Entering the entertainment industry too deeply

Zhang Chi rubbed his nose and spoke with a nasal tone: "Who can bully me, I can read novels."

"Your headache doesn't hurt anymore?" Luo Changning walked over, and upon hearing Zhang Chi's answer, he wondered if this child is idle, his lacrimal glands are so well developed, he can cry like this after reading a novel, he must belong to a faucet.

"It really hurts when you say that." Zhang Chi rubbed his nose and head, crying so sadly that his brain ached, and then he realized that his eyes lit up: "Chang Ning, why did you come to see me? Don't you take a break after the play, aren't you tired?"

Luo Changning sat on the side of the bed, looked at Zhang Chi, and saw the unfailing emotion in his pair of black eyes. The emotion probably mixed with some "maternal love", but it was not just maternal love. If you want to describe it, it would be fiery and sincere , like the bright sunshine of day.

So he couldn't help laughing: "You saved me. Although there is still a phenomenon of 'empathy' between us, I am not a heartless person. You are my savior. I feel very guilty for being around you, should you come to see you when you are free?"

These words were reasonable, and Zhang Chi still felt very sweet, like a little brown bear that just crawled out of a burrow and fell into a honey pot, so sweet that he almost couldn't find the north.

For a moment, his sadness infected by Qiao Qiao's novel was suppressed. He looked at Luo Changning, and slowly smiled at first. Luo Changning and him looked at each other, and a faintly happy and secret atmosphere fermented in the air. The two big men smiled warmly but also a little inexplicably stupid when they faced each other.

Then Zhang Chi closed his eyes, and tilted his head on Luo Changning's shoulder. Luo Changning paused, and Zhang Chi leaned against him: "I'm not such a selfless person. If I change someone else that day, I will remind you loudly and call, but I I will never risk myself and run to save others at the risk of being hit by myself."

Those sweet and warm breaths dissipated in an instant following his words.

The smile in Luo Changning's eyes slowly retracted, and Zhang Chi's words were like a slap in the face, reminding him that this person came to save him only because of the remaining feelings of his mother.

Zhang Chi was still saying: "Your mother saved me. If it wasn't for Aunt Juansheng who saved me, maybe I would have died that night. I saved you——Changning, don't feel you owe me anything. I owe you."

Luo Changning felt that his heart was about to harden like a rock.

"Everyone has only one mother. I haven't had one since I was born, so I know the importance of having a mother." Zhang Chi's tone became lighter: "If it wasn't for saving me... Changning, you still have a mother."

Luo Changning turned his lower body, raised Zhang Chi's head, and wiped his eyes with his hand. There were a little tear stains. I don't know if he said he was crying or the sadness left by reading the novel before. Luo Changning was silent for a moment: "I will cooperate." You have solved this empathy phenomenon, so stop crying."

"I didn't want to cry." A tear fell from the corner of Zhang Chi's eyes, he gritted his teeth almost in grief and anger, and seemed to be ashamed: "I just, just saw a memory, do you know what I saw!"

Luo Changning thought to himself how would I know what you saw. In fact, if Zhang Chi hadn't been able to tell such details, and the emotion in his eyes was so sincere, he would have only regarded this person as a psychopath.

He is also in a bad mood now, so he asked Zhang Chi perfunctorily, "What did you see?"

Zhang Chi wiped his eyes: "You don't forgive Aunt Juansheng because she hasn't heard from her for five years and hasn't even sent you a postcard, so you hold her grudge—you think it's the same as abandoning her." right?"

Luo Changning was a little embarrassed and thought almost meanly, it doesn't matter to you, and at the same time, it seems that some things have been peeled off, after all, this is a very *past, he is a bit of a sign of anger, and the expression on his face is getting closer Poker face.

But Zhang Chi wiped his eyes and looked at him again, his eyes were red, he suddenly had two things in mind, thinking that Zhang Chi was a bit like a pretty little rabbit,

Luo Changning couldn't deal with it anymore, so he grabbed the paper and handed it to Zhang Chi. He didn't understand why these two big men had a heart-to-heart talk at night, but since he said that he would cooperate with Zhang Chi to solve the "empathy" phenomenon, he would Get ready to make things clear.

"I don't hate my mother." This was the first sentence Luo Changning said, Zhang Chi's heart moved, Luo Changning told Wang Juan that he could no longer call out the word mother.

"But I probably don't love either, I don't hate, and I don't love." Luo Changning's tone was calm, as he said in his words, there was neither love nor hatred, and yesterday was like yesterday, his tone was calm and unwavering, and he was no longer the cry that year I begged my mother not to leave the child.

"In the year she left, I remember that I missed her very much. I wrote a letter every day, wrote it every day, and sent it every day. But at that time, it was common for letters to travel for three or four months across half the world. , until my mother came back a year later, I only received three letters from her. In the next four years, I remember that when my mother left, she promised to send me a letter every day..." Luo Changning said here, his tone seemed a little bit I don't know what to feel.

The resentment and nostalgia of the past sank into the gap of time together with the passage of time and disappeared without a trace.The angry teenager himself has gone through a lot of ups and downs. In a blink of an eye, another 14 years have passed since he was 14 years old. At this time, it is ridiculous and ridiculous to talk about the love and hatred of those childhoods.

It even feels a little ridiculous.

"I should have hated it back then, I can't remember..." Luo Changning added, "I should have hated my mother when I was a child, she put ideals and dreams ahead of me, but later, I When I grow up, I start my own business with the goal of film and television, although I can’t afford the words dream and ideal, but I have a goal anyway, and I actually understand my mother’s choice back then.”

"A person should always be responsible for himself in his life. In this life, a person should never be attached to anyone, nor should he be the continuation of his parents, or work for his children for the rest of his life. Everyone is an individual. He only You need to take responsibility for yourself."

Zhang Chi looked at Luo Changning, Luo Changning really thought so when he said this.

He continued: "If my mother gave up her ideals because of me back then, I was only afraid that she would complain about me when I grew up and would say what she would say to give up everything for me. This is obviously more terrible, so I don't hate her. It’s me, if I have ideals and dreams, I’ll pursue them too.”

Zhang Chi felt that Luo Changning was telling the truth, he didn't understand, and was a little confused: "Since you don't hate her, what obsession does Auntie have..." Zhang Chi paused again, thinking of something and being speechless : "But you...don't love her anymore."

Luo Changning nodded.

There is no love or hate, Zhang Chi covered his head, thinking that it is better to hate, although he doesn't understand it very well, he has read many scripts and remembered some sour words, the hatred is gone, how can we talk about love, Luo Changning—— He really let go completely enough!

"Let me clear my mind." Zhang Chi muttered to himself, and within half a minute, he went to look at Luo Changning again: "Your mother loves you very much."

Luo Changning remained unmoved, and Zhang Chi continued to work hard: "Do you know why there was no news from Auntie in those four years? Those letters were all sent out, it was... Grandma secretly withheld them and didn't show them to you. Really, there are so many letters. One letter per day, more than 1200 letters in four years, the aunt came back and found out that she was detained by her grandma. She wanted to come back, and put a whole storage box. And when she returned to China, you debuted in acting, a lot of magazine photos and posters, Let me tell you, five oversized storage boxes are full!"

In this ward, Luo Changning knew the truth that there was no news from his mother back then, but there was no turmoil in his heart. Seeing Zhang Chi's anxious look, he reached out and touched his head, wanting to give this beautiful little rabbit Shun Shunmao, but Zhang Chi directly frowned: "I'll take you to see it, and when the filming of Hong Kong City is over, I'll take you to see those things!"

Luo Changning withdrew his hand: "Actually, what's the use of knowing the truth. I probably know what grandma's intention is. Now that I think about it, no one is at fault, and there is nothing to pursue."

"Go and take a look!" Zhang Chi rumpled his long hair in confusion, and sighed: "Those things belong to you in the first place, and you should receive them."

Luo Changning didn't refuse, he followed Zhang Chi, all this seemed to be because of Zhang Chi: "Don't worry, as long as the empathy phenomenon is not resolved, I won't leave you alone."

Zhang Chi laughed dryly, he didn't know how to deal with this problem, if it doesn't work out, it's not that you leave me alone, it's because I'm afraid that I'll pester you for the rest of my life.