you that I’ve been changing every day for no apparent reason, so it’s more likely that you’ll think I’m crazy again==

There are still many chapters after this chapter. Well, I should save the manuscript regularly during the period when I am adjusting my status, and I will continue to post it. Maybe I will realize it before I finish posting the saved manuscript (laughs)

How long the rest period will be is still an unknown, just like I don’t know what my life in college is like, I have written a lot of characters, there is a boy in a short story called Ah Shu is an elf who will always accompany people I can't see him anymore after I become an adult. He has short curly brown hair and beautiful big eyes. Like a puppet bear, he can get into his dreams and cook other people's taste. He is very lazy and self-willed from behind the cactus. Jumping out gave me a big shock, ah, time flies so fast I want it soon, but ah, the tree has never appeared once and told me whether the road leading to the future is Yangguan Avenue or a small single-plank bridge, and I turned my back It's all imagined that thousands of troops are fighting in a completely unfamiliar place. I really hope that my roommates will be children from the countryside so that I won't feel scared, but I also hope that the children in the city can have more fresh things. I I told my mother that my quilt must be very thin and thin, so that I can roll it up and carry it on the back, so that I can carry the bedding roll and push the box, and hold the rag bag with the bear on my back in my left hand. I went to that environment, so I didn’t look cowardly and tears fell out of embarrassment, but I looked very strong, as if I lived in high school, and my relatives asked me how I was doing in the exam. It's like being poured with sulfuric acid, my face hurts and my face is disfigured. I'm embarrassed to say that I can only go to junior college, and I laughed a few times and said, I got [-] in the exam and pretended that this score is very high, so high that I can go to a very good university. On the way, I ran into a boy I had a crush on in junior high school and asked him which university he went to. He said that Nanjing is a very good university. I laughed a few times and felt that I coughed out my depression. You can just ride a bike past my stupid middle school days. Everyone subconsciously selects amnesia and forgets that very unpleasant experience. The sun is like a poisonous arrow piercing my back, and there are many small pimples on my back. The doctor said it was the sun. Injured, put on ointment, combed the hair very low on the shoulders, refused to let it shake in the wind, stuck to the wound, the dog stuck out its tongue, because of a serious illness, the hair on the nose fell out, it looked ugly, I said bearded You squat down and I will eat watermelon for you, so the dog squats down to look at me, but it is very stupid and can’t eat watermelon and doesn’t like to eat vegetables. It is annoying like me when I was a child. I said you are a fool. While sweeping the floor, I squinted my small eyes to see me. I was so scared that I got into the house and turned on the computer to write this very inexplicable sentence. Hey, the computer system is still XP, and the blue screen often crashes, and because of a I kicked the power button and turned it on and off several times. It finally returned to normal. The sixth grade of elementary school came to me.