Entering the entertainment industry too deeply

A week later, Gu Changting wasted no time and ended all the scenes. From the time the Hong Kong crew started to start, the time has passed from the end of June to the beginning of August unknowingly, and it has lasted a whole month.

When Gu Changting left the group, he sincerely made friends with Xu Chengqian and his brothers, and the Hong Kong City crew was one of the few crews he stayed in that didn't have any moths.Apart from him, the biggest star in the group is Luo Changning. Luo Changning is also the producer, assistant director, lead actor, and the biggest investor. With such a giant Buddha sitting in the town, the entire crew is dedicated and efficient.

Moreover, he and Luo Changning had a great time playing opposite roles, but I don't know if it was because of his personality. He was too serious when he was so unscrupulous. Apart from acting opposite each other on the crew, the two of them had nothing to do with each other in private.

But when they left, Gu Changting and Xu Chengqian had finished exchanging greetings. Seeing Zhang Chi standing next to Luo Changning, he put on a smile and looked at Luo Changning with a pair of amber eyes like glass beads, with a reluctant tone: "This Director Luo is really reluctant to leave. It’s funny to say that the two of us have never been in the same frame before being in Hong Kong City, but we are always compared. People always say that if it wasn’t for "Northern Swallows and Southern Search" that year, they were blocked by the radio and television. Last month, at the Golden Chestnut Film Festival that year, the Best Actor should have gone to Luo Changning, and I took advantage of it for nothing."

When Gu Changting said this, his tone and expression were quite sincere, but his eyes, with misty eyes, deliberately flirted with Luo Changning. : "Oh, so you also think I should have won this award back then?"

Gu Changting got stuck, and withdrew his intentionally provocative eyes. Being unscrupulous really hates being too serious, he smiled hypocritically, and replied seriously: "I think I deserve it, just like Director Luo has been said to be so serious. The uncrowned king of that year, in my opinion, is also a matter of course."

What Gu Changting said was smooth and smooth, Luo Changning smiled indifferently as a response.

Gu Changting went to see Zhang Chi again, but he couldn't seduce Luo Changning, so he smiled playfully at Zhang Chi and said, "See you by fate, I remember you are resident in City S, come out to play when you have time."

Zhang Chi didn't like his former idol at all, and just raised one corner of his mouth perfunctorily, Gu Changting turned around and waved his hand without waiting for a response: "Looking forward to the next cooperation with you all."

This is the goodbye, so Zhang Chi only had time to say goodbye.

As soon as Gu Changting left, the important scenes of the entire crew were all over, and only some fragmented daily scenes were left. By the first ten days of August, all the scenes were over, and only the post-production work needed to be perfected.

On the day of wrapping up, the crew had another big party at night.

Zhang Chi controlled himself strictly this time, and only pretended to drink some beer. On the contrary, Luo Changning did not escape the crowd's drinking, and was poured red, yellow and white.After the banquet was over, because there were too many drunk people tonight, the original plan to go to karaoke after the final banquet was also ruined.

A conscious person carried the drunk back to the hotel. Xu Datou and Yu Yu were two fat men, and it took one manpower more than other drunks.Zhang Chi didn't notice that Luo Changning was drunk at first, he turned his head and said, "Changning, let's go help Xu Datou."

When Zhang Chi didn't get a response, he realized that Luo Changning was looking straight ahead.

Zhang Chi stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Luo Changning's eyes. Luo Changning slowly turned his face and stared at him without saying a word. He just stared at him motionlessly with a pair of big black eyes, which made Zhang Chi feel very embarrassed: " Hey, why are you staring at me, I will be embarrassed."

The expression on Luo Changning's face gradually changed from expressionless to confused, and he stood up staggeringly: "Go... help me..."

Zhang Chi quickly got up too: "Why are you shaking? Wait! Are you drunk?"

Zhang Chi walked around in front of Luo Changning in three or two steps, Luo Changning was stopped by him, and Zhang Chi quickly supported him, then went to look at Luo Changning, Luo Changning was not blushing or out of breath, and his eyes were still open Without blinking, no matter how you look at it, you don't look drunk. If you don't walk unsteadily, you can't tell that you are a drunk at all.

In the end, Zhang Chi accompanied Luo Changning's assistant, Xiao Wei, and drove Luo Changning home. When they arrived at Luo Changning's house, they arranged a guest room at the nanny's discretion, and did not return to the hotel.

When Aunt Li entered Luo Changning's bedroom with sugar water, she saw Zhang Chi wiping Luo Changning's face with a wrung towel.He was clumsy, and his strength was so light that it looked like he hadn't taken care of anyone. Luo Changning blushed at this moment, and murmured as he pulled his collar with half-opened eyes.

While wiping his forehead and face with a half-wet towel, Zhang Chi coaxed a child, "Be good, it won't be hot later, the air conditioner is on, what are you talking about? Headache?"

Aunt Li walked over to put the sugar water on the bedside table, and saw Zhang Chi kneeling beside the bed with a towel in his hands. Now he leaned forward, leaning his upper body towards Luo Changning, and gently rubbed Luo Changning with the hand that wasn't holding the towel Temple, and then moved his mouth to kiss it in a "pop" and blew: "The pain is flying away, the pain is flying away, doesn't it hurt?"

Luo Changning's head was a mess, and he muttered dissatisfiedly: "Still, still have a headache."

Aunt Li, the nanny, was stunned. She didn't react at first, and laughed out loud, why Zhang Chi was so naive, and then she looked shocked. Zhang Chi turned around and saw her, and then she was a little shy: "Well, I'm not Zhan Changning Cheap."

"No, it's not." Aunt Li waved her hand and breathed a sigh of relief: "When Madam was around, she was the young master's mother. When the young master was young, that's how he coaxed the young master."

Zhang Chi had no choice but to smile dryly: "Uh... what a coincidence, my brother coaxed me like this when I was young."

Far away in France, Wen Su Bai, who was shopping with his new girlfriend, was somehow taken over by Zhang Chi.

"Xiao Zhang, you have a really good relationship with my young master." Aunt Li bent over and scooped out a bowl of sugar water. Zhang Chi took it directly and wanted to feed Changning.

Zhang Chi was wiping Luo Changning's hands with a towel, and his voice was a little smiling: "It's all unexpected things, we didn't know each other originally... Anyway, it's a long story."

Aunt Li wasn't too curious, after delivering the sugar water, and after the two finished drinking, she walked out of the room lightly.

Luo Changning woke up the next day, and the memories of last night slowly emerged. He washed up and went downstairs, and saw Zhang Chi and his grandma. This time the play is a discount of "Si Fan".

Zhang Chi was talking to Grandma Luo when he heard Grandma Luo say: "I don't want to go to school well. I'm going to become a monk in Songshan in the third grade of junior high school. I said I want to learn real kung fu. I said you little brat, have you ever suffered? Go!" As a monk, if you don’t eat meat for three days, you will come back crying.”

Luo Changning walked over, sat down next to Zhang Chi without saying a word, and coughed twice: "Grandma, don't you have a bad memory, do you still remember this?" Cooperating with his grandma, he remembered his embarrassing things clearly, and other things I can't remember.

Zhang Chi laughed happily, he didn't know about these things, and Wang Juansheng didn't know about Luo Changning's nine-year-old affairs, so naturally he didn't know either.

Grandma: "Hey, Changning, come here." Looking at Zhang Chi again, she paused suddenly: "Hey, where did this kid come from? He's so handsome."

Zhang Chi couldn't figure it out: "Grandma, we've been chatting for a while, I'm Xiao Zhang."

Luo Changning explained in a low voice: "Grandma has Parkinson's disease, and she can't remember things clearly or recognize people in a blink of an eye."

"Changning, your mother has returned to China. You used to want your mother every day. Why are you so angry now that you are back?" Grandma Luo changed the subject again, sighing: "It's not easy for your mother. Yan Hui left early. She went to France to study. Your dad was supportive when he was alive."

Luo Changning reassured the old man while avoiding serious matters. He seemed to be used to hearing these words. He was neither sad nor emotional, so he took away the topic with a few words of reassurance, and took Zhang Chi to breakfast.

At the same time, this afternoon, the two of them got on the plane to S City, and arrived at Room 7109 of the Blue Ocean Apartment in S City in the evening. The door was opened with an electronic lock and an electronic card, and the password was 881222. It was Luo Changning's birthday.

"I think it's better for us to rest for one night and come back tomorrow." The door lock was unlocked, but Zhang Chi didn't push the door, looked at Luo Changning, and suggested sincerely: "Come here, don't be in a hurry now Well."

"It's already here, why are you hesitating?" Luo Changning gently pushed Zhang Chi, Zhang Chi took two steps back, and knocked open the door, Luo Changning stretched out his hand to grab his wrist again, stopping Zhang Chi and continuing to retreat Without letting go of his body, he dragged him into the house.

As soon as he entered the room, it was dark, and the curtains of the French windows in the living room were drawn before Zhang Chi left. Luo Changning let go of Zhang Chi's wrist, and walked over to open the curtains. In an instant, the warm yellow light of the setting sun After entering the full room, Luo Changning turned his head, Zhang Chi was surrounded by the light, carefully looked at the indoor scene, then turned and walked into a bedroom.

When Luo Changning followed in, Zhang Chi didn't mind the fact that there was a thin layer of dust on the ground. He knelt on the ground and bent over to pull out the five storage boxes. Luo Changning was about to help when he glanced across the room and stopped. up.

He involuntarily walked towards the desk by the window. It couldn't be called a desk. The wide tabletop occupied the length of one wall, and it was more like a custom-made desk for work.

There are thick books of various colors on the table, some of them are spread out casually, and some pens are scattered around, as if the owner just left, just went to the toilet or poured a glass of water... just Looks like I'll be right back.

In addition to these, there is a row of photos, densely packed with photo frames of different sizes, from the beginning to the end, you can see all the time of a person from infancy to adulthood.

The photo at the beginning actually didn't have the face of the main character in the back photo. It was a photo of a beautiful woman touching her slightly protruding belly and a man with a handsome face.In the second picture afterward, there is only a woman left, with a bigger belly, still touching her belly, but her face is not as happy as the first picture, but a little more sad.

The third picture shows the face of a child. It is a baby that looks like it has just been full moon. It is a very small ball wrapped in swaddling clothes. Only one face is exposed. The eyes of the baby are closed, and the hand is stuffed like a puppy’s paw. Sipping it in her mouth, the woman holding him smiled softly.

The fourth and fifth photos... the child grew up little by little until he was half the height of a person, and the following photos seemed to have skipped four or five years and turned into this boy directly look like.

Of course Luo Changning knew what was going on, the missing photo was the five years when Wang Juansheng went to France to study, but he was also surprised that he hadn't taken any photos after that, so he walked back along the table Look, only to find that those photos are not just "photos".

From the age of 14 to the age of 22, most of the photos placed in sequence were candid shots, one profile and one back view. I don’t know how the person who took the pictures patiently saved so many photos bit by bit—— What's the point of a photo where you can't even see your face clearly?

Luo Changning didn't think of any disturbance.

Then, after the age of 22, those photos are not all photos, but many are cropped magazine photos and pictures printed from nowhere.

Luo Changning also knew the source of these photos and pictures. He was considered a star at that time. As his fame grew, magazine photos, movie promotional photos, and various sneak photos posted on the Internet abounded. , At that time, it was very easy for mother to want his photo.

Luo Changning paused until he saw the last picture. It was a snapshot of him turning his head back, but it was very clear. The man's brows and eyes were distinct, and his eyes were deep and quiet, which was his usual demeanor.

And Luo Changning had an impression of this photo.

This—it can be said to be a recent photo. At the beginning of this year, he was walking in the lobby on the first floor of the company. That day, the company's newly launched girl group was meeting fans on the first floor, and it was a mess.He walked by and suddenly felt that someone was taking pictures of him, and suddenly turned around, and there was a flash of light, and the members of the girl group were taking a group photo with fans. He thought it was because he was feeling too sensitive, but he didn't expect that at that time—this photo was probably taken by his mother there .

At that time, my mother had already been diagnosed with advanced lung cancer.

Luo Changning's mood became complicated. He didn't know why his mother didn't stop him at that time, but chose to take such a photo of suddenly turning back in obscurity.

At this moment, Zhang Chi called out to him: "Chang Ning."

Luo Changning walked over, Zhang Chi sat cross-legged on the ground, wiped off his sweat, all the sorting boxes were opened, there were five sorting boxes, three of which were clothes, and one box was neatly arranged letters, half a box was full, this These are the only letters left in the sorting box.The last box contains books and plain notebooks.

Zhang Chi took out the letter, which was divided into two parts, one part was very thick, obviously two or three times as thick as the other part.

Zhang Chi first took out the lesser part of the letter. This part of the letter didn't even have stamps, and the words on the cover were childish. Luo Changning explained to Zhang Chi: "This one should be the letter I wrote back then. I insisted on writing it for a year. I write every day and hand it over to my grandma, but I never thought my grandma didn’t send a single one.”

Zhang Chi didn't like to comment on Grandma Luo's behavior, so he went down with both hands. This time, he moved more than 1200 letters, each of which was postmarked, and each of them was written and sent.There were too many, so Zhang Chi took out the first letter and handed it to Luo Changning. Luo Changning looked at these letters: "There are too many, let's...let's come back tomorrow."

Zhang Chi lowered his head and tore open the envelope. These letters hadn't even been opened: "You said it too, and you're here. Come, let me read this letter to you."

"In the winter of 1998, in Paris, France, Changning Jianxin was well.

My mother has already started the first step of the course study, only to find out that the French teacher who followed in China probably has a serious accent with regional characteristics, which has caused many jokes here...

……

John, remember to take good care of yourself, grandma is getting older, remember to listen to grandma.

And, Changning, I will always love you. "

Zhang Chi cleared his throat, and read again emphatically: "Changning, I will always love you."

Luo Changning smiled without smiling, and pushed his head. Zhang Chi read the second letter, and Luo Changning read the third letter. very long.

One letter a day, many letters are actually only one sentence, but even Zhang Chi's voice is hoarse, and he took the penultimate letter: "Why haven't I received your reply? I saw a 14-year-old foreigner today. Boy, so I thought that Changning is also 14 years old. Changning, mom misses you very much."

Luo Changning held the last letter in his hand, and Zhang Chi couldn't help but poke his head to read it. There was only one sentence in the letter: "Changning, I love you forever."

Just corresponding to the end of the first letter, Zhang Chi swallowed his saliva, moistened his throat, and said affectionately like reciting: "Changning——I love you forever."

Luo Changning tightened his fingers, and the letter wrinkled. Zhang Chi scratched his head, feeling bad, did he do something bad with good intentions?

As he thought this way, he suddenly remembered another thing, bent over to rummage through the last packing box, Luo Changning fumbled for cigarettes and lighters, but he didn't bring them with him. He quit smoking after entering university, but he was a little The habit of watching the cigarette burn out, I want to smoke now, but I can't find it.

So I suddenly became irritable, but the irritability was only for a moment, and the tears had already flowed down my cheeks.

The floor, tabletop, and bed of the room were covered with a layer of dust, but the owner left too hastily. On the table were half-read books and half-written words. The photos on display were a retrospective of the man until the beginning of this year.

On the ground are 1200 letters dating back between 18 and 14 years ago.

For four full years, the 1200 letters that did not reach the recipients were finally read by the children of the year one by one when the sun was only left behind today—the letters that were 14 years late.

So it seemed like it was just yesterday, and the 14 years were not worth mentioning. Luo Changning looked back at the photo on the table, and suddenly felt something in his heart, as if his mother would enter the room with a water glass the next moment.

Zhang Chi dug out the hardcover Little Prince from the packing box, and took out the paper inside—it was a still photo neatly cut out by Aunt Juansheng from the new April issue of this year. In the picture, Luo Changning was quiet. looking at the camera.

He held this "photo" and turned sideways: "Changning, here is another one - Changning! What's wrong with you? Don't cry!"

Zhang Chi was really in a hurry now, and he didn't care about letting Luo Changning look at this "photo", but Luo Changning wiped his eyes and went to take it. As soon as Zhang Chi let go, the "photo" fell lightly to the ground, and the setting sun was almost gone. The last bit of light fell on the room, and Luo Changning saw two lines written under this "photo"——

I've been in this world, I've loved it, I've hated it.

I left behind my only treasure.