Cannon fodder's self-cultivation

"Brother Ruan, teach me this trick quickly! You are amazing!"

Waking up from the dream, the dazzling smiling face of the once teenager still lingers in my mind for a long time, and the cheerful laughter still echoes in my ears, suddenly as if they are still young and nothing has changed.

He got up and went to the table to pour himself a glass of water, but he was interrupted by a noise outside the door before it was brought to his mouth.

"What is it?" he asked.

His lieutenant kneeled in front of the door, "The news came from the Prince Regent's residence just now that the Prince Regent... has passed away."

"Crack!" The cup in his hand fell to the ground and shattered.

The first time I saw that child was when a certain Taiyuan Academy was over. He packed his things and went out with Qi Jing. Just as he stepped out of the gate of the Taiyuan Academy, he saw a child with pink makeup and jade sitting on the long steps of the door with his chin resting on his shoulders. Looking up at the sky, I don’t know what I’m thinking, looking like a pretty little girl.The child turned his head when he heard the voice behind him. The joy in his eyes seemed to melt the ice and snow. He rushed towards them and called Qi Jing in a sweet voice, "Brother Huang."

Qi Jing didn't have a royal sister, but only a younger brother with a different surname. Looking at it this way, this child was the legendary little prince.

That child is Qi Jing's little tail, as long as he can, he will follow Qi Jing wherever he goes.And he and Qi Jing are good brothers, so the child calls him Big Brother Ruan.Between Qi Jing and the child, it seemed that there was no obstacle of imperial power at all, and they kissed like two brothers in an ordinary family.

Apart from Qi Jing, the child is closest to him, he likes to beg him to let him teach him how to practice martial arts, he takes his hand and says Brother Ruan, I want to learn this move, Brother Ruan, I want to learn that move.The child often told him that he would go to the battlefield in the future, to bring down the whole world and give it to his emperor brother.

Looking at the young man in high spirits on the school grounds, he felt that although the young man was not named as an imperial surname, he really had the blood of the Qi family, and he indeed shed the blood of Emperor Wu Ren, who admired martial power.

The boy is like a natural luminous body, attracting and infecting others, his innocence, his smile, his pride, and his fearlessness, just like nothing in this world can hurt him.

He had always thought that a young man in bright clothes and angry horses would always be so happy and proud.

But the boy's change almost overnight.

That day he waited for the boy in the school grounds all afternoon, but the boy never showed up.The young man who watched his practice of swordsmanship the day before was still very interested, so he held his hand and kept begging to teach him, so they made an appointment to come to the school ground the next day, and he taught him swordsmanship.

But the boy missed the appointment.

Not only that, from that day on, the boy never came to the school grounds again.

He went to Qionghua Palace to ask, and the palace people said that Prince Di was ill and was recuperating. He wanted to go in to visit the sick, but was stopped by the palace people.

A few days later, it was Qi Jing's enthronement ceremony. Although it was his imperial brother's enthronement ceremony, the young man did not appear. At the enthronement ceremony, Qi Jing bestowed the young man as Prince Gongxian, and bestowed a hundred acres of fertile land with thousands of gold pearls.For some reason, looking at Qi Jing wearing a dragon robe in the Xuanyuan Hall, he felt faintly worried.

But at that time, he didn't have the chance to know more. At that time, the border was in turmoil, and Qi Jing ordered him to go to the border to guard, but the young man still didn't show up for his practice banquet.

In the next few years, he made great achievements in border defense, and his official position was promoted again and again. Occasionally, when he returned to Beijing to report on his work, he saw the former boy from a distance, and wanted to go forward to talk about the old relationship, but the boy was as indifferent to him as a stranger.

He can't tell what's wrong with the boy's appearance, the boy is growing up gradually, and the child who used to be beautiful becomes more and more beautiful the longer he grows.

pretty?Why do you think of this word?He is confused.

The young man's face was like jade, his appearance was exquisite, and the corners of his eyes and brows were three points more gorgeous than that of a woman.

The young man who used to ride a horse and hold a sword to point the country, his high-spirited and high-spirited youth seemed to be strangled to death somewhere, and his black eyes were full of gloom and indifference that made him strange.

Qi Jing was in poor health and passed away after eight years on the throne.When he learned that Qi Jing had made the boy the regent, he received Qi Jing's will.

Qi Jing, his brother, the young imperial brother, actually asked him in the will to kill his own imperial brother when the new emperor came of age.

Why, why is this happening?

Aren't they brothers?

When they hurried back to Nandu, they met on the street. The former boy and now the regent still looked at him with indifferent eyes like a stranger, and ordered someone to drive away before he could speak.

When he was in Taiyuan College, he knew that young people are the talents of emperors. Now in Xuanyuan Palace, the man who has become the regent is strategizing.

He stopped the regent repeatedly, he wanted the man to know that he was still his elder brother Ruan, he wanted the young man who was full of vigor and laughter to come back, he wanted him to restore his bright smile, and he wanted to find out what happened between Qi Jing and the young man. What, why did Qi Jing issue the killing order, and why did the young man become so cold and vicious.

"Aren't we friends!" Facing the man's indifference, he asked him excitedly.

But only the man answered coldly, "I have no friends."

What is he without friends!They used to attend classes together, practice martial arts together, ride horses together, hunt together, and point out the country together, but now he says he has no friends.

Seeing the man playing with power recklessly in the Xuanyuan Palace, blatantly ignoring the emperor, arrogant and arbitrary, he thought that the proud and innocent pure white boy had already fallen into the quagmire of power and could not extricate himself, and had become a cancer of the Dongli Dynasty. A cancer that cannot be pulled out.

Only in this way did he understand Qi Jing's last edict.

Perhaps, Qi Jing had known that today would be the day before he issued this order.

Just when the struggle between the emperor and the men was intensifying, a shocking document began to be circulated among civil and military officials.He knew that Qi Jing had left a document that could restrain the regent, but he never expected that the content of the document would be so... unbearable.

This is not a restriction at all, this document can directly kill the regent.

It turned out that it turned out to be like this...

No wonder, no wonder men become so indifferent, no wonder men grow taller and more beautiful, no wonder men lose control of their emotions when he mentions his childhood, is it because of this...

After reading the documents, the enmity between the two brothers and the changes in the man over the years seem to have found the answer.That young man, that proud young man, the high-spirited young man, was treated in such an inhumane way.

He didn't know how he survived, how he spent those dark days, and how he carefully guarded his secrets, wrapped himself in a hard shell, and protected himself from being hurt with indifference.

He remembered that the boy once said, "The person I like the most is Brother Huang. My greatest wish is to protect Brother Huang. I want to bring down the whole world and give it to Brother Huang."

His empress mother, his imperial brother, and Dongli Jiangshan, whom he loves the most, have given him the deepest hurt time after time, pushing him into the abyss of despair time and time again, and now they have uncovered the most painful scar in his heart, Cruel publicity in front of the world.

Indifferent and vicious, greedy for profit, hopeless.

He suddenly remembered his evaluation of him when he saw him late that night.

Word by word, word by word.

What have I...did...

He never thought about really understanding, really trying to understand what happened back then, what happened to make a bright young man become so cold, but he stood on the highest point of morality from the very beginning Accused, accusing him of being unfaithful and unrighteous and not remembering old love.

He must be in pain, must be very desperate.

When he arrived at the Prince Regent's Mansion, he heard the heart-piercing cries of the young emperor, and saw the man in the emperor's arms full of blood and tears. His heart felt like a big stone was blocked, and he could not move forward any further.

The dark-skinned servant appeared behind him like a ghost, and threw the box containing the Tiger Talisman in front of the young emperor like trash.

He heard him say softly, "My lord doesn't want to be emperor at all, you forced him to death."

Yes.

How could he have forgotten that that young man's wish had always been to be a prince, gallop on the battlefield, protect his brother, and protect the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains in Dongli.

He never wanted to be an emperor.

But why no one believes it.

He called himself his friend, but if even he didn't believe him, who would believe him.

"I have no friends." The man's cold voice rang in his ears.

In the misty rain, the mountains and rivers in the east are picturesque.

The iron-blooded and mighty general knelt on the ground and burst into tears.