[bulletproof SUGA] SUNAO

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Min Yoongi didn't ask the nurse at the front desk this time, and went straight into the elevator.He already knew where Shirase was.Oribe Aya visited him, knew his ward number, and told herself by the way.

After Min Yoongi pressed the floor number, he stood quietly in the middle of the elevator and waited.

Oribe Aya is going to divorce her husband in a few days. She confessed to Min Yoongi that she wants to date Shirase.She felt that although Shirase was not as good as her ex-husband materially, Shirase would not hit her and was very gentle, so that was fine, for the current Aya Oribe.

It wasn't a coincidence at all, Min Yoongi knew it.Oribe Aya actually had a relationship with Shirase before.The reason why Oribe Aya went to Shirase after being beaten by her husband was impossible at all by accident, but she subconsciously felt that Shirase was the safest, and she knew that Shirase would protect her.Perhaps, it is possible that she was discovered by her husband when she was having sex with Shirase.Shirase also deserved what he deserved.

Aya Oribe is a beautiful woman.Shirase is also a philanthropic person, if he liked Baishui, he might like Aya Oribe.

They are definitely related.

Focusing on this, Min Yoongi is not calm anymore, he really loves and hates Shirase.The reconciliation he thought about before suddenly made him despise himself.Why am I so stupid, the two of them want to be together, and here I am the Cheng Yaojin who broke out halfway, what am I doing when I have nothing to do?Simply fulfill the two of them, and then beat him hard to relieve the hatred in his heart.

Bai Shui said about the exact part of his injury, and Min Yoongi knew it, but what he thought was, wherever he was injured, he would hit him... He is not benevolent, and he is not righteous, everyone is the same.

When Min Yoongi walked past the nurse's station, the angel in white on duty was checking the form on the wall with his back to the aisle.Min Yoongi tried his best to keep his footsteps as light as possible. He had the consciousness of being heard by the nurse. In fact, the nurse did hear it. In such a quiet morning, the corridor was as quiet as a cemetery.

But the moment she turned her head, Min Yoongi had already started running, "Hey! Stop! Who are you here to see? Don't go there!"

No matter how old Min Yoongi is, he will not be overtaken by a female nurse wearing cloth shoes and an A-shaped skirt.He found the door he was looking for, slipped in like a thief, and locked it behind him.

"Open the door! Hurry up! I'm going to call security! Did you hear that! Hey!"

"What?" Three of the six patients in the ward woke up.Min Yoongi looked at them dumbfounded.How stingy is it?Still living in such a multi-person economic ward?There's no way two people can talk like this, right?Tsk, I will suggest to his parents in the future not to be so "thrifty".

Lying on bed No. 3 by the window, he heard a messy sound, but he didn't react much. Instead, he wrapped the quilt tightly.It's freezing.

"Tsk!" Min Yoongi smacked his mouth and used gestures to comfort the awakened patient, "I'm here to find someone, don't worry, I will never pose a threat to you." Min Yoongi stared blankly at the patient who was still lying on the hospital bed The sensual Shirase almost had the urge to kick him out of bed, "Tomoaki Shirase!"

The remaining two patients also woke up, sat up, and watched the sudden good show.

"..."

"..." He actually ignored himself?Min Yoongi lifted up Shirase's quilt and threw it at the end of the bed, "Stop pretending to sleep, you don't want your patient to see us quarreling, so sit up for me. I want to talk to you."

Shirase circled her body like a hamster, "I don't want to talk to you."

"Can't you get up? Do you want me to carry you out?"

"What else do you want to say?" Shirase sat up abruptly, "We're done, can't you send a text message?"

The door of the ward was suddenly opened, and two men in uniforms held up their belts and strode towards Min Yoongi, and the nurse followed in.

"Mr. Shirase, don't be afraid, we will throw him out."

"Come on sir," the security guard said very politely, "let's go."

Min Yoongi avoided the security guard's arm, "Don't touch me."

Shirase looked at the current situation around the circle.Everyone in the ward was watching them, and there were even people from other wards standing at the door to watch.The nurse had a righteous look on her face, and the security guard looked like she was about to kill Min Yoongi...

"It's okay." Shirase picked up the coat hanging on the chair and jumped off the bed, "Let's go out."

"Do you know each other?" the nurse asked.

"Know? Of course...he just wanted to beat me up."

Shirose led Min Yoongi out of the ward, and the two took the elevator to the top of the building together.Shirase was still wearing a thin patient gown and a dark brown woolen coat.He could only lock his upper body tightly, like a gangster begging on the street.His sleepy eyes blinked aimlessly a few times.

After reaching the highest floor and coming down, Shirase yawned awkwardly.He has no reaction to Min Yoongi's current behavior.

"It's freezing here. I can go home today. Although Baishui said that he has been in the hospital for a long time, he will have feelings for the hospital, but I don't know it at all. This place is really freezing to death! The nurse is like a hag... ..."

"I miss you."

"...Do you want me to die?"

Min Yoongi's heart was broken by Shirase's sarcasm of hiding his face.He wanted so much to come back to him, but this guy...

"How much do you hate me?"

"Hate it? Not at all." Although Shirase curled up his mouth and smiled, but there was no smile, "I love you."

How much did he lie?Min Yoongi is not very good at mathematics, and he can't figure it out.But Shirase has indeed changed, he is indeed free.Ever since the two decided to be together, he didn't know where, but he became more and more like that woman in Baishui.

He seems to be moving towards an ideal society.Everything around him seemed to have nothing to do with him.It has nothing to do with which party a person comes to power, and where a huge natural disaster occurs, it will not affect him.He's getting colder and colder...

Shirase opened the door on the roof, ah~~ froze to death!It's better to say it inside the door, just standing there will make your soul go out of your body.

"You love me?" Min Yoongi pushed Shirase's shoulder hard and pushed him out the door.Because of the sudden weightlessness of his body, Shirase couldn't stand still, and fell directly on the concrete floor. "How can you lie so casually!"

"?"

"Everything, everything," Min Yoongi closed the door, "You don't seem to feel it! It's as if you are the only one left in this world!"

"what?"

"You left everyone, everyone! Your parents, your family, your friends...you even want to leave me! What do I mean to you!! Tell me..." Min Yoongi walked into Shirase, kneeling Looking at him in front of him, "Do you love me? Or, do you just think that you love me, which proves that you are not the coward you used to be? I am just your prop, and you have no props for emotional feelings at all?"

"..." Shirase took a breath, lowered his gaze, and tried to avoid Min Yoongi and his questions.

Facing Shirase's silence, Min Yoongi shook his head, "Have you really awakened now? Do you love Miss Oribe?"

"..."

"..."

"I haven't, never, loved, loved anyone else, and I want you to trust me."

"Don't lie! I can feel it." Min Yoongi grabbed Shirase's collar and pressed the weight of his upper body on Shirase's chest. He plunged into Shirase's left shoulder. He knew that this place was Shirase injured.He kept hitting Shirase's left shoulder with the top of his head... Shirase could bear it at first, but the wound hurt more and more. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, put his arms around Min Yoongi's head, and lightly He rested his chin lightly on the back of Min Yoongi's head.

"I did not lie."

"You're lying now!" Min Yoongi grabbed Shirase's arm joints and pinched them hard.

"..." Shirase's voice suddenly became muffled, and he burst into sobs, "You think I'm lying!"

Like two stone sculptures, the two were deadlocked.

"I love you, I've said this a thousand, ten thousand times and you still don't believe me!! Now, you're just pretending to be a victim and accusing me, what kind of answer do you want? Do you think you It's authority, what you think is right is right, what you think is wrong is definitely not right. You think I don't love you, that's what you think, not me... Let go!"

The stalemate between the two suddenly became like a battlefield. Shirase's accusation against Min Yoongi has no desire to continue explaining.How else could he explain it?In his heart, Min Yoongi transformed himself into the image of a lover who betrayed him, and no one can change it.He doesn't listen to anyone, he just thinks he's right.

In the stalemate without gunpowder, Min Yoongi obviously had the upper hand in his health, he forced Shirase to the concrete floor, squeezed Shirase's left shoulder hard, so that he had no strength to resist himself.

Shirase also grabbed Min Yoongi's wrist, but it was useless.

"How should I tell you! I love you! You will understand! Die for you? Stockholm? Or let you kill me?"

"I don't believe you, human beings are not honest, you will lie! You say you like me on the surface, but in fact, you are messing with other women...I am nothing to you, right? In your heart That's what I thought!"

"You madman! Ah! Don't you just want comfort? You want to break up, but you don't want to look too bad. You think I betrayed you, so you can accuse me and get the excuse you want... ...No problem, let's part! I like women who are prettier and younger than you! You're just a badass! Self-righteous! Minimal bastard! Cough!"

"..."

Min Yoongi stared at Shirase, the original entangled feelings and predicted feelings were all useless at this moment, all he was thinking about now was the most primitive and illogical desire... Min Yoongi's rebellious His character made him disgusted with Shirase's words. He gave up the plans he had thought before, and grabbed Shirase's neck with one hand, his eyes were distracted, but he had a clear goal.

But Shirase still looked indifferent, with a natural expression - it should be said that it was too natural, "Are you afraid of me? So you want to kill me?"

"I can't let you go."

"... Then kill me, so I won't leave you."

"No! This is crazy!" Min Yoongi saw his hands, his reason woke him up, and he quickly retracted both hands, "Don't leave me, don't quarrel with me, don't do anything to make me think you will leave My business! Always listen to me, belong to me..."

"I can't promise you that."

"Stop trying to be brave!"

"You released me from my family and Baishui, and now, do you want to put me in your prison?" Baise shook his head, "Since I will rebel against my parents, I will not wait honestly. You give me orders. You'd be happier killing me."

"!" Min Yoongi's whole body became weak, as if he had been struck by lightning, he sat on the ground with one hand resting on his forehead.

Is there any difference between what he is doing now and what his parents are doing?He just loves the person in front of him and is afraid of him disappearing, so he can only control him.His verbal assurances had no practical effect.

Can words keep him by his side all the time?Can money keep him by his side all the time?Rope and chain seemed to work...but he wouldn't do that.

Shirase slid out of Min Yoongi.It has ended.

"I understand your uneasiness," Shirase put on his coat and walked towards the door that was closed by Min Yoongi, "But, that's beyond my tolerance. I'm sorry."

"..."

Whenever, really, Iwanna say I love you, but in a hesitation, time flies, want to be your everything, want to believe, can you hear my heart?

Even if I heard you say I love you thousands of times, tens of thousands of times, it still can't make me feel safe, and it can't make me believe that you will always be by my side.Even a [-] percent chance of you leaving would make me uneasy.

Maybe it's because I have never found the form of love, but after romantic imagination, there is no expectation.

Yes, it is a habit.I'm used to having you around, but I don't know if I'm an indispensable part of you.

When Min Yoongi heard the sound of closing the door, he crossed his legs and sat there, but he couldn't see the scenery outside, only the concrete wall and half of the sky... A gust of breeze made Min Yoongi shiver.

Min Yoongi suddenly felt that he was not so uneasy and afraid anymore.Because there is no restless Sonic anymore.But he noticed another more terrifying fact, that is, what he most wanted was gone.

That person, including his heart, body, soul...

Compared with that person, there is no comparison between anxiety and that person... It is much better to believe that he will not leave oneself than to guess that he will leave happiness.

"...Sorry, I was wrong...Sorry...!"

"..."

"...I'm sorry." Min Yoongi tightly grasped the two arms that suddenly came from behind him.

"I won't leave you, please, just once, trust me..."

"... Well, I believe you."

END (pseudo)