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He loves me, and that's something he can't help.

Shirase is now sitting in the living room playing with the doll in his hand like a prisoner being interrogated in a closed room.Is he like this puppet in his hand, without any self, just being played around?Like a programmed soul, seemingly ethereal, living in an abstract—immaterial world.

But why not resist?I can't stand being manipulated, so I argued with the supervisor when editing.Perhaps those are insignificant, and they can be discarded at any time.And his parents, no.

Fortunately, during the day, Min Yoongi was called away by a sudden call from his manager.Otherwise, my mother didn't know what she would scold when she saw Min Yoongi.

After putting No. [-] at the landlord's place, Shirase packed up some clothes and followed Mrs. Shirase back home.They were very quiet on the road, Mrs. Shirase only said a few commanding words, and then stopped moving.Shirase knew that Mrs. Shirase must be resisting the urge not to beat and scold her now, and she was doing hard facial expression management... because as soon as she got home, she lay down on the restaurant table and began to cry.

When Mr. Shirase came back and saw this inexplicable scene, he ignored Shirase, but went to Mrs. Shirase to understand what happened.Through the wall, Shirase heard several angry voices... She said everything.

Wen has already moved out with Owada, otherwise she must be the one with the strongest attack power.

Mr. Shirase came out of the kitchen, still wearing a nightgown, holding a cup of coffee, sat opposite Shirase, adjusted the sofa a few times, and sat down again, "Tomoaki." Mr. Shirase began to look at Shirase squarely, "You Mom, she's not emotionally stable yet..."

Shirase lowered his head.

"Actually, I..." Mr. Shirase hesitated to speak, "I also have my own opinions."

"You said that I let you down a little bit." Shirase pursed her lips, "Isn't it a little bit now?"

Mr. Shirase took a sip of coffee and tried to calm down, "We didn't tell Wen, your mother said Wen already knew."

"She just listened to what Owada said."

"..."

Mr. Shirase closed his eyes, and his mind was full of various images of Shirase from childhood to adulthood—happy, sad...making a mistake, being praised...angry, sad...Mr. Shirase wanted to cry more to replace my anger.

"You have always been obedient, You Zhang. And you have always been excellent. I have been watching you, since you were a child, you were still in our arms, until now...we have been watching you...but what is wrong Why? Why would you! Would..."

"Sorry, sorry. I won't do it again."

"... What I heard is that man is pestering you, isn't it?"

"No. Me! I... yes."

"Then do you want to be with him?"

"No!" Shirase replied subconsciously without thinking, "No. I will draw a line with him. We have never thought about being together, so you don't have to worry. And he is going to serve in the army this year Yes, he has not been allowed to leave the country for more than two years. His parents are also very strict. I think we will never see each other again. He also said that he will leave Japan this weekend. He came to say goodbye to me today .”

"But you still like men..."

"Absolutely not! I like women! Their expressions! Their bodies..." Shirase held his face with one hand helplessly, "I don't know, I'm not interested in women, nor in men."

Mr. Shirase took another sip of coffee, "Since he's leaving, forget about him. Nothing happened to you, so just pretend it's nothing. We won't tell Wen either."

"Of course, I'll do it."

"Well, don't disappoint me."

"……Yes."

"It's very lucky that you didn't disappoint me." Ohno took a sip of his wine, "Thank you."

"I don't like you." Shirase put down his glass, without looking at Ohno.He will never forget Ohno's brutality in his life.And he doesn't have Stockholm Syndrome either.

"Keep it like this! I prefer this type of friend."

"..." Since Shirase is not a Stockholm Syndrome patient, Ohno is a NUE maniac.

"I'll excuse you first." Ono puffed up his chest and stood up, looking very eye-catching among the guests at several low wooden tables.

Ohno's film "Can't Escape" has basically been completed, and the film ethics committee has also passed it, and the next thing is to wait for news from the distributor.Hope to get a good box office.

"Do you like it here?" Xi Chuan asked in a low voice, he was not as casual as before.

Shirase shrugged, "I'm used to being in the editorial room... Don't you like this kind of occasion?"

"Me? I don't really like it... I used to like it very much. Now, it feels like a public display after the trial. The investors over there, they don't want me to come, because my bad reputation will have a bad impact on the box office. Xi Chuan opened his mouth, smiled like a doll, and then returned to his original appearance, "My brother-in-law is also here, and he helped us raise a lot of money."

"!"

Seeing Shirase, Kuroimura bowed slightly, then walked towards the other crowd.

"The original car manufacturer that used to raise funds for Ohno didn't invest much this time. I don't know why. It seems that the relationship between Ohno and the boss of that company suddenly became tense...Yangzi just bought a car from that company. car."

"I met the daughter of the owner of that company."

"Really? How did you meet—"

"Mr. Shirase! Why are you here?" A white and slender arm suddenly rested on Shirase's shoulder, and Suzuki sat on the aisle behind Shirase, "I haven't seen you all this time, you came too late Right? Goo~~hehe."

"Ah! A mouthful of wine." Shirase waved his hand, but the smell of wine was far stronger than Shirase thought, "Miss Suzuki, why do you drink like this?"

"Miss Suzuki?" Xi Chuan looked at the half-drunk woman with dark blue long hair and red dress lying on Shirase's shoulder, "Is she?"

"She's a nice person, but for some reason she suddenly got drunk."

"what?"

"Hehe," Suzuki smiled crookedly, and put both hands on Shirase's shoulders, "You really~ just say that the two of us have been on a blind date?"

"Blind date!!! Shirose! Are we still brothers? Don't tell me you're going to get married!!"

"We're just friends!"

"It's too much!~~ Didn't you say you like me very much? Is that a lie?" Suzuki looked up, and looked at Shirase with a close-up face, and two crystal clear tears flowed down somehow.

"really!!"

"no!"

Because Suzuki was so drunk, Shirase led her to the corridor outside and let her lean against the pillar.Xi Chuan was anxious to publicize the gossip he had just learned.Shirase didn't bother to refute the rumors.After Miss Suzuki marries the person she likes in the future, this kind of after-tea chat will be self-defeating.Moreover, it is estimated that few people will take it seriously.

But how could she drink so much?so happy?But didn't she say before that she doesn't like movies? ...it feels like a lot of trouble.

"You sit here and rest, I'll get you something to drink." Shirase got up, ready to go back to the house to get a glass of juice or something.

Suzuki suddenly grabbed Shirase's forearm.

"Miss Suzuki?"

"What should I do, Shirase-san."

Shirase blinked, walked back, and sat with Suzuki on the edge of the corridor, "What should I do?"

"I, like him, more than anyone, more than anything... But, he hates me. Dad also, forbids me to be with him anymore... What should I do?" Suzuki grabbed his hair and bent his head in chest, "If I die, it won't be so painful?"

"...To be honest, I don't know too well. What did your mother say? Did you discuss it with her?"

"She didn't dare to resist her father, what did she say and what did she do. Why, this kind of thing happened to me? My friends are all so happy and happy, only me... Only I have this kind of thing..."

Shirase patted Suzuki's back lightly, and could only sigh.He hadn't solved his own personal problems yet, so how could he understand what other people should do.

"The person you like doesn't like you, there's nothing you can do about it. Of course it's best if you can change...you can face your father together."

"He can't help it. Without my dad, it's hard to find rich people anymore. He needs money."

"What's so good about a man who abandons you for money?"

"It's not for money!" Suzuki suddenly became angry, "He's not that kind of person! I believe it!"

"Aren't you contradicting yourself?" Shirase tried to keep his tone as soft as possible, suggesting that Suzuki should calm down, "However, young people should do more ridiculous things, so that they will have memories when they are old. You can try to influence That person, use your irreplaceable affection."

"..." Suzuki stood up, "Stupid."

"what?"

Suzuki turned around and walked back into the house, leaving Shirase still confused.What stupid is she talking about?me?But isn't this a classic plot of the movie?Inspire others with your passion.

"Shirose."

"Huh? Supervisor." Shirase raised his head and looked up at Ohno behind him, "What?"

"You... are you and Hiiragi, really, are you a couple?"

"Huh?" Why is he suddenly so unimpressed?Thirty years ago, he was so domineering, as if he could eat the whole world, "Did you listen to what Xi Chuan said? No, we just had a blind date, but it will not develop into that kind of relationship. Miss Suzuki, you have your own the person I like."

"I see," Ono breathed a sigh of relief, but became depressed again, "Don't you have a girlfriend yet? Ms. Hiiragi is so cute and young, you..."

"So! She has someone she likes!"

"I won't be with her."

"..."

"..."

"Ah?...Ah!"

Ono took out his cigarette packet and took a bite of a cigarette.

"You and Miss Suzuki?"

"En. We are classmates in high school." Ono lit a cigarette, "So, can you promise me now?"

"...That won't work either. She likes you, not me!"

"You can make her fall in love with you, and I also believe in you. Since a blind date has been arranged, it means that his father has a good impression of you, and he will definitely not be worse than me."

Shirase bent down, not looking at Ohno, "No."

Ohno took out the cigarette, "Shirase, why are you... why is Hiiragi not good enough for you?"

"I don't like her, how can I be with her? You seem to care about her, and what she needs is someone like you. If you don't like her, leave her alone, let alone ask me." Because of that girl, I have suffered for so many months...

"But if I'm with her, her father won't sponsor me to make movies anymore. I can't help it... Besides, it's better for her not to be with me, you understand."

"Marriage is to be with someone you like and like yourself. You are not facing a moral dilemma now, and there will definitely be a solution...!" How do you say this?It doesn't seem to be like this usually... No wonder Suzuki said that he was stupid, it was much easier to say than to do, "Anyway, you can judge for yourself, I really can't help you."

Ohno chewed on his cigarette, thought for a while, turned around, ran into Heimura who had just come out, smiled reluctantly, and entered the house.

"What's wrong with him?" Kuromura asked Shirase, pointing at Ono who left, "Is he the kind of person who can calm down?"

"He's a bit abnormal... Good evening, Mr. Kuroki."

"En, huh?" When Kuroura walked in, he saw Shirase move to the side, blinked in surprise, and then sat aside with a smile, "Don't worry, I found a new boyfriend. Come over here, just to say hello to you, and apologize by the way. Last time at the wedding in Owada, I said too much."

Shirase instantly relaxed a lot, "I accept the apology."

"Then thank you very much." Black Village put the wine glass on the wooden floor, "I found him in the department store—"

"Rooney Mara ("Carol")?"

"Who is that?"

"You haven't seen it—forget it."

"We hit it off very well, and he's also very good... What about you? What about that idol with a bit of a bad taste?"

"Min Yoongi? He will return home tomorrow."

"When are you coming back?"

"Shouldn't be coming back, he's going to serve in the military."

"Military service? Abandon you to serve in the army?"

"Military service in South Korea is mandatory...and we're not together."

Kuromura took a sip of his wine and felt the meaning of Shirase's words.Is it embarrassing to admit it, or is it really so?

"Why? I thought you liked him?"

"..." Damn, can't tell a lie, "We can't be together. He's a public figure, and our country's society is not open. That kind of thing is enough in comics. I don't think those girls see Real gay couples will be as happy as watching manga and animation."

"Then let's not talk about it, why do you have to intervene in your own happiness?"

Did I acquiesce to that problem?

"I'm not that romantic."

"Didn't you just say that you want to be with someone you like and like yourself?"

"I regret it when I finish."

"I don't know what you artists are thinking, our dogma is that people will drag you down, so kick them out before they drag you into the ditch."

"Isn't that why the financial crisis happened?"

"..." Hei Cun was silent for a while, picked up the wine glass and found that there was nothing in it, "I'm going to pour some more wine, are you coming?"

"No, I'll sit here for a while."